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Posted: 14 years ago

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just read the whole thing!! Please do cont soon!!! It's amazing..I love the relation btwn Riya and Ridz!!!

love,

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Originally posted by: ARfanSanaa
just read the whole thing!! Please do cont soon!!! It's amazing..I love the relation btwn Riya and Ridz!!!

love,

Sanaa

actually reworking a part right now...i revealed some things i decided i should reveal later on and some stuff i could reveal now so just moving stuff around and a part will be up shortly!

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so i just rewrote the enitre part and it was like 20 pages in word in small font...i deleted the word document and had it all copied in a post reply thing here...then my computer crashed and i lost ALL OF MY BEAUTIFUL PART!

i feel like crying in angerr

so now i will rewrite what i had only in less detail...and idk if it will be that long or even go that far again...

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Part 6

(note initially I had shown riya and riddhima;s shopping trip, but i cant bother to retype it all since i lost it...and well i decided something that happens then can be kept a surprise and you'll find out later in the part...)

Armaan sat at in the canteen alone drinking coffee during his break. He was lost thinking about Riddhima. He knew now that he was indeed in love with her, but worried about whether she felt that way about him and if he would simply be hurt again. His thoughts were interrupted as Dr, Keerti sat down at his table. "Lost in thoughts about Riddhima?" Armaan's face fell. "Dr. Keerti? Aapko kaise...i mean..." Keerti smiled, "Armaan its part of my job to watch you guys. I've seen the way you look at her with that longing in your eyes. I've seen the way you watch her secretly with that dazed daydreaming look. Why don't you just tell her? Maybe ask her out?"

Armaan sighed, "I wish I could, but she would never go out with a guy like me. I have a 2 year old daughter. I had an arranged marriage with this girl named Nicole. Nicole convinced me into In Vitro Fertilization as she would never be comfortable with intimacy and maintained her distance from me. The result was Riya, but Nicole was upset as she wanted a boy. Apparently thats the reason she married me. Her grandfathers will stated she had to marry a rich boy and her first born had to be a boy or else all his inheritance goes to charity and she gets nothing. After riya was born she didnt wait 2 days before asking for a divorce. Apparently she already had a boyfriend, but they wanted the inhertance money then she would divorce me and they would live happily. I never loved her. I just couldnt feel that way about her. But i tried so hard to make it work! But nahin...phir after she left she never looked back or even cared about Riya. About a month later she died in a car accident along with her boyfriend. You know I didnt want to agree to an arranged marriage? I always dreamt of a love marriage, but my dad forced me. He feels so guilty now about it, but its to late isnt it? Sometimes i feel like i dont deserve to be happy. My only happiness is when i go home and riya gets all excited to see me and hugs me and kisses me. Everytime she says ri lubs papa i feel like all the pain, the lonliness ,everything is worth it. But no girl would ever want to be with a divorcee like me..."

Keerti felt her eyes stinging as she heard his story. She placed her hand over his and spoke like an elder sister. "Look, you are like a younger brother to me, toh apni behen ko suno. You do deserve to be happy. You deserve love. Whatever happened in your past wasn't your fault, but look at it like this that if it hadnt happened you wouldnt have Riya. And any girl would be stupid not to want to be with you! I can see all the nurses and patients are fida over you! you just dont notice as you are too busy watching riddhima. And you should try to tell her. Try and see, maybe it will take some convincing and some time, but its worth a shot isn't it?"

Armaan smiled and nodded. "I guess you are right. You know what I'll confess to her at abhi and nikki's engagement. That will give me some time to calm my nerves and try and do something special." Dr. Keerti smiled, "sounds perfect."

A few days later at engagement:

Armaan was introducing riya to the gang when suddenly he spotted Riddhima coming towards them. He had tried to talk to her all evening, but they were constantly busy with engagement work. Riddhima and Muskaan were like sisters to Nikki, but since Muskaan had to go to Punjab for a family emergency, Riddhima was left with the burden of most of the work from nikki's side.

