recap-raj and naina's morning kiss...then the shopping sequence...finally raj gifted naina a saree...
part 29
naina's heart beat increased at this...was he suggesting what she was thinking??????
raj[his lips touching her ear]-pichli baar main ye keh nahin paaya...par aaj... mujhe ye haq hai...to kya main tumhein ye saree pehna sakta hun????
naina couldn't respond...she quickly turned back and hid her face in his chest...and RAJ GOT HIS ANSWER...
raj smiled seeing her soo shy...again this was completely different from the rough and tuff naina...but by this time raj knows that this is the actual naina...the one was kma was not naina but a sister whose innocent brother was accused of being a traitor..
this is his naina...sweet, beautiful, innocent and shy...just like any other newly married girl...
raj slowly separated from naina...he moved towards the switch board and switched off all the lights...this made naina shiver a bit more...then raj moved towards naina who was still standing at the same place..
raj picked up the saree from the bed and handed it over to naina and turned his back towards naina...and that simply was an indication that she wasn't allowed to go in the washroom to change...
naina looked up for the first time and saw raj looking towards the wall...she started changing with the shivering hands...she first wore the petticoat and then quickly she wore the blouse but she wasn't able to place the only hook at the back in proper place..raj realized that she's taking more time than it was needed...he thought that maybe she's not comfortable so might not be changing at all..he cautiously turned back and saw her trying hard to put the hook in its right place...for the first few moments raj felt that maybe it was all a dream ...naina dressed in white with the bare back and the moonlight peeping in through the windows was making it all the more sensual...raj quitely tiptoed towards her and touched her hands those were there on the hook...naina's breathing stopped for a second for sure before shooting up at highest speed possible...raj could definately make out what affect he has on her everytime he touched her...and a husband in him couldn't have asked for more...
when raj was fixing the hook naina had her eyes closed as tightly as possible...after a moment naina could feel his hands moving along the length of her bare back...feeling her through the touch...for the first time they were sharing a moment like this where there one doesn't have to ask for a permission and other one need not give one...naina couldn't take the tingling sensation running through her body anymore soo asusual she turned back and hugged him tight...raj could feel her nervousness through her hug...soo he hugged her tightier than before as if to let her know that this is the place she's meant to be in...in his arms..
raj slowly moved back and picked up the saree from the bed...he stood in front of naina and waited for her to come closer...but when she didn't he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her closer...naina was forced to look into his eyes at this...and for the first time she saw something new in his eyes...definately it was love..but this time it was mixed with passion...his eyes were enough to make her blush...
raj unfolded the saree and started his work...naina again closed her eyes...and time raj couldn't control himself...
raj-naina aankhen kholo...
naina quickly shook her head in no...
raj[in a fake strict tone]-naina i said open your eyes...
this time naina shook her head with more force...
raj-bas karo...nahin to neck mein sprain pad jaayega...
naina[irritated]-aapko mazaak soojh raha hai????jaldi kariye...
raj[rolling his tongue]-jaldi????? main to abhi araam se 2-3 ghante laga ke tumhein ye saree pehnaunga...
naina[opened her eyes]-kya??????????2-3 ghante?????main jaa rahi hoon...khud pehan lena ye saree...
saying this she turned back to go inside the washroom but raj caught her hand in time and pulled her straight into his arms.
raj-tumhein kisi ne kuch sikhaaya nahin?????
naina-kya matlab????
raj-matlab ye jab pati koi baat kahe to usse chup chaap maan lena chahiye...par tum.. jo main bolta hun uska ulta hi karti ho...
naina[sadly]-how mean...
raj-mean nahin sahi bol raha hoon...aur ab jab main saree pehnaaunga to aankhen khuli rakhna...
naina-no way...
raj-theek hai to iska to ek hi matlab nikalta hai...
naina-kya??????
raj-yahi ki tum seekhna hi nahin chahti k saree kaise pehante hain aur ye chahti ho ki har baar main tumhein saree pehnaaun...good for me...
naina-nahin main aisa bilkul nahin chahti...
raj-really????then prove it...u will not close your eyes...nahin to main samjh jaaunga ki tum kya chahti ho...
naina didn't know how to beat raj's trick this time...
raj gave her a victorious smile and started W*H his work again...
naina was having hard time in keeping her eyes open while raj was deliberately touching her bare waist to tease her further...raj was making the pleats of her saree and when he tucked those in naina's eyes automatically closed in reflex...raj saw that but this time didn't tease her...he then sat on his knees to neaten the pleats and after doing that he kissed naina just above her navel...naina immediately caught hold of his shoulders to steady herself...raj repeated the action but this time on her navel where her belly ring was shining in the moonlight also...
