SR FF ~Tum Mile~(PART 26 p144) - Page 58

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PART 16

Sid: I love you…(ridz stops in her tracks n looks back at sid shocked)

Ridz: Sss…Sid yeh tum kya bol rahe ho…?

Sid: sach…tumhi ne abhi kaha uss ladki se apni dil ki baat bolne ke liye…

Ridz: sid agar yeh phirse tumhari koi stupid joke hai then its really not funny!

Sid: joke??...riddhima main tumhe itni important baat bata raha hoon aur tumhe yeh mazak lag raha hai…riddhima main tumse aisi mazak tho bilkul nahin kar sakta

Ridz: sid yeh tum kya keh rahe ho tum hosh mein tho ho?...tum…tum mujhse kaise pyaar kar sakte ho?

Sid: kyun nahin kar sakta riddhima?...main janta hoon tumhara ek past tha hum sab ka hota hai…par iska matlab yeh nahin ki hum zindagi mein aage naa bade…restaurant mein tumne mujhse poocha ki voh ladki kaun hai jisne mujhe badal diya hai…tum riddhima…jab se tum meri zindagi mein aayi ho sab kuch badal gaaya hai…main badal gaaya hoon…riddhima main…main apni poori zindagi tumhara khial rakhna chahta hoon…dunya ki har khushi dena chahta hoon taaki tumhare saath jo kuch bhi hua hai tumhara saara ghum…sab kuch bhool jao

Ridz: sid plzz stop it…plzz iss se ziada kuch mat kaho...sid tum kaise mujhse pyaar kar sakte ho?...tum tho sab kuch jante ho naa mere bare mein (and she couldn't control her tears)…main tumse pyaar nahin kar sakti sid main kisi se bhi dobara pyaar nahin kar sakti…tho phir tum kaise….? Kaise kar sakte ho pyaar mujhse?

Sid: tumhe kya lagta hai riddhima…ki main tumse pyaar karna chahta tha?...nahin riddhima……riddhima hum insaan ko chun kar uss se pyaar nahin kar sakte…agar koi chunta hai tho voh hai humara dil…aur jab ladai dil aur dimaag ke beech hoti hai tho jeet humesha dil ki hi hoti hai…maine bohut koshish ki tumse door jaane ki apni yeh feelings ko meethane ki…par jitna main tumse door jaane ki koshish karta tha tum uthna hi mere dil ki kareeb aati gaayi…haan main tumhare bare mein sab kuch janta hoon riddhima aur main nahin janta ki mere dil ne tumhe kyun chuna hai…main bas itna janta hoon ki main tumse bohut pyaar karta hoon riddhima…

Ridz gets angry now: BAS SID! Bas!...aur kuch bhi mat bolna…ab meri baat sun lo…(she looks at him with her furious teary eyes) Bhool jao!...bhool jao apne yeh feelings ko apne iss pyaar ko!...kyunki iske badle tumhe kuch bhi nahin milne vaala…sid naa hi main tumse pyaar kar sakti hoon aur naa hi kisi aur se…infact mujhe pyaar hi nahin karna phir kabhi…main jaisi hoon vaise hi theek aur khush hoon mujhe kisi ke bhi zaroorat nahin hai…jis tarah main aaj tak jee kar aayi hoon vaise hi aage jee loungi…and plzz dobara mujhse yeh baat mat karna (sayin this she runs from there leavin a hurt sid…)

Sid: bhool jaoun?...kitni asaani se tumne keh diya ki bhool jao apni pyaar ko…par shayad tum yeh nahin janti ki mera yeh pyaar kitna gehra hai riddhima aur iss bhoolna namumkin hai…main janta hoon tum mujhse pyaar nahin karti aur main yeh bhi janta tha ki tumhe meri baat buri lagegi…par tumhe yeh sab batana zaroori tha tumhare liye yeh jaan na zaroori tha ki mere dil mein tumhare liye kya hai…

