~Continued From The Above Post~
Agni wanted seher & him to discuss where exactly do they go from that point… he wanted seher to trust him again.. but seher really did not have any idea about this neither now while talking she really has any idea.. she still does not have the slightest hint that agni know the truth related to their past…. When seher was thinking that she has made a point & stated to agni that she does not function according to others & that she was leaving the 'Utpal Villa', while what seher did notreally know was, agni was not really going to let her go anywhere…. That was the least concern agni had at that moment, the concern of seher leaving the house.. he had ways to stop seher.. but for now what agni wanted to do was to talk to seher.. it was as though he wanted to have a heart to heart conversation with seher… he wanted to hear what seher thought about the mess & he also wanted seher to hear what he wanted to say about everything…. & here agni talking about all the things was slowly & steadily stirring or rather trying to stir the matter towards their past… agni kahiin na kahiin yeh baat bohat achche se jaantha tha kii seher was not in such a healthy condition that he has a discussion about their painful past & he knew it very well.. but agni also knew this very well that he cannot delay the fact any more.. he knew the conversation cannot be avoided at any cost… he knew very well that if he avoids the conversation now then may be he would leae it until it is too late… he did not want to leave the conversation until it was too late.. he knew that in order to convince seher not to leave he had to be having this conversation… that is why even after knowing that seher needed to rest agni was in a way expressing his fear of loosing seher… telling her how important life is for her & how important she is for the people who care & love for her… here agni listening to seher talk, Is happy in a way that seher is at least understanding what he wants to say.. but still agni feels seher needs to be told off, for her act in a little bit more way… so agni says:- yes I agree it was totally stupid on your part… & you are surely a dumb head in this situation.. but I'am at least glad you are not really trying to justify what you have done neither are you trying to prove the step which you had taken was a right one.. I'am glad some of your brain cells have returned… warna mujhe tho aisa lag raha tha kii main kissi deewaar se ya patharr se baat karr raha hoon, aur us deewaar aur patharr ko tho meri koi bhi baat samaj mein hii nahii aa rahii hai… ohh… I'am so glad tumhare dimaag mein, meri baat samaj aa rahii hai… warna meri haalat socho yaar mujhe tumhe phir se ek lamba sa lecture dena padtha… & I'am surely very tired for it.. waise bhi maine subah se breakfast bhi nahii kiya.. chalo I'am saved from giving you yet another baashan.. patah nahii main kya kartha if you had not understood what I was trying to convey.. tumhare dimaag tumhare pass laut aaya hai seher.. congratulations.. to you… lekin haan ek baat tho hai, main jaantha hoon kii tumhe meri baat samaj mein tho zaroor aayi hai, lekin iska matlab yeh nahii that it negates what you have done.. you tried to end your life yaar… zindagi halwa hai kya, kii tum apni zindagi ko khatam karne chali… tum kudh ko kya samaj thi ho.. I seriously feel like considering the offer you gave me of slapping you.. you see it seems like a very good offer… kyunke I just want to rattle you out, shake you to such an extent that I drive some basic sense into you.. you idio*.. you stupid… tumhari himmat kaise hui.. kaise soch liya tumne kii tum apni zindagi khatam kar dogi… no tell me… tum ne ek barr bhi yeh nahii socha kii tum joh karne jaa rahi ho uskaasar mujh par kya hotha… kya tumne socha tha yeh baat, I never expected this from the girl who used to irritate the life out of me calling me vaashu.. kyun seher agar tumhe meri baat ko maann karr suicide attempt karna hii tha, then why the hel*, didn't you listen to me from the time when we were kids, why didn't you listen to me when I used to yell at you saying do not call me vaashu, why didn't you stop calling me vaashu back then when I told you not you if you listen to me so much… why didn't you stop prying, interfering in my life, in the past few days when I made it clear for you that it is better you stay away & leave me alone… no seriously tell me agar tum utne hii hadh thak meri baat maanthi ho na tho phir jab maine tumse kaha to sign the no objection to divorce paper tho tum ne sign kyun nahii kiya.. tab tum ne meri baat kyun nahii maani jab maine tumse yeh kaha kii tum mere kareeb aane kii koshish matt karo, tab tum mujhse durr kyun nahii rahii… don't you think all of this makes sense seher… jab tum ne yeh than ke rakha hai kii bachpann se joh bhi main kehthaa aa raha hoon woh tum sunnogi nahii.. tho for once in your life you had to listen to me & you had to do something which I uttered in anger… this is absurd seher.. don't you think this is kind off insane on your part.. mujhe kya patah tha kii meri kahii hue baaton ko tum itna seriously le logi kii tum yahaan aake apni jaan dene kii koshish karogi… God… I feel like hitting you… hitting you so hard that tum agge jaake kabhi bhi aisa kuch bhi karne kii socho hii matt… itna zor se marrne ka mann karr raha hai tumhein kii agli barr jab aisi soch tumhare dimaak mein aaye tab hii mere yeh thappad ke bare mein sochkarr tumhara jee kaanp utte.. I really want to do that… I want to do that because even after knowing me for such a long time, even after knowing me so well you take some words which I have said in anger & you go ahead do it, try & end your life.. bravo… yaay… feel like hitting you so hard… agni says all this looking side ways at seher.. & the words agni was saying seher knew that agni meant all of them… seher unable to give agni a apt reply, after knowing that she is wrong, turns her face towards agni, looks at him, she forwards her cheeks little & says:-marr lo thappad… I know I deserve it fully… seher yeh kehkar apna cheeks aur agge karthi hai for agni to hit her.. seher closes her eyes with anticipation that now at any moment she will feel agni's hand connect to her cheeks & she will feel the stinging pain from the slap… as seher thinks like this, agni is yet again lost in a total other world… as he sees seher's closed eyes, her inviting cheeks, they were creating a sense of hulchul in his heart.. here on the other hand seher realizing that agni is not slapping her says:- common go ahead slap me… I'am sure you would not want to regret slapping me for one last time before I say my final goodbyes to the people in the house & also the house…. So common do not make me wait… ghalthi kii hai tho sazaa tho mujhe milni hii chahiye na… saying this seher forwards her cheek a wee bit more towards agni… while this time, agni looking at seher very intently… does what his heart tells him to do… he leans in forward towards seher, but not his hand, but he nears his face towards seher & then in a very light feathery kiss agni, places his lips on seher's cheek… as soon as seher's feels the sensation of agni's lips on her skin, it was like all the logic seemed to run away, far, far away from her mind… she sighs with contentment at the sensation agni's lips are creating on her skin… seher in a very slow moment.. opens her eyes, she looks at agni, agni looks at seher.. agni's eyes are filled with love.. while seher's eyes too are mirroring the same emotion which is shown in agni's eyes… it was as though, agni, seher's love was talking volumes & was communicating through the way of the eyes… they eyes were expressing what they were actually feeling…. Seher looks at agni, there are also some confusion, some questions swimming in her eyes.. while along with love, agni's eyes are swimming with concern, care for seher.. agni with a kind of jerk hugs seher to himself… or rather it would be apt to say to hauls seher into his arms, in a very swift & strong moment.. agni places his head on seher's shoulders, holds her on her back in a very tight grip.. the grip agni has on seher shows what he went through when he realized that seher was nearly dying…. Here on the other hand seher does not hug agni back, she is just close to his heart.. she can clearly hear agni's heart beating very rapidly… seher unable to understand any thing does not really know what to do neither does she know how exactly to react & this was the reason as to why seher was not hugging agni back… she was wondering kii agni ko aakhir kya hogaya hai… while here agni who is hugging seher keeps saying:- I'am so glad you are fine… tumhe patah nahii tumhe us tarah dekh karr meri kya haalat hogayi thi.. you cannot even imagine what I went through the moment the came to the room & saw you lying on the bed lifelessly on the bed with blood dripping from your hand…. It was horror.. pure horror.. tum is baat ka kabhi andaza bhi nahii laga sakthi ho kii aakhir mujh par kya beethi thi…. I died a thousand deaths when I saw you like that… it was then I realized it was my mistake… though you do not hold me responsible, though you do not blame me, but I know that I'am to be blamed…. I hold myself responsible.. iu'am guilty… it is all my dam*** fault…. Yes I'am responsible… meri ghalthi hai… I pushed you to this state… it was just bloo** my mistake… aur main kabhi is baat ke liye kudh ko kabhi maaf nahii karr saktha.. I just cannot do it.. seher who realizes how her suicide attempt has affected agni, moves out of his arms… she places her hand on agni's cheeks, seher can see tears rolling down agni's eyes… & she can also see the fear in agni's eyes…. Seher now seems to understands agni's helplessness… placing her hand on his cheeks, seher in a very low, sweet voice says:- I want to tell you that I do not hold you responsible… listen to me, when I say, & listen carefully, as I said I do not blame you.. main ek ziddi ladki hoon.. tum tho yeh baat jaanthe hii ho na.. tum tho yeh bhi jaanthe ho kii main hamesha wohii karthi hoon joh mujhe sahii lagtha hai… haan yeh sahii baat hai kii meri zindagi mein bohat saare log hai who expect me to act according to them.. yeh baat tho main jaanthi hii hoon.. lekin tum jaanthe ho that I do not function for the sake of others.. haan ek barr apni so called family ka kehne par I had got married to you, lekin us ek ghalthi ke baad tho main hamesha wahii karthi aayi hoon jis mein meri marzi chupi hai.. you know it is as if ek barr maine apni so called family kii baat maanne kii koshish tho kii, lekin after seeing where that has left me till date, I have stopped listening to them too.. it is like it is my life & I will lead it the way I want to… you know it very well right that I do not leave anyone, anyone for that matter to boss or rule over me.. that is the way I'am… tumhe tho yeh baad patah honi hii chahiye na kyunke jitna bhi kum samay we both were with each other as husband & wife, tab I never let you boss over me, now did i…. agni thinks for a while & says:- naah… you never gave me that chance… you always made it a point to make it clear to me that we are equals… & when ever I used to try & boss over you, all I used to get was this silent treatment… jahaan main sochtha tha kii tumhari bhakk, bhakk, mujhe pareshaan karthi hai, but when I had experience the hands down silent treatment coming from then I realized that your silence is worse… agni smiles thinking of the fond memories of the past.. & then he continues saying:- aur haan ek aur baat let me tell you our relationship was never a mistake.. tum ne abhi kaha na kii ek barr tum ne ghalthi kii listening to your so called family & getting married to me then let me tell you how ever our wedding took place, how ever we adjusted in the married life, how ever situations we faced in these six years, what ever they may be, how ever they may be… but the truth remains that we happened because of fate & we were never a mistake… so stop thinking that listening to your family for once has led you to such a mistake… well on this I would like to tell you that, how ever your family may be, what ever they have ever, done, but there is one thing good which they have done… they