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Green- conversation between Mayank and his conscience
Black- dialogues
Oh God what is happening to me? I can't believe that I'm doing these types of things. Mayank how could you do this? You're a very sensible person and here you're acting like a stupid. But why I'm acting like this? The answer is I don't know. Wow what an answer! If you don't know what the problem is then why you don't try to find it. This is a good idea. Okay so let's start. First I have to find out what are the problem and the reason behind it. Then I can find out the solution. So first question when did this problem start? It's an easy question. I know the answer. This problem started when Nupur wore that stupid saree on that weeding. Who told her to wear that saree…I know it was me but what did I do…the dress code was saree….who told those people to make this type of dress code. Actually who told them to get married? If they didn't get married then we didn't go to the marriage then Nupur didn't wear that stupid saree and this problem would never start. By the way Nupur was looking so beautiful in that saree…she was looking like a fairy…her eyes…her open hair…..her…….Mayank what are you doing…..focus…focus. See this is the problem. You've lost yourself when you start to think about that day. So now where were we…. when did this problem start? The answer is that day when Nupur wore that saree. Now next question why are you behaving like this? Because in that day Nupur was looking so beauti ….Mayank…okay okay….because that day Nupur was looking so strange. Yes, she was looking so strange. So that's the reason you're acting so weirdly. Now find out what are those acts which seem so weird. First act is those staring session. Maximum times I find myself that I'm staring at Nupur. You know what that morning when we were making our breakfast I poured full pot of sugar in the coffee because I was so busy to stare at Nupur. Can you believe this? Because, I can't believe this. Then that night when Nupur wanted to watch her favorite cartoon I let her watched that. I didn't fight back….can you believe I didn't fight back.. I didn't fight to watch my favorite cartoon. Something is really wrong with me. Along with that are those activities not enough that now I'm starting to see her in my dreams. Actually it's better to say in my nightmares in stead of dreams. In those dreams sorry nightmares Nupur is wearing saree and we are dancing with a slow music….like those stupid Yash Raj's romantic movies. Eureka…..I find the reason behind my stupid act. Some days before I watched two three yash raj romantic movies and then Nupur wore that saree. Thus I started to behave like this. So the all fault goes to Yash Raj. I want to kill that baldy old man because of him I'm facing so many problems. Who told him to make those movies which have nothing except that romance? Mayank from today you would never watch yash raj films. Actually not only Yash raj films you would never watch any movies which have romantic things. Even you would never listen any romantic song….goy it? Yup got it…. but we are still there from where we start our conversation that what the solution of my recent problem is which is already created….hm…let me think…okay…..go to Nupur and fight with her….just like the old days and ya don't forget to erase that saree's memory. Wow Mayank you're genius. See you find the solution. So now you go to Nupur and fight with her like a buddy then everything will be fine just like before… but where is she? It's already 10.30 p.m. She should reach the home by this time. I hope everything is okay. Oh shit it's raining outside. May be she couldn't get any transport. I think I should call her. Where is the phone….got it…Nupur….Nupur….here is the number…okay let's dial…what it's switched off…I hope Nupur is fine….should I go to pick her up? Yes of course……Mayank, Nupur is your friend. You should go there to pick her up. But if Nupur is in trouble she should call me. Come on Mayank don't act like an idiot….you see that her phone is switched off…..may be there is no signal or her mobiles battery is down that's why she can't call you. Whatever…..she should inform me….okay now when we meet I will give her some lesson about this…great I find a reason to argue with her….thus I can fix my problem as well as help her. Okay let's go to pick her up. I can't understand why it's raining on November. Oh God I hate rain…okay now here is another problem…… where is Nupur's ACCA class held…she told that it's near to her office. Okay Mayank let's go to pick your Nupur….hello what do you mean by 'YOUR NUPUR'….I mean your friend Nupur…that's okay…stop... stop the car….is that Nupur? But why she is walking in the rain. Does she loose her mind? She will catch cold and fever. But she is looking so gorgeous in those wet clothes. Water drops are drifted from her eye lash to her cheeks……Mayank…..how many times I told you that focus…oh sorry…whatever…now call Nupur……
Mayank: Nupur.
Nupur: Mayank….tu yaha?
Mayank: ha…tujhe hi dhundne nikla tha.
Nupur: kyun?
Mayank: oh maine dekha ki tu ab tak ghar nehi aya aur upar se barish bhi ho rahi thi. Maine teri mobile bhi try kiya par wo switched off keh rahi thi. Isiliye socha ki shayed tujhe transport nehi mili isiliye main car lekar tujhe pick up karne a raha tha.
Nupur: that's really great. Thanks yaar. Actually you are right. Mujhe transport nehi mil rahi thi aur mobile ka battery khatam ho gaya.
Mayank: it's okay.
What okay Mayank…you were supposed to argue with her and here you are telling her it's okay…ya I know I was supposed to argue with her but see she has the solid reason behind her act. So how could I argue with her? Wow great excuse….are you sure you're the same Mayank Sharma…because I don't think so…what.. this time I didn't act strangely……yes you didn't act strange but you didn't act normal either….it's okay that her phones battery was dead.. but there are so many other way to contact with you….If you kindly stop your brain from imagining those stupid things and use it like a like a sensible person then you can see that there is a thing called PCO. Nupur could call you from a PCO. See there is reason to argue with her…now go and argue with her.
Mayank: okay I'm doing..
Nupur: what?
Mayank: nothing.
Nupur: It's okay if you don't want to tell.
Mayank: no, it's not okay. Why didn't you call me from a PCO?
Nupur: what?
Mayank: tune mujhe PCO se phone kyun nehi kiya?'
Nupur: mayank tu kya keh raha hey mujhe kuch samaj main nehi a rahi hey. Tu samne dekh aur gari chala.
Mayank: nehi Nupur you should call me when you didn't get transport.
Nupur: Mayank maine abhi abhi kaha ki meri mobile ki battery dead ho gayi thi.
Mayank: toh PCO se nehi kar sakti thi kya?
Nupur: uha koyi PCO nehi tha.
Mayank: oh…yeh baat hey.
Nupur: ha…agar teri interrogation khatam ho gayi toh kya tu samne dekke gari chalayega.kyunki mujhe abhi nehi marna.
Mayank: hm.
What hm….you were supposed to argue with her so that those weird thought can't come into your mind. But there is no reason to argue….Mayank there are lots of reason…such as…..such as why she were walking in the rain….it's not a solid reason….even I know the answer….she was walking in the rain because she didn't get any transport…..but it was not safe…I know but there was no other option.. may be there is…..no there is not…now will you please shut up and let me concentrate on driving….but Mayank we still don't have any solution…I don't think you can give me any solution. I think I should consult a psychiatrist. It's a good idea…may be a psychiatrist can help you. So you should go to a psychiatrist as soon as possible…I'm telling you why not you go tomorrow morning. Good idea. Tomorrow morning I will go to a psychiatrist. All the best , Mayank.
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