REALITY BITES!!
Once again Geet was left behind shocked by his words. They had been a reality check for her. And she was unable to swallow them...
Nik's words kept echoing in her head. His words like 'selfish', 'Immature'' ,'Powerful', 'peer pressure', kept coming into her mind! She couldn't figure out where his anger was stemming from.
What had she done that made the show possible? It was ridiculous.
How could the show's success be dependent on her? Impossible!!
Nik didn't know what he was talking about. She barely hung out with enough people. How could she cause peer pressure?? Just because she didn't show up for practice he was accusing her of anything and everything. This line of thought was annoying her, no end. His accusations weren't making any sense with her.
She walked to her jeep in the same line of thought. Nobody had ever accused her of anything, much less being immature and selfish. Sure she was popular in college, but people followed Sid more because of his Casanova image. And Mayank had his share of admirers...but she ' no one aped her...did they? She couldn't remember as such. Nik was new in college. How could he make such value judgements in such a short time. It was all rubbish. She didn't believe it a bit.
Sid was already in the jeep, listening to music. He seemed lost in thought , however.
She started the jeep and sped home. Both were lost in their own thoughts...Sid , on his conversation with Raina, and Geet , mulling over Nik's outburst.
She had decided to ignore his accusations, but they kept coming back to her. She couldn't get rid of the idea that she was selfish or immature. They reached Sid's home and she stopped the jeep. Sid got off.
''Chal kal 9am, right?''
''ok...err, Sid...tujhe lagta hain ki show hamaare wajah se hit hoga?''
''Obviously...hum hain toh hit hona he hain,'' he said
''Sid, main seriously bol rahi hoon.''
''Toh main bhi serious hoon naa...we're the rockstars ,man.'' He replied laughingly.
She gave up. Sid would always be Sid...
''Chal see you tomo,'' she said
''Bye babe.''
THE NEXT DAY.
Raina walked to the computer lab. Sid had messaged her to meet him there. When she entered the room was dark and the LCD projector was turned on. Sid was sitting on the table. When he saw her he smiled and beckoned her.
''Hey:''
''Why did you call me here?''
He stood up and came close to her.''Kal ke chat ke baad, mujhe laga that you were in need of some encouragement...so I pataoed the professor to let me borrow the room for a while.''
''To practice here?''
''Abhi LCD projector on hain toh kuch dekhenge naa.''
''Come sit.'' He made her sit and sat next to her.
He moved his laptop and turned on a video.
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnLVRQCjh8c[/YOUTUBE]
Raina watched in a daze..she took in all the movements. The video was of two crippled dancers who were doing a contemporary routine. However what hit her the most was that the girl was missing an arm and the boy a leg. Still, it didn't seem to affect them. Not once did she see fear or hesitation. She had tears in her eyes by the time the video was over.
She turned to face Sid ,who looked horrified at her tears.
''Oye tu ro rahi hain , phir se? ''
''I'm not upset, you idiot. I'm touched. And really really ashamed. My excuses seem so shallow.'' She wiped her tears, and turned to face him. She looked in his eyes and smiled.
''Thank you Sid. This was the best surprise, ever. More like a reality check. But I needed it. It was something a friend would do.''
He looked affronted, '' I thought we were friends''
She smiled ,'then I can definitely give a friend a hug.' She leaned forward and put her arms around him. He smiled and hugged her back.
Meanwhile...
Geet reached practice early. She started her warm up and waited for Nik. His comments had given her little sleep. Still, she was determined to reach before him. She had finished warming up by the time he reached. He just looked at her in acknowledgement. She practised her steps while he warmed up. They didn't utter a single word while they practised. Almost half of the routine was done and there was still a month to go for the show.
Once they had finished practice, they quietly packed up. She went and changed in the girls' locker and went looking for Mayank. She found him on the pavilion, holding an impromptu meeting with a few other juniors. He was busy so she waited idly on the step. Mayank noticed her boredom and asked her to help him. She checked all the tasks that were to be done. The juniors came one by one and checked their lists with hers. It was dusty and she was sweating. She constantly wiped her brow and face. Out of nowhere a hand appeared and offered her a wet wipe. She turned to see the smiling face of a junior.
''I know, even I can't bear it.''
''Do I know you?'', Geet asked politely.
''Err, I don't know. Hi, I'm Nishi'', she gushed and extended her hand.
Geet..smiled and extended hers, '' Hi, I'm G---''
''Geet !! I know. Who doesn't know you. You're like the college rockstar. Well, errm everyone's in awe of you , I guess. '', gushed Nisha happily.
Geet turned in her seat fully and took a look at the girl. She was dressed in cargoes and a vest with sport shoes. Her hair too seemed permed and she had worn only one earring on her ear.
On the whole her outfit resembled Geet's. Her image hit Geet in the gut. If one had seen the girl from behind, they would've thought it was Geet.
She looked around. She couldn't remember the annual programme ever having so much of excitement ...as far as she could remember, the show was always something the rest of the students skipped. She knew she did. Sid, Mayank and she mostly had a night out or they went camping. How was it that this year there was such an uproar and fuss about it?
The junior were hovering around Mayank. They eagerly took his orders and completed the work in time. She looked around more...the outfits resembled Sid's dressing style. She saw shoes the same style that Mayank wore. Her style of cargoes looked common too.
Nishi was saying something. She turned her attention to her.
''Did you come early today? I noticed your Jeep is parked in the 1st spot.''
Geet didn't know how to reply. . Nik's words rushed to her mind.
She was dazed and shaken. Had she been living in her own ivory tower all this while to never have noticed all of this? She couldn't remember being that popular. She sat for an hour just chewing over the events of the day.
Nik's words came back to her! .
''It is a big deal. The success of the show depends on you. The mere fact that you're performing ensure a packed hall. Have you any idea how much power you have? People aspire to be you, they follow you...YOU create peer pressure unknowingly. But your completely irresponsible about it. YOU have a gift like none others...but you choose not to use it..not to share it. I find that extremely selfish and immature. And the more I think about it, the angrier I get. I don't respect such people.''
Only one question haunted her ...Could he be right?
Precap:
Gaurav Khurana: Maan, dignity and honour is something you shouldn't let go of. It's what defines us, Khuranas.
Precap 2:
Daadi: Maan,don't let you pride blind you. Humility is what makes a man. How a man treats a person lower in status than him, shows what he is made of.
Heya Fellas - so ...what do you think about it? boring update? or too much? kuch toh bolo na.
The next update will take a while hope u enjoy it.
Chapter 9 - Honour and False Pride