LIFE, AR FF PART 60-PAGE 151 NOTE-157 - Page 7

Whatever nikki said became true……..armaan could not sleep even for a minute……he kept on looking at her reports……he cried for the whole night thinking how he behaved with riddhima…………when he said "I cant live with u riddhima anymore and the hurt look on her face"………….he is not able to come out of it at all…………..

In the morning, armaan did not come out of the room, daadi starts getting worried……….she goes to ananya and asks her to check on him……..at first ananya doesn't want to do that because she knows about her son…………..he doesn't talk to anyone when he is upset…….but just for daadi, she knocks the door.

Ananya- armaan open the door beta

Daadi- yeh kya pagalpan hai…………open the door

Ananya- I know u are upset armaan, but this is not the way u solve ur problems………armaan darwaza kholo beta

Daadi- I am getting worried whether armaan did something to himself………….do u have any other keys to this room

Ananya- Maria, can u get the master key please

As soon as Maria gets the keys, ananya and daadi come inside and shocked to see armaan's condition. His hand is in a bad shape……he would have hurted himself again………..ananya goes near armaan and asks maria to get the first aid box immediately.

Ananya- armaan, ho kya gaya hai tujhe………….why are u doing this to urself armaan…………..

Armaan doesn't speak anything…………..he kept on looking at the report itself…………….seeing no response from armaan, ananya starts crying and tries to make him look at her……..

Ananya- Look at me armaan………she makes him look at her…………..see armaan, I know we did a big mistake……but beta this is not the way to make things right

Armaan- Maa, maine tho sab kuch kho diya…………I don't have any hope to set things right…………why did I hurt her so much mom…………..why didn't I trust her…………..she kept on pleading me "give me one chance armaan……………please let me explain…………..i didn't cheat u armaan………please armaan……….please…….." after hearing this ananya also started crying…………..armaan u are right………..we didn't give her a single opportunity to explain……we are wrong beta……..hum riddhima se maafi mang………….before she finishes the sentence, armaan says maa, I don't think I am ready to face her yet and I am sure she will not forgive me this time……………with this hand, I slapped her……….she is pregnant mom……….how can I hit her……………..what would have she felt mom, after she knew that she is pregnant…………muje darr lagta hai ye sab sochne se……………..i am a failure mom……………I couldn't even trust my wife………..who left everything just for me……its better I just die………..i don't want to show my face to her mom…………..why did I do this mom and ananya hugs him and he cries more………..mom I cannot live without riddhima………….i cannot live without her……………..with this daadi also starts getting tears in her eyes…………

Maria comes with the first aid kit…………ananya starts cleaning the wound…….he just takes his hand back and says………..dont worry mom……..this is nothing infront of what I did to riddhima………..rehne de…….i don't want any relief……..if possible……..i want to hurt myself more……….nikki comes to his room at the same time to get the passport from their room

Nikki- bhayya, I thought u can only hurt riddhima, I see u can hurt urself also……….wow bhayya very impressive and armaan closes his eyes at nikki's taunts

Daadi- nikki, why are u hurting him more……..he is sorry for what he has done…………is that not enough

Nikki- oh so the great Armaan Mallik is sorry…………..so what do I do now…..

Ananya- Nikki, hum se badi galti hogayi………….beta don't hurt him more………..his condition is not so good………see his hand is bleeding and he is not even getting his first aid done………..

Nikki- wow mom, u are worried about seeing bhayya……………if u see riddhima's condition- what would u guys do……………wo tho tut gayi maa………with that armaan's tears start flowing again…….

Ananya- beta why are u calling riddhima by name………….she is ur bhabi……..

Nikki- maa, she agreed to talk to me only as a friend…………I am trying to mend by relation with riddhima……..please let me do my job and she goes to the safe and gets riddhima's passport……..armaan kept on looking at her

Armaan- nikki, is she leaving the country………..

Nikki- no bhayya, she said she needs her passport…………..thats it…………where will she go bhayya, she doesn't have guts to go to padma aunty……….and say her husband has thrown her out of the house…..padma aunty is a heart patient and shashank uncle is no more in this world………riddhima is not selfish to make her own people sad………..u all know very well that she married u against her family……….now she cannot even go there and say that her decision of marrying u was wrong……..u closed all the doors for her bhayya………….she has no one atleast to share her sorrows………u know bhayya, I went to her apartment and I asked her to come to my house………….but do u know what she said…….. "nikki, I would have surely come with u if u are just my friend………..u are not only my friend………..but also armaan's sister………..i cannot bear anyone saying that I am trying to cheat ur family again"……..on hearing this armaan starts crying more and kept on thinking do u hate me so much riddhima

Nikki- i am so helpless bhayya, my friend is in pain and I cannot even help her just because I belong to this family……..never in my life I thought I will regret being a part of this family………..but now I am regretting…….and

Ananya- nikki, what are u saying beta

Nikki- what else u want me to say mom…………whenever I need something in my life, riddhima was the one who helped me………..but when its my turn, I am not able to anything for her…….do u know how does it feel like…………….she is pregnant mom………….a woman needs to be pampered, she should be happy especially at this time of her life…………….but forget about it………….u guys would never understand her pain…………….bye mom

Armaan- nikki, where is she living now……………

Nikki is really feeling bad seeing armaan's condition……….his eyes are red with full of tears and his hand is bleeding severely…………she know that armaan loves riddhima the most in this world…………but he doesn't think before he hurt her…………….this has to change…………otherwise things would be back to square one again……………she wants a change in armaan's attitude towards riddhima…………for this she has to be strict towards him

Nikki- I don't want to say anything bhayya…………………….i am trying my level best to mend my relation with my best friend…………..u cannot come and spoil it again……..

Armaan- please nikki, I wont trouble her…………just wanted to see her once………….i don't have guts to show my face to her…………..so don't worry

Nikki- u are a coward bhayya……………jab tak jee chaha, u hurted her and now u are trying to escape……..wow bhayya………u are so selfish …………..she purposefully started using rude words so that armaan would atleast try to take a step to meet riddhima……………riddhima needs someone in her life now especially armaan's love and she very well know that if armaan talks to riddhima once, she will come back because riddhima can do anything for armaan………..she went against everyone in her family to marry armaan.

Armaan- yes I am a coward nikki, kya karu………….galti hogayi and I know its not a small mistake…..

Nikki- when u have guts to meet riddhima face to face, then come and talk to me……..i will tell u where riddhima stays……………till then don't even try to talk to me……………bye mom

Ananya- armaan nikki is right…………..u cannot run away from her………she needs u beta………….she left everything when she came to u……………now its ur turn to show her ur love……..

Armaan- why don't u guys understand, she wont forgive me mom………….

Ananya- armaan remember one thing…………u love riddhima and she loves u more than anything……..u want to see her happy………..right…….go beta try to win her back

Armaan- I will try my best mom, I promised her that I will keep her happy the whole life………..i will do whatever I can mom………….mom I hope she forgives me just once and I will never let her cry again……with that he hugs her mom………and she starts cleaning his hand and she bandages his hand……..congrats beta…………u are going to become a father………..i am so happy for u beta……..armaan smiles at the thought itself that he is going to become a dad………..

Ananya- I will meet riddhima and ask for forgiveness ………..i did a mistake too in understanding her…….

Armaan- ok mom, I will go fresh up and will go meet nikki soon.

really nice fantastic parts dear.....

loved the way udescribed ridz and armaan's feelings...

hope evrythng will b fine between AR soon....waitng for the nxt updates...

love

sania