Riddhima came to them and riya instantly jumped to her shouting "Rima!" Riddhima smiled and kissed her cheek. "Hey baby. Kaise ho?" Just then Armaan saw his brother also coming towards them. He was confused when he came and stood next to riddhima and meaningfully smiled at her. Riddhima then spoke to the gang. "um guys actually I need to tell you all something. Actually um this is Rahul. He just returned from a business trip in America a few days ago. He also happens to be Armaan's brother. We met at the mall a couple days ago when i took Riya. um well...rahul and I are kind of dating now...as in we are a couple." Armaan watched rahul smile and put his arm around riddhima. Armaan felt the ground under his feet moving. He was struggling to fight back tears.

Keerti was shocked. She noticed Armaan trying so hard to keep his composure as everyone congratulated the new couple. She had to do something to save him. Suddenly she got an idea. "OMG Armaan! the patient? we totally forgot! remember you were supposed to drive to that other hospital for the surgery tonight! OH GOSH!"

Armaan turned to Dr. Keerti. He saw her wink at him, indicating she was saving him from this suddenly oh so suffocating atmosphere. "OMG haan! oh gosh no! I should run! I can still make it! Um congrats guys, and rahul please make sure riya and mom get home okay. bye guys!" Armaan quickly kissed riya's cheek and said "bye baby. i love you" then he ran out without looking back. He got into his car and began driving at full speed, letting his tears flow. He had no idea where he was going, he just knew he had to go.

Before he knew it Armaan was driving into his Kausalli apartment. He had no idea he had been driving for nearly 2 hours. All he knew was that he couldnt take the pain. (idk how far kausali is from mumbai...just pretend guys).

Armaan went to the terrace and cried. He punched the old mirror in his anger and sadness, shattering it and letting the blood flow from his fist. Armaan sat there crying for an hour before going inside where he took out her picture and started crying and thinking of all their memories and all his dreams about her.

(please watch this VM - i made it! yay! i made it particularly for this ff! for this scene!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBNFUQ5YSVc

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBNFUQ5YSVc[/YOUTUBE]

Armaan was laying on the piano when his wallet fell out and he saw riya's picture looking out at him. He suddenly realized he should be with his daughter. He wiped his tears and quickly ran out to his car.

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The next few weeks flew by quickly. Armaan tried his best to avoid Riddhima in the hospital. He worked long hours to keep his mind busy. Riddhima was confused with his behavior, and tried to confront him, but he simply shrugged it off saying he was just really busy lately.

One day Riddhima was walking by Dr. Keerti's office when she paused as she heard Armaan speaking with her. "Dr. Keerti, I know it's a tough shot, but I really need this. One position for a cardiologist has opened in Chicago and I really need it. I just want to take Riya and go far away from India and all it's memories. It's getting so hard for me to even breath here. I just want to take my daughter and start afresh somewhere. I understand I have a contract here saying I can't leave yet, and getting that position is a long shot, but can't you pull some strings for me? I mean you know everything. I just want to leave as soon as possible."

Riddhima was shocked! He wanted to leave? And riya would be going too? she would never be able to see her again? No that couldnt happen. She knew Dr. Keerti would never allow rule bending so she had some hope. But then she heard her speak. "I will try my best armaan. you know i will do anything to help you. I will try contacting my collegues there and see what I can do. and if that pulls through then i will speak to the trustees her about relieving you from your contract." Riddhima felt her heart sinking. No, that meant that riya would be leaving her, but why did Armaan want to leave so badly? what happened? She had to confront him somehow.

Riddhima ran off to the fire escape to think things through.

