"My 2nd thread Speech"
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Recap: some AR moments in armaan's house and riddhima finally relized that she should give armaaan another chance, armaan asked her to drop her home.
Part 23
All through her way she was looking at him, expecting him to say something which he was willing to say for so long but she was not ready to listen but now tables had turned she wanted badly to say him, but he was looking least intrested in anything but most focused driving as he was gona get some best late night diver award.
He stopped car before her home and looked at her who was lost in something:
"riddhima"
No response
"riddhima"
No response
He finally shook her shoulder and took her out of trance.
Riddhima "haan'''me too".
Armaan "what''''..?".
Riddhima "kuch kaha tum ne?".
Armaan "nahe'''par tum ne zror me too mai reply kia".
He smirked.
She kicked herself mentally for making fool out of herself.
"tumhara ghar".
"oh'.bye".
Armaan "bye'..take care".
Riddhima "kiun?".
Armaan gave a what-type-of-questuion-is-this look to her.
Riddhima "ya''..i will".
She gave him fake smile and ran towards door before she made more blunder before him.
He smiled at her retreated figure.
So,finally doctor riddhima gupta forgave me'.wow''.yes''I can see this your eyes only riddhima'. you don't need words to say me anything, my heart can easily listen your heart beat, no matter how much you lie to me or to yourself but your eyes always tell me truth, I know you wanted to listen something from me and say something to me but I am sorry I am enjoying so much your restlessness, I just want to enjoy this a bit more, I promise just a bit more'''not for long I ll tease u I promise..man you were looking so cute when you said "me too" he smiled ear to ear.
She entered in silently as Aditi was sleeping, she get in to her room and fell on bed:
Why Armaan did not said anything to me???kia ab vo mujh se pyar nahe karta?hmm ho sakta hai'.akhir vo bhi kab tak tumhara wait karta riddima'.aakhir us ki bhi life hai or ho sakta hai kay vo apne life mai age barh chuka ho kise or kay sath.
This idea made her stand up.
Nahe'.nahe this is not possible riddhima, tu bhi na kuch bhi sochte rehte hai''.dekha nahe tu ne us ki ankhon mai'.aaj bhi vohey pyar aur janon hai.
She remembered the time all evening she was with him, he brought her home in his arms , took care of her , feed her without her willingness , his face flashed before her eyes and those eyes'''''
Haan''.vo ab bhi sirf mujhy se pyar karta hai'.vo ankhain mujhy se kabhi jhot nahe bol sakten or na he mujhy kabhi dhoka de sakte hain''.par vo kehta kiun nahe stupid.
This time she was really irritated, fell on bed.
Why the hell he is wasting so much time, does not he know that life is too short to make distance between love ones.
She thought again what she had just said and smiled.
Wow'''you are genius riddhima'..if you remember correctly then you are the one who gave him lectures to be stay away from you and now I one evening, you are accusing him for wasting time'..you are so funny riddhima gupta'..so funny.
till the time she came back, she herself don't know what she was thinking and what she was feeling or what she wanted to do or what she wanted armaan to do'''.confusion confusion and some more confusion.
I think Armaan thek keh raha tha, mujhy apnakhyal rakhna chahe, lagta hai sardi (cold) mere dimagh pe charha ge hai'.haan bikul thek mujhy so jana chae ab'''subah dekhon ge kia karna'''ya phir kuch karna bhi hai ya nahe'..haan ye thek rahe ga.
She finally put a full stop to her unending sensless chain of thoughts and closed her eyes to get rid of all this and thankfully she succeeded soon.
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It was next one fine and normal day, Aditi asked her what happened she just satisfied her with that she is fine now and every thing is fine now so both leave for work. Working day was routine as usual she dis not get much time to think about all this but as she got free for lunch time, one person stuck her mind was none other than Armaan'.she checked her mobile screen for almost half century , and looked around in cafee for him , where he used to follow her daily some days back to see her one glace only'.but he was no where now, this made her sighed:
In between all this Aditi was only observing her restless actions and finally asked:
Adit " ridz'''..ek baat sach sach bol?".
Riddhima "what''''.?".
Aditi "tere aur armaan kay bech'''..i mean kal raat'''..".
She intentionally broke sentence to see her reaction and she just split drink on table.
Riddhima "are you mad or what'..how can you even think like this".
Aditi "relax riddima'.the way you are behaving I just make a random guess".
She winked at her angry face.
Riddhima "Adi''stupid this was very very random guess'.kuch bhi bolte rehte hai".
Aditi " jokes apart riddhima'..par kuch baat to hai'.yor are changed riddhima like before yesterday's evening and after that evening".
Riddhima "its just because you are thinking too much'..so stop putting burden on your tiny wniny mind and finish your lunch fast'.we are getting late".
