the first half is written by Rida...n second by me...
"Was i any less tested by life that it had to take away all i had just got? My destiny had never betrayed me any less. the biggest traitor, from always had been living inside me only! My fate had always laughed mockingly at me, for id just stained it with my unluckiness. Was it sarcasm that my heart still was as strong as it had been when i was identified as a new born human, welcomed by this mean world? Everytime id tried to catch the little grains of happiness into my hands, it slipped away, and the storms of grief and pain trapped me. with every passing moment id always felt life evacuating out of my fragile body, but somewhere, i still fought like a warrior in a mere hope to live once again. This world never gave anything to me, neither their support, nor their pity! Maybe God also considered me as a mistake. i was never needed, i was and am a unbearable and intolerable weight upon the shoulders of this world! When Armaan came into my life, i started living again, my fragile, and broken heart for the first time experienced feelings like, love, need, happiness, joys! id started feeling like the most luckiest person, but my destiny again spat on my face and chuckled at my false castles made up of nothing but my own hallucinations! ive been again pushed in front of the mirror and my reality is laughing at me, piercing my heart like a knife. WHY ME MA? why me??
Ananya slowly moved her fingers in Shilpa hair...trying to soothe her...she know how terrible she must be feeling rite now...seeing Armaan like this...when she cant see her son like this...hw can the love of his life...
they were sitting on the stairs of fire escape in Sanjeevani...wid Shilpa head in Ananya's lap...n she soothing her...
Shilpa: pata hai maa...jab hum wahan thae na tu...n she took Ananya to her past memory lane...
Flashback
When ARSH were in the mall n Armaan hugged Ridhimaa from behind thinking its Shilpa...but when she turned...he was shocked beyond words...his thoughts were..
Armaan: did she came back again in my n shona life to create problems b/w us...did she came back to claim me again as hers...but NO i cant do this...i love my shona...i cant leave her...she has faced alot...n i'll never let her come across any thing bad...i'll never let her suffer...har ek mushkil pershanni ko mujhse ho k ghuzarna ho ga,...
he came out of his trance by Shilpa voice...n he prayed in heart...that she dont think that he did any thing wrong...he cant loose her...
Shilpa: hi Ridhimaa aap yahan...
Ridz: haan woh actually mein Sid k saath aye hoon...woh trial room mein hai,...n i thought its him who hugged me from back...im really sorry...dont think me wrong...mera kuch ghalat iradda nahin tha...
Shilpa: its ok...
ARmaan: Sid...u means u guys r together again...
Sid: haan Armaan humne socha..lets give our relation one more chance...we thought may be now we can take our relation to another level...n think to make it work...we got married again...
Shilpa: hey great..congrats...
Armaan who was dazed hearing this also congratulate them...n then they all spend tym together...wid the two couples in their own world...they went for dinner...stayed together...spend tym...but also gave space to each other...to spend tym..specially Sid n Ridhimaa...who need to move in their relation...
After spending a week together they all moved to India...as its tym to get back on duty...as the senior doctors,...n junior doctors were on leave...n the patients in hospital r increasing bcoz of change in season...
They four moved towards their house...as all were terribly tired after the long journey...n when ARSH were going back...the driver who was half sleeping...lost the control on the car...n it banged wid a truck coming from the other side..whose driver was completely drunk...n didnt wait to see wat has collided wid his truck..n left from there..
the car was badly crashed...the driver was thrown out from the front wind shield...n died on the spot...Armaan n Shilpa who were settled on the back seat...also got injured badly...but Shilpa was not hurt where as Armaan head was banged wid some iron rod...n injured his severely...
the people near the spot...took them to Sanjeevani...
both of them were rushed to the OT...where Dr.Shubhankar n Dr.Shashank treated Armaan...
n Dr.Keerti went to treat Shilpa...
Armaan's parents...n all the friends were informed about the accident...Sid n Ridhimaa were also there all were feeling terrible for ARSH as the saw their condition n also praying for them...
Ananya was about to faint seeing her children like this...but Billy become her support...
Shilpa got wound on her for head...n her right arm got a hair line fracture...but other wise she was completely fine...Dr.Keerti inject her wid sleeping medicine n told others about her condition..
who thanked God that Shilpa is fine...but still were really worried for Armaan...
Armaan was taken to the OT 3 hours before...n till now no news about him...all were praying for him...n wat seems like a life tym...the red lite of the OT turned OFF...n the doctors came out...n asked about Armaan...
Dr.Shanky: the operation went well...Armaan got few pieces of glass in his body...n his head hit hard wid something hard...n he lost alot of blood...but that is not the problem..main problem is his head injury...it got nearly 20 stitches...n his brain is also swelled...their r no chances of any blood clot...but this can lead to any other side effect...like paralysis or memory loss...hope he gets fine soon...i have given his injection to sleep as he need maximum sleep of few hours...otherwise he'll feel the pain..wich can be really painful...im shifting him to the private room..he'll be around till next morning...
all were sooo scared hearing this...no one can see their Armaan in trouble...
Shilpa came around next morning n saw Ananya sitting next to her...n asked her about Armaan...Ananya dont want to tell her about him...but when she insisted she told her...n then took Shilpa to Armaan's room...who was also awake by now...
Shilpa ran towards him...n hugged him tight seeing him alrite,,,she was sooo scared for him...all others were also their...seeing the eons of love in Shilpa eyes...but what he said...made all shocked...
he didnt recognize shilpa...he forgot her...the love of his life...his life...he didnt know her...
all he remember was that he love Ridhimaa his basket...he lost his memory of 2 years...
he forgot their love...their marriage...all the moments they spend together...he forget everything...n this troubled her...how will she live now,...her life is no more a life...she is left in the middle of her life...like a rag doll...
she fell on her knees n cried hysterically...but this tym..Armaan didnt came to soothe her...he even didnt looked at her...
n doctors said...if they tired to make him remember...he might slipped into coma...she joined her hands infront of Ridhimaa...telling her to play along...n do this for her...for her Armaan,...n she agreed...as she also want ARSH to be together...n she want it from all her heart...
Flashback end...
Why me MAA...why me...
ok guys...hope u like...now from here...u guys can move forwards...
hope u like...only can think of this...will try to write more soon...
thnx Rida jani for the part...
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