To Relive my Expired Love...A Sajan FF Chap19 Pg75 - Page 43

I just read all ur parts of this FF OMGGG loved the FF so so much and ur writting skills is superb as well Loved SaJan and their past story as well...just want to read more about their past story and also want to know what happened btw them 5 years back that Gunjan hate him this much ..my poor Samrat :(

and Please mayank ko hatao bich mein se...Want to see my SAJAN together again and also Please give a happy ending in the end Please please and do add me to ur buddy list and update asap cant wait already getting worried for my poor boy .bichara Sam love him <3

again Please give a happy ending to the FF ..cant bear a Sad ending btw my SaJan 😳 and yeah one request I wanna see some cute scenes btw Samrat and his son i.e Aadi please make that happen soon 😉

NOTE

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P.S.- The Part which is Dark Blue contins a little 18+ content. You can skip it If you want to.

Secrets Revealed

I collapsed on the chair in total despair. I closed my eyes, hoping that the piercing pain would fade away soon. AB came running towards me, his breath uneven. A painful groan escaped from my mouth as my fingers formed a fist. I felt a hand on my shoulder as my eyebrows twitched. I sighed. I should not have slapped Gunjan…after all she was speaking the truth. Could things get any worst..? I thought, feeling vulnerable.

' Samrat, you should have not slapped Gunjan…I told you to scream at her…not to slap her…' AB spoke, as he moved his hands on my shoulders in a consoling manner. I sighed again, calming my nerves down. He was right, I should not have done that…after all that I did to her…it was obvious that she will react this way.

' Samrat…Samrat..' AB jerked me a bit as I came out of my thoughts. AB stared at me, trying to read my facial expressions. I stared at the floor, regretting the every passing second.

' Samrat, see, I think--' but before he could complete his sentence, I stood up and started walking towards the door.

' Samrat, where are you going…? ' He spoke in bewilderment. I smiled nervously to his utter confusion.

' I am Gunjan's cabin...to say her sorry…and to mend things up…' I said as a sudden disagreement took over AB. He nodded his head in a clear 'no'.

' What..? have you lost it…? Samrat, you are not going anywhere…neither you are saying Gunjan sorry…did you get it…?' He spoke, jerking his head.

' I am going and no one can stop me…' I spoke, my tone calm. AB stared me in absolute fury.

' Fine, go and spoil the whole damn thing…' AB spoke, emphasizing each and every word.

I stopped and turned to face AB, who was leaning on my table. I sighed.

' AB…I don't care…I have done mistake by slapping Gunjan and I have to apologise to her…' I said while I glanced at AB who straightened himself up.

' What do you think why Gunjan came here…? To see how you been these years…? Heck no…If you went to Gunjan and said her sorry then everything will be destroyed…every damn thing I have done to make her come here…Samrat, Gunjan came here to make you realise that whatever you did to her was wrong…she came here to you that she is not longer that innocent, fragile creature who would anything that you would say to her….And If you say sorry to her…then she will get what she wanted…she just want to see you in pain and want you to regret over the things you done to her…' AB spoke, explaining me everything.

' That's why I told you to be rude to her…so that thinks that you are not ashamed of what you did…and she will remain here to teach you a lesson…Samrat, just wait for two days more…and after two days, I will make her sign these papers…' He gave me file, smiling wickedly. I stared her in bewilderment.

' These are a type of contract papers which says that any employ who signs these papers cannot leave this office before completing one year…If Gunjan, signed these papers then she will not be able to resign until she completes one year of experience in the Shergill Companies…And once she signs these papers, you can apologise to her…you will have enough time to mend your previous mistakes…But till then, you have to wait…' He continued, his voice depicted the confident that he had on his plan. I sighed.

' From when did you started making so good plans…huh…? I thought it was my department…?' I said, as I noticed his lips twitched a bit.

