Ehssas.... part 10 page 105 (6/12) - Page 16

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There is no point. I don't love you. I will be there for the sake of the title. Your wife. Nothing els..."
Maan stood there quit "I want you 2 back in my life.... I don't care if there is no love or not! I Want you 2 to be with me."
Geet looks at him. Shocked... What does he think of him self. a doll?
Geet "what?"
Maan "like the way I wanted to be out! I want you back in!"
Geet looks at him. Just blank.
Geet "alright!"

Few more days have passed. Dadi wasn't happy with the news at all. Why should she? After all this of what Geet went through.

Mahek sat there on dinner table with Geet & maan. Mahek was scared seeing maan. She didn't like him at all. Her mum was so young compare to him. She didn't think her dad would look like this at all. All she cared about appearance. Not understanding what have his dad done at all.
Mahek "how could he be my daddy? I don't want to call him daddy. He is not my dad." Mahek runs off in tears... Geet flows...
Maan stops Geet "let me!"
Geet nodes.
Maan flows "mahek!"
Mahek sat on the bed. Very scared. Maan wasn't sure exactly how to behave with kids.
Maan "mahek! Why wouldn't you accept me as your dad?"
Mahek "how could you be my dad? You never there on my school function."
Maan went mum. Thinking what might have went through her. When... He closes his eyes.
Geet "I think you should leave."
Maan nodes & walks out sadly.
Mahek "I don't like him. I don't want to call him papa! He is not my papa." She cries. Geet holds her in her embrace. Looking at maan. It was 12 midnight when she managed to come out of maheks room. Making her way to her room. She felt shiver. Same. A 18 years old girl. Geet walks in. Maan was already sleep. She lays down at the corner... It wasn't long before when maans hand slides on her slim waist. She holds the pillow tight. Was this right? She did stay in different room for past 2 weeks. But now it's time to move ahead with there relationship. She was scared. Some with the age gap & some with this man. Maan removes her dupata. It's been 6 year since he made love with her. Geet slides her hand round his neck. Like she did before. Her bangle made noise again..
Maan "they will break again!" Geet looks at her hand while maan slowly starts to undress her. She didn't say a word... As there lips meet after 6 long years... He was so in to her.
Maans finger locks with hers. The rough touch breaks the bangle again... Geet started sweat as the movements was increasing in matter of few second. She moaned along with maan. Feeling one another. Left panting.
Morning sun seems to come early. It's been a tiring night. Geet was in maans arm. Sleeping. She covers her nude body & makes her way in to the shower. She was trying her best to make this relationship work again. She don't love him, but willing to go along with the commitment of as a wife. Same thought plaid in maans brain. Geet was fully ready when maan walks in to the shower. Geet made breakfast. Like a wife should. Mahek still kept quit. Not liking pappa at all.

Days have passed. Maan & Geet never spoke. Just her duty towards him as a wife & of course sometime there nightless night. He wouldn't bother calling! What to say? They barely know one another nor they want to. Money was in the bank if she needs to do shopping for her & mahek. They are his wife & daughter. What els? He is looking after everything. Every needs.
Geet never felt the love she wanted. Nor she ever complained. She have all the luxury! She smiled sadly. All the duty is being fulfilled. Then what els?

Maan walks in. Shouting over the phone at someone. Mahek jumps again. Scared.
Geet "ka hua beta?"
Mahek "he scares me mama!"
Geet "you don't have to talk to him if you don't want to." she smiles. Mahek hugs her tight. Geet walks in behind maan. He was arguing about something. Geet took his coat off then handed him the towel. Least bothered about his feeling. She leaves. Maan was in foul mood for past few days. Geet avoids even saying hi. She walks in to the kitchen. Warming all the food up. Maan fails to come. Geet Feds mahek & that night she staid with her. Maans non stop shouting over the phone & arguments petrified mahek. He left early the next morning. Very early. Geet came back to the room. No maan. Least she cared. She tidied the whole bed. Cleaned the whole room. Servant came up wondering what to cook. Geet tells him to make maheks & her favorite. She didn't know any of maans or wanted to know. He is there for the sake of the title father & for the sake of title husband. Other Don't matter to him. Nor Geet. A title is enough of a husband & wife. Geet looked way. Outside.
Mahek was in school. A long boring day. Dadi was mad with her for agreeing with maan. She probably knew her life will be like this. She takes a long bath. Trying her best to relax. It worked. She walks out with just a towel on. Her wet hair... Maan stood there frozen looking at his wife.
Geet " Ap!"
Maan "I had to...". He didn't wait. He strokes geets wet cheek & drinks the water... It was broad day light. Geet closes her eyes instantly. Feeling him... Her hand slides to his shoulder. Making his shirt wet... That didn't concern him anymore as he took them off. Carrying Geet to the bed.... Her wet hair was sending a chill down both of there body. She looks back at his eyes. Lost. There was passion but no love... There was care but no love... From non of There eyes. Geet let out a slight moan as he started to reach a constant rhythm of making love. There was some weird attention. Very weird. Nun loved one another. Just here for the sake of the title, fulfilling every need. Everything they want from one another. Then what's missing? Why they are not happy like a normal family?
Maan lands on his back panting along with geet. She cuddles up on maans arm before he left for the office again. Not even saying a goodbye.. Or a kiss! Even just few minutes ago he was all over her. Geet sat There for while. Covered in wet spread. She went back in to the shower then changed all the bed cover again.