have got us married..mujhse poochoge tho main yehii kahoonga kii tumhare so called gharwaalon ne sirf aur sirf ek hii achcha kaam kiya hai aur woh hai kii they got you & me married… isse achchi koi baat un logon ne kabhi kii hii nahii hai… aur is baat kii guarantee main letha hoon.. waise bhi I know tumhare so called family nr kabhi rarely hii kuch achcha kaam kiya hoga…. Tho I think our wedding is the only good thing they must have done in their life.. tho please tum unke us ek achche kaam ko bhi ghalthi matt keh dena…. Seher looks at agni, she removes her hand from agni's cheeks & says:- ohhh.. tumhe lagtha hai that it was a good thing on my so called families part to get me married to you… hmm… now this is interesting & this is something on which I did not know you opinion was like this earlier… ok fine just because you are saying, let us assume that you & me getting married was not a bad thing after all.. lekin I would really like to know where is the good… I can prove it to you that, our wedding was nothing but a mistake… see first of all yo & me were never supposed to be married at all.. yes you were the groom, but I was not the bride.. I happened to be the bride's so called, namesake sister….. it was my so called sister & your wedding.. I was never supposed to be in the lime light at the wedding… but at that moment on that day, my idiotic so called sister ran away from her wedding... & her running away created all this mess in the first place… agar woh bhaaghi nahi hothi tho I would have never married you.. tell me where is the right in this.. your to be bride, my elder sister abandons her own wedding & runs aways & what am I expected to do take the brides place.. & why is that so, because the groom does not want to let go of the oppurchunity to get back his share of business which my so called father had taken away from you… it was just a deal for you & for my so called father it was just a way to save his respect in the so called high society.. now tell me where is the right in it.. I'am telling you this you & me were wrong, were a mistake right from the very start & we both were wrong for each other…. So that makes our marriage wrong from the very beginning… then when we started living together, even then there was nothing right about the two of us… you know what you & me are like these poles apart.. yes it is said that poles apart attract.. but that was not true in our case.. jaise taise karke we started living a life together… we just started living together, we adjusted to each other but that does not mean we were happy living with each other.. we just made a adjustment.. & adjustments are never a way of life… so again this proves that we were a mistake, we were never supposed to happen.. because samjhothe kii zindagi kabhi zindagi nahii kehh laathi.. so even this proves we were not supposed to happen… then again when you & me parted ways, this again showed that we both are typical examples of misfits for one another… see when people get married it is forever.. log tho saath janam saath jeena marrne kii kasam khaathe hai.. lekin humare us rishthe mein tho woh bhi nahii tha… if it was not like that then you & me would have never ever parted ways.. you & me would have been together… but the truth is that you & me parted ways & this yet again proves that we were a mistake & we still are… all we got in our wedding was deceit, betrayal, pain, tears, hurt & scars.. we have not got got anything but these… even today it has left me so close to death, it has brought the whole mess in our lives now you tell me where is the good in all these things.. is there any good at all.. has any good risen from the fact that we were married once upon a time.. seher acts like she is tinking & she says:- naahhh.. I do not think, our wedding has ever led to any thing good at all.. I do not see any good.. all I see is bad.. you see this bandaged hand even this is because of the mistake… yes I feel our wedding in some way or the other is responsible for the cut in my hands & wrist… but that does not mean I hold you responsible in any way for that matter… because you made it very clear to me that we are either business associates or strangers nothing more & nothing less.. so I don't think a stranger or just a business associate has so much of power on me that I end up trying to commit suicide.. so just as a business associate I think you should stop giving yourself so much of importance… agni looks at seher's face & in a very intent emotion says:- you & me both know it pretty well that we are just not business associates.. we both know this very well.. we are neither just business associates nor are we strangers to each other… common seher you & me are aware of this fact that we know each other for more than half of our lives… actually we know each more than that… I saw you the day, you stepped into this world.. you being this chubby baby, showed me your bloated cheeks & looked at me with big eyes…. I even have pictures of that… if you want I can surely show them to you… do you want me too.. well any way, that is not what we are talking here about.. you said right we are just business associates & being just a business associate I should not give myself so much of importance that, I start feeling the cuts which you have had on your hand, the attempt you have made on your life is because of me… but though I said earlier we are just business associates, still that does not over right the fact that you & me have a past, you & me have shared & lived a past.. & even today in our own selves we continue to life the past… aur haan seher ek aur baat we have always been together from the day you have been born, whether when we were kids or when we were at the age of teens, or when we touched the land mark of twenty, or the time when according to you the ghalthi, I mean our wdding happened….. we have always been together.. & yaa may be we have been away from each other for six years or more, but being away from each other just for a mere six years does not make the two of us strangers or business associates… now does it.. naah I do not think so… though when you & I met here in Delhi, after you landed here to stay away from you, to keep my distance from you I may have said that we are strangers, business associates, nothing more or nothing less.. but in any way that does not demean the truth which we both knew & are aware off.. so please seher do not tellme that you know how can a mere business associate be responsible for the attempt you have made to end your life, becausr what ever you say, I know we are not just business associates & I know that I'am responsible for this… agni takes seher's bandaged hand and woh seher ko baat karthe hue ishara kartha hai, indicating for this… seher pulls her hand back from agni & waits for agni to continue… agni also observes that during the whole time seher was talking not once did she call him vaashu… she did not even call agni…. & this fact hurt agni to a bit… then agni stays quiet for seher to say something… but after a minute of pause, agni sensing that seher would really not say any thing further…. He sighs & says:- aur haan seher tumne kya kaha tha that we are a mistake… we were a mistake from the beginning of our wedding.. yehii kaha tha na tum ne… well may be you see it that way but from where I see I see it in a all together different perspective… may be that is just my way of looking at things… but joh baat tumhe ghalthi lagthi hai wohii baat muhe meri zindagi ka sab se achcha din lagtha hai… I know ab tum mujhe ek aisa expression dogi jaise kya khaak ek achcha din… agni sees that seher's corner of the mouth is forming to a smile… while agni continues saying:- shayad tab maine woh baat realize nahii kii thi lekin aaj main us din kii emiyath jaantha hoon… yes I know that, that day holds importance for you too, just as much as it is important to me… how much ever we try to deny but that day holds good & of importance in both our lives.. aur seher tum jaanthi ho hum jitna bhii kyun na chahe lekin is baat ko deny bilkul bhi nahii karr sakthe.. till that it remains the fact & if you ask me I would say it would always remain the fact… & I know that even you feel that the only one good thing your so called family did to you was to get you married to me.. now you cannot deny it, because, agar tumhari so called family humari shaadi nahii karwaathi tho tumhe itna hot, happening, cool pati kahaan se mil paata… you are lucky that main tumhe mil gaya, warna bohat saari ladkiyaan line mein khadi thi mere liye…. Listening to agni say this seher hits agni on his knee.. while agni continues saying:- sach kehh raha hoon yaar… yeh tho achcha hua na kii humari family ne humari shaadi karwa dii… warna tho.. you never know… aur haan tum ne abhi, abhi yeh kaha na kii we have been a mistake from the start of our relationship… main tumhe batatha hoon kya sahi hai & why we were never a mistake… you know tumne mujhse joh bhi kaha it is true, main is baat ko deny nahii kartha… kyunke main bhi is baat se waakif honk ii tum ne joh bhi baatein kahii woh sach hai… because when we got married we were not ready for it.. or as you put it for me it was just a deal of advantage & for you, well I know your father did not give you any other option…. & as you said the bride ran away abandoning her wedding… thank you for putting this so straight, ohhh…. By the way It surely inflates my ego getting reminded of the fact that my bride ran away from the wedding…[agni says this sarcastically.. & then continues saying…..] So any way how ever it was, in any circumstance we got married…. Then I agree the initial period during our wedding was a little bit difficult, because even after knowing each other for almost all oye lives, we were a newly married couple & like any newly married couple trying to adjust in their new lifestyle, even we had those difficulties in the start.. & I would name those troubles as the starting or rather the teething initial stage one's… but seher don't you think once you & me overcame that stage life was not just a compromise anymore… you said right all we did is just try & adjust in the life, but seher let me tell you a adjustment & compromise differ a whole lot… a adjustment is something which you make for the happy living of life.. while you make a compromise killing your own happiness… compromise or in rather words ek samjhotha, kabhi zindagi ko nahii banatha seher.. main yeh baat se sehmath hoon kii zindagi khushi, khushi jeene ke liye humein kabhi na kabhi kissi ek situation mein aake samjotha tho karna hii padtha hai aur harr kissi ko karna padtha hai.. aur yeh samjhothe harr zindagi mein hothe hai… lekin samjhothe par ek zindagi chale aisa tho kabhi ho hii nahii saktha.. you feel that the life where we were married was just a compromise for you, then tell me seher were you not happy during the time we were married.. were we not happy for a month, for a week, for a day, for a hour or for a minute… kya humare rishthe ne tumhe ek pal kii bhi kushi nahii di hai… bolo na seher.. answer me do you think you were never happy when you & me were married… kya main tumhe ek pal kii bhi khushi nahii de paaya.. jawaab do seher, is baat ka jawaab jaanna mere liye behad zaroori hai.. I really want to know.. jawaab do mujhe…. Agni holds seher by her shoulders, makes her look at him & then continues saying:- jawaab do seher.. kyat um humare shaadishuda zindagi mein ek din ke liye, ek pal ke liye bhi khush nahii thi.. kya main itna nakamiyaab raha hoon humare rishthe mein kii main tumhe ek pal kii bhi khushi nahii de paaya.. kya main tumhe kabhi koi khushi de hii nahii paaya.. kabhi nahii seher.. please mujhe jawaab do… is baat ka jawaab jaanna mere liye bohat zaroori hai.. I really want to know from you, if I have never been able to give you any happiness…. Seher senses the desperation in agni's voice & says:- aisi koi baat nahii, humare shaadi ke baad tum ne mujhe khushiyaan di hai.. though the happinesss did not last very long, but still I know some where in the corner of my heart I was happy… our relationship made me happy, the name of our relationship made me happy & the biggest thing of all it was you who made me happy… yes