On the other hand Armaan was just about to leave Dr. Keerti's office when her phone rang and he watched her face drop and turn pale. He stayed until she finished to make sure all was okay. "Armaan, humara lonavna orphanage se phone tha. There is an overweight child there, rohan, and he was having severe chest pains, and he is in the local hospital there now. They are suspecting it's a premature heart attack. they cant travel him here, they need you to leave for there immediately...aur because it's a child we need our head child specialist to go with you...aur that's..." Armaan finished for her, "riddhima." He took a deep breath and said, "not a problem dr. keerti. this is a young boys life at stake. that is more important. I'll go gather my things and call and inform riya. if you could please inform riddhima, that'd be great." Keerti smiled at him, "i will, and i'm proud of you armaan." Armaan smiled slightly then left to get ready.

Precap:

AR's trip to lonavna,

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ka1Mgk0NNpk[/YOUTUBE]

(i plan on posting part 7 very soon - maybe tonight? so no pms until after that is up!)

Edited by ammy_ka_ashu - 14 years ago

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note : its not letting me update the title..apparently part 1 has some invalid words? if anyone can figure out what is invalid could you all let me know please??

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for part 6 go to page 21

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Part 7 - complete...

Riddhima waited for Armaan in his car while he ran out to talk to Dr. Keerti about something last minute. She was getting irritated by his behavior lately. He always seemed so aloof. Always avoiding everyone. In fact he only seemed to spend time with Dr. Keerti. And why did he want to leave India? He also was hesitant to drive her to Lonavna with him, but agreed after she confronted him. Was he hiding something? Curiosity got the better of her and before she knew it, she was snooping in his glove compartment, but she couldnt help herself. Suddenly Riddhima noticed a crumpled photograph behind his medical supplies and cds

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She figured that this girl must be riya's mom. She could see the similarity between her and riya. She wondered what happened to her. It seemed to be a taboo subject in the family. They never spoke of it. Riddhima wanted to ask but she figured it was a sensitive topic. For some reason riddhima didnt like the way armaan was holding her in the picture. She felt a weird tingly feeling in the pit of her stomach.

Suddenly Riddhima felt the picture being pulled out of her hand. She looked up and was shocked to see a furious armaan.

"Armaan..woh...i was just..." Armaan simply said "save it" He threw the picture in the glove compartment and turned the music on. He began driving without another word. Riddhima could tell he was mad she went threw his things. The many questions she had wanted to ask were long forgotten as she sat not sure how to apologize. She sat there listening to the song wondering if there was a deeper meaning behind his choice of song as she could hear him whispering the lyrics with a mysterious look in his eyes

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And your not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go, let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know who I am

(you don't know)
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
(you don't know)
You love me but you don't know me

She wasn't sure why, but she got the feeling that with Armaan is more the other way around. She wasn't sure if he was referring to Riya's mother or if there was anyone loving him, but she felt that he loved someone, but there was something about him that didn't meet the eye. Like what appeared to be the truth, in fact was only a misconception. Who was he really and was he hiding anything? or was she looking to much into it? It was only a song, but why did she feel it was so relate-able to him? Riddhima tried to shrug these thoughts away as the next song seemed more upbeat and happy. He seemed to be whispering this one too.

Whatcha' doin' tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealin' your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...

Riddhima could swear she saw a single tear escape Armaan's eyes. Did he feel that way? Is that why he began avoiding everyone? Did he really feel invisible? She wondered if he missed his wife. Was he divorced or did she die? From the one time Anaya mentioned it, she figured she had died. Did Armaan feel lonely after she passed away? He must have loved her a lot. Her thoughts were interrupted as suddenly she felt the car stop with a jerk.

"Oh gosh, ab isko kya hua?" Armaan mumbled as he got out of the car and popped the hood without actually saying to Riddhima. Riddhima confused got out and stood behind him trying to peak under the hood too. Armaan turned and slighty looked at her and said, "lagta hain i need to call a mechanic. but we dont have time to wait, so i'll leave the car here. come on we'll walk until we can catch a ride.

Riddhima got her bag out and began walking with Armaan when he suddenly stopped and went back. She watched him take something out of the glove compartment and put it into his bag.

