Part - 9
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Maan's POV
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I was living in darkness after they left me...or was I really living???? I don't know!!!!
I had promised Dad that I'd take care of my family as well as Khurana Constructions.I'm still keeping that promise....and living only to fulfill it....I didn't see any hope for myself until she came back in my life................My Mishti....
When I saw her after 4 years,I couldn't believe that it was my little Mishti standing before me...I saw a breathtakingly beautiful woman!!! so gorgeous.... that I had difficulty prying my eyes off her..
I was disgusted with myself!!! How could I even think about her this way???I don't have the right to think about anyone else.......... I couldn't face her because of the improper thoughts in my mind. Thankfully she mistook it as my indifference and decided to stay away from me...In a way its good for both of us...
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But it was not as easy as I thought..She was now working in KC and living with us in the Mansion.What is this unseen force that's pulling me towards her??? I'm really trying, but my feelings become uncontrollable whenever she's around............ I'm sick ...I need a shrink!!!
Mishti is not making things easy for me......
After the initial hesitation,she is back to her normal naughty self! Whenever I'm home she's after me all the time.She wants me to spend more time with the family..I guess it's Daadi who is putting these ideas in her head.
I tried to shoo her off many times ,afraid that my feelings will get exposed before her, but Mishti......the Ziddi girl that she is,refused to budge...finally I had to give in...
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My life is changing..I can feel that......After a long time I feel the urge to live......to love..........to enjoy life........She's my only hope but....................She can never be mine!!!!
Dev will be coming down soon and then they'll get married......I should be feeling happy for both of them, ..................but why my heart is refusing to see reason??? why is it yearning to be with her???
I'm tired of fighting this losing battle!
I want her!!!!
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Present
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By the time Geet finished off her pending work and collected her certificates,it was already half past six. She saw Maan still working in his cabin...deciding not to trouble him,she headed home, alone.
The heavens had opened up without warning that day.
Maan had been feeling restless all day & the dull climate was somehow adversely affecting his mood.
He went to a bar and downed couple of pegs before heading home.
"Such heavy rains !..can't even see the road ahead,Oh shit!", Maan was cursing under his breath,when his eyes fell on a familiar figure!
"Isn't that Mishti?but what's she doing here alone ?Why didn't she meet me before leaving??". Maan stopped the car near the bus stop,where Mishti was waiting..
"Mishti, why are you here?Why didn't you wait for me?We could've gone home together "
"Maanji, actually I had come to your cabin,but saw that you were very busy. I didn't want to trouble you....",she said with an apologetic smile.
"Ok,never mind.Now get in the car."
"No Maanji,I'm totally drenched..don't want to spoil your favorite SUV..I'm sure to catch the next bus ,if I wait some more"
"Are you crazy??Get in right now!!"
His firm tone changed her mind.
Reluctantly she got in at the back seat....Maan didn't like it,but let it be.
Geet was quiet for a while since she was not sure how to start a conversation with him,he seemed to be angry and irritated.....but when Maan asked about her wedding preparations,she started chatting excitedly forgetting all her reservations.
Maan adjusted the rear view mirror on her...........Her eyes mesmerized him..........the wet lashes, the rain drops on her face & neck........her innocent smile.....the melody of her laughter...Maan's emotions were going totally out of control..... the alcohol had begun to show it's effect....He had spent five long years abstaining from physical pleasures ,but now his hunger seemed to be insatiable!!! He wanted her and ...and wanted her now!!!!
He stopped the car abruptly!
Geet was puzzled, "what happened Maanji?"
He got out into the rain without answering.
"what's Maanji doing?..Oh,maybe something is wrong with the car..........Babaji, na jaane kyun dil khabra raha hai......lagta hai kuch galat hone wala hai.........Maanji aur meri raksha karna.. please..." ,she prayed feeling restless.... Little did she know..........
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She was watching the rain drops sliding off the car window,when she felt his presence next to her.
She was surprised to see him so near her......surprise soon turned to fear when she looked into his smoldering eyes....Her throat went dry,but she decided to act normal...
" What happened Maanji?"
"Mishti,I have been trying to tell you this for quite some time ,but couldn't muster the courage.....but guess, I'm running out of time here...."
She thought she caught a whiff of alcohol in his breath.
She became more scared...he didn't seem to be his normal self....something was terribly wrong!!!!
His eyes had become as dark as the night....she couldn't read the expressions in them & that scared her even more.......
"Maanji can we talk later?......I want to go home...... need to finish off some pending work...........I've to leave tomorrow early morning,remember???",she was babbling and she knew that!
" No Mishti, It's now or never for me.Please understand .......It's not easy for me ..."
"What are you talking about, Maanji?"
He saw fear in her eyes...He didn't like it. he wanted to see love in those hazel eyes...love for him....
He roughly grabbed her shoulders and pulled her towards him.
"Mishti,I love you! Please marry me.."
" Whaaaat?? Are you crazy?? Leave me right now.....You're drunk ....I don't want to talk to you.....Start the car now or else I'm walking out"....she pushed him away with disgust and pulled at the door handle..
Maan panicked!
Letting her go now is like letting her go forever from his life.....he can't afford it.........he was slowly recovering from his loss...she was his only ray of hope................can't lose her too..never!!!!
" I'm sorry Mishti...but No, you're not going anywhere!"
He grabbed her arm & pulled her towards him.... Her eyes dilated with fear....She started trembling as she saw raw desire flicker in his raven eyes. She tried hard to push him away, but couldn't free herself from his vice like grip.
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He pushed her down on the seat,pinning her there with his body................After the initial shock, she started sobbing & pleading.........but it fell on deaf ears.His mad desire & need for her won over his brain. He pulled her aanchal off her chest.....One look at her gorgeous body and he sold his soul to the Devil!
She felt her clothes being torn away..his hands were touching her where no man has ever touched ......she tried to scream but his hot mouth had already covered her's.
He kissed her relishing her sweetness.She refused to open her mouth and kept on struggling....the more she writhed under him,the more aroused he became.....
He bit on her lower lip.As she gasped in pain,he grabbed the opportunity to deepen his kiss. Realizing that she was getting out of breath,he withdrew from his kiss.
She started pleaded again....
" Maanji, please mujhe chhod dijiye..Aapko pata haina ki Dev ke saath meri shaadi hai.....you know every thing..you know how much we are in love.........please don't do this to me....please....".
Yes,yes, he knew everything, but this was his last chance to make her his forever, No Matter What!! He shut his soul out while she sobbed & pleaded for mercy......
He forced himself through her virgin body..A flash of blinding pain rocked her body pushing her into an unending abyss of darkness.........She felt nothing...only numbness as she drifted into unconsciousness.......
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Precap : The aftermath!
Next Part : https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/41253384
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Phew! That was one strenuous update!!! I'm going into hiding after posting...will resurface only if you guys promise not to harm me😭.....
P.S: It's a roller coaster ride but please do have faith in me...Love,Tanya😊
Edited by tanya_vi - 14 years ago
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