' Haven't you noticed that from past few months I am taking a little too interest in Hindi serials…?' He said, bursting into fits of laughter. I smiled too.

' Fine, but only two days…' I said as he nodded in approval. I started to walk towards the exit when he again spoke.

' Where are you going Samrat..?' He said, twitching his eyebrows together.

' I am going home…just need a little rest…' I spoke as I fiddled my car keys and drove to home.

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It turned dark till I reached home. I sighed. I walked towards my room, trying hard to not to create voice. I entered my room and closed my eyes. Everything would be fine. I flew open my eyes and saw mine's and Gunjan's photo on the side table. An unbearable pain shoot through my heart. I had clicked this photo when I had confessed my love for her. But little I knew that after that day everything will change. We…we were so happy that day.

I wish that I could erode that night from my life…I felt tears brimming in my eyes as remembered that black day. I closed my eyes as the regret came up again. My heart stopped beating as I remembered her pleading face. I wish I had shown some mercy on her. I wish I had some trust on her.

Our college memories are still fresh in my mind. The way I used to tease her, play pranks on her and she would get so hell irritated. I smiled. That were the most happiest moments of my life. Within a few weeks we became friends….and within a couple of week we really good friends. She knew that I was typical Casanova But she didn't knew about my One Night Stands…And the day she got to know about this…She stopped talking to me…She would ignore as If I didn't even existed. She didn't talked to me for a month…Only I knew how I managed to spend that one whole month without her…but somehow I convinced her. For her, I became a good Samrat. That was the first time I felt something for her but I deliberately shrugged it off.

Days flew by, and that feeling grew stronger and stronger. I was attracted towards her. She was doing some magic on me. I couldn't understand what was it. Initially, I used to avoid it But slowly and slowly that feeling conquered me. I knew that It wasn't attraction But I also didn't wanted that I had fallen in that four letter word Love. I didn't wanted to fell in love as I have seen the consequences of love…Dad loved Mom but that b**** only loved Dad's money…Love always gives pain in the end. That's why I didn't admit that I had fallen in love with Gunjan….So I named it as Lust. I convinced myself that I will never fall in love and all I felt for Gunjan was Pure Lust. I just wanted her body not her heart…maybe I was lusting Gunjan because I had not slept with any girl for a very long time.

I bottled my feelings for Gunjan and kept quiet. I returned to the Old-Bad-Casanova Samrat But in front of Gunjan I pretended to be a brand-new Samrat who had changed. I used to have One Night Stands to satisfy my hunger but I used to careful that Gunjan doesn't gets to know about it or she will never talk to me. I also tried to apologise to Mayank but he didn't forgave me about the Ridhima thing. But the good thing was that he started to talk to me…but we still we were not friends. But I knew that he will forgive me someday.

Shortly after, a girl Parul came in my life. I shifted my attention from Gunjan to Parul thinking that maybe my feelings for Gunjan vanish with time. But they didn't. They grew stronger with each passing second. Only I knew how I used to control myself. Whenever I used to see her, I felt like…just carrying her in my arms and run in the most farthest corner of this world. I used to fell disgusting by the fact that I was ogling my friend…carving for her body. It was not right to have sexual fantasies for a friend. But my body kept craving for her touch. Sometimes, my craving for her increased to such an extent that I felt like tearing her clothes then and claim her mine then and there. But there was something that was stopping me to do so- my heart. Whenever I used to see her with any other guy, I wished to rip that guy in to two parts. Whenever I used to see her, my hormones would turn on. But somehow my heart, kept control on my body.

Things got even worse when I sneaked into Gunjan's room to give her a surprise and saw her in a towel. She was standing in front of the mirror thinking what should she wear for the party. For a few moments, my body took over my heart. I was turned up so badly…I needed her at any damn f****** cost…I moved towards, fixing my gaze on the curves of her body…She was humming some song, my gaze fell on her pink lips…I so wanted to crush them with mines…show the rights I had upon her…throw her on the bed and claim her mine…The thought crossed my mind that she was wrapped in a mere towel…there was just a small piece of cloth between us…my hearts pounded a million times as I started to move towards her.

