Part 10
Next week morning both Sid and rids are off..Rids makes a trip 2 the temple where she see sid and rahul together in white kurta , rest of his family was present and Neeta.Rahul was sitting in sid's lap and was performing some rituals it was like some kind of hawan.Rids is watching them from a distance.Soon the hawan is over he takes his son around for blessing and then leaves him alone, he steps out of the mandir and sees rids standing around he walks towards her but then totally ignores her and walks past he then takes his phone out and pretends to be busy.Neeta is following him, she is holding on to Rahul.Rahul sees Rids and runs to her and quickly hugs her..Neeta soon catches up wid rids.yeh sid bhi na kabhi kabhi..rids wonders y neeta is always around sid ..is it that neeta is his fianc ?
Neeta : tum yaha kaise
( btw neeta is being introduced as a good friend by sid to his family so they don't mind having her around )
Rids: bus prayer karne ayi hu
Neeta: alright
Rids: yeh abhi yaha kya ho reha thaa
Neeta: voh rahul ke mum ki anivesary thii thoo uske liye hawan chal reha thaa
Rids :oo
Neeta: waise don't worry abb jald he celebration time hone wala hai as mere aur sid ki shadhi hone wali hai.mere papa soon ane wale hai London se humari bath karne
Rids is completely shocked to hear that. Although rids has compromised on the fact that sid has moved on in his life and has every right to marry anyone he wishes, but for some reason she is unhappy about it and feels quite low'
Meanwhile, Sid returns back and is absolutely furious to see Rahul holding on to Rids. He comes fuming and snatches Rahul's hand
Sid: tum rahul se dor he rehogi thoo acha hoga
Rids and neeta are amused by sid's behaviour, Rids is aware that its perhaps because of the past'
Sid: (as he walks away without looking back ) Neeta agar tumhai ana hai thoo tum aa sakthi hoo
Neeta to sid: ha aa rehi hu
Rahul is looking back at rids and she is staring at the dad and son
Neeta to rids: yeh sid bhi na ajeeb hai, acha thoo badh mai milte hei btw mai bhi tumhari hospital join kar rehi hu but as a volunteer
Sid: neeta mai jar aha hu
Neeta: oii wait dr Modi
Sid gets into the car and drives back, on the way neet a decided to confront him
Neeta: sid
Sid: ha ?
Neeta: tum rahul aur rids ko dekh kar itna bhadak kyon gaye, voh tumhari just college hai, tum esse behave kar rehe the jaise ki voh tumhe aur rahul ko alag kar degi
Sid suddenly stops the car on hearing that..Sid then goes into deep thoughts
Neeta : kya hua sid tum ne ghadi kyon rok di ?
Sid looks at rahul
Sid: bus esse he kuch yaad aa gaya
Neeta: tum bhi na ajeeb ho sid
Sid( in his mind): tum nahi janti ki use aurat ne muje kitne dard diya hai, abe voh agar mere bte ko bhi mujse cheen lagi thoo mai she nahi pavunga..
It's the 3rd week for sid..Sid is in his cabin ' yeh mera theesra week hai 2 week aur fir main chala javunga ..( disspaointingly)..jab kahi shimla aya hu, thab kabhi iss jageh ne muje bahut sare ache suprises diye hai..lekin iss bar bahut he bura surprise diya hai ridhima ..yaha par he maine apni nayi shuruwat kit thi, aur aj iss jagah se bhi nafrat hone lagi hai..india mie sari cities se dartha thaa patha nahi kab apne atheeth se mlunga isiliye iss khoobsurat jagah par apna ghar banaya lekin nahi yeh thoo badalna he tha'..

Few days later one morning, Sid was alone in the house as rahul was at his grandparent's he was getting ready for the hospital.He was in in the bathroom and had just come of shower and was heading for a shave, he puts shaving foam on his face and starts cleaning it with the blade, however when he about to finish he accidentally cuts his cheecks
Sid: och! This hurts ( although sid is a doctor he is dead scared of any shaving cuts on his face as it stings a lot)..arghhh !! (..he takes cotton and dips in antiseptic,closes his eyes and brings it closer to his face but as he is inches away he puts the cotton down as he just cannot bare with the pain that comes along.) aree yarr essa karne se dard hota hai.he stands in front of the mirror gazing at his wound,he is clothed in a towel that goes around his waist..