They silently walked down the road, and just as riddhima was about to speak up armaan suddenly jumped. "array dekho a truck is coming!" He quickly stopped the truck and asked for a lift. The driver agreed, but there was only room in the back. They agreed and Armaan climbed up. He then offered his hand to riddhima, but she was angry at the way he had been acting and ignoring her so she simply handed him her shoes that she had taken off then climbed up herself.

Armaan groaned inwardly as he realized she was upset. He couldnt help it though. He had to maintain his distance as it was just too hard to control his emotions. And regarding the picture, she shouldn't have been snooping. And he didn't even know that picture was still there! He remembered how the photographer literally forced them to hold each other like that. He tried to shake off those past memories. He leaned back against the side of the truck and turned his ipod on. He didn't know when or how but he dozed off and next thing he knew riddhima woke him up telling him they had arrived.

Since they had left early morning, it was still daytime when they arrived. Armaan and Riddhima directly went to the hospital to check Rohan.

Suddenly during the check up procedure Armaan started laughing like a maniac much to Riddhima's dismay. "armaan? what are you doing? how can you be so unprofessional pagal ho kya?" Riddhima's angry comment's only increased Armaan's laughter as he literally rolled on the floor clutching his stomach. Riddhima tried to ignore Armaan, and began checking what he was doing when she too began laughing. The local doctors and Rohan looked at the duo in horror. They tried asking what happened, but armaan and riddhima couldnt manage to talk. When their laughing had subsided Armaan got angry. "Who checked this boy and came to the conclusion he had a premature heart attack?" The doctors hesitantly pointed to a doctor. "Can I know which university you bought your degree from?" The doctor looked at Armaan in horror. "excuse me?"

Armaan wasn't going to be nice and continued. "There are so many patients in mumbai and other parts of the world that are dying of heart related problems as we speak and I am wasting my time here? Do you have any idea how many children are suffering that need attention and Dr. Riddhima is ignoring them to be here? And YOU Rohan, if you have GAS problems and you are already overweight why do you continue to eat so much? There are so many people around India who are dying of hunger, not so you can eat to the point where your body can't take it anymore! Yes you all heard me right. He does not have any heart problem. due to his overeating he had trouble breathing and felt chest pain. He was and still is also suffering from gas problems - which is also a result of overeating. his body is having trouble digesting all that food. Now if you all are done playing doctor patient, we have REAL patients that need attending. Please check your patients properly before calling me from my busy schedule. I had to postpone a very urgent bypass surgery to be here and as far as I am aware Dr. Riddhima too had to postpone a few urgent cases. We will take your leave now. And you are not off the hook this easily. i will be sending medical advisors and critiques here to inspect all your doctors and see if you are worthy of the titles. I would suggest you get studying. Dr. Riddhima, let's go."

Armaan then walked out angrily not giving any chance but to follow. "Armaan I understand the gravity of their mistake, but don't you think you were a bit harsh?" Armaan looked at riddhima shocked. "How can you even say that? I am the BEST cardiologist in india, and you are the BEST child specialist? We are here wasting our time here while a heart patient in Hope Hospital just died. If I was in Mumbai I could have gone there and maybe done something! I was going to help on that case, but I came here because a child suffering from a heart attack is no joke. If these doctors had done their job properly, or if that boy had eaten like a normal person then I could have saved a life today! Have you checked to see how many children have died in mumbai today that you could have saved? I assume you haven't yet, but let me assure you if there was even one you would be feeling as miserable as I am right now."

Armaan then walked past riddhima and went to the room the orphanage bua directed him to.