raj[whispered against her belly]-this looks beautiful on you...
saying this he kissed there again and stood up to look into her eyes and all he could see was shyness...
raj draped the saree on her shoulder with their eye contact still intact...and then kissed her on her chin...naina hugged him again and raj walked with her in his arms towards the mirror...
he made her turn back but naina was still looking at the ground...
raj[standing behind her]-ek baar nazar utha ke dekho to sahi...zameen se bhut zayada khoobsurat kuch dikhaayi dega...
naina smiled shyly and then slowly looked up and there it was the most beautiful picture indeed...
naina dressed in a saree with no jewellery or makeup at all...just the mangalsutra and maang sindoor was there and besides her was her husband...it was nothing less than a beautiful dream for naina...
on the other hand raj was looking at naina as if he was reading some fairytale..coz naina looked no less than a fairy tonight...a fairy who belonged to him and only him...
raj hugged her from behind and kissed her on her neck...
raj[whispered]-kya khayal hai...pehchaanti hain aap inhein????[he asked pointing towards her in the mirror]..
naina[smiled]-nahin...aap hi milwaa dijiye...
raj-ofcourse...to in se miliye...ye hai meri naina...mrs.naina rajveer singh shekhawat...
naina again blushed at this as if hearing this for the first time...
naina-mujhe aapki naina se milke bhut khushi hui...
raj[kissed her cheek]-mujhe bhi...
they both smiled at each other...
raj-dance???????????
naina[smiled widely]-koi hindi movie dekhkar aaye ho aap???????
raj-please naina mera style itna ghatiya nahin hai...
naina-aapko movies se itni chid kyun hai?????
raj-pata nahin...bas hai...
naina-oh no...fir to mujhe apne sath movie dekhne ke liye kisi aur ko dhoondna padega kyunki mujhe to movies dekhna bhut pasand hai...
raj-uski chinta tum mat karo...uske liye bhi maine pehle se hi soch rakha hai
naina-kya???'
raj-tum movie dekhna main tumhein dekhunga...problem solved...
naina[sighed]-ahhh ek aur filmy dialogue...
raj-accha ye bhi filmy laga...koi baat nahin agli baar se main apne dialogues pe kaam karke aaunga...filhaal ke kiye...kya main aapke saath dance kar sakta hun?????
naina[smiled]-ofcoure...music?????
raj-humein kab se music ki zaroorat padne lagi????????
naina smiled widely remembering their dance in the canteen...
raj extended his hand while naina gladly gave her hand in his...
raj pulled her closer so that they were merely an inch apart...naina had both her arms around his neck whereas raj easily slipped his arms around her waist... and they both starting dancing to the rythm their heart was playing...
both were looking into each other's eyes with all the love and affection they had for each other...raj slowly kissed naina on her nose above her nose ring and this time she didn't close her eyes...
they continued dancing for long and by the end naina's head was on his shoulder while raj was kissing her hair at regular intervals..
after a while...
raj and naina were sitting on the floor against the bed with naina sitting in front of him and raj hugging her from behind...
raj-kya soch rahi ho?????
naina[smiled]-yahi ki sab kuch kitna perfect lag raha hai...jaise ki isse khoobsurat kuch aur ho hi nahin sakta...
raj kissed on her bare shoulder and then made a comment that made naina shiver...
raj-abhi raat khatam nahin hui naina aur main isse perfect banana chahta hun...
his comment made naina gasp which didn't do unnoticed by raj...raj knew that it was the right time to give a new dimension to their relationship...he looked at naina who was still trying to make his words sink in...
raj made naina turn a bit soo that he could see her face...naina as expected was not looking at him...raj tucked her hair behind her ear and then rested his hand on her cheek..
raj[almost whispering]-naina...i think this is the right time to take another step in our relation...tum kya chahti ho?????
naina[in merely audible voice]-jaisa aap chahein..
raj[held her chin up]-no naina...its not just about me...its about us...ye faisla sirf main nahin le sakta naina...ye hamara faisla hoga...if you want time its ok...issliye please mujhe vo bataao jo tum chahti ho bina ye soche ki main kya chahta hun...
naina-meri chahat aap se alag kabhi nahin thi raj...
this was it...naina called him by his name for the first time...ahh in her full senses...this was surely the sign that naina is ready to take another step with raj...