Riddhima rushes to her room n locks herself before collapsin on the floor and badly cries…

Ridz: im sorry sid…im really sorry…main tumhe hurt karna nahin chahti…sid tumhare dil ne galat ladki ko chuna hai pyaar karne ke liye…bohut galti ki hai tumne mujhse pyaar kar ke…tumne aise insaan se pyaar kiya hai jo ek zinda lash hai…jiska ek dil hai par kuch mehsoos nahin karta…sid tum bohut ache ho aur tumhe dunya ki har khushi milni chahiye par……par voh khushi main nahin de sakti tumhe…im really sorry sid…

***

The next day at hospital Sid was waitin for riddhima to come. But today her duty was startin only at the afternoon so he tried to occupy his mind the whole morning with his patients which worked coz when he checked the time riddhima's duty had normaly started. He first checked in her cabin but she wasn't there so asked a nurse in the corridors who said that she was goin to the locker room so he rushed there n find her. Ridz saw him and was not feelin very comfortable

Sid: riddhima kya main tumse do mins baat kar sakta hoon plzz

Ridz: aaj nahin sid mujhe bohut kam hai…vaise bhi main late ho rahi hoon

Sid: riddhima plzz main ziada time nahi lounga…

Ridz: im sorry par mujhe bohut kam hai abhi

She just leaves from there without givin him a chance. Later on when sid saw her at the corridors he decide to try and talk to her again

Sid: riddhima dekho plzz do mins mujhse baat karo

Ridz: sid abhi mujhe bohut important kam hai plzz mujhe taang mat karo

Sid: par riddhima yeh bhi tho important hai (ridz gets annoyed and was almost shoutin at him)

Ridz: Sid maine kaha naa mujhe kam hai!...ek baat tumhe baar baar bolna padta hai kya? Mere pass tumhare faltu baaton ke liye time nahin hai tho mujhe taang mat karo!

Sid looks around n saw that people were watchin them so feelin hurt he leaves from there without sayin anything and ridz closes her eyes in guilt n goes back to her work.

After this, sid did not tried to talk to ridz again…at the end of the day almost all the inters were in locker room getting ready to go back home…only sue JPJ had already left. Atul n ridz also enter the locker room and when ridz look at sid he gave her an upset look n looks back at his locker…

AJ: soo bacha party…ghar jaane ka irada hai ya kahin ghoomne jaa rahe ho?

Naina: guys main soch rahi thi kyun naa hum saath mein kahin jaaye?

Aj: very good idea naina…vaise bhi aaj kal kam karne ke elawa kuch aur kar bhi nahin rahe hain…kyun ridzi? Chalein?

Ridz: heu...atul ghar pe papa mera wait kar rahe honge

Aj : arre shshank sir ko pata hai tum humare saath ho…

Naina : haan didi chaliye naa…vaise bhi bohut time hua hai ki hum sab saath mein mil kar kahin gaaye nahin hai…plzzz didi (ridz smiles)

Ridz: theek hai…(everyone was ready to go except for sid)

Aj: arre Sid…tum apne locker pe yun hi chipak ke rahoge ya tayaar ho?

Sid: AJ main nahin aa raha mera mood nahin hai aaj…

Yuvi: c'mon sid ek baar chal tho sahi mood apne aap aa jaayega

Sid: nahin dude aaj nahin…aur vaise bhi mujhe lagta hai mere naa aane se kisi ko kafi khushi hogi…(then he looks at ridz who looks at him shocked)

Aj: kya? Tum kiske bare mein baat kar rahe ho? (sid looks back at Aj)

Sid: koi nahin…(then without even sayin bye he leaves from there)

***

Few days passed but sid n ridz were not talkin to each other…sid was not tryin anymore to talk to her infact he was avoidin her as much as possible. Dr kirti gave to everyone their duties and yuvi and sid have a new case to handle…

Dr kirti: dr yuvraj and dr siddhant…aap dono yeh naaya case handle karenge…iss ladki ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai uska naam Priya hai…

Yuvi takes the file and all of them went for their respective duties. Riddhima was lookin at sid who was ignorin her very badly.