I was happy when I was married to you… agni leaves seher's shoulders, he looks straight ahead, while seher keeps looking at him side ways & while agni says:- tho phir seher when you say you were happy, when you say that I made you happy then how can you consider our relationship to be nothing but a samjhotha… khushiyaan samjhothe mein nahii hothi hai seher… compromise never lead to happiness…. Aur haan seher you said you were happy right after our wedding, bhale hii woh khushiyaan bas chund pal hii rukke the tumhari zindagi mein, par tum khush tho thi na… then this proves that we were never a mistake… kyunke joh cheez ghalat hotha hai us mein se kahiin koi khushi bahar nahii aathi.. jahaan joh baat sahii hothi hai khushiyaan bhi wahiin par viraaj thi hai.. aur yeh baat sach hai.. tho is liye tum ab mujhse yeh nahii kehh sakthi that we were a mistake.. kyunke main tumhare baat se sehmath nahii hoon.. aur jis tarah tum ne yeh saabit karne kii koshish kii, kii we were a mistake from the very start of our relationship, I have told you my points & made it clear to you that we were never a mistake…. Seher:- Mr. Garewal, kya main aap se pooch sakthi hoon that why are bent upon proving that we were never a mistake.. in baaton se humein ab kya haasil hone waala hai. Hum joh bhi baatein karr rahe hai uska outcome bilkul zero, nil hone waala hai.. so I just do not understand the need for us to talk on whether we were a mistake whether we were not a mistake… yeh saari baatein abhi, aaj koi maayine nahii rakhthi hai… aur haan ek aur baat shayad we getting married gave me some happiness, shayad main yeh baat maan bhi loon kii humari shaadi was not just a compromise for me, but for you I'am sure I have been nothing but a burden… for you I'am sure you were with me just because as a compromise… nothing else.. so this again proves that we were never supposed to happen.. kyunke zindagi kii gaadi kabhi bhi ek side wheel par nahii chal sakthi, even if our relationship was not a compromise for me, it was one for you right… so there you go, I have proved my point… agni glances at seher sideways with an expression which says that he is thinking whether seher uski baaton ko jaan-bhooch karr just for the heck of it counter karr rahii hai ya phir sach mein usse uski baatein samaj nahii aa rahii hai.. yeh baat agni ke liye ek question mark bannthe jaa rahii hai.. aur agni ko ek aur baat se bhi problem ho rahii hothi hai aur woh yeh kii seher yaa tho usse Mr. Garewal kehhkarr bula rahii hai, nahii tho seher usko Agni Vashist Garewal kehkarr bula rahii hai. She was not addressing him as vaashu aur yeh baat agni ke dil mein chub rahii thi… now agni keeps looking at seher & says:- pehli baat seher, it is not Mr. Garewal for you.. haan theek hai when we are working as business associates you referring to me as Mr. Garewal is fine, but you referring to me as Mr. Garewal, that too now when we are having a discussion of our past, I do not think you are being fair to our past, by calling me just by my surname or my full name.. I think apart from my surname & my full name there is a name by which you used to call me in the past.. so I think when we are talking about our past you can refer to me by the name you have given me.. I do not mind at all… so please cut out this Mr. Garewal or Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal crap… & now coming to what you said, first let me tell you about the second thing you spoke… you are saying that may be for you our marriage at some stage would not have been a compromise at some stage it has given you happiness, okk this is what you feel & I did not negate what you feel by giving judgement on it.. but on the other hand you are by your ownself deciding that our marriage never gave me happiness & it was a mere compromise for me… now tell me seher how can you judge that… & thinking like this you have come to the conclusion that you & me were never supposed to happen… now don't you think you are being ridiculous.. I mean how can you judge what I felt about our marriage or how I still feel about it..how can you tell me that our wedding was just a compromise for me…. Well I agree may be in the start for both of us it was nothing but a compromise… but things change right.. so just like you were happy after our wedding, for how much ever time it may be but you were happy then is it so difficult to believe for you that even I was happy… no seriously it is so hard to believe that I had also found my share of happiness…. When you don't know things then please do not judge them ever.. because you seriously are not good at judging…. Before agni could say anything further, seher says:- well you are right may be I should not be judging things which I do not know, but in our past you never gave me a reason to believe that our marriage was more than a deal, a compromise for you, neither did you ever express that you are happy with our wedding.. so what do you expect out of me… what can I do… aur haan rahii baat tumhe tumhare us naam se bulaane kii joh I had given you while in the childhood, well I have decided I'am never ever calling you that name again, because I have grown up & I do not like that name… so I will just call you Mr. Garewal or Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal…. It is fine.. because I feel though we have a connected past, today we are nothing but business associates & referring to your business associate just by their surname or their fullname I feel is totally justifiable… agni:- God… seher tum ko meri baat samaj nahii aathi kya, what did I tell you, you & me both know that we are not just business associates or strangers so please just drop the act.. fine you want to call me by my surname, you want to refer to me by my fullname, fine go ahead… it is absolutey fine by me.. I do not mind at all… tum mujhe Mr. Garewal bulao ya phir Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, it does not really make a difference to me at all… agni says this sulking because he thinks that if he uses reverse psychology it will work on seher & she will start calling him vaashu again… & he thinks to himself, that he will make sure by the end of their conversation he will make seher call him vaashu, no matter what… & then agni waits for seher to say something, but when agni sees that even after his dramatic reverse psychology too seher does not say anything, agni tells himself :- patience is virtue my friend… sighing agni starts talking to seher again:- well seher tum ne kya kaha I never expressed that I was happy or our wedding was not just a compromise for me, well even you did not do it… but that does not mean I pin-point that fact at you & say you never expressed you were happy neither did you show that the wedding was more than just a compromise.. you cannot assume that what you say is true… aur waise bhi seher, harr jazbaat ko, harr dil mein chuppi baat ko, dharshaana ya zubaan par laana zaroori nahii hotha… it is not necessary to express ever feeling, every emotion, one feels because sometimes some feeling do not need words to be expressed neither can some feelings be put in the form of words & expressed… seher looks at agni, she looks straight into his eyes trying to ascertain the meaing of what agni was trying to say & convey to her… as seher was looking at him it was as though there were a depth of emotions in agni's eyes… seher was unable to understand the depth of agni's words, rather she was unable to fathom the meaning of what agni was trying to tell her…. Then now again agni says:- aur tum ne kya kaha seher, haan tum ne mujhse kaha kii 'why are bent upon proving that we were never a mistake.. in baaton se humein ab kya haasil hone waala hai. Hum joh bhi baatein karr rahe hai uska outcome bilkul zero, nil hone waala hai.. so I just do not understand the need for us to talk on whether we were a mistake whether we were not a mistake…' [agni repeats what seher had spoken earlier…. & then after repeating he continues to say..] haan tum yehii poochna chahthi ho na kii why do I care… wellfirst of all let me clarify this to you, I never thought we were a mistake, [seeing that seher wants to interrupt, agni keeps his hand straight in order to tell seher to wait & let him continue & say what ever he wants to say.. seher keeps quiet… while agni continues…] I know even for you we were never a mistake.. though we both utter things like we were a mistake, though we some times in hurt, some times in anger say that we were never supposed to happen… though in these past few days I have uttered things to you like I regret the day you came into my life… I regret the day I got married toyou, whatever I say you know that I do not mean them… just like how I know you do not mean most of the spiteful things you say to me… you & me know each other very well & some times just to hurt each other, some time just to get back at each other we both end up saying things which hurt each other.. lekin seher you & me both know this fact very well that once we utter the words, of hurt & spite to each other, more than hurting the other we end up hurting ourselves more.. we end up regretting the words we have uttered more.. & that is the way it is.. that is the way we both are made off.. we both are such type of people.. shayad ghusse mein hum dono ek dusare se bohat saari baatein keh de, shayad ghusse mein hoke hum ek dusre ko apni baaton se bohat takleef de, lekin phir jab humein is baat ka ehsaas hotha hai kii hum humare ghusse mein kya karr gaye aur kya kehh gaye tab sabse zyada chot humein khud ko hii pohanchthi hai… & don't you dare try & deny it…. Seher itne dino se maine joh tumhe baatein sunayi hai na us baat ka afsos mujhe hai…. Us baat kii takleef mujhe hai kii main na jaane apne ghusse mein tumhe kya kuch nahii kehh gaya.. & I'am sure tum ne in dino mujhse joh bhi thodi si baatein kahii just to get back at me, even those have hurt you… aur yeh baat main jaantha hoon… aur tum is baat ko chahe kitna bhi deny karne kii koshish kyun na karr lo but you just cannot change this… seher hum dono ek dusare se kuch bhi kahe, hum dono ek dusare se kitne hii kyun na durr rehne kii koshish kare, hum dono ek dusare se chahe jitna bhi kyun na durr bhaagne kii koshish kare, lekin sach baat hamesha yehii rahega that you & me have a past… a past which was connecting us.. though a long time has passed between the past that has occurred & today, but still the past is there even today between the two of us…. Humara woh ateet humein kahiin na kahiin aaj bhi ek dusare se jodh karr rakhtha hai… that past though happened more than six years back in our life, but still the past still seems to connect us in some way or the other even today… agar aisa nahii hotha na seher tho tum par ya mujh par ek dusare ke hone ya na hone ka koi farq hii nahii padtha… samjhi tum… bhale hii hum humare ateet se mooh modne kii koshish kyun na kare, lekin humara ateet humein hamesha se jodtha hua aaya hai, humara ateet aaj bhi humein jodtha aur hum yeh baat maane ya phir na maane lekin humara ateet, humara guzra hua kal humein hamesha ek dusare se jodthe hii rahega… aur is baat ko hum chahein bhi tho badal nahii sakthe…. Agni stops talking he feels too heavy as he is literally pouring his heart out…. Seher who sees agni has gone quie says:- Mr Garewal, kya main aap se kuch sawaal pooch sakthi hoon… seeing agni nod his head in a yes, seher continues to tall:- pehli baat tho aap ko yeh sab kuch, kuch ajeeb se nahii lag raha hai.. you know what I mean kal thak aap meri shakal dekhna nahii chahthe the… kal thak you thought that I should finish my work here as soon as possible & leave you alone… kal thak aap mujhe ghalat samaj rahe the… kal thak it was like I was the wrong person… & if I remember correctly, then yesterday was the day when you had blamed me for some stint in the newspapers & you asked me to leave.. you showed no concern for my tears too.. but suddenly today after the attempt on my life, which I had taken to end my life, you seem to be sitting by my side listening to me, talking to me very patiently, don't you think it is very odd that such things are happening.. may be for you it is not confusing but for me it is very very confusing… aur