FF Pyaar Ka Woh Pehla EhsasTHRD2-NOTE/90 - Page 41

Part 63

I Walked Up to Annie And smiled.As i Looked Closer At Her,Her Face was Streaked With Tears and Her Eyes Were Full Of Pain.

Geet:Annie,Whats Wrong?Why Are You Crying?

Annie:You Should Know That,Its Because Of You!!

Geet:Me?

Maan walked Over Towards Us Both and looked between us

Maan:Ermmm...Whats Happening?

Annie:Whats Happening Is What You Wanted.You Dont Have To Pretend Anymore,I Know Everything!!

I Broke Down And The Tears Poured Faster Down My cheeks but I Made Sure No Noise Escaped Me,Silent Tears Had Less Pain Because You Couldnt Hear Yourself Breaking Down.A Clean Break.

Annie:You Can do whatever you want,Hold hands,i don't care. I know everything!! I Should Have Known Long Back But I Was Naive.

She laughed a bitter laugh,all friendliness disappeared from her voice.

Annie:But I Never Thought You Would Do This To Me.But Thanks,Geet.I Owe You Alot,You've Taught Me Alot.The Ones You Trust The Most Are The Ones Who Betray You In The End.

Geet:Annie,I Didnt Mean It.I...

Annie:Oh You Didnt mean It? You Didnt mean To Marry Him? So How Did You? Geet,We Were Friends And you Dont Just Go And Marry The Guy Your Best Friend Loves And Then Sleep With Him.

She Laughed A Bitter,Harsh Laugh.

Annie:Well,Unless Youre A s**t Called Geet Handa You Dont.Oops,I Mean Geet Khurana Now Right?

Tears poured down my face as i looked at her.My Supposed best friend.The Girl Who's Life I'd ruined with my selfishness.I'd never seen her cry before,she'd always been happy but today she was crying.And that too because of me.I Deserved to hear everything she said.

Maan:Annie!!! Shut Up!!!

Geet:No Maan.Let Her Speak,I Deserve To Hear This.Shes Right,No Matter What Happens You Dont GeT In A Relationship With The Guy Your Best Friend Loves.And I Was Stupid To Do It

Annie:Woww!!!! So You're trying to be a goody two shoes now with all this talk.How 2faced can you get?Youre The Biggest s**t ive ever seen!!! He Mustnt be the first guy youve slept with.How many more are they Geet?

I Felt Maan's gaze instantly turning to look at my face,looking at my expression,my reaction.

Maan:Annie You've got no right to say that!!!! Its Her personal Life,She Can Do What she wants.And how do you know she's slept with me? She might not have!!!

Annie:Oh please.Thats the first thing you do when you get married!! I Feel sorry for YOU.You had to make do with used material.

Geet:Ok Shut Up!!! I've had enough.Just because im quiet doesn't mean you can just blabber on with your shit!! You want to know? Fine.

I Put My Hand Through Maan's and he squeezed it.Giving me the support i needed.

Geet:No,Im Not A Virgin.But Maan Was and Is The Guy Who I Lost My Virginity to.Not that it's got anything to do with you!! You want to call me a s**t you can.But first go get a dictionary.Cos you don't become a s**t by sleeping with your HUSBAND!!Yes i shouldn't have married the guy you loved but i couldn't stop myself.I Dont know when i fell for him but i did.And Love cant be forced,It Just happens.And you have no choice but to listen to your heart.Anyway,Ive got nothing else to say to you.All i can say is Im Sorry.And Im Leaving from here so if you want,you can stay here,I Dont care.

Maan:Come On Geet.Lets Go.

Geet:My Stuff?

Maan:Leave It.We'll Buy More.

Geet:Ok But Let Me Go Say Bye To My Mum.

Maan:Hurry.

I Let Go of His Hand and walked inside.Everything had changed so much.What i'd prayed wouldn't happen did.But This was just the consequence of the mistake i'd made.This Was the last time i'd walk through the door of this house,thinking of it as mine.The thought scared me.My mum came running towards me.

Mum:Geet whats happening outside?Why Are You Crying?

Geet:Dont Worry.Its Nothing.Were Leaving.

Mum:Why?

I Burst into tears and rested my head on my mums shoulder.Sometimes you just need to tell your mum everything,You need their support,after all their the one one who knows you the best.

Geet:I'll Miss You.

Mum:Geet you can always come back.Maan's not that bad of a husband.His thinking is advanced and he wont put any pressure on you,I Can be sure of that.And If He Does Then He'll Have Me To face.

Maan:(laughs) i'll Never make you Cross then Geet.

Geet:Ssshhh...This is our heart to heart.

Maan:Sorry

Mum: Geet,Before I Left My Mum's House This Is What She Told Me: A girl is the most beautiful part of Gods creation. She stars compromising at a very tender age. She sacrifices her chocolates for her brother. Later she sacrifices her love for just a smile on her parents face. She sacrifices her full youth for her husband and children without complain. And finally her life ends up only by compromising for others happiness. She is that creature of God who no one can compete.And Geet,You'll Have to sacrifice aswell.Everything.I Trust you and i know you'll fulfill your responsibilities to the best.

Geet:Why Is It Like This? Why Does The Indian community still live in the world where a girl has to sacrifice everything?

Mum:I Wish I Knew Geet.

Maan:Do You Know Which Line Touched Me The most?" She sacrifices her full youth for her husband and children without complain. And finally her life ends up only by compromising for others happiness."

Geet:I'd Sacrifice Everything For You Maan.

Maan:But Why? Whats so special about me that you would do that for me Geet? There'll be more,many more guys who could keep you happy,even more than i could maybe.So Why do u love me so much?

Geet:Do you not want me to love you anymore?

Maan:Geet!!! Of course i do.If you didnt love me,I Dont know what i'd do.

Geet:Then Lets not talk about this anymore.

Mum:Take Care Geet.Ring Me.

Maan:I'll Make Sure she does.

I Put my hand through his and we walked together;as life partners,Ready to start a new life together in a new world where there was just us.

END

Precap:Khuda Jaane Kai Mey Fidaa Hoon...