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Muskaan was utterly confused. She hated to see Rahul, in such a dejected position, She knew, he loved her, she knew he came back for her. But that did not mean she can let him enter her life once again, so easily, for she certainly cannot bear another heartbreak. She wanted to know, why he left, which a part of her heart told, he would never reveal.
"I want you Rahul, but I can't ignore the fear that pops up in the corner of my heart every time, I think of our future. I have to know why you left, I have to have myself convinced, that's when I can let you back in my life, I love you Rahul, I am sorry"
Sitting at her favorite corner of the terrace, the place which had seen her in times of her, sad, miserable moments, times, when she missed him, needed him, and he was not there, she pondered what she should do. She breathed out a sigh, when she reached no where in her thinking process. Again and Again, the same feelings, the same flashbacks, her heart yearning for him, yet afraid for the uncertain. She heard the door click open, and saw Shilpa entering the terrace.
"Hey Muskaan" Shilpa said. Muskaan noticed the dullness in her eyes.
"Hey Shilpa, kya hua" Muskaan asked
"Nah, just tired" Shilpa lied.
"Abh tu mujhse bhi jhoot bolne lagi hai?" Muskaan pouted.
"Rehne de yaar, abh main apni kahani sunaungi toh bahut sad sad hojayega, waise bhi teri story atki hui hai" Shilpa tried to lighten the atmosphere.
"I know" Muskaan sighed, not knowing what more to speak.
"Yeh Mard itna Dard kyun dete hain yaar" Shilpa spoke all of a sudden.
Muskaan for once laughed at the meaningful yet comical statement.
"Kya, has mat yaar" Shilpa made a face.
"I don't know, I think we should go ask them" Muskaan suggested playfully.
"Muskaan, abhi toh tu sad thi, abhi kahan tujhe mazaak sooj raha hai, bas kar, I am SAD" Shilpa said stressing the last word.
"Ok Ok, sorry" Muskaan hid her smile.
"Agar mujhe aise hi hatana tha, apni zindagi se, toh meri zindagi mein aye hi kyun, Bhagwaan ji aap bahut khelte ho yaar, aur har baar aap hi jeet te ho, computer ki tarah" Shilpa said, angrily, pointing upwards.
"Kisika kisike zindagi mein ana jana, pehle tai hota hai" Muskaan spoke softly, "aisa merey Bauji kehte the"
"Agar usse ana jane se dard ho toh?? Jab Jana hi hai toh Ana kyun??" Shilpa continued with her misery
"Abh yeh toh, Rab hi jaane" Muskaan spoke, ending the conversation, as both their pagers ringed.
"Duty calls" Both said and left for their work.
Just as they were finishing the stairs, Muskaan hugged Shilpa all of a sudden, startling Shilpa.
"Muskaaan" Shilpa spoke horrified.
"Thanks Shilpaaaaaa" She hugged her again.
"Kyaa?? What?? batake hug karo" Shilpa asked
"Arey yaar, I think we shud leave yeh sara Dard-Ward, even Mard, to Rab Ji, Woh dekh lenge, mujhe lagta hai, yahi theek rahega" Muskaan spoke, happy that the terrace talk lead to some clarification in her mind.
"Sachi yaar, abh bahut hua yeh rona dhona, sochna, samajh na, I'm go to leave it to you Bhaggu ji" Shilpa said looking upwards. And both hugged once again, laughed and left for their respective duties.
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Hope you liked the part :)
PS - Please try to carry on the Happy environment for sometime, phir baadmein, it can turn intense, nearing the actual confession :P
And I loveee Muskaan Shilpa combo :P
Oh Once again, try not to bring Ridz :P
Enjoy,
Vaishuu😳