mujhe tho yeh baat samaj mein nahii aa rahii hai kii why on earth are you behaving like this, why are you behaving as though nothing has gone wrong in our relationship.. merit ho kuch bhi samaj nahii aa raha hai & I feel as though you are behaving like a wierdo… God.. seriously Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal tell me what is wrong with you.. I'am really starting to worry… agni looks at seher & says:- nothing is wrong with me chashmish.. why aren't you trying to understand what I'am trying to say.. I never knew you could be such a tubelight, golu molu…. Seher looks at agni with surprise that he has used the names he had given her, chashmish & golu molu… seher looks at him & then says:- Mr. Garewal, I'am sure there is something surely wrong.. all these things do not fit… these situation are not apt to the state which we are dealing with… agar tum chahthe ho kii I go mad thinking what you are upto, then let me tell you, you are achieving just that… because I'am just one step shot of going mad & crazy… & all of this is because you seem to confuse me.. mere samaj mein tho kuch bhi nahii aa raha hai.. you seriously pushing me to the edge.. & please do not try & tell me there is nothing wrong, when I know there is something wrong.. because after what happened between the two of us yesterday, it should have been like mere jaagthe hii you had to tell me to leave the place… you should have been behaving like I should not be here… you should be asking me to leave you & your house as soon as I can.. I'am surprised by bags were not packed ready, by the time I got up… aur tho aur, you should be here scolding me how can I try & commint suicide at your house.. you should be here yelling at me saying things like have not I done enough damage to you & your reputation that now I attempted suicide in your home… you should ask me to get out… or rather in the situation which we are stuck in & in the kind of things that are happening between the two of us, you should in literal sense kick me out of this house… & also after I got up I expected that you would leave once I was in the washroom.. but when I come out, I think you are about to yell at me, but no even that does not seem to happen.. you say you want to tak with me, you make it clear that talking does not mean you do the talking & I listen, but by talking what you mean is we both will have a decent conversation.. & if all these things were not enough you make me have my breakfast, jab ki you should be in a hurry to send me out of this home… aur sab se badi hairaani kii baat kya hai jaanthe hom woh baat yeh hai kii even after everything that has happened between the two of us in the past, past kii tho baat chodo, even after what has happened between the two of us in the past few days from the time I have landed in Delhi, all you do is try & show it to me & we are nothing but business associates… every time I used to try to get close to you, you just used to build a wall around yourself & pretend as if there never was nothing which was there between the two of us… every single time you used to tell me to leave you alone… you used to tell me how much you hate me… & today the same person, that is you, is sitting by my side & explaningg to me the value of life, he is telling me how selfish I was to think that attempting to kill myself is the solution for my problems… you are here telling me how important life is.. you are telling me as though you care.. you are not yelling at me, earlier when you used to talk about the past, in the past few days, your voiced would always be laced with bitterness, but today as you are talking to me I can sense no amount of bitterness more over I feel that your voice seems as though you care… when you & me both know that you cannot care… the guy who thought that marrying me did nothing good to him, it was you who told me you regret the day when I came into your life, you regret the day when we got married, you regret the fact that you fell in love with a woman like me… wasn't it just yesterday when you told me all these things actually… but today it is a total opposite from what it was yesterday.. you are here trying to prove it to me that you & me were never a mistake. You are trying so hard to make me accept that we were never a mistake… now what is all this I just do not seem to understand… it is as though you have undergone a overnight change & for what reasons may be only God knows… but the fact remains that a guy who did not seem to care for me since yesterday, rather it is not like you did not care for me till yesterday, but it was just that your hatred for me over powered the care & concern you had for me till yesterday… now today suddenly I see you are showing your concern & care for me suddenly.. you are making me eat the breakfast, you are escorting me to the washroom with the fear that I do not trip or fall anywhere… ab yeh sab kya hai… I mean what should I constitute these all things too… & yes any sane person would feel all of these things to be nothing but confusing.. I mean meri tho yeh samaj mein nahii aa raha hai kii main in sab baaton ka kya matlab nikalun… I feel as though tum mein raaton, raat changes aa gayi hai… & see what I mean now when I say it is confusing… aakhir why are you behaving like this… why are you acting as though humare ateet mein, humare aaj mein, humare beech sab kuch theek hai… when you & me both know this fact that it is not the truth… joh aadmi kal thak mere uske aas pass rehne se itna bechaine ho jaatha kii woh harr mumkin koshish kartha mujhe avoid karne ke liye aaj wohii aadmi mere pass baita hua hai aur mujhe zindagi ke mayine sikha raha hai.. mujhse yeh kehh raha hai kii agar mujhe kuch ho jaatha tho mere apno ka kya hotha… wohii aadmi mujhse yeh pooch raha hai kii agar mujhe kuch ho jaatha tho uska kya hotha… well let me tell you one thing Mr. Garewal all of this makes no bloo** sense… & this is what is troubling… yahaan thak kii jahaan thak mujhe patah hai right now you should be asking me to pack my belongings & leave this place, but rather you are sitting here right next to me & telling me that we should talk.. & you seem to be talking about the bitter past, as though you have let go the bitterness.. you are behaving as though there was never any bitterness or animosity in our relation… aur tho aur you are telling me to call you by the name I used to call you… a name which always used to irritate & frustrate you to no man's business… now what do you think all of this is if it is not confusing.. ek aadmi joh kal tha kuch aur tha, woh achanakk yun kuch alag kaise bann jaa saktha hai.. ek aadmi joh kal thak mujhe nafrat karne ke daave karr saktha hai, mujh par tarah, tarah ke ilzaam laga saktha hai wohii aadmi aaj mere saath baitkar, mere pass rehhkaarr mujhe is baat ka yakeen dilane kii koshish karr raha hai kii humara ek ateet tha, aur hum us ateet se chahe kitna bhi durr kyun na bhaagne kii koshish kar le, lekin ateet hamesha humare saath hotha hai.. jis aadmi ko kal thak is baat se chid hothi thi kii humara ek guzra hua kal tha, humara ek ateet tha, wohii aadmi aaj mujhse yeh kehh raha hai kii humare ateet kii dorr humein hamesha bhande hue hii rakhegi… joh aadmi kal thak is koshish mein jutt gaya tha mii main no objection to divorce paper par apne sign karoon aaj wohii aadmi is telling me our marriage was not a mistake, he is trying to tell me kii meri zindagi mein, mere so called maa baap ne ek achcha kaam kiya hai aur woh yeh kii unhone humari shaadi karwaayi, indicating that achcha hua kii meri so called behen mandap se bhaag gayi… kyunke humari shaadi ussi mandap mein hui.. ab tumhare in baaton ka kya matlab hai, main jaanthi nahii hoon aur shayad main in baaton ke matlab mein panda hii nahii chahthi… agar yeh baatein tumhari samaj mein aa rahii hai tho well & good, aur agar tum joh kehh rahe ho woh baatein kudh tum ko bhi samaj nahii aa raha hai tho I would suggest that you have yourself checked.. I'am sure a brain doctor will be able to treat you better.. lekin haan Mr. Garewal I still have the same question for you.. one question which is kind off troubling me the most, why do you care, why difference does it make to your life if I'am alive or not.. what difference does it make if I try & commit suicide.. you are here telling me I should never attempt something like this yet again, you called my attempt to end my life as stupid, you called me dumb head, but still the question remains aapko kya farq padtha hai.. if all of this what you are doing is just a sympathy act for my sake, if you are scared that I would blame you for my attempting to end my life, then you need not worry, because I would not blame you, rather no one would because I took the knife, I cut my wrists I cut the hand till the elbow on my own, it was not like you had a gun on my head & asked me to cut myself.. now did you.. [seher says this sarcastically & then again continues saying..] so see no one will blame you, you can just be ret assured.. & if you are being all nice to me because you feel that I should not go out & tell everyone outside what has happened inside the walls of this house, then you can breathe easy because I'am not going to utter a word to anyone no matter what… so believe me when I say it your reputation is not at stake…. & one more thing if you are feeling that you will have to answer mumma, dii, jijzz, muski, maan or dadimaa back home, because I tried to end my life then let me tell you one thing, naah, you need not answer or give any explanation to any one for that matter because like I said no one, that means not even a single person outside the house will get to know what has happened… & I will always keep it that way… so I think you can drop this act off, ohhh… I care so much for you… ohh… I'am so bothered about you can just stop… & yes if the reasons I said is not the reason, why you suddenly seem to care rather why you suddenly seem to show your care & concern, then I would really like to know why do you care… main jeeyun ya phir marrun tumhe aakhir kya farq padtha hai.. I really want to know the answer to this question… tumhe kya farq padtha hai.. aakhir aachanak se tumhe mere liye itna pareshaan hone kii kya zaroorat padd gayi…. No seriously why… if you feel that I will try to end my life again & that is the reason you are being all nice to me, instead of turning all rude & yelling at me, then let me assure you, I'am not going to do anything of that sort again… I do not know why you lectured me so very much on how my life is precious for my loved one's, but your lecture sure seems to have worked on me…. & I know may be I might not value my life… may be my life has no importance to me, but I know my life matters to the people who love me & care for me… & I would not be doing any thing of this sort again… but again there is this same question running on my mind, why do you care, if I live I live it is my life, if I die, I die, that's all & that is the end to my life… but you do not consider yourself my loved one, neither do you consider that you care or rather I would be right in saying that you do not love me, you do not care for me, you have no concern for me, my presence does not in anyway effect you, rather it bothers you… then why do you care… when you do not love me, when you do not care for me, then what difference will it make if I live or die… answer me God dam***… seher says the last bit rather forcefully, it shows seher's desperation in order to get a answer… agni does not give any reply, he just keeps sitting next to seher, staring at the empty hollow space, seher keeps waiting that agni would give her an answer, but even after five minutes, when agni does not answer, seher heaves a heavy sigh, she gets up from the sofa & stands in front of agni, seher apna haath agge karthi hai & she says:- main jaanthi hoon kii harr kyun ka jawaab nahii hotha.. zaroori bhi nahii kii harr kyun, ka jawaab ho… anyway it was nice knowing you Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal… agni does not shake seher's hand, he just looks up at seher…. Here seher takes her hand back & says:- never mind, agar aap mere saath haath nahii milana chahthe hai tho theek hai, koi baat