Just then, Nupur called me from downstairs and my trance broke. I felt so disgusting that moment. I could do that to her…She was a friend…and more than that, She is so innocent and gullible…I couldn't sleep with her and tell her to get out of my life the next morning like I did to those girls. I have manipulated many girls to get them in my bed….I had pretended to be in love with them so that I can satisfy my inner beast. Had I ever thought what would that girls have gone through when I told them to get out of my house after sleeping with her the very previous night…? Then why am I thinking so much when it comes to Gunjan..? Initially, I became Gunjan' s friend just to get her in my bed…to feel her soft body against mine and now why I am behaving like this. I remembered the bet I made to Benji that I would make Gunjan to sleep with me. I had never experienced this kind of emotional attachment with any girl…only I had physical relations with them.

Whenever I used to see, my brain used to ask why I care for Gunjan so much..? Why don't I stay with her a night and let her go out of my mind…? And shortly, after I got all my answers. I had a crush on her. Just a plain crush not that four-letter-word Love. Maybe I never had a crush on anyone that's why it is feeling so different and it would away soom. It was But I knew that she would never have any feelings for me. Never. For such a Casanova I am. So I chose to stay away from her. It was for her own benefit. I was not the right guy for her.

Days went by, as Parul, who had gone for a vacation came back. She thought that I loved her and we were in a relationship. She followed me everywhere and asked me for the reason I was behaving so strangely. She even tried to seduce me to get me interested in her back. I was fed up and I made it clear to her that neither I was in love with her nor I we were in any relationship. I told her straight forward that I just used to her calm my hormones and I love someone else. She already suspected that I had fallen for Gunjan and the moment I said that I love someone else, she stormed out. She took it as a insult and told Gunjan that I love him. In all this mess, I failed to notice that whenever I talked to Parul Gunjan would get sad. Whenever I would praise of any girl she would say, ' Whatever' in a disappointed voice and often get irritated.

Benji told me that Parul had told Gunjan some nonsense that you love Gunjan and you betrayed Parul because you loved gunjan…and blah blah. I was hell shocked listening this. How would Gunjan react hearing to this…? I decided to bunk the classes and go home. I went to the exit of the college but someone called me from the back. It was Gunjan. She came running towards, her breath uneven. It looked as If she had ran miles and miles.

* Flashback *

' What happened Gunjan…it's looks as If you have ran over the earth…?' I spoke trying to keep my voice even. She smiled. It was not one of her usual smiles but something different.

' Uhh…Gunjan I am getting late…I will talk to you later…' I said, and turned around to leave when she caught my hand and turned me around. I stared her in bewilderment. Her hazel eyes met mines and the time stood still. Somehow, I controlled myself and dragged myself out of that trance.

' What…?' I muttered while she just smiled even wider.

' Gunjan, would you do the extraordinary honour to say something…Look, I am getting late and—' before I could complete my sentence she silenced me by her lips. Initially, I was taken aback. But as soon as I felt her lips moving against mine vigorously, I gave in. I wrapped my one hand over her waist and the other was engaged in her silky hairs. She moaned in pleasure as I pulled her body closer to mine. Her hands travelled through my hairs. It was felt so right. She ought to be in my arms only. I caressed her waist with her top while her hands slid down to my chest. I bit her lower lip while she responded to each thrust with equal hunger. I slid my tongue in her mouth while her hold on my body tightened. My tongue mingled with hers and we both fought for the dominance. She poked her finger in my chest and tried to withdraw but I held her even tighter, my lips till crushing her soft ones. My hands went under her top, I shuddered slightly as I touched her milky white skin. I pulled out once I became breathless.

' I Love You Samrat…' She spoke as I nuzzled in her silky hairs.

