I cannot clearly describe, or even decipher, what I felt reading this update.. The way he let himself go, the way it began for him..
Many people say that an inebriated man always speaks the truth.. There's some truth to that statement which is not that obvious, but its literal meaning is far more accepted.
I believe, that losing senses, letting the awareness go, makes one speak what most occupies his mind, what most influences him.. its the truth of his nature, his state of mind which comes out...
you wrote it beautifully muskan, that when he was most unaware and not in control of his senses, most incapable of analyzing his choices, and almost incapable of denying powerful urges, t.h.a.t was when his body rejected Kavita, .. the male body can normally get aroused with just the mechanical provocation, and for him to reject his girlfriend who was more than eager.. !
Its more tenderness when he comes and sees her playing with and kissing Ballu.. that tenderness , that ultimate physical expression that he suddenly feels the need for.. aww.. it was not that she should kiss only him- it was she should also kiss him like that.
Its beautiful how tightly into friendship the three of them were woven- him, her a.n.d Ballu..😳
his kissing her and a little aggressively demanding intimacy was the most sweet this Maan has ever been.. the most vulnerable even.
and Geet grappling at this new change, .. her confusion , yet the simply unlimited love and trust that existed between them.. could so feel that her apprehension, nervousness was more in not being able to understand her own body, her own urge to give in , to express- but what, and how? was somethings she couldn't understand.
Reading through their feelings, the actions.. it was more warm, a bit heartbreaking- the two so completely are devoted to each other already ,without knowing.. so much friendship, love, such beautiful trust and honesty, their lovemaking is going to make me tear up.. it will be heart rending.
I may be a bit annoyed with Geet right now for holding back from Maan and Amy.. but this update really reminded of what they had shared.. ohmygod, they were just soo soo cute!such such SUCH beautiful relationship!!
amazing update!
just feel like hugging the two to death again!🤗
Edited by ninand - 14 years ago
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