nahi…. Chalo ab baatein hogayi tho I will get back to what I was doing earlier.. main packing karthi hoon aur nikalthi hoon yahaan se… seher sees that still agni is not saying anything, seher unable to think what else to do starts to turn away from the couch…. Here agni who knows he has to act fast, he knows he has to say some thing to seher..he knows he has a quite a lot of explaning to do to seher, he knew that it was time he tells seher that he is aware of the truth…as agni kept looking at seher & contemplating what to do he sees seher turning further away from the couch & ready to walk away… as seher takes one step forward, agni in the spur of the moment, catches hold of her left hand, he grabs it & pulls seher towards behind & swings her back to him… seher with a force & a thud starts falling backward & she finally falls back on agni's lap.. seated on agni's lap, seher tries to wriggle her way out… but agni does not let her go.. he holds seher's waist & in a way he has locked his hands on her waist, just to restrict seher from being able to get up.. here seher keeps trying to wriggle her way out… but as she keeps trying uski harr koshish nakaam ho rahii hothi hai kyunke agni tho usse chod hii nahii raha hotha hai.. as seher kudh ko chudaane kii koshish karr rahii hothi hai, agni keeps tightening his hold on seher… seher ko bhi yeh baat mehsoos ho raha hotha hai kii jitna woh kudh ko chudaane kii koshish karr rahii hothi hai, utna hii tight grip mein agni usse pakad raha hotha hai… it was as though he was not letting her go.. aur sach baat yehii thi kii agni did not want to let her go, nor was he in the mood of letting seher go… finally seher without having any other option, tells agni in a very even tone:- please let me go Mr. Garewal… please… the please which seher says is in the sort of a whimper & a whisper… it was as though seher was controlling herself to a great extent in order to, not show agni the effect his hold is having on her… it was as though seher did not want agni to know the fact that, the way he was holding her, was having a calming effect on her & it was awakening her desires to be close to her vaashu & to be loved by him… what seher did not know was chahe woh agni se yeh baat chupaane kii kitni bhi kyun na koshish kar le, kii to what extent his closeness was effecting her but, it was really of no use, because in a way agni knew very well the kind of effect his closeness was creating on his chashmish, his golu molu… & agar yeh kahein tho sach hoga kii jitna zyada agni ka closeness seher ko effect karr raha tha, utna hii effect it had on agni himself too… it was creating a havoc on his senses too… every time seher breathes hard trying to wriggle out of agni's grip her heavy breath were causing agni to hold his breath.. it was as though her closeness, her perfume her aura was effecting agni to a rather great extent too.. & every single time agni used to take a breath it was like he was drinking seher's closeness in his senses… his senses were guiding the way for him… seeing & sensing that agni was not leaving her rather holding her in a very tight hold, seher once again, catching hold of her rapid breath, & on the run senses, says:- please… I need you to leave me… agni now in a very light moment, starts nuzzling seher's neck with his nose.. as soon as he seems to do that seher breath seems to be caught in her throat… it was as though what agni was doing though was giving her pleasure, but seher was unable to understand if this was reality or her dream… agni continues to nuzzle seher's neck, behind… seher in slow movements keeps moving & arching her neck in a way, but at that moment of pleasure she does not realize that what mistake she was doing.. she does not seem to realize that by arching her neck she is actually giving agni more access to her skin… here seher ko tho maano jaise samaj mein nahii aa raha hotha hai kii woh kya kare, on one side she was feeling extremely happy with the fact that agni is so close to her, but on the other hand her brain was telling her that she has to tell agni to stop what he is doing.. seher ke mann mein yehii baat chal rahii hothi hai kii joh woh log karr rahein hai woh sahii nahii hai… she knew it was not right after every thing that has happened.. lekin itna sab jaanne ke baad bhi seher was unable to get herself to tell agni to stop.. uske zubaan se maano jaise woh baatein nikal hii nahii rahii hothi hai… all seher could do while agni's nuzzling & his wet kisses were over powering her was to just moan agni's name again & again.. seher keeps saying vaashui, repeatedly… & as seher keeps repeating her name which she had given to agni, vaashu, again & again, this fuels the passion in agni's heart even more… as he hears seher saying vaashu, he is glad that seher has called him vaashu again & thus his heart seems to burn with more of desire… agni then in a very light gesture, starts placing wet light kisses on seher's shoulders…. Agni's hands leave seher's waist & now they start tending to seher's shoulders on the either sides… & these gestures were making seher yearn for more & agni's body to be more aroused…. It was as though both agni, seher were lost in their own world of passion…. & this passion which they both had did not seem it stop, but it ony increased with the kind of reactions their bodies were giving to each others touches… agni, then from behind starts blowing air into seher's ear… seher hisses in pleasure… agni then as though he is chewing a candy, takes seher's ear lobe in his mouth & wets it with his saliva…. & from time to time he keeps blowing hot air in the ear… each & every thing that agni does, just seems to pleasure both agni & seher… neither ad realized that agni was not really holding her any more…. Seher who wanted agni to let her go earlier did not even realize that agni had left his hold on her waist a long time back & now his hands were tending her shoulders.. & it was as though there was smooth sensation created by agni's hands on her shoulders… & it was as though agni's hands & lips were doing wonders to seher's senses… it was as though being so close to one another, both seher & agni were lost in their passion of love… & the both of them being so close together, it was adding fuel to the fire which was burning in their hearts…. Seher unable to take agni's slow torture anymore, turns her head towards agni, still sitting on his lap… places her lips on agni's lips.. & both agni seher start kissing each other as though they are quenching their thirst… it was as though during their lip lock, both were trying to dominate the other in the kiss.. but they both kissed each other fervently, with a sense of urgency filling them to a great extent… it may be possible that agni's urgency was related to the fact that seher had the idea of leaving…. & seher's urgency was related to the fact that she was soon going to be away from agni & that too this time it would be forever… agni by the kiss wanted to show seher what exactly she meant to him & also show her how important she was to him… on the other hand seher was kissing agni with every inch of her feelings & emotions, because she some how wanted to treasure these memories in her heart forever & ever… seher & agni contined to kiss each other as though there was no tomorrow for the two of them… while kissing each other, they were so engrossed in it that none of them seemed to realize when seher's hand went to agni's hair & started running in it… & when agni's hand found it's place in seher's long hair…. Once they let go of their lip lock, agni showers seher's face with random kisses, while seher does the same with agni.. not once do they both look away from each other… it was as though bina kuch kahe, bina kuch bhi bayaan kare, dono apni chahat ko jee rahe hai… agni, then again starts kissing seher on her lips, in a light feathery way… he nibbles at her lips just like he had done earlier with her ears… agni then in a light moment, again takes seher's lips for another smacking lip lock…. Seher does not do anything, but just surrenders to agni's kisses… in a way seher was lost in her own world of passion & she was feeling happy to be loved by the one man, whom she loves with all her heart, mind, body & soul.. & getting showered with so much of love from the person you love was enough for seher to take away her thoughts from anything else.. on the other hand even agni was kind off lost in the passion of love, his passion was over whelming him, as he had the fear in his heart that seher would leave him & go away… agni was desperate with fear & because of the fear of loosing seher forever, the desperation to be close to seher has come out in this way…. Both had desperation, one had the desperation arising ou of fear tat seher would walk away, while on the other hand seher had the desperation of helplessness that now she can never get her love.. & she has to just leave her love & walk away from there, from his life, forever & ever, seher's desperation was with the helplessness that may be she may never see the one person whom she loves the most again, in her whole life time, once she walks away… here agni wants to show to seher how much she means to him, by showering her with all the love he has for her…. Seher still sitting on agni's lap.. it was as though there was no stopping for the two of them at that moment… soon agni let's go of seher's lips & now very slowly his hand reaches the zipper of her kurta in the behind… he slowly starts to open the zip, it was utter silence in the room, agni, seher could hear their racing breaths & their heart beats… seher feels that agni's hands are working on her zip in the behind, she moves away from agni & all she can see in agni's eyes was the raw desire, the desire which was there in her own eyes… seher could see the passion & desire which was present in her own eyes, in agni's eyes too.. it was as though their passion had reached a all together new level, where they could feel every inch of their body reacting to each others presence & just mere touch of each other… seeing seher look at him, when he starts opening the zipper, he stops, looking at seher.. seher & agni looks at each other then their eyes mirroring their passion, they just hug each other as tightly as possible.. they are enveloped in a tight hug, where for them nothing but the two of them exist… agni, lost in the moment, makes seher stand, seher is wondering what has happened… while agni makes seher sit of the couch, & slowly he lowers himself on the plush black & grey couch, making seher lie down… agni comes on top of her… once they both are lying on the sofa, agni keeps starting into seher's eyes intently, while seher does the same, they both just cannot seem to look away… yes some where in the corner of his heart agni was very well aware of this fact that what was happening, he knew that now was not the time to be lost in passion but to talk to seher & convince her not to leave him & give their relationship just one last chance.. he had to make sure that seher would trust him & not let go… but all these thoughts & talks were simply over shadowed by the passion & immense love they were feeling for each other… agni knew it was time he answered seher's questions, but being so close to seher, showering love on seher to his hearts content, seemed to calm him & relax his fears to a great, great extent… agni lying on seher, lowers himself to seher's shoulders & neck, he pushes down the kurti to a little extent & then kisses seher across her shoulder blades.. every time agni's lips seem to touch seher's skin, all seher does was to arch her back a wee bit more… agni then lifts his head, looks into seher's eyes, while agni hand travels inside seher's kurta & starts drawing designs on her naval… they are lost in their own world of love, passion & maano jaise woh dono ek dusare mein khoo se gaye hai… the intensity of their eyes express the amount of love, care, concern they have for each other…. It seems as though, for agni seher's eyes is his world & for seher agni's eyes was her complete world.. looking into each others eyes, their life seemed complete & together…
Song In The Background:-
"Jiya Re Jiya Re...