Aditi " you are sooo boring ridz''..how Armaan bear with you man?".
She was literally shocked at her rude comment but on the other hand aditi was trying to hide her smile.
Riddhima "hellooo''''''..armaan don't bear with me'.i am the one who bears him all the time and always will".
She cut her tongue and regret what she had done but it was too late already, aditi was now looking at her and waiting for her true and sincere reply. Riddhima gave up this time and told her everything from that whole evening to late night, from armaan's take care to her feeling for him and how she had forgive and just one thing wanted now was to be with him. After listening all this aditi got superb excited:
"so when and where are you purposing him'..have you decided place and what exactly you gona say to him?".
Riddhima was like looking at her face, what was she talking about.
Riddhima "why I would purpose him?".
There was a huge question mark on her face.
Aditi "why would you cant''..please tell me?".
Riddima "I mean''..Adi'..commom I am girl, he is the one who supposed to purpose me na".
Aditi "oh, I forgot miss riddhima gupta India vale, you can love him, scold him, threat him like you want but you can not purpose him to make smile'''.right?".
Riddhima "o please Adi, I said na already I guilty for every thing and I know even he is no angry with me for anything then why are you creating so drama on this point".
Adi "I cant say anything about him as he is madly, blindly, sincerely and truly is in love for you'''.but sorry I am not I can see facts and figures".
Riddhima "you are not in love naa till now so you cant understand this mad feeling, when just one smile of the person you love make you forget all the painful nights given by that person only".
Aditi "well in that case, I would like to say thank God I am not in this so called insane feeling".
Both laughed on it and moved to hospital again but riddhima planed in her mind to do something fast to be with armaan again, she just cant wait like that for him to speak up something.
It was 4 pm when she got tea break , she found a silent corner and after a bit of hesitation, dialed his number.
Ring
Ring
Ring
He was lost in few files when he saw her name flashing on mobile screen, that's made his smile "welcome back riddhima'''my love" he uttered to himself.
Armaan " hello armaan mallik here".
Riddhima "hello"
She waited to get his response on her voice.
But armaan was in mood of some fun so he refused to recognize her.
Armaan "yes'''. whos this? Do I know you madam?".
Her mobile slipped from her hand and about to fall when she held it quickly.
Armaan "hello'''any one there?".
Riddhima "haan''hello'''..its me armaan'''riddhima".
He could easily feel the disappointment in her voice and he scolded himself on that idea of teasing her for sometime. But some how he could not resist himself from continuing it;
"oh''.its you riddhima''..i am sorry I am really busy now can we talk later please''..if you don't mind".
On the other side of phone, she replied with wide open mouth and blood running fast in her veins:
"ya sure'''..bye".
Armaan "bye"
Disconnected.
One end of line:
He rolled his chair , smiling ear to ear, closed all the files after kissing his mobile:
"its nothing in the world riddhima, like teasing you''..man I so love it".
Other end of line:
She was still looking at her mobile as trying to believe what just happened.
"how could he''..how could he do that to me''..its okay riddhima''.its okay".
She sighed in and sighed out.
"may be he was busy in actual naa'''it really does not mean that he ignored you completely'he is doing business not injecting patients like you''.yeah right'..be positive think positive''.i am sure he will call later'..yeah".
4 to 5, 5 to 6, 6 to 7, 7 to 8, she was back at home but he did not call back. Her positive energy refused to support her any more'.only thing she was remembering was his rude voice on phone, this was it she started crying, tears rolled on her face.
How fool I was making of myself'..cant you see he ignored you big time''the way he talked is obvious he is not interested in you any more'..and I don't blame him for it either'..i mean why he would have waited for you or bear whatever you do with him, whatever you say to him, he was not bounded for you.
She hid her face in her lap, sitting on bed and crying like hell.
Aditi opened the door.
"hey'..mr.handsome mallik'''.what are you doing here?".
She was pleasantly surprised to see him at her door at this time.
Armaan "kiun''am I too handsome to be at two beautiful girls' home?".
She giggled.
Aditi "ummm'..let me think".
She glared at him head to toe and then said:
"yes'''''you are".
This time both smiled and she gave him way.
"common'''..come in".
"thank you'''where is riddhima''..is she fine?".
Aditi "ya she is''..why '''?what happened?'..she was all right when I met her last time, she is in her room by the way".
Armaan "I don't know'.i just felt something wrong so I just came to see her".
Aditi "awww''..so sweet'..do you always get to know when she is upset".
Armaan smiled;
"yeah'''..i do".
Aditi "but hooow?".
She was so surprised that did those filmy things exist for real.
Armaan " I don't know''''.may be kismat connection".
Aditi "yeah'''right''..ok I will not waste your time any more''..go and found out is everything ok or you kismet connection feeling is true".