' I Love You Too Gunjan..' Gunjan hugged me but this came as a shock to me. I didn't loved her…It was just a plain crush remember…? My brain ringed the warning bells but I chose to ignore them. Right now I was with Gunjan and I want to savour all the time I had with her.

' Kaminey, itni der kyu laga di…? Pehle nahin bol sakte they..?' She complained while I held grinned.

' Keep you teeth in your mouth or I will break them…' Gunjan warned But I grinned even wider. ' Yeh nahin sudhrega…' She mumbled under her breath. Once again my intense gaze fell on her soft lips. I felt urge to feel those lips again. I leaned over to kiss her again but she pushed me slightly.

' Do you even realise that we are in a public place…?' She said, rolling her eyes over my face. I sighed.

' Maybe, you should have realised that when you kissed me…I didn't knew that you were so desperate to touch my manly lips…' I teased, while she just rolled her eyes.

' Yeah whatever…As If I was dying to kiss you…' She spoke in least of interest.

' You were…You know what, I will tease you for this in your whole life…' I declared while she frowned. I chuckled. It was so fun to irritate her. And that frown it makes her look so cute.

' Gunjan Bhushan was desperate to kiss me… Gunjan Bhushan was desperate to kiss me…' I sang it like a song whereas Gunjan retorted back.

' No I was not.' She snapped back. I opened my mouth to retort back but she spoke before I could.

' Fine. Then I am going…' She turned to leave But I held her hand before she could leave me. She turned around and spoke.

' What..?' She spoke, her voice soaked with irritation.

' Don't' you dare to ever leave me…' I said, as I felt teas forming in my eyes. She opened her mouth to say but before that I pulled her into a rib-crashing hug. I made a mental note that I will never hurt her…I couldn't see her broken. That was the best day of my life. I didn't cared for the future from then. I didn't knew what will happen tomorrow But I knew that Something had changed inside me. But It took too long for me to discover that ' something'.

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As I said, that was the Best Day Of My Life. But little, I knew that the Worst Day Of My Life would exactly be two month after this. The day I did all that to her. I haven't realised my love for her by then. I was ready to name my feelings as Lust, Attraction, Infatuation or Obsession But I was not ready to accept that Samrat Shergill was in Love.

Gunjan and I decided that we will not break the news that we are in relationship till the Valentine's Day. I told her that she will not tell anyone and she asked me the reason. I told her that If anyone got to know about this then, this news will spread like fire and it will get to Mayank. And Mayank being Mayank, will tell you to stay away from me and there will be lot of complications. So, first I have to win back Mayank's trust…and then we can tell them about it. She agreed.

A couple of weeks passed as I tried to get along with Mayank and Nupur. And to my very consent, it had starting working. Mayank would often come to me for help If Nupur fought with him and I felt very happy to help mayank. The guilt that I was respomsible for someone's life lessened every time I helped Mayank. Things were going for me.

Until, HE came in our lives. Parul left the college as she thought that she had told Gunjan that I had feelings for her and Gunjan will break her friendship with me. But Gunjan didn't break our friendship. That mad girl again took this as her insult and left the college. Then came Mr. Neil. He replaced Parul and joined Excel. I came to know that Neil, Gunjan and Mayank were childhood friends. Initially, I was Okay with that guy Neil. But slowly things took a sharp turn as days went on. Neil was being extra-close to Gunjan. No one knew that I and Gunjan were in a relationship. Neil started to spend more that sufficient time with Gunjan. I started to feel insecure. Gunjan and Neil shared a high level of comfort with each other. He would often keep his dirty hands on her shoulder and that was bugging me inside and inside. And one day, when Neil had drank too much in a party, he confessed to me that He Loved Gunjan…not from now…but from their childhood. And one day, he will confess his love for her…. I felt like punching him right on his face But I controlled myself somehow. I got to know that Neil loved Gunjan but after a few days Gunjan also started behaving strangely. She would ignore me all the time as If I didn't existed. She would spend all the day with Neil. And If by chance, I got a little time to spend with Gunjan then Gunjan will keep praising about Neil. I didn't accepted it But I am feeling jealous.