Suddenly his door bell rings
Sid: it will be milk man, hmm shall I puts clothes on ( he debates)
Nah!! Its only him who cares..
Sid goes to the door and opens it.He is surprised to see Rids there

Rids is surprised to find sid in just a towel, his hair was wet and water was slightly driping off ,she gazes at his bare chest and muscline features which were quite defined, this guy works out a lot .she is absorbed looking at him, when she sees the wound on his face and is about to ask him but sid speaks
Sid:ridhima tum I mean Dr ridhima ape ithni ithini subah
Rid (distracting herself from his attractive body) ha voh atually muje ek case file chaiye thi jo apke pass hai, aj hospital early ja rehi ho as I need to finish it.
SiD:OO..tumhe mera address kaha se mila
Rids: I checked on hospital contacts, vahi se
Sid: alright..come on
Sid suddenly gets aware of the fact that he is only clothed in a towel,
Sid: oh Noo 1I am sorry
Rids: huh? Sorry 4 what ( confused )
Sid: nothing just come in
Rids walks in and sid leads her to the living room
Sid: have a seat and I will be back in a second
Rids: Sid( she realises what she has done)
Sid gazes back in a soft gesture
Rids: umm who tumhare muh pe chote lagi hai
Sid: ha shave kar reha tha thoo lag gayi
Rids: hmm apna dyan rakha karo
Sid in his mind ' tumhe konsa farak padtha hai'
Rids: umm mai dressing kar doo ?( risers her brows)
Sid: don't worry choti si chote hai, I wil do it
As soon as the hefinished the door bell rings again,
Sid: lemme se who it it
Rids: sure
He walks off in his towel towards the door,he stands in a improper way such that only Half of his body is facing the door .. he reaches the door and opens it
Neeta : supriseee!!!!!
Sid: tum
Neeta: hai mai
Sid: ithini subah yaha kya kar rehi ho ?
Neeta: tumse milne ayi huu, socha ki kyon na mai tumhe apne hato se breakfast khilao vaise bhi shadhi ke badh yeh thoo muje he karna padega
Rids is listening to the conversation, She is shocked to hear that Sid is getting married to neeta, it felt like a sword has pierced through her heart, she had tears rolling down her cheecks but dispersed it quickly so that no one would see it.

Neeta: acha tum yehi khade khade bath karoge ya muje andhar an eke liye kehoge
Sying this she walks in and sees rids sitting there
N: morning rids
Tum yaha kaise
R: kuch nahi ek file leni thii
Meanwhile sid walks from the door to the ladies..
S:Sorry ladies please excuse me I need to go and change
Neeta : hmmm sure ( in a flirty tone )
Rids who is watching this cannot bare it anymore
Sid turns and she neeta sees the wound on his face
Neeta: omg! Tumhare muh pe yeh cotee kaisi
Sid: voh! Shave karthe huve lag gayi, mai dressing karne he jar reha tha
Neeta: tum aur dressing and that too 4 a wound on ur face,tum bahut bade doc honge bt I know such small wounds scare u 2 death..come I will dress it for u
Sid: noo dw its fine I will help myself
Neeta walks to sid grabs his hand and drags him to his bedroom
Sid: err neeeta I am fine
But she hangs to him and manages to pull him away
Ridhima who is watching this, I no more have any rights over him that's why he refused and obviously when his fianc offered he suddenly accepted.He still hates me nd that is pretty clear from what happened in the mandir the other day..Rids looks around to distract herself.she gets up and walks to the pictures that were on display, it mostly pictures of sid and rahul right from when he was a baby 'there was no picts of his late wife, I wonder y she thought '..She walked to a pict of sid and rahul, it was from when rahul was 1yr old she picks the frame in her hands and runs her fingures over sid's face and then on rahul's she has a smile as she admire the cute dad and his adorable son.She walks along and further finds a picture of Abhi and nicki.
R: I wonder how they are kabhi mauqa he nahi mila moreover we lost touch soon after abhi nicki left for America.She looks around the house, it was pretty big and very calm, with light interiors, everything was so well organised and kept clean.
