I'll Love You...Forever ||mini FF|| Part 5 Page 12 - Page 8

Originally posted by: qt4ever

Sniff sniff! U made me cry just thinking over the fact that armaan will die

Aww! 😭

Originally posted by: ksgforever10

Heyy yaaa😛...Babes you are actually right you see😃! I DO wanna Kill you..😡..First for updating so small...second for making armaan dead.🤢.Urghh..How Could you?😭

Chalo now😕..Let me stop criticizing you besharmo ki tarah😆..and let's come to the update...

As usually it was fab👏⭐️

The cute poster thing was an awesome idea😳...And haha😆..When armaan hugged her and said that even this is a part of the promise😳..Then I was like..'Awww'😳

Really fab work man👏..Seriously..I adore you😃.The way you write is soo cute and truely it;s fantastic⭐️

And you know? I always used to think that how would the childhood of AR be?😕

And after reading your FF I got all my answers😃

Fab Work...👏

Update sooon..And please don't end this FF so sooon..😭

Holaaa sweeettyyy!! 😃 LOOOL!!!! Thank you sooo muchhh!! I actually like your criticism...It makes me laugh 😆 Thank you thank you thank you!!! I dont know HOW many times I should say this?! 😲 Thanks so much for liking my style of writing

Originally posted by: -RabiaKSGKaJen-

Izzzaaahhh Awww Lovee AR!

+&& Lovedd Thee Partt <3

Too Goood =]

Da Descriptioon Was Perfect!

Nooo Next Part Iss Da Lasstt Part ="[

I Loveee Thiss FF!

CONTINUE ASAP!

Thanks soo much! I will try my best to continue very soon!

Originally posted by: sam19_2009

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Originally posted by: mohit_aggarwal

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hi! you're welcome! 😃 I will try to continue veryyy soon! 😊

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Hi guys!! Ok! First I want to thank you all for reading this FF! Yes I know it was sad but I promise you something new and happy in a while...😃 As for now, I am going on vacation till Aug. 30 so I might not be able to reply to each of you individually. But I will try to do the best I can to stay in touch with you guys.

To all of you who write your own FF's, please keep PMing me. I will surely read them 😃 and I will try my best to comment 😊

Secondly, this is the last and final part of "I'll Love You...Forever" 😔 I dont want to leave this FF but I will come back soon with another FF. I have the idea playing around in my head right now 😛 😉

So now, I wouldnt want to take anymore of your time so you can scroll down and read now 😛 Enjoy!!! Please comment, criticise, like...😃

Gonna miss you all!!! 🤗

Forever ' Part 5

I can never forget the time when I heard you whimpering into the phone begging for me. I had gone to Sanjeevani Hospital to get some reports for one of my patients. You had told me not to go because I was in my ninth and final month of pregnancy and I had to rest and relax and stop taking stress. But, me, being me, left to get the reports so that I could work on them at home.

You called me and asked for me to come home. I said I will be coming soon as I had gone on rounds. I secretly thanked god for making you sick so that I could drive myself to the hospital and come back after I was done everything.

You called me many times which I realized when I came into the locker room chattering away happily with , Rahul, Muskaan and my sister, Anjali. There were 47 missed calls. Now I was freaked out. I speed-dialled your number to ask you if everything was okay but you never picked up. No one picked up. I had started to panic after calling you five times. Muskaan and Anjali tried to calm me down but they couldn't. I was crying. I couldn't help it. I was starting to get slight pains in my stomach but I ignored them.

Muskaan saw a stretcher getting wheeled down the corridor and noticed it was you. Without telling me, she ran with Rahul following behind, into the emergency room where you were being taken. Dr. Keerti, Dr. Shivankhar, Rahul and Muskaan were trying to make you breathe but their efforts were not helping.

Anjali took me to the emergency room where she had gotten a pager to come. I sat down on the sofa outside desperately crying for you. Anjali looked in through the window and screamed your name. I instantly turned around, hearing your name, and was horrified at your condition.

You were given IV and Muskaan was putting an oxygen mask on you. Dr. Shivankhar was pushing on your chest trying to make your heartbeat go faster.

I pushed the door open and ran in to you. I grabbed your collar and tried to shake you awake.

"Armaan! Get up! Oh my god! ARMAAN, GET UP!" I screamed while shaking you. Dr. Keerti tried to hold me back and away from you.

"Riddhima, please move from here! You're making your condition AND his condition worse!" She told me but I ignored her. At that time, I didn't care about anything. I just knew I had to get you to wake up and talk to me.

"ARMAAN! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! GET UP!" I yelled as if you could hear me. I checked your heartbeat on the computer and saw it sinking. I was horrified. Anjali and Muskaan tried to pull me away from you but I struggled out of their grasp and ran towards you again. Dr. Shivankhar and Rahul tried to man-handle me but failed.

"ARMAAN! Wake up!" I caressed your tender face struggling to fight back my tears. My stomach had started to pain so much by now but I didn't care even a bit. You slowly opened your eyes. I moved the oxygen mask from your nose so that you could speak.

"I lied to you, Riddhima." You said breathing heavily.

"Lie? What lie?" I asked.

"Those reports you read on cancer five months ago were mine'not a patient's."

"What?!"

"And I broke my promise too. I swore to you that I wouldn't let a single tear escape those tender eyelids of yours but look'now'you're crying." You started to cry. I held your hand. Muskaan brought a stool for me to sit on and helped me sit on it.

"Armaan. You're lying to me now! You don't have cancer!" I cried.

"This is the truth, Riddhima." You placed your hand over mine. I held our hands together.

"Don't leave me, Armaan. Please, don't leave me!" I cried into your chest.

You slowly rubbed my back with your weak hands. "It's my time, Riddhima. I have to go now."