Days have passed.... Nothing was improving. Only getting wars in maheks case. Maan never spend the time that a father should... & nor Geet lately managed to give her any time... Even she does what she can!
Mahek " I want to go back to Dadi mama! Please. I don't like it here. I don't like that guest as my papa! I don't want to stay here."
Geet tried to calm her down. She wasn't exactly happy either! She wanted to leave to! It's been a month! There was no change in maan! There was no love... Or any thing els for the matter of fact. She is not refuging that he doesn't look after there every need! But that's not love! That's just going along with the rule they have to flow! & that's effecting her child. She didn't like that...
Geet "I will talk to pappa today..."
Mahek " he is not my pappa!"
Geet " ok! I will talk to the guest today & also Dadi so we could go back to Mumbai."
Mahek nodes. Crying.

Maan again walks in about 10 pm... Arguing at someone. Geet tries to take of his jacket. Maan snaps. She was irritating him. He points at the phone. Indicating he is busy. Geet leaves it. & comes back again at 11. He was still on phone. Geet wanted to talk to him but it seems like he have no intention today... She leaves it... It was 12 midnight again when maans hand slides on her waist...
Geet "not today! I am not in the mood."
Maan "alright..."
They slept far side of the bed. Both facing there back. Geet was worried about mahek. Her self was having hard time to accept him in her life. She don't know what's playing in his brain... He wanted them back in his life. Here she is. Then? After that what?
Sun came late. Whole night Geet staid wake. Thinking about her decision. It's best to leave maan. Maan walks out of the bathroom. Geet arranged all his cloths.
Geet "I need to talk to you"
Maan "yes"
Geet "I Want to leave"
Maan "what do you mean?" he was fixing his ti looking in at the mirror!
Geet "our relationship is not working out & it's affecting mahek!... I don't want that to happen!"
Maan "if you want!" he was least concern!
Geet "so you are alright with us leaving?"
Maan "I can't stop you! If you 2 want to go!"
Geet looks at him in disbelieve. But it's her typical husband!
Geet "alright!"

Maan came back that night. Late. Only to find the house empty. Not that he ever seen his daughter wake when he returns! Just his wife. It looked empty. Some reason he was expecting all to be ready! All his night dress! Everything! But nothing was. He took them out one by one. Got changed. Worked for a hour or two... Then drifts off to bed. He felt empty again. He wasn't in love at all... But the truth was he wanted Geet to be there. Just the sake of his wife & child.

Dadi was angry. Very angry. She Knows his grand son. Mahek hugs Dadi tight.
Mahek "I don't like papa! I don't want to go back!"
Geet looks at mahek in concern.
Dadi "see I have told you not to go! Now see the fear he have build in her! You know his high temper!"
Geet "I have done a big mistake! He was least concern when we came!"
Dadi "that's enough! You will learn to be more independent! & don't Bothe with him anymore! If he isn't. You should not either!"
Geet nodes...

Geet walks to her bedroom. Looking at her self. She takes the mangle sutr off then the mang! She couldn't believe how stupid she was to go back. His attitude will never let them live happily.... & yes. It's true. Love is the main thing. If there are no love. There are no life.
Geet walks down. Mahek was back to normal again. Happy. Playing with Dadi. She was back to normal. It was just maan.
Dadi "Geet! You will be joining work soon."
Geet "per Dadima!"
Dadi "no! You will be taking over the Mumbai khurana. I have already spoke to maan!"
Geet "per!"
Dadi "you will be starting from tomorrow!"
Mahek "weee.... Mama will be start working soon!" mahek was the most exited. Geet smiled. Seeing her daughter happy. Maan came in to congratulate! That was surprising Geet thought. But maan came just because she missed her. Badly. Some weird reason he wanted her to be home. Geet wasn't willing to repeat the same mistake it nearly distorted mahek...
Maan hugs her in front of the all office stuff. A warm hug. Geet gives him a forceful smile.
Maan looks at her mang which wasn't filled again.
Geet "In a way we are separated again. I don't think it's necessary!"
Maan looks way. Annoyed. Stuff already started to give them odd look. The fact Geet is only 24 & maan 39. It seemed odd. Odd couple. Geet looks down. Adi was there to help her. Maan left soon after Geet settled in....

Adi "sorry mam! Sir is always like that!"
Geet "any serious reason why he is like that?"
Adi "no mam! He is just not involved! Or care!"
Geet "you are right! Not even his family! If he consider that a family or not!"
Adi "sorry mam!"
Geet "nothing!"