Ridz: I think mujhe sid se baat kar leni hi chahiye…kab tak iss tarah avoid kar paayenge hum ek doosre ko?...kya humare beech problem itni badi hai jo hum dost bhi nahin reh sakte…

***

Sid and yuvi went to meet their new patient and talk about her suicide attempt. The girl was lookin quite weak coz sha had lost lot of blood after cuttin her veins.

Sid: hi priya…im dr siddhant aur yeh hai dr yuvi…jab tak tum yahan hogi tum humari responsibility ho

Yuvi: priya…sab se pehle hume yeh jaan na hoga ki tumne suicide karne ki kyun koshish ki hai…

Priya: meri…meri maa kahan hai?

Sid: don't worry voh bahar hai…aur tum daro mat agar tum chahti nahin ki unhe kuch pata chale iske bare mein hum kuch nahin bataayenge

Yuvi: sid is right…jo baatein humare beech hoti hai voh private hai…priya tumne suicide karne ki kyun koshish ki?...kya kisine tumse kuch kaha hai ya phir kya yeh suicide tha ya kisine….??

Priya: nahin…aisa kuch bhi nahin hai…mere maa aur papa mujhse bohut pyaar karte hain…aur mera bhai…voh dunya ke sab se best bhaya hain……maine khud apni jaan lene ki koshish ki…

Yuvi: lekin kyun? (just then riddhima was about to enter but stopped seein them with their patient)

Priya: main…main aur rohit ek doosre se bohut pyaar karte hain…ghar mein bhi sab ko voh pasand tha aur humari shaadi ki baat ho rahi thi lekin…lekin kuch din pehle rohit ka ek letter aaya jismein usne kaha ki…humare beech sab kuch khatam hua hai…mujhe usse bhoolna hoga aur zindagi mein aage badna hoga…(n she starts cryin n after findin the reason behind her attempt sid gets very annoyed) maine usse bohut dhoondne ki koshish ki par voh kahin nahin mila…rohit mujhse bohut pyaar karta hai voh mujhe aise chor ke nahin jaa sakta…tho…

Sid angry: tho tumne apni jaan leni ki koshish ki! (he looks at her with anger) tum jaise ladkyon se aur expect hi kya kar sakte hain…

Yuvi: sid yeh tu kya bol raha hai?

Sid: sach bol raha hoon dude!...just because ek ladka isse chor ke chala gaaya tho yeh apni jaan dene gaayi (lookin at priya) tumne khud abhi kaha ki tumhare mom dad aur tumhara bhai tumse bohut pyaar karte hain…tho kya unka pyaar kuch maayne nahin rakhta?...tumhe agar kuch ho jaata tho unka kya hota yeh socha tumne?...actually tum yeh sab kyun sochogi…tumhe tho sirf rohit ki padi hai…ek aisa ladka jisse tumhari koi parva hi nahin hai (ridz knew why sid was behavin like this so did not dare to interfere)

Yuvi: sid tum yeh kya bol rahe ho…yeh bechari already itna kuch seh chuki hai aur upar se tum kya bol rahe ho iss se…