"No, Armaan! I won't let you! I love you, Armaan! I love you!"

"I love you too, Riddhima. I love you." Your voice slowly died away but you tried to keep it steady. I looked at your tearful ocean blue eyes which I had always lost myself in.

"Don't leave me."

"I have to."

I couldn't handle keeping my tears inside. I let them all come out. I cried helplessly as you caressed my face with your fingers.

"Can I ask for one thing before I leave you?" You asked.

"No! You're not going anywhere so you can't ask me for anything!" I said stubbornly.

You smiled weakly and gasped for breath.

"I've always loved your stubbornness, you know."

"Shut up, Armaan!" I kept on crying more and more.

You wiped a tear away from my cheek and then kissed your finger where it had touched the tear. "Can you kiss me just once, Riddhima'this last time?" You asked me.

I bent down and kissed you on your lips softly.

"Please don't leave me Armaan!" I cried as I felt a sudden and painful movement inside my body. "I swear I'll never leave the house till this baby is born, Armaan, just please don't leave me!"

"I have to, Riddhima. I have to. Promise me something?"

"No!"

"Please Riddhima! For me?" You gasped for air.

"No!" I cried even harder now enduring a lot of pain. You noticed me getting so much pain and gently placed your hand on my stomach.

"Arima." You said now losing your strength. "It's going to be a baby girl and her name will be Arima'Arima'Malik."

"Anything you say, Armaan! Just please come back." I tightly pressed my lips together trying to hide my pain. I knew now that I was going to give birth to our child but I tried to stop it from coming. Dr. Keerti and Dr. Shivankhar brought another hospital bed inside and tried to make me lay down on it but I refused to let go of you.

"Riddhima, lay down on the bed!" You said to me.

"I don't care! I'm not letting go of you!"

"Riddhima lay down!" Muskaan ordered me but I refused. Rahul and Dr. Shivankhar brought the bed closer to yours and forced me to lay down on it. They called in the nurses as I cried in pain of you leaving me, not because of the birth of our child.

You watched it all happen. You watched me give birth to our child. You listened to our baby's crying voice. Our beds were put together and our baby, our Arima, was placed in between us. We kissed her cheeks. You gently touched my cheek.

"I'll miss you, Riddhima. I love'you'" After that last word of yours, I fainted. I don't know what happened after that.

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I remember waking up and seeing our Arima sleeping peacefully in a crib beside my bed but where were you? Why weren't you with me?

"Where's Armaan?" I asked Anjali Di who walked towards me with tears in her eyes. "Di! WHERE IS ARMAAN?!" I fought back the tears that were coming into my eyes.

"Riddhima, Armaan'"

"Where. Is. ARMAAN!" I shouted. Anjali ran out of the room crying. Muskaan and Rahul came in and sat beside me. Rahul took Arima in his hands and caressed her soft and chubby cheeks.

"Riddhima," Muskaan began. "Armaan has left you with the greatest gift a husband can ever give his wife." She looked over at Arima and kissed her forehead. I looked at our baby who was the exact copy of you.

"Muskaan. Where is Armaan?" I asked for the final time.

"Riddhima," she began and gently touched my arm. I moved my arm away from her. "Armaan is'dead."

I looked at Arima. Rahul placed her in my arms. My heavy tears wet her face as I cried holding her close to my body.

"Why did you leave me, Armaan?!" I cried.

"He left you with a great treasure, Riddhima. It's Arima." Rahul said. Muskaan hugged me and tried to console me. Anjali came and tried to stop me from crying but I couldn't stop. Not today. Not never.

I can never stop crying. All I can do is wait for our next life when I can be with you.

I looked at the mirror on my bedside table. The bright red vermillion which you had once filled the partition of my hair with was still there and the magalsutar which you had tied around my neck seven years ago was still there.

I looked at Arima. She looked so much like you. Her eyes which were ocean blue like yours now glittered up at me with love and affection. The same love and affection which I saw in your eyes for me except, now it was our daughter. I kissed her.

"Your name is Arima." I said remembering you naming our baby. "Arima Malik."

Arima slightly giggled and nuzzled into my chest.

~~~

I kiss Arima's forehead. Arima smiles at me with the same dimpled smile you gave me all the time. She looks at your grave and I notice a small tear drop from her eye on to the sand covering you.

"I love you, Papa!" She said. "Mama, can I get a paper and pencil?"

"Sure, Arima!" I take out a small piece of paper and a pen from my purse and give it to her. I didn't know what she was going to do with it but I had a feeling that you were telling her to ask me for a paper and a pencil.

She took the paper and pen from me and wrote:

Deer Papa I lov yu. Mama mis yu. Me two. Hapee birday. bye

She made a small smiley face on the paper and buried it into the ground.

As much as it hurt me to leave you, I got up and took Arima's hand in mine and we walked away from you. The whole way, Arima asked me to tell her stories of us and I did. I told her how much you loved her and how I'm sure you still do.

But more than that, I'm sure you're looking down at me with your ocean blue eyes saying, "I love you, Riddhima." I look up at the sky with my own emerald ones and say it to you too. "I love you, Armaan."

All of a sudden, I feel your presence around me. The scent of your cologne fills my lungs as we walk away. I feel your hot breath on my neck and close my eyes. I feel a touch of your lips on mine and then it all goes away.

I stand outside in the balcony where we had once shared many close moments together. I can't wait till I see you again, Armaan. I trace my fingers over a picture of both of us together. I love you'forever.

awww ... dat was sch a sad part ... bt it was vry well written ... thanx so mch 4 d pm ...

ritika

Originally posted by: ksg_ritika

awww ... dat was sch a sad part ... bt it was vry well written ... thanx so mch 4 d pm ...

ritika

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