Days went on and the intimacy between Gunjan and Neil increased. He would often keep his dirty hands on her waist. Now, it was unbearable for me. So I decided to make mine and Gunjan's relation official. But I was unknown to what was going to happen. Little did I knew that these were my last happy days with Gunjan. I had started suspecting that Gunjan was cheating on me with Neil. My heart would wince uncontrollably at this very thought. Gradually, my insecurity started increasing. The moment I saw Gunjan and that b****** together, I would feel as If someone had ripped me in to parts. But why It pained so much on seeing them together…? Why I wanted Gunjan to be on my side so badly…? And finally, I got all my answers. I was in Love. No matter, how much I tried to convince myself that what I feel for Gunjan was Lust, Attraction or a mere Crush. But the truth was that I have fallen in love again. And I was happy that I have fallen in love with Gunjan who was not like that Aaliya.

My heart winced in pain as I thought of Aaliya- the girl who pretended to be in love in me because she wanted my money just like Mom. It was because of Aaliya and Mom that I became a Casanova and lost all the respect I had for women. But Gunjan is different; she is not like Aaliya and Mom. So, I and Gunjan decided to make our relationship official. We declared about our relationship to the whole world and I didn't forgot to tell that I was damn serious about mine and Gunjan relationship and it was not one of my flings. I was really serious about me and Gunjan. Really damn serious. Everyone was happy except that Neil. Why would he be happy..? afterall he loves Gunjan. I chose to ignore Neil but Gunjan and Neil's friendship continued. I knew that Gunjan loved only me but that Neil he would never leave her alone.

I blindly trusted on Gunjan but that Neil; I had no trust on him. But from a few days, the trust I had on Gunjan was fading away. That was the biggest mistake of my life. The day all that happened.

*Flashback*

I was wandering around the college. I had a free period as Shukla didn't came today. I heard some voices from the sports room. I peeked in and saw Neil and Gunjan. Neil was applying medicine on Gunjan's foot. Maybe she got a injury there. I felt a flicker of anger of anger rising in me as he touched her legs.

' Neil, you are sweet...thanks for applying the medicine…You know what, I just Love you…' She said, smiling.

' Oh so you love me, So are you telling me that you are cheating Samrat with me..huh..?' Neil said, smirking. I felt a huge urge to beat Neil black and blue.

' Well, If you will offer me a affair then, maybe, I will accept me..' She said as her lips twitched a bit. Neil grinned as he leaned over her. Anger started building in me. I stormed out of the place in absolute fury. ( READERS NOTE – Neil and Gunjan were just joking. They weren't serious about what they said. But Samrat thought that Neil and Gunjan were serious and Gunjan is cheating him.)

So that was the plan. Samrat Shergill, you were such a fool that you couldn't see Gunjan's intentions. She is also after your money. I couldn't believe it..I couldn't believe that I was such a BIG fool. That b**** cheated you with Neil. I drove to the RG's – the only where I could calm my nerves down. I entered in the club and sat on the bar counter.

' One vodka please.' I ordered and Gunjan's words ringed in my mind. Oh God..!! I was such an idiot that I trusted on Gunjan blindly. All of them would have laughed on my foolishness behind my back. Gunjan and Neil…they both were together…I felt my throat dry as I gulped huge amount of Vodka. They made me a laughing stock for everyone…Samrat Shergill, who used to use girls for his pleasure…the person in front of whom no body dared to speak has become a laughing stock. My Ego was badly hurt. And at that very second my love for Gunjan died. Hatred took its place. I started to hate Gunjan and need to teach her a lesson NOW.