After a while, Riddhima was feeling bored as all the orphanage children were on vacation. She decided to go up to the terrace as she was to frightened to go to Armaan. She was confused as she heard someone singing as she made her way to the terrace. The beautiful voice seemed to be full of pain and sorrow.

sau dard hain,

sau rahatein

sab mila dilnashin

ek tuhi nahieee

Riddhima was shocked as she realized it was armaan singing on the terrace. He seemed to be holding a photograph.

rukhi rukhi si yeh hawa

aur sukhe patte ki tarah

shehar ki,sadko pe main

lawaris, udta hua

sau raste

par teri rah nahieee

She watched him as he lay on the edge of the parapat singing to a picture.

sau dard hain,sau rahatein

sab mila dilnashin

ek tuhi nahieee

She could see the tears flowing from his eyes as he sung with pure emotion. She felt her own eyes watering watching him while she hid behind a wall.

behta hain paani, behne de

waqt ko yuhi, rehne de

dariya ne karwat li hai toh

saahilon ko sehne de

sau hasratein

par tera ghum nahi.eee

He kissed the picture then placed the picture over his heart and hugged it tightly. Riddhima figured he must be singing about his wife.

sau dard hain,sau rahatein

sab mila dilnashin

ek tuhi nahieee

Riddhima didn't know why, but her chest hurt as she watched him and she couldn't help but cry. She didn't know why she felt hurt, but she did. She figured it was sympathy, or maybe because he and riya were her friends, but there was something more to it. She ran to her room and cried but not knowing why she was crying.

After a while, Riddhima wiped her tears as she heard her phone ringing. It was from the hospital. Apparently she was needed for a surgery in the morning. That would mean she would have to leave immediately. Hesitantly she washed her face to ensure nobody could tell she was crying then went to Armaan's room. She knocked on his door not knowing what to expect. To her surprise he opened the door, but you couldnt even tell he had been upset. "hey ridz you okay? you don't look so good." Riddhima laughed inwardly, who was consoling who? "Uh haan, bas tired. um I just got a call from Sanjeevni, i have to leave now. I have a surgery early tomorrow morning. Toh I just wanted to let you know ki i'm leaving." Armaan looked at her and spoke after a second. "um wait, i'll come too i was thinking of leaving as is i'm missing riya too much anyways. these overnight trips are always so hard! I hate staying away from my baby. Just give me a minute hm? I've already arranged a ride. unfortunately, there are no buses, or cars available right now, but i managed to get a bike." Armaan went inside and grabbed his bag and put on his jacket. "Chalo." Riddhima nodded and followed Armaan.

Riddhima hesitantly got on the bike behind Armaan. She had never been on a motorcyle before. They drove for nearly an hour when Riddhima began complaining of hunger. They stopped at a dhaba and had some daal and roti. nearly 10 minutes later she began complaining of thirst. Luckily they saw a man selling water bottles. Armaan stopped and they bought two. It seemed overpriced, but they were thirsty. The man then left quickly. After drinking the water they felt a bit strange. "Armaan why does this taste so strange?" Armaan shook his head. "Pata nahin, par it smells strange too...oh no kahin ye daru toh nahin hai?" Riddhima looked at Armaan in horror as she realized they had both drunken a LOT of alcohol. Before she could say anything it began raining heavily.

"Oh gosh! Ab what do we do?" That's when riddhima spotted a small shed in the woods. "Armaan let's leave the bike under a tree and go wait there. The rain doesn't look like it's going to lighten up anytime soon." Armaan nodded and they quickly ran to the shelter.

After getting inside Armaan lit a fire. It seemed to be a barn. They sat trying to get warm. Riddhima didn't know why, but she became curious and asked armaan. "Armaan pyaar kya hota hai? i mean like how do you know ki you are in love?" Armaan smiled and closed his eyes imagining her. "Pyaar. jab kuch kuch hota hai" Riddhima looked at him strangely. "kya hota hai armaan?" Armaan smiled and said, "bas kuch kuch hota hai riddhima. tum nahin samjoghi." Riddhima looked at armaan confused and tried to decipher the meaning of what he just said.