Rids: its nothing like how the old sid would have kept his house
Rids walks back to the coutch and sits down, when she hears the conversation form the bedroom
Sid: neeta pls don't it will sting
Ne: sid u need 2 otherwise how will u clean the wound
Rids smiles on how childish sid is although he is a big doc he is still scared of those wounds.Rids mind suddenly thinks about the proximity of closeness between sid and neeta in the bedroom especially considering he was only his towel.Rids starts to feel jelous again as she further hears more conversations from the bedroom. At the end she altogether feels fustrated and leaves.By the sid is ready and comes out he doesn't find rids, he wonders why and then calls neeta and leaves.In the hospital they again hardly see less of each other, rids often lifts her eyes in the ward but is always disappointed not to find him.
The few days passes on Neeta has joined the hospital for volunteering and she is doing well, sid and rids have any duites with each other so they see less of each other.One Wednesday afternoon Rids, neeta and tam are together in cafeteria and are having lunch. Tam comes up with the marriage topic and enquires to neeta of how she feel for sid
Tam: tho tum bathao tumhari kahani kaha suru huyi
Neeta : hum dono London mai same hospital mai kam karte thee, bus ek common friend ne introduce karvaya, sid thaa bahut boring
(Meanwhile rids has a flash back of their first meeting) ..saduuu kam ke sivay kuch nahi atha tha'lekin ek din essa hua ki maine uss sache sid ko dekha, patha chala ki yeh sid bhi kabhi kush huva kartha tha lekin uski kushiya cheen lee kismath ne'Sid ka jo best friend hai sanjeev usne muje sab kuch bataya sid ke bare mie aur tab se mera pyar uske liye aur bhi serious ho gaya..
Tam: kya use kabhi tum se kabhi I LOVE U KAHA
Rids remember the time when he said I love u 2 her for the first time and kissed her head
Neeta: abe thak thoo nahi, lekin muje patha hai sid also likes me aur voh ek din yeh kahega bhi..usne apne past main bahut zakam jele hai'I never knew the sid until I got to know about his past, he looks like a hard nut from outside but he is very kind hearted.his past experiences had made him forget what love is today he only has one love which is his work.( rids realises what she is talking about' shayad uske zindgi ka sabse bada zakham maine he diya tha usse ', she feels sad for him)He is been into the best universities around the over the years and into very hostile working conditions inclusding ware zones,all this just to forget his past and pains from there.aur iss chakar mai pyar karna bhi bhool gaya and I am pretty sure he will learn to love again and I will help through that.
Rids is disappointed about the fact its not her teaching him love again its someone else
Neeta : vaise I know tam tum bhi uske past k a hissa reh chui ho..
Tam: uske esse past ka hissa jo voh bahut pahale bhool chukka hai
Neeta : patha hai
Tam: voh purana bacho vala sid nahi, he is a matured man jiski zindagi bahut organised hai
Neeta: lol I have eard about the old sid from sanjeev, from what I have heard he was more lively but I guess in these years he has forgotten to live and I need to teach him again'
Rids has a mixture of thoughts going on in her mind she feels extremely sorry for him as he got divorced and then after his re-marriage has to face the lose of his wife..
Tam: kya tumhe rahul se koyi problem nahi hai
Neeta: rahul thoo sid ki jane hai, vaise bhi mai ne rahul se dosti kar lee hai, voh baut he sweet hai'aur jab hum pyaar mai padthe hai thoo hum apne pyar se jude huve sab ko apna lethe hai
Rids remember how she had accepeted their relationship. 
Suddenly sid walks in he sees rids, they looks at each other and sid looks away. He walks to tam

Tam: hum tumhari he bath kar rehe thee
Sid: kun maine kya kiya ?
Tam: kuch nahi bus neeta ka dil churaya
Meanwhile neeta sends a flying kiss to sid infornt of tam,rids.Tam laughs at her immaturity while rids is quite uncomfy
Tam: lets go rids ..in love birds ko romance kar ne doo
Sid: par rukho tam
Tam : kya hai
Sid: who
Neeta: sid tum muje shyam ko shopping le javoge
Sid: oii miss mere passs time nahi hai aur vaise bhi I have better things to do
Tam: lejavo na sid, tumhe yeh sab patha hona chaiye
Neeta :Sid pls
Sid: tum insist kar rehi ho thoo lejatha hu
Rids is quite jelous again, she has a disappointed expression on her face and sid sees that, their eyes meet but sid looks away.