I was drunk but somehow I drove to Gunjan's house. There was noboby in the house as Dia had gone to her friend's house for a night stay over and uday was out of town. I walked towards Gunjan's room and pushed the door open. Gunjan was sitting on the bed and was listening song on TV. I walked towards her in anger. I loved her and what she did to me…made me a laughing stock for everyone…? I saw Gunjan's and Neil's photo kept on the table beside her bed. My anger increased beyond the possible bounds. She stared me in absolute shock.

' Samrat, what are you doing—' She said but before she could say any further, I planted a slap on her face. Her cheeks turned blood-red. She stared me for a long moment, paralysed by my act.

' Samrat—' She opened her mouth to speak but cut her I between.

' Don't you dare to speak my name…you B****….What did you thought that I would not get to know about you plan…huh…?' I spoke in anger. Blood started oozing from the corner of her lips. I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

' Samrat, will you tell me WHAT THE HELL I HAVE DONE…? And are you drunk..?' Gunjan snapped back in anger. I sighed in frustration. Anger came rushing back in my veins.

' Oh now…are you like asking me what you did..? ' I said, sarcasm dripping from my voice.

' Yes I am.' She retorted back.

' Oh so what should I tell you…? About your and Neil's relation..? Huh…? Gunjan, I thought that you were not like those ******* girls…but I was wrong…you are one of them...I couldn't think that you will ever cheat me with that b****** Neil… ' I spitted out my poison. Gunjan stared me in shock.

' Whattt…youu…you think I and Neil…we…how can you even think of that…I and Neil are only friends.' Gunjan said stammering. Her chocolate-brown eyes filled with tears. For a moment, I believed her innocent face….I just wanted to wrap my arms around and console her…But the very next moment, my ego came between. I had only hatred for her…just hatred.

' Just stop…just stop all you nonsense…!!' I screamed as my head pained miserably.

' Fine then, If you think that I and Neil are together then YES we are…!! You know why, because you are a loser…How did you thought that I would love a person like you…? A typical Casanova…who has a new girl in his bed everyday…Tum yahi sunna chate the naa…? Yes, I love Neil…so will you do the honour to get out my house…?" Gunjan spoke in anger, without even thinking once before speaking.

My anger increased to new heights. I didn't knew whether it was because of the huge amount of vodka I gulped or because of Gunjan's words. I made a mental note that I will teach her a good lesson. No One can escape after deceiving Samrat Shergill.

She turned around and started to walk towards the door But I held her hand before she could leave. I twisted her hands at the back and pinned her to the wall. She winced in pain as her head hit the wall. I tightened my hold on her.

' What the hell do you think that you will get rid of me so easily..? Till now, you have seen my friendship, my love…not my anger...' I said as I twisted her hands a little more. She winced in pain. I placed my other hand on her waist and inched her closer.

' HOW DARE YOU TOUCH ME…!!!??' She screamed and I responded with a smirk.

' Agar tumhe mere touch se itni problem ho rahi hain…toh aage main jo tumhaare saath karne waala hoon usse toh tum mar ho jaaogi…' I spoke as I smirked wider and wider. I caressed her back through her top.

' How—' Before she could speak further I crushed her petal-soft lips with my manly one. I could feel her going numb. I leaned over her putting all my weight on her tiny body. For a few moments, she stood numb like an idol. I vigorously rubbed my manly lips on her warm ones, urging her to respond. I felt her lips moving against mines. I was so perfect in seducing girls. I smirked inwardly. I bit her lower lip as she groaned in pleasure. I pushed my tongue in her mouth, savouring every moment. The beast inside me awakened as I felt my hormoned rushing in my body. I needed her badly. I needed her NOW.

My hands went under her top and caressed her smooth-milky-white skin. She started trembling as I threw my body on her delicate one. Somehow her hands escaped from my grip. I felt her hands on my chest and she pushed me off her body.