Yeh Jiya Ne Kya Kaha...
Nazron Ne Nazron Se Yun...
Jaane Kya Keh Diya...
Laagey Na Laagey Na...
Mora Jiya...
Laagey Na Laagey Na...
Laagey Na Laagey Na...
Teri Aankihyon Se...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Teri Aankihyon Se...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Teri Aankihyon Se...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Teri Aankihyon Se...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naino Mein Aate Ho Kyun...
Mora Baalma..
Naino Mein Aate Ho Kyun...
Mora Baalma..
Tum Hi Bataao Kaise...
Kate Ratiyaa...
Tum Hi Bataao Kaise...
Kate Ratiyaa...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Teri Aankihyon Se...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Teri Aankihyon Se...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Naina Laagey Re...
Jiya Re Jiya Re...
Yeh Jiya Ne Kya Kaha...
Nazron Ne Nazron Se Yun...
Jaane Kya Keh Diya...
Laagey Na Laagey Na...
Mora Jiya...
Laagey Na Laagey Na...
Laagey Na Laagey Na...
[Courtesy Movie: Soundtrack]
agni moves his head towards seher's ears & in a very low voice whispers in seher's ears:- jaantha hoon harr baat kehni zaroori nahii hothi.. jaantha hoon harr kyun ka jawaab nahii hotha.. lekin tumhare kyun ka jawaab hai mere pass… agni blows hot air into seher's ears & says:- tum ne poocha tha na, why do I care, tum jeeyo ya marro mujhe kya farq padtha hai.. main tumhe batatha hoon, it matters to me… because I care for you… tumhare jeene ya marrne se mujhe farq padtha hai kyunke meri zindagi tumse chalthi hai… agar tumhe kuch ho jaatha tho main kaise jee paatha… kyunke mere liye tum meri zindagi ho, agar meri zindagi mujhse dubara se chin jaathi tho main kaise jeetha… yes it is true that, your living or dying matters a lot to me… yes I care for you… I'am worried about you… aur mujhe tumhari parwah karne ka haq hai.. mujhe tumhare bare mein pareshaan hone ka haq hai… I have the right to be concerned about you, I have the right to care for you, I have the right to be bothered about you, I have the right to be worried about you.. yes you heard me right, I have the right on you… mujhe tum parr haq hai.. kyunke tum meri ardhangini ho… tum meri patni ho… tum woh ho jisse main bepanaah mohabbat kartha hoon.. tum woh ho jisse main beshumaar pyaar kartha hoon… yes I love you.. I have always loved you, I still love you & I will continue to love you, always, come what may… mujhe tum par haq hai, kyunke tum meri humkadam, tum meri humsafar, tum meri humraahi ho… meri ardhaangini ho…. Tum woh ho jisse main mohabbat kartha hoon.. tum meri zindagi ho… & this is why I care aur mujhe tum par haq hai…. Agni says all of this in a very low voice in seher ears, after saying each sentence agni keeps nibbling on seher's ear, or blowing air in the ears.. as agni completes what he was saying, he kisses on seher's ears very lightly… after that agni again moves his head & looks straight ahead at seher, seher looks at him, she keeps thinking about the words agni had just whispered in her ears… maano jaise agni kii kahii hui baatein uske kaano mein goonj rahii hothe hai.. here agni unable to understand the turmoil seher was going through, agni takes his face towards seher's face & pecks her lips… but on the other hand seher seems to have come out of the world of passion, it seems as if the reality has stuck her again.. she realizes what she is doing, she realizes her decision of leaving agni & walking away… the reality of agni's kisses & his hands playing a havoc on her body & senses comes back to her, but this time without being lost in the world of passion, seher stays in reality & in a very harsh movement tries to push agni away from her… agni who is trying to comprehend what has happened, comes out of his world of love & passion, when he hears seher say a aahhh… actually hua yeh kii jab seher tries to push agni away from her, with all her might & force, seher uses her bandaged hand to push agni away… that is when she feels a shooting pain in her bandaged hand & she screams out saying aahhh in pain… agni as soon as he hears seher scream in pain, stops his movements & in a swift second he gets up & stands near the couch.. agni offers seher his hand to get up, but seher does not hold his hand.. rather struggling she gets up & sits on the couch.. seher realizes that she is in a dishelved state… she feels uncomfortable in the state which she is in, seher remembers the time just about before their trip to Shoghi, when agni said they were nothing but a mistake… here agni keeps asking seher if she is feeling ok, if she has any pain in her hand.. but seher does not really answer agni.. agni keeps his hand on seher's shoulders, when seher jerks the hand away looking at him, agni then sees seher's eyes wavering with regret of what has happened… he can clearly see it in seher's eyes that she was very uncomfortable with what has happened between the two of them… agni understands seher predicament & he scolds himself, telling himself that instead of making seher believe him & trust his words, here he was yet again successful in making seher feel uncomfortable… agni sees that seher is struggling to put the zipper of her kurti, with one bandaged hand, agni thinks to help seher but his only problem seemed to be that he did not know if at all seher would accept his help.. finally agni makes up his mind to help seher, no matter what she says…. Agni moves close to seher, he holds seher's hand aur agni seher ko ishara kartha hai to wait… seher though uncomfortable has no other option but to do what agni was asking her to do… agni feeling seher being uncomfortable, through each of his vein, closes his eyes, seher sees that agni has closed his eyes & relaxes a bit… while agni bends a little bit over seher's shoulder, still closing his eyes, catches hold of the zipper & pulls it up… after agni does that he opens his eyes, looks at seher, sees seher looking up at him & agni in a very low, but still a audible voice says:- hogaya… seher mumbles a small thank you to agni, unable to think what else she has to say… because the gravity of situation was hitting both of them to a great extent, both of them had serious things & very important issues to take care off, but still forgetting every thing they seemed to be making out in the couch.. both were very embarrassed with the situation… while on one hand agni knew he had to talk, face to face with seher & come to a decision of what they would be doing… on the other hand seher knew that instead of making out on the couch with agni, she had to just pack her bags & leave… both were embarrassed to even face each other.. it was like they were not even looking at each other… they both were looking every where but at each other.. they both with all their might were trying to avoid looking at each other, though doing like this, they still continued to look at each other from the corner of their eyes… agni knew seher was uncomfortable… seher knew agni was feeling restless.. looking at each other from the corner of their eyes, they could know the demure from the way they both were acting… seher just to overcome her uncomfortable, feeling tries pulling her kurti down again & again.. though the kurti was pulled & was proper, still that did not stop seher from pulling it neither did it stop her from fidgeting with it… then just to relax her nerves, seher starts running her hand in her hair… her pony was dishelved & seher tries to make it alright… but again seher was feeling difficulty in doing that as her bandaged hand was giving her a lot of trouble.. & she could, set her hair proper, when one hand of her's was in a bandage & was paining… agni sees what seher is doing… agni without saying anything just walks to the rooms washroom, while seher here is very busy in trying to set her hair right.. agni walks back in another two minutes with a conb in his hand… agni places his hand on seher's hand which was in her head… & while seher looks at him, agni shows her the comb in his hand & says:- tum ruko main karr detha hoon.. warna tumhe dard hoga… seher reluctantly puts her hand down, without any choice… seher was kind off frustrated that she was unable to do anything properly, because of her hand being bandaged in a plaster…. Seher in frustration plonks her hand with a force to her sides, with the jerk she again feels the pain & ends up saying a aahh… agni in a voice laced with care & concern says:- sambhal ke seher… then agni goes behind, seher, standing behind the couch agni, opens seher's pony very carefully & then slowly starts combing seher's hair… agni very slowly combs seher's hair with easy movements & keeping in mind not to hurt seher anymore while combing the air… he combs her hair with utmost care.. then after combing seher's hair & being satisfied with it, agni holds the comb in his mouth & starts putting