Suddenly riddhima spoke up again, "armaann tumhara tattoo is so cool...mujhe na yeh squigily wala bohot pasand hain. aur yeh dragon wala toh wow! pata hain i wanted a dragon wala too, par papa said no, phir i got the angel wings aur woh heart wala instead..." Armaan looked at riddhima realizing the drink had caught up with her and she was now talli. He himself was having trouble seeing straight. "really? you have a tattoo too? that's cool! i never thought of you as the tattoo type!" Then riddhima got up offended. "kyun? kyun? why can't i be the tattoo type? kyunki main larki hoon? huh?" Riddhima was standing hovering over armaan poking his chest. her wet hairs were brushing the side of his face sending him into a frenzy. Suddenly Riddhima lost her balance and fell into his lap. He stared at her big almond shaped green eyes while she stared back at him. She was blinking her eyes slowly as she was having trouble seeing straight. Both of them were now fully talli and not in there senses. "armaan you wanna see my tattoo?" Armaan nodded, "haan dekhao!" Riddhima then pulled her kamiz up a little to reveal a small heart with a shooting arrow on her lower stomach. Armaan traced the heart with his fingers. "hmm its nice, par itna chota?" Riddhima giggled and said, "wings wala one is bigger, let me show you. haan ek minute."

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Riddhima suddenly turned slightly and lifted her kamiz up and revealed angel wings on her lowerback. Armaan traced the wings with his finger then leaned in and suddenly kissed it. He started kissing her revealed back making his way higher and higher. Riddhima slowly lays down on the hay with her back facing armaan. Armaan continues kissing her back and then moves up and gathers her hair and puts it to a side. he starts kissing he bare neck, sucking the skin. He then turns her body so she is facing up now. He looks at her eyes for a second then crushes his lips on hers. At first she doesnt respond, but then he feels her hands in his hair pulling him closer. He seperates her lips and enters his tongue in her mouth with a sense of urgency. Their tongues fight for dominance while he explores her mouth.

Armaan moves his hand around her waist caressing her bare skin under her kamiz. He seperates his mouth from hers and begins kissing her neck and nape. Armaan gets up slightly and removes her kamiz. He then pounces in and kisses her cleavage, and stomach. Frustrated of not being able to get full access he removes her b** and starts sucking and nibbling. He moves his mouth back up to hers and takes his shirt off during the kiss. He then pulls the rest of her clothing off leaving her bare underneath him. He kisses her body hungrily then sheds the remaining of his clothing. He captures her mouth in a kiss once again and parts her legs and swiftly enters her. He kisses her to ease the pain as he made passionate love to her.

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Next morning:

Riddhima woke up feeling something heavy on her chest. She opened her eyes slowly feeling a strange pain in her head. She was stunned to see a naked Armaan lying on top of her. That is when she realized she too was bare naked. Realizing what must have happened she started screaming.

Armaan woke up hearing a screaming voice. He jumped up with his eyes still closed holding his head. His head was throbbing as is and the screaming was making it worse. "riya baby pleasee dheere se, papa ka bohot bura headache hai" That's when he heard, "RIYA? PAPA? ARMAAN!!!" his eyes flew open hearing riddhima's voice. He was shocked. Riddhima was sitting there naked trying to cover herself. "OMG RIDDHIMA? tumhari kapre kahaan hai? why aren't you dressed?" Armaan quickly closed his eyes again. "main? armaan look at yourself!" Armaan opened his eyes and looked down and was shocked to realize he too was standing there in front of her bare naked. Shocked he quickly looked around and found his pants. He quickly grabbed his clothes and ran to the other side of the barn behind her to put his clothes on. Riddhima also found her clothes and quickly put them on quickly.

Armaan walked out of the barn not being able to look riddhima in the face. He knew he loved her, but he couldn't believe they had actually made love in their druken stupor. The more he thought about it, the more he remembered from the night, and he knew he was at fault as he had started kissing her first. Although he loved her he knew she didn't love him. She was with his brother. Oh gosh how could he do that to his own brother? He stood outside near the bike and ran his hand through his hair knowing he had to apologize somehow.