I wiped my lips shamelessly as she stared me in complete shock. I grinned. Just then, I felt a burning sensation on my cheeks. She slapped me. How dare she…? Nobody ever had talked to me in loud voice and she slpped me..!!?

I clutched her wrist and twisted her hands at her back. I jammed my chest with her back. I moved my finger seductively on her bare back as tried to shove off her. Her back arced.

' Samrat, what the hell are you doing…? Just leave me Damn it..!!' Gunjan screamed in pain.

' You know what, I am better than Neil in every way But you love Neil not me naa….? SO now you have pay for it..!! Neil can keep you love but first of all, you have to give me what I want…' I spoke, my voice soaked with hatred and lust.

I sidelined her hairs to one side and placed my lips on her bare shoulders. She trembled in fear and continued her struggle to get out of my hold. The Vicious Hunk's hold. I planted wet kisses on her shoulder and rubbed my lips to her neck.

' Gunjan you know what, I always fantasized about you…' I spoke, as I slided my palms to her bare arms.

' Samrat, leave me. You are not in your senses…you are drunk…just leave me damn it…' Gunjan pleaded.

I bit her neck and rubbed it vigorously. She winced in pain. I left her hands and freed her from my hold. She sighed in relief. I smirked. I carried her in my arms and threw her on the bed. I jumped over her while she used her hands in her defence. I parted her hands and pinned her to the bed. I drowned my head in the nape of her neck and bit her on the shoulder. Her skin tuned blue while she kept screaming. I dragged her top off her and bit her skin until it got red. Lust overcame me as I ignored her pleadings for mercy.

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* FlashBack Ends*

Tears started forming in my eyes. I wish I had listened to her pleads that night. I wish that…that night had never came in my life. If I could erase that night from my life. I was such a beast to her. How violently I snatched her dignity from her. I didn't wanted to that to her. I was drunk…I wasn't in my senses. She will never forgive me for that. After that incident, she left the college. For the initial two months, I remained normal. I tried to forget Gunjan.

Then I found Neeharika, who was supposed to be my next prey. I returned to my normal routine. Parties, One night stands, girlfriends etc etc. But after few weeks, I started to feel guilty for what I did. Neil too left the college as he got a schlorship. Mayank and Nupur too vanished in the thin air. The guilt increased day-by-day. I used to see Gunjan's face in everyone's face. I couldn't forget her teary eyes…her pleadings. I realised that I loved her…I loved her very much. But I also knew that she would never forgive me.

I started being lost in her thoughts…I starting talking less and more less. From a fun-loving Samrat, I became a reserved and quite Samrat. After a few more days, it became unbearable for me…I too left the college. I decided to find Gunjan. I also started to work in Dad's company. Everyone was shocked including Dad. I looked in every corner of everywhere and finally I found her. Now, I will not let her go no matter whatever happens. I will make things right and I will do anything to make them right.

Gunjan will have to forgive me.

I made a mental promise to myself. I sighed as I stared at the dark sky, waiting for the morning to arrive.

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Thanks for reading. Hope you like this update.

Ekta

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sam is so cheap

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nice update...will comment more later on...

OMG! that was a fantastic, awesome and mindblowing update, each and every scene was so intense...but how samrat can think so lustfully about gunjan...and what he did to her...i felt so bad for her...poor thing..hope every thing get well soon between them.

goshhh first of all very nice update hon finally truth revealed why gunjan is hell angry on him and now i can feel pain of gunjan he loved her always she too loved her but his ego his misunderstanding killed soul of gunjan on that night he killed her dignity and self respect he did wrong with her totally wrong so thats why now she is not ready to forgive him though she loves him, both loves each other but black past is responsible and making them apart gunjan is not wrong at all in this place but samrat is now changed he should not do this in past but as now he is guilty so lets see how will gunjan forgive him bcz she still loves him thanks for pm hon now can't wait for next part do update soon and yes u penned down pain ,hatred ,love and anger all this emotions superbly