"he was not bounded for you riddhima'..how can you expect him to be'..he was not for sure'.but I did expect him to be because I thought like me''. he would have never move on from our love'..just like I never did'.i left you''..i left india'..i left every thing which was connected to you but could not leave your thought for a moment even'.no matter how far at distance for so long but I always feel you around me''.always feel my heat beating for you''..always loved your love'.i could not move on armaan and just thought even you will never but this was stupid of me to think it like that'.you have moved on I guess'.no I am sure you have moved on but who is she''.what's the name of your love?.
Armaan "riddhima".
As he stepped in and found her hugging herself and sobbing frequently.
"I was so right man''..something is wrong with her".
She looked at him in disbelieve and wiped her tears to make her view clear.
Armaan mallik''..you are such a fool'..look what your stupid so called prank had done to her.
He abused himself under breath.
"riddhima".
He moved to her and sat before her on bed.
She was looking at him with empty eyes now'..he wiped one slipping tear from her cheek and made her believe that he was in front of her for real.
He cupped her face in his hands "riddhima please don't cry" her tears were last thing on earth he wanted to see "I am sorry''.please mujhy maaf kar do'.i was just kidding" he said sincerely.
But as she got the idea that he did this intentionally she pushed him back.
"don't touch me".
Armaan "riddhima'''please'..i did not knew it will hurt you so much".
Riddhima "you did not knew?".
She was shocked.
"don't you know what you mean for me or you are just not interested now to know".
Tears again appeared in her eyes so do armaan on her confession at last.
He went to her and held her by shoulder.
"how I am supposed to know riddhima''.u never told me".
His voice contained the complains of past all the months when she forced him and herself too to be at distance and did not allow him even once to speak in his favor.
Riddhima "har baat kehne zarori nahe hoti armaan".
She looked deep in to his eyes.
"haan riddhima''..par kuch batain agar vakt rehte na keh de jaen to hmesha kay lie un sune reh jate hain".
"ab kehne aur sunne ko kuch nahe bacha armaan".
She freed herself from his hands and turned her back to him.
"aisa mat kaho riddhima".
He made her face him.
"aaj bhi sab kuch vesa he hai jaisa us vakt tha jab hum dono sath the''..cant u feel it? Aaj bhi tumhare anso mujhy takleef de rahe hain".
He wiped her face again. His touch made tremble and did not allow her to oppose his opinion any more.
"aaj bhi'.mere chone se tum kanp rahe ho'..haina riddhima'''bolo?".
"aisa kuch nahe hai armaan".
She again tried to hide her face to him but he cupped her face again.
"idhar dekho riddhima''..meri taraf'..tum kis ko bewakoof bna rahe ho'.mujhy ya phir apne aap ko?".
"tum smajh kiun nahe rahe armaan?".
She was feeling herself on knees as the time was increasing but distance was reducing between them.
"mai ache tarah smajhta hon riddhima'..tumhare ye zid ek din meri jaan le le ge".
She stopped him from saying this by putting her hand on his mouth.
He looked deep in to her eyes, where he could see only one emotion that was love and that was only for him.
"you know''.mai tum se zyada tumhare ankhon se payar karta hon''.kiun kay vo kabhi mujh se jhot nahe bolte aur jo kuch bhi tumhare dil mai hota hai''..sab bta dete hain mujhy''..kash tum khud dekh pate riddhima kay tumhare ankhon mai mere lie kitna payar hai".
She closed her eyes as they were betraying her, he smiled "ye kabhi nahe sudhre ge" thought to himself and moved to her face and kissed on her closed eyes one by one, she felt difficult to breath'..opened her eyes and saw those two shining eyes and heavenly smile'..she hugged him as tight as she could'.she rested her head on his chest and felt like heaven, that was peace she was urging for so long, that was embrace she could die hundred times for it, that was fragrance she only wanted to inhale in her'..on the other hand he was not so shocked because till now he got used to it, he knew already she was just being adamant for no reason and wanted to be in his arms like forever so he made his grip tighten on her waist and made her comfortable on him.
They stayed like that in each other embrace for some bless full moments, no tears, no words even not air had space between two souls.
She raised her head a bit to see his face,
"armaan".
He knew that was time to listen her now.
"bolo riddhima".
"mujhy tum se kuch kehna hai".
"I am all here'''..waiting for ages now".
She giggled still in his arms.
"mai vooo".
"tum vooo".
"mai vooo".
"haan tum vooo".
Don't know how long that bickering would have gone if some one did not entered in room.
Aditi "oopps'..i am sorry".
She taken a step back behind the door when she saw them lost in each other arms and eyes too.
They parted, she again get in.
"Sorry guys''.if it would not have been urgent I would not bother you guys".
Riddhima "kia hua Adi".
"India se call the'..Muskaan ka accident ho gea hai".
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