Riddhima came outside and saw armaan sitting on the bike holding his head. She wanted to yell at him, she wanted to question him, confront him, but she felt so akward at the moment, she had no idea how to start. She hesitantly got on behind him on the bike.

Feeling her on the bike, Armaan started to drive to Sanjeevni without saying a word.

At Sanjeevni:

Armaan and Riddhima walk into the locker room

quietly. Riddhima realized that Muskaan was back. Muskaan and atul seemed to be dancing and teasing Anjali about something. It was then she heard what they were singing.

Raat ka naasha abhi

ankh se gaya nahin

tera nashila badan

bahon ne chora nahin

ankhein toh kholi magar

sapna woh thora nahin

haan wohi, woh wohi,

saanson pe rakha hua tera hoothon ka sapna abhi hai wohi

Feeling choked with tears Riddhima ran back out of the locker room followed by Armaan. Luckily they had not been noticed by the others.

Armaan followed Riddhima into the fire escape.

"Riddhima we need to talk. Kal raat naashe mein jo bhi hua, i'm so sorry woh.." Riddhima interrupted armaan before he could continue. "How could you armaan? I mean hum naashe mein thi but still? yeh sab tumhare galti hai! you made the first move na? you are so sick! you know i actually considered you as a friend. I thought ki you were a nice person, but I guess i was wrong. I'm dating YOUR BROTHER! how could you sleep with your own brother's girlfriend? you know i bet that's why you are a single father huh? you were busy sleeping around with your wifes friends huh? you make me sick! This whole time i was worried ki what happened that you want to leave india? yea i heard you talking to dr. keerti about that, well i'm happy you are leaving so i never have to see you're disgusting face again. And I pity Riya for having a father like you. Actually i pity anyone in your life. A man like you doesnt deserve love or happiness."

Armaan looked at Riddhima with tears in his eyes. "Haan sab kuch toh hamesha mera galti hain. You are right. I don't deserve hapiness, shayad isliye bhagwanji ne kabhie mujhe koi khushi nahin diye. Aur haan i'm sorry for everything."

With that Armaan walked out of the fire escape with tears flowing from his eyes.

The day passed by without Armaan or Riddhima seeing each other. At night Armaan went to Riddhima's house to apologize, but she just ignored him.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ka1Mgk0NNpk[/YOUTUBE]

(do watch the video! it totally depicts whats going on right now)

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precap:

"uska accident kaise hua?"

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"please bachalo use"

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"papa i'm on my way there"

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"lagta hain riya ka ma agaya"

Edited by ammy_ka_ashu - 14 years ago

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Nina

@Stupidcupid1234

Inactive

Posted: 14 years ago

#147

Rahul is with riddhima didn't expect that
Loved the update
Update soon

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Sunayna

@x.sunayna.x

Dazzler

Posted: 14 years ago

#148

Hey !

I read the first part of your ff a while ago but completley lost it so I'm glad you updated :)

Love the storyline .. and OMG Riya is so cute :( I felt so bad for Armaan when he found out about Riddhima and Rahul at the engagment. Looking forward to the next part, hopefully Riddhima confronts Armaan and they sort it all out ! He can't go to America :(

- Sunayna

Could I also be added to the PM list ? :)

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Medha

@Medha.

Sparkler

+ 4

Posted: 14 years ago

#149

Hey Ashu Di! That was an awesome part! Loved it! I felt really bad for Armaan. He had to go through soo much. I am kinda hating Rahul right now, but Muskaan's there for him. Oooh... so they're going to Lonavla! That's gonna be fun! Please update super soon!

-Medzi

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iceprincess101

@iceprincess101

Voyager

+ 3

Posted: 14 years ago

#150

Awesome part... Feel sad for armaan having to go through so much in his life... Hope riddhima leaves Rahul and brings happiness in Armaan's life... Can't wait to read the next part... Update soon...

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