seher's pony again… once agni does it, seher tells him a thanku… while agni just smiles at her.. now agni sits at the other end of the couch in a very low voice says:- tumhe koi aur kaam hai tho bolo, main tumhari help karr detha hoon… seher looks at agni & says:- nahii mujhe koi aur help nahii chahiye… bas tum ne joh kiya uske liye thank you very much… now I think I should just get going… I think I have to pack & leave.. I feel I have taken a whole lot of advantage of your generosity… so I will just get going… seher gets up from the couch once again starts going towards the bed, when agni says:- tumhe kahiin jaane kii koi zaroorat nahii hai… seher looks at agni & says:- nahii Mr. Garewal, I need to leave… aur haan what happened between the teo of us, should have never happened… I think we have gone above our comfort zones, considering the situation which we are in…. so I just think I should get going… & I think it is for the better for both of us… so is liye kehh rahii hoon, I should just leave… seher once again turns away from agni, thinking that she has made her point clear… when again this time agni says:- tumhe is ghar se jaane kii koi zaroorat nahii hai.. yeh ghar utna hii tumhara hai, jitna mera hai… tumhara is ghar pe utna hii haq hai jitna mujhe haq hai is ghar par.. aur tum is ghar mein guest nahii ho… seher looks at agni again & says:- ohhh, aur yeh deveopmentt kabse hogaya… I'am not a guest at your home… I hae always been a mere guest here from the day I landed in Delhi & arrived at your home… aur waise yeh ghar mera kab se hogaya.. this is surely news to me… can you please enlighten me ki yeh ghar mera kaise hogaya aur yeh ghar mera kab se keh lane laga…I just do not seem to understand kii how can you say that yeh ghar utna hii mera hai jitna tumhara hai.. now this is some thing totally new which you have said & uttered, so can you please enlighten me on this & also tell me yeh ghar mera kab se hogaya…. Yeh baat mujhe pareshaan karr rahii hai… actually the question to be asked is from when & which moment did Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal's home, the 'Utpal Villa', become my home… and from when did I have any right of sorts in this house…. I really would like to know…. Agni looks at seher, his eyes does not really look away from her & with confidence woozing his voice he says:- is ghar par, meri zindagi par tumhara utna hii aadkhikaar hai jitna mujhe hai, main tho kahoonga kii meri zinmdagi par mere is ghar par agar kissi ka mujhse bhi zyada kissi ka adhikaar hai tho who tum ho seher.. kyunke tum meri, zindagi ho… tum meri aardhaanginii ho…. You are my better half… a better half without whom I cannot imagine to survive… tum meri dharma patni ho… meri bhyatha… seher looks at agni, while agni stands from the couch, goes towards seher, stand in front of her & says:- you are my wife… seher looks at agni, with a expression which says what is agni really upto.. & seher was confused kii ab agni yeh saari baatein aakhir kehh raha hai… while seher is still in the confused state.. agni repeats what he was saying:- did you hear that seher, you are my lawfully wedded wife… tum meri dharma patni ho, tum woh ho jiske saath maine saath phere lethe waqt saath jeene marrne kii kasmein khayi thi… tum woh ho, jiske saath maine apni aane waali saath janmon ka contract sign karr liya hai… so yes you are my better half… you are the women I got married to.. seher in a very sarcastic tone says:- ohh, ya I'am your wife. Mujhe tho patah hii nahii tha… I'am your wife, jisse kal thak tho tum desperately divorcee lene ki taiyaari karr rahe the.. aaj kya badal gaya Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal… stop kidding & let me just get back to my packing…. Saying this seher turns away, while agni in the spur of the moment with a raw emotion in his voice & his eyes, looks at seher's retreating form & says:- mujhe humare ateet kii sachchayi patah chal chuki hai… I know the truth of our past… seher turns back with a force, she looks at agni, agni is looking right through, her, it was as though their eyes were piercing into each other… while seher understanding the gravity of the situation, with a pained emotion, looking straight at agni's eyes in sharp, but a clear words says:- We are over Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal…..
Song In The Background:-
"Pyar Ke Liye Chaar Pal Kam Nahin The…
Pyar Ke Liye Chaar Pal Kam Nahin The…
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The….
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…
Pyar Ke Haseen Kab Yeh Mausam Nahin The…
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…
Yeh Din Barson Ke Baad Aaya….
Kuch Tumhe, Kuch Hamein Yaad Aaya…
Kasak Phir Yeh Dil Mein Uthi Hai…
Honton Pe Baat Aake Ruki Hai…
Kabhi Itne Majboor To Hum Nahin The…
Kabhi Itne Majboor To Hum Nahin The…
Pyar Ke Liye Chaar Pal Kam Nahin The….
Pyar Ke Haseen Kab Yeh Mausam Nahin The….
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…
Aah Aah Aah, Aah Aah….
Aah Aah Aah Aah Aah, Aah Aah….
Agar Tum Yeh Dil Maang Lete….
Jaaneman Hum Tumhe Jaan Dete….
Tumhe Kaise Hum Bhool Jaate….
Marke Bhi Tum Hamein Yaad Aate…..
Tumhe Hai Pata Bewafaa Hum Nahin The….
Tumhe Hai Pata Bewafaa Hum Nahin The….
Pyar Ke Liye Chaar Pal Kam Nahin The….
Pyar Ke Liye Chaar Pal Kam Nahin The….
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…..
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The…..
Pyar Ke Haseen Kab Yeh Mausam Nahin The…..
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The….
Kabhi Tum Nahin The Kabhi Hum Nahin The….."
[Movie Courtesy: Dil Kya Kare]
On one side we see agni's eyes which are mirroring the emotion that, he knows the truth & he would not let anything go wrong… while seher's eyes are mirroring, the emotion that nothing matters now, as they are over for real this time… agni seher keep looking at each other without moving their eyes away… the screen is divided into two, where on one side we can see agni determined to win back what is his… on the other side of the screen, seher face is shown which has a stern expression on her face, which clearly shows they are done…they are over…while agni's face shows the emotion that he would do any thing to get back his lost love…
So Guys On This Note Ends The Triple Update Of 'Humraahi'…. Here Ends The 18th, 19th & The 20th Part Of The Fanfic… I Hope It Was Worth The Wait… The Triple Update Was Supposed To Be Posted On The 30th Of September, But Since The Release Of Soundtrack Was Postponed, Even The Update Was Postponed.. Sorry About It.. I Just Could Not Help.. I Wanted To Post The Update On The Day Soundtrack Releases.. So I'am Here Posting The Triple Update… I Hope All Of You Liked The Part & It Was Worth It Wait.. Really Sorry For The Delay..
Preview For The Coming Up Parts:-
Scenes Precap:-
Precap I: Main Kuch Nahii Jaanthi Mujhe Yahaan Nahii Rehna Hai.. I Want To Leave This Place & Go Back Home… Dekho Agar Tum Dono Ko Yahaan Rukhna Hai Tho Theek Hai Main Aur Sneha Wapas Jaanthe Hai… Mujhe ghutan Hothi Hai Yahaan.. I Cannot Stay Here, Please Try & Understand…
Precap II: A Phone Call Made By Agni To Make Sure Everything Goes According To What He Has Thought..
Precap III: The Mail Sender Revealed… A Guest Who Is Not Welcome…
Precap IV: Answers To The Past.. Dealing With The Past….
Precap V: Jab Ghee Seedhi Ungli Se Nahii Nikalthi Tho Ungli Tedhi Karni Padthi Hai…
Precap VI: A Press Conference Held…
Precap VII: A Wedding…
Songs Precap:-
Precap I: "Chak De Chak De Chak De...
Chak De Saare Ghum...
Tere Sang Hai Hum..
Hans Ke To Dekh Tu Ek Baar, Khud Hi Aa Jaayegi Phir Bahaar...
Hans Ke To Dekh Tu Ek Baar, Khud Hi Aa Jaayegi Phir Bahaar...
Gaa Le Nayee Sargam, Geet Ek Naya Gaa, Aaya Naya Mausam Aaya Din Naya...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Ched De Dhun Vo Aaj Chha Jayein Mastiyan...
Chhod De Khul Ke Aaj Lehron Mein Kashtiyan...
Ched De Dhun Vo Aaj Chha Jayein Mastiyan...
Chhod De Khul Ke Aaj Lehron Mein Kashtiyan...
Thokar Mein Masti Ho, Kankar Bhi Jhoomein...
Man Bhi Thirak Jaye, Baadal Ko Chume...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Ye Hawa Tere Paas Aake Hai Bah Rahi...
Jhoom Le Mere Sang Kanon Mein Kah Rahi...
Ye Hawa Tere Paas Aake Hai Bah Rahi...
Jhoom Le Mere Sang Kanon Mein Kah Rahi...
Lahra Ke Balkha Ke Muskura Ke Ji Le...
Pi Le Hawaon Ko Gunguna Ke Ji Le...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Sach Hai Ye Bas Ek Baar Milti Hai Zindagi...
Karvatein Badalti Hai Pal Pal Ye Zindagi...
Sach Hai Ye Bas Ek Baar Milti Hai Zindagi...
Karvatein Badalti Hai Pal Pal Ye Zindagi...
Har Pal Ko Gale Se Hans Ke Laga Le...
Pal Pal Mein Chhupi Jo Khushiyan Chura Le...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Hans Ke To Dekh Tu Ek Baar, Khud Hi Aa Jaayegi Phir Bahaar...
Hans Ke To Dekh Tu Ek Baar, Khud Hi Aa Jaayegi Phir Bahaar...