Tam: chalo rids hum chalthe hai aur inhe romance karne dete hai
Sid gives cold look to rids and ST say good bye..
Sid sits down and starts a conversation with neeta
Sid: fancy a walk ?
Neeta: tumhare liye kuch bhi
Sid: lets goo
They are outside in a park few ins away from the hospital
Neeta :muje nahi patha tha kit um ithne romantic bhi hoo
Sid: looks away in disappointment
And then starts
Neeta main tumhe bahut bar keh chukka hu ki mai tumse pya nahi kartha aur na he humare beech kuch hai
N: tum keh chuke mai sun bhi chuki , that's nothing new
S: tum samajthi kyo nahi hoo
Meanwhile rids is watching them from a window in the staff room she is not at all happy to see them together
S: listen neeta, I don't think ki mai kabhi kisi se pyar kar pavunga
N: sid mai tumhare past ke bare mai janti hu ,, tumne apni biwi se divorce liya kyonki u guies were not compactible( now guies sid like a gentle man did not wanted to reveal the real reason behind his divorce because that would then be a disgrace so he takes on the blame and lies to everyone that him and his wife divorced because of not being compactible) ..ek bar ghalti karne ka matlab yeh tho nahi hai kit tum fir se vahi ghalti karoge..
S: mai aur chances lena nahi chahta, aur vaise bhi meri ab umar nahi rehi chances lene ki..I have reahul he is enough to live an entire life time
N: leking sid zindagi ka name he chances hai
Sid: mai chances bahut le chukka hu, tum nahi janti ki muj par kya bethi hai,
N: muje nahi patha mai sirf ithna janthi hu ki mai tumse pyar karthi huu
Sid: tum mujse pyar nahi karthi hoo..whatever u feel for me is some kind of obsession
N: don't insult mi love toward u by calling it obsession
Sid: I am not insulting anything, its life y don't u understand, u r smart good looking and moreover an NRI, u will get the best guies
N: but u are the best 4 me
S: noo neeta tum nahi samaj rehi, mai ek bar esse relationship mai reh chukka hu where there was no love and went thorugh the concequences to abe aur risk lenna nahi chatha
Neeta understands the pain in his voice
Sid continues : patha hai hum sab zindagi mai ek galthi karthe hai we all love someone and assume ki one day they will love us but that sometimes happens not always, we should love the person that loves us not the person we love..
Mai ek ghalti kar chukka hu aur aj bhi uski zadha jee reha hu'I know I will never fall in love again so then y spoil ur life 2..I don't want u to go through the same that I under went, life is harsh and u are an amaizing person and deserve the best
Neeta senses sids pain and hugs him to console him'(neeta now understands him and decides to step doen from her decision for his joy )..rids sees this and is steamgily jelous ..she decided to page sid and call him up fackeing something so does she..sid sees the page and walks into the hospital with neeta on the way

S: patha hai there is someone who loves uand I am sure he will love u too
N: really? Who is that
S: now that's a surprise .come into my cabin and I will show u
Sid and neeta walk into his cabin sid opens the door and they find matt there
N: matt tum yaha kaise
S: now this is ur surprise he is the guy I was talking about
N: I never knew he was in love with me
S: he expressed himself several times but u were too obsessed with me so couldn't see his love, childhood frnds hone ka matlab yeh nahi hai ki u will understand every feelings'tum agar 24hrs sath rehoge thoo bhi ek doosre ki feelings nahi samaj pavoge esse log bhi hote hai ( sid is talking about him and rids and he has a slight pain in his voice)
Neeta and matt hug each other and confess their love
Sid who is witnessing this is glad and says in his mind 'atleast ek zindagi barbad hone se bacha paya '
Sid to them : thoo fir u guies can keep each others company as I need to resume my duty..cya guies later
saying this he walks away ...
next update will be soon
Edited by merdersidma1 - 14 years ago
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