Sid: sach hi tho bol raha hoon yuvi…isse ehsaas tak nahin hoga ki iske ek galti ke waje se kitne saare logon par asaar padta…(again lookin at priya) tumhare mom dad…agar tumhe kuch ho jaata tho kya voh yeh she paate!...nahin naa…maar jaate dono…aur tumhara bhai…kya voh apni choti behen ki lash dekh paata…sirf tumhari family nahin tumhare saare dost bhi tooth jaate…tum ek ladke ke liye itne saare logon dukh kaise poncha sakti ho?...tum ladkyon ki yahin problem hai…galti koi aur karta hai par saza tum khud ko aur apnon ko deti ho…dil tooth gaaya iska yeh matlab nahin ki zindagi rukh gaayi hai...u know what…just forget it…yuvi mujhe yeh case handle karni nahin hai main jaa raha hoon (he gave yuvi the file n turns to leave when he saw ridz n stops) ek aur baat (he keeps lookin at ridz) agar tumhare zindagi mein koi doosra ladka aata hai jo tumse bohut pyaar karta ho…tho uske liye apne dil ka raasta band mat karna kyunki saare ladke ek jaise nahin hote…(sayin this he leaves from there…ridz quikly wipes an escaped tear on her cheek n when she wanted to leave from there she finds atul)

Aj: kya hua ridzi?...aur yeh sid itna gusse mein kyun tha?

Ridz: kuch nahin…

Aj: tum dono ke beech jagda hua kya? (ridz didn't answer) theek hai jab baat karne ko maan karega naa tab batana ok?

Ridz: thanks…(n she leaves)

Aj: yeh sid itna gusse mein kyun tha? aur voh bhi ridzi pe….

***

Sid was in locker room thinkin about this suicide case. He couldn't stop relatin riddhima to priya n felt guilty for his behaviour. But he knew whatever he said to her was true and she needed to know what could have been the consequences of her actions…he was lost in his toughts when his phone rang and without lookin at the number he answered.

Sid: hello?

Tam: hi BF!

Sid: hi…kaisi ho tamana?

Tam: im perfect BF…par tum upset kyun lag rahe ho?...phirse didi se fight hui hai?

Sid: heuu…nahin tamana…main bilkul theek hoon bas (with a husky voice) apni GF ko bohut miss kar raha hoon

Tam: jooth mat bolo!...aur vaise bhi maine bohut important baat poochne ke liye phone kiya hai…tumne didi se apne feelings ke bare mein bataya naa? Usne kya kaha? (sid didn't knew what to say…all he knew was that he cant tell her the truth coz it may affect her health)

Sid: heuu…tamana voh…maine riddhima se baat ki aur……usne toda time maanga hai sochne ke liye…(tam gets happy hearin this)

Tam: BF don't worry im sure voh bhi tumse bohut pyaar karti hai…uffo theek hai!... BF gaurav bhaya tumse ek important baat karna chahte hain main jaa rahi hoon medecines khane…love u

Sid: love u too

Gaurav: hi sid

Sid: hi

Gaurav: well first of all congrats man…tumne riddhima se apni dil baat keh di aur usne naa nahin kaha…time maanga hai but "no" tho nahin hai naa…

Sid: nahin gaurav…aisi koi baat nahin hai…riddhima ne mujhse koi time nahin maanga hai…

Gaurav confused: matlab? Tumne riddhima se baat nahin ki?

Sid: kiya…par voh bura maan gaayi…aur main tamana se yeh keh kar uski tabyat bigharna nahin chahta tha…

Gaurav: listen man im sorry…par tu dil chota mat kar…riddhima ne maanga nahin par tum phir bhi usse toda time de sochne ke liye…

Sid: yeah….anyways tum kuch bolna chahte the ?

Gaurav: haan…voh kal tamana ka treatment shuru hone vaala hai tho voh tumse phone par baat nahin kar paayegi so don't worry

Sid: theek hai tum bol rahe ho tho nahin karunga…par plzz uska khial rakhna

Gaurav: I promise…

Sid disconects the phone n was feelin a lil better…he started to really appreciate gaurav first bcoz tamana was fine with him but also coz everytime he talked to him he exactly knew what to say to give sid hope. After that sid needed a fresh air to think about what gaurav said about givinn ridz some time…so he headed to the terrace. When he stepped there he just stopped at the enterance his hands on his hips n closed his eyes…slowly a calm sid was takin over the angry one but a noise disturbed him a noise of sob…he opens his eyes looks around but no one was there…so he walks in the direction from where the sobs were comin n saw that someone was sittin on the bench n cryin…he goes closer to the person n was surprise to see ridz who was taken aback…unfortunatly seein ridz tears brought back sid's anger…ridz stand up wiping them. Sid gave her a furious look n turns to leave.