Gaa Le Nayee Sargam, Geet Ek Naya Gaa, Aaya Naya Mausam Aaya Din Naya...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum...
Chak De Chak De Chak De...Tere Sang Hai Hum..."
Precap II: "Aa…..
Aa….
Teri meri, meri teri
Prem kahani hai mushkil
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Ik ladka ik ladki ki
Hai yeh kahani nayi
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Teri meri, meri teri
Prem kahani hai mushkil
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Ik dooje se huye judaa
Jab ik dooje ke liye bane
Teri meri, meri teri
Prem kahani hai mushkil
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Aaa….
Aaa….
Tum se dil jo lagaya
Toh jahan maine paya
Kabhi socha na tha yeh
Milon door hoga saaya
Kyun khuda tune
Mujhe aisa khaab dikhaya
Jab haqiqat mein usse
Todhna tha..
Aa…
Ik dooje se huye judaa
Jab ik dooje ke liye bane
Teri meri, meri teri
Prem kahani hai mushkil
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Teri meri, meri teri
Baaton ka har lamha
Sabje anjaana
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Har ehsaas mein tu hai
Har ik yaad mein tera afsaana
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Aa….
Saara din bit jaye
Saari raat jagaye
Bus khayal tumhara
Lamha Lamha tadpaye
Yeh tadap keh rahi hai
Mit jaye faasle yeh
Tere mere darmiyaan
Joh hai saare..
Ik dooje se huye judaa
Jab ik dooje ke liye bane
Teri meri, meri teri
Baaton ka har lamha
Sabje anjaana
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Har ehsaas mein tu hai
Har ik yaad mein tera afsaana
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye
Teri meri, meri teri
Prem kahani hai mushkil
Do lafzoon mein yeh
Bayaan na ho paye…"
Precap III: "Baatein Kuchh Ankahee Si, Kuchh Ansuni Si Hone Lagi
Kaabu Dil Pe Raha Na, Hasti Hamaari Khone Lagi
Wo Wo O O O O O...
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Baatein Kuchh Ankahee Si, Kuchh Ansuni Si Hone Lagi
Kaabu Dil Pe Raha Na, Hasti Hamaari Khone Lagi
Wo Wo O O O O O...
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Keh De Mujhse Dil Mein Kya Hai, Aisa Bhi Kya Guroor
Tujhko Bhi Toh Ho Raha Hai Thoda Asar Jaroor
Yeh Khaamoshi Jine Na De, Koi Toh Baat Ho
Wo Wo O O O O O...
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Tu Hi Meri Roshani Hai, Tu Hi Chiraag Hai
Dheere Dheere Mit Jaayega, Halka Sa Daag Hai
Yeh Zeher Bhi Yuun Piya Hai, Jaise Sharaab Ho
Wo Wo O O O O O...
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Baatein Kuchh Ankahee Si, Kuchh Ansuni Si Hone Lagi
Kaabu Dil Pe Raha Na, Hasti Hamaari Khone Lagi
Wo Wo O O O O O...
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar
Shaayad Yahi Hai Pyaar.."
Precep IV: "Soniyo.. O Soniyo..
Tumhein Dekhta Hoon To Sohcta Hoon Bas Yehi
Tum Jo.. Mera Saath Do..
Sare Gum Bhola Ke, Jee Lu Muskuraake Zindagi
Tu Dede Mera Saath Tham Le Haath
Chahe Jo Bhi Ho Baat
Tu Bas De De Mera Saath
Tu Dede Mera Saath Tham Le Haath
Chahe Jo Bhi Ho Baat
Tu Bas De De Mera Saath
Oo Tujh Mein Hi Dekha Hai, Mene Manzil Ko
Tujh Mein Dhadkan Mili Is Dil Ko..
Oo Tujh Mein Hi Dekha Hai, Mene Manzil Ko
Tujh Mein Dhadkan Mili Is Dil Ko..
Bin Tere Kadmon Tale
Raahe Nahi Hai Tujhe Mein Kahi Hai, Meri Zameen
Tu Dede Mera Saath Tham Le Haath
Chahe Jo Bhi Ho Baat
Tu Bas De De Mera Saath
Tu Bas De De Mera Saath
O Sun Le Yaa Padh Le Tu, Meri Khamoshi
Hai Jarurat Teri Saanson Jaise..
O Sun Le Yaa Padh Le Tu, Meri Khamoshi
Hai Jarurat Teri Saanson Jaise..
Tujh Se Hi Sab Kuch Mila..
Ek Tu Nahi To Mera Yahan Kuch Bhi Nahi
Tu Dede Mera Saath Tham Le Haath
Chahe Jo Bhi Ho Baat
Tu Bas De De Mera Saath
Tu Bas De De Mera Saath
Mera Saath Mera Saath
Mera Saath Mera Saath
Mera Saath Mera Saath…"
Precap V: "Wada Raha Wada Raha Wada Raha
Wada Raha Pyar Se Pyar Ka
Ab Hum Na Honge Juda
Wada Raha Pyar Se Pyar Ka
Ab Hum Na Honge Juda
Yeh Meri Dhadkane Sun Raha Hai Khuda
Chahe Tumhe Kis Kadar Mera Dil
Tumko Nahi Hai Pata
Yeh Meri Dhadkane Sunraha Hai Khuda
Wada Raha
Dono Jahan Ko Bhola Hun Main
Aisi Lagi Hai Tujhse Lagan
Chahe Kaho Ise Awargi
Chahe Kaho Ise Deewanapan
Dil Ne Kaha Dil Ne Suna
Maine Tumhe Dilbar Chuna
Ab Doriyan Na Rahi Darmiyan
Kya Rang Layi Wafa
Yeh Meri Dhadkane Sun Raha Hai Khuda
Wada Raha Hai Khuda
Dekha Tumhe To Aisa Laga
Mujhko Mila Manzil Ka Pata
Chalna Hai Humko Ab Sath Mein
Tumse Juda Mera Rasta
Maine To Li Hai Kasam
Paon Tumhe Janmo Janam
Sajde Kiye Maine Shamo Saher
Manga Hai Tumko Sada
Yeh Meri Dhadkane Sun Raha Hai Khuda
Wada Raha Hai Khuda
Wada Raha Ye Wada Raha
Pyar Se Pyar Ka Pyaar Se Pyar Ka
Wada Raha Ye Wada Raha
Pyar Se Pyar Ka Pyaar Se Pyar Ka
Wada Raha Ye Wada Raha
Pyar Se Pyar Ka
Wada Raha Ye Wada Raha
Pyar Se Pyar Ka
Wada Raha Yeh Wada Raha….."
Precap VI: "Ge Ge Re, Ge Ge Re, Ge Re Ge Me Ge Re
Re Re Sa, Re Re Sa, Ni Sa Ni
Ghunji Si Hai Sari Fiza Jaise Bajti Ho Shehnaiyaan
Leherati Hai Mehki Hawa Gungunati Hain Tanhaiyaan
Sab Gaate Hain Sab Hi Madhosh Hain
Hum Tum Kyun Khamosh Hain
Saaz - E- Dil Chedo Na
Chup Ho Kyun Gaavon Na
Aao Na.. Ao Na... Aao Na... Aao Na...
Tan Man Mein Kyun Aise Behti Huyi
Thandi Si Ik Aag Hai
Saason Mein Hai Kaisi Yeh Ragini
Dhadkan Mein Kya Raag Hai
Yeh Hua Kya Humein Hum Ko Samjhaoo Na..
Yeh Hua Kya Humein Hum Ko Samjhaoo Na..
Sab Gaate Hain ...Khamosh Hain
Dil Mein Jo Baatein Hai
Hdton Pe Laoo Na
Aao Na... Aao Na...
Ab Koi Duri Na Uljan Koi
Bas Ek Ikrar Hai
Ab Na Kahin Hum Na Tum Hd Kahin
Bas Pyaar Hi Pyaar Hai
Sun Sako Dhadkane Itne Paas Aao Na...
Sun Sako Dhadkane Itne Paas Aao Na...
Sab Gaatein ...Khamosh Hain
Ab Mere Sapno Pe Tum Hi Tum Chahoo Na
Aao Na... Aao Na... Aao Na...
Ghunji Si Hai ...Gungunati Hain Tanhaiyaan ...
Aao Na Aao Na..."
(The Precaps Are In A Jumbled Form.. They Are Not In The Proper Order.. Some May Come Before The Other, While Some May Follow The Order)
Guys I Have Written About 61,442, Words For This Triple Update Part.. That Is About 20,480, Words For A Single Part… All Put Together It Is About 310 KB On The Notepad…. Don't You Think I Have Done Justice For The Delay… Hehe…..I Hope It Was Worth It… Sorry Once Again For The Delay In Posting…. Hope All Of You Liked The Part…
Please Do Send In Your Comments, Even Criticism & Suggestions Are Welcome… Please Do Comment… & This Time Too I Will Try & Continue As Soon As I Can…. Enjoy Reading The Part… Happy Reading Guys…. & Yes By The Way You Will Get The Next Update On Our Hero's Birthday… & You All Lnow When It Is.. Don't You Guys.. Hehe… So See You All On The 16th Of October With The Next Update..😊
Do Comment.. Don't Forget To Colmment… As It Matters A Lot To Me.. Thank You…
Take Care All Of You…
Byeee….
Love
Surya…😊
P.S: The Couch's picture… Ahem.. Ahem… Ahem… Hehehe..😉😉
P.P.S: Very Upset.. As The Multiplexes In Hyderabad Are Not Screening Soundtrack Tomorrow, As It Is Dusheera Festival Season They Are Showing All Telugu & Hit Hindi Movies..& I'am Hating This…[;(]😔 Hope The Movie Releases Here ASAP.. Keeping My Fingers Crossed...😊
P.P.P.S: Happy Dusheera Guys….😊
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