Ridz: sid (he stops) mujhe tumse baat karni hai (he was still turnin his back)

Sid: ab baat karne ke liye kuch raha hi nahin riddhima…

Ridz: sid plzz…mujhe tumse sirf do mins baat karni hai (sid looks at her n gave her a sarcastic smile)

Sid: mujhe bhi tumse sirf do mins hi baat karni thi riddhima…lekin tum do secs ke liye bhi meri baat sun na nahin chahti thi…uss raat jo maine tumse kaha tumhe uske bare mein baat nahin karni thi main samajh sakta hoon…par main tho bas itna kehna chahta tha ki tum voh sab bhool jao infact uss raat ko hi bhool jao…kyunki main nahin chahta tha ki mere feelings ke waje se hum dono ki dosti khatam ho jaaye

Ridz: sid main bhi tho yahin chahti hoon…main bhi chahti hoon ki hum pehle ki tarah dost rahe…

Sid: nahin riddhima…ab kuch bhi pehle ki tarah nahin hai aur naa hi kabhi ho sakta hai

Ridz: why sid? Tum aisa kyun bol rahe ho?

Sid: kyunki main tumse pyaar karta hoon! Riddhima tum yeh baat samajhti kyun nahin ho!...kuch bhi pehle ki tarah nahin ho sakta…naa tum..naa main..aur naa hi humari dosti…(ridz tears again betrayed her n roll down her cheeks) riddhima kya tum janti ho tumhare pass ho kar mujhe kitna dard hota hai? Tum mere saath ho mere kareeb ho par…par phir bhi humare beech dooryan hai…aur yeh dooryan mujhe kitna takleef deti hai tumhe uska andaaza hi nahin hai (ridz close her eyes in guilt)…issi liye hum dono ke liye better yahin hai ki hum koi rishta hi naa rakhe (ridz looks at him in disbelieve) aur vaise bhi riddhima…tumne khud kaha ki jis tarah tum aaj tak jeeti aayi ho vaise aage bhi jeeyogi…tumhe meri koi zaroorat nahin hai…

Ridz: sid plzz…

Sid: nahin riddhima…mujhse ab yeh natak aur nahin hoga…tumhe iss tarah roote hue dekh kar iss tarah dukhi dekh kar main apne aankhein band nahin kar sakta…tumhe aisa dekh kar dard tho mujhe hota hai naa…aur main yeh nahin seh sakta…tum tho bohut khush ho naa apni zindagi mein…yahan bhi tum bohut khush lag rahi thi armaan ke bare mein soch kar (ridz gets angry hearin armaan's name)

Ridz: bas karo Sid! Armaan ke bare mein kuch bhi mat bol (sid's anger grew by seein hw ridz was defendin armaan n starts shoutin also)

Sid: Tum bas karo riddhima! Yeh theek hone ka natak aur yeh joothi baatein! Kiss se jooth bolna chahti ho tum?...mujhse…ya apni family se…riddhima tum itna selfish kaise ho sakti ho?...tumhe dr shashank ka dukh nazaar nahin aa raha hai?...apni family ko chor kar tum ek aise insaan ke bare mein sochti rehti ho jisne tumhe sirf dukh aur aansoon di hai…aise insaan se pyaar karti ho jisne ek medical conclusion pe aa kar tumhe chorne se pehle ek baar chota tak nahin…aise insaan ke liye tum apni life barbaad kyun kar rahi ho…kyun uske liye tum apne family ko dukh pooncha rahi ho…har koi ek jaisa nahin hota riddhima…har koi dhoka nahin deta…kuch log hai jo tumse bohut pyaar karte hain…tumhare mom dad…dost…main…(he suddenly losthis anger n gets a lil closer to her) jo tumhare khushi ke liye apni jaan bhi de sakta hoon…(he takes a step closer) tumhare chehre pe ek hassi laane ke liye kisi bhi had tak jaa sakta hoon…(ridz was frozen at her place n sid was comin closer) tumhari haan sun ne ke liye apni poori life intezaar kar sakta hoon…aur main tumhari haan ka intezaar karunga riddhima (n he puts the lock of her hair behind her ear) aur mujhe poora wishwaas hai…ki ek din tum khud mere pass aaogi aur mujhe apnaogi…

Sayin this he slowly takes few steps backward still lookin at riddhima and finaly turns his back n leaves.

***

Sid was checkin priya's tension without sayin a word or even lookin at her while priya was tryin to figure out the reason behind his anger…

Sid: ek do gante baad dr yuvi check up ke liye aa jaayega…(he was about to leave when she stops him)

Priya: dr siddhant…thanks…thanks mujhe samjhane ke liye ki main kitni badi bewakoof hoon…yeh ehsaas dilane ke liye ki main kya karne jaa rahi thi…jab se mere saath yeh sab hua hai aap voh pehle insaan ho jisne mujhe sachai dikhaya hai…so thanks (sid sighs n sits on the bed near her)

Sid: dekho priya…jo kuch bhi maine tumse kaha uske liye im sorry…shayad mere kehne ka tarika galat tha par matlab nahin…tum bewakoof nahin ho par haan jo tum karna chahti thi voh ek bohut hi badi bewakoofi thi (she smiles)…u know life hum bohut saare logon se milte hain chahe voh ache ho ya bure and unfortunatly kabhi kabhi hum galat insaan se pyaar kar baith the hain…par uska matlab yeh nahin ki aise insaanon ke waje se hum khud ko ya apni family ko chot ponchaaye…aur tum yeh bilkul mat soch ki har koi aisa hota hai…ek din tumhare life mein ek aisa ladka aayega jo tumse bohut pyaar karta ho aur tumhe bohut khush rakhega

Priya: main apki baat samajh gaayi hoon dr siddhant…par pata nahin mera dil yeh maan ne ko tayaar hi nahin hai ki rohit mere saath aise kar sakta hai…voh mujhse bohut pyaar karta tha…

Sid: priya dil hota hi aise…tum rohit se bohut pyaar karti ho issi liye yeh baat maan na nahin chahti…par dheere dheere yeh bhi samajh jaogi…

Priya: ek baat poochun?

Sid: haan

Priya: kya aap humesha aise gusse mein rehte hain?

Sid smiles: nahin…infact main iss hospital ka sab se cool doctor hoon

Priya: tho phir yeh gussa kisi ke waje se hai naa? (sid give her a sad smile) apko bhi pyaar mein dard mila hai

Sid: shayad maine bhi galat insaan se pyaar kiya hai…

Priya: nahin…jo insaan itna samajhdar hai aur itna acha hai voh kaise galat insaan se pyaar kar sakta hai…

Sid: anyways tum rest karo yuvi tumhe dekhne aayega…(he stands n goes toward the door)

Priya: dr siddhant…(sid looks back at her) apne pyaar pe bharosa kijiye…agar voh sacha hai tho apka pyaar apko zaroor milega…(sid nods n give her a smiles before closin the door behind him)

wowwww i like lovee it! please doo continue!

WOW nice so finally sid confesses his feelings in simple manner n loved how he tells her the sexy young man...love all SR scenes....n i like how he told her they cant be frnds b/c his feeling for her has changed n again he said how much he loves her.....now its time for RIDz to realize her feelings n confess...n she needs to do it soon..plz continue ASAP....

nice part 👏
loved Sid's confession 🤗
continue soon

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