raj pulled naina in his arms and hugged her tightly and he could tell that naina was already cold coz of nervousness...he could feel the goosebumps on her arms while he was running his hands on her arms...raj kissed naina lightly on her forehead as if to tell her that she shouldn't feel this nervous...
he slowly got up and before naina could do the same, he had already scooped her up in his arms...one thing which raj was sure of was that naina wouldn't look into his eyes tonight...she was too shy to do that and this time raj won't force her...he knew that it won't be easy for her for the first time considering her shy nature which raj got to see these days and her past with aditya who had said all those vulgar words for her...he knew that those words still haunt her somewhere and he also knew that she won't talk about it ever...soo all raj could do was to make her feel comfortable as much as possible...and he knew that it was something difficult to achieve...
raj slowly placed her on the bed and sat besides her...he saw naina clutching the bedsheet soo tightly that her knuckles were almost white now and her breathing uneven...
raj [placed his hand over her hers]-naina..r u ok???????
naina nodded in yes but her face was showing how nervous and scared she was..
raj[kissed her on her cheek]-naina don't be soo scared...i can stop if you are not comfortable...
naina[fumbling]-i...i am...not scared..just...
raj[completed]-nervous??????
naina smiled shyly and turned back to hide her face in the pillow...
raj too smiled and went closer to her...he gently removed her hair from her back and kissed her back lovingly...he was amazed how her creamy white complexion shone in the moonlight and that actually was making him lose control over himself...
he was continously kissing her back which made naina go all numb...she wanted to scream loudly with the feeling she was having... which was definately not possible soo she pressed her lips tightly to stop herself from doing so...
raj turned her towards him and after looking at her face or a minute or two he repeated the kissing action on her belly...
naina was sure that he didn't leave a single spot which he didn't kiss...she could feel him licking her belly button twice or thrice...she didn't even remember when he removed her saree and kept it aside...she wondered how time could pass with such jet speed when she saw him without his shirt coz she didn't notice him doing that too...
she could now feel him lips all over her neck kissing her with hunger...
on the other hand raj could see naina not even moving...she was still clutching the sheet...he knew that he has to take an initiative soo he was doing that...he also knew that naina was prepared for this from the time they confessed their love for each other...but being prepared for something like this and to be in that situation are two different things...she was ready for this that doesn't mean that she won't be nervous or scared... and raj understands this very well...
everything was going fine till the time raj didn't move his hands behind her back and opened the single hook that held her blouse in position...and just when raj removed it from her he saw tears in her eyes...
he was tooo shocked to see her crying...was he being too fast?????was it her past????or was it just nervousness that was tooo much for her to handle?????? he wasn't sure...
raj quickly got off from her and covered her W*H the sheet...
raj-naina??????naina what happened???r u ok??????
naina nodded while wiping her tears...
raj-naina i am sorry if was too fast on you...i didn't mean to...
naina[cutting him]-its not that...i...i dont..know.. i mean...
she couldn't complete coz tears came back to her eyes which disturbed raj terribly...
raj picked up a glass of water and made her have that...
raj knew that she needed to talk but also knew that she won't do that soo easily...
raj-come on...get dressed up...we need to go somewhere...
naina[shocked]-abhi????????
raj-haan abhi...i am waiting for you outside...
saying this he wore his shirt quickly and left the cottage...
naina held her knees tightly and cried to her heart's content...
naina[to herself]-how could i do this?????why do i end up hurting him everytime?????why?????
but little did she knew that her "understanding" husband is way too sweet to take it in wrong sense...
she dressed up in a suit this time and went outside and saw raj waiting for her...she couldn't look up into his eyes coz of her guilt...
raj could tell that she cried after he left her inside...her swollen eyes and red nose were enough for him to know that...he held her hand and started walking out of the hotel...
naina ko samjh mein nahin aa raha tha ki raj usse iss waqt kahan leke jaa raha hai and that too without a car...
after a while raj stopped somewhere and said...
raj-that's it we have reached...
naina looked around and could see nothing except for an ice cream seller...
naina looked at him and was about ask him when she got a shock of her life...
raj[casually]-kaunsi ice cream khaaogi naina??????
naina looked at him as if he was talking in some alien language...he brought her here to make her have icecream?????? this was out of naina's thought process..
raj-arre soch kya rahi ho jaldi bolo...
naina[absent mindedly]-chocolate...
raj smiled and brought two icecreams...one for himself and one for her...
raj-chalo chalte chalte khaate hain...
both them started walking back...raj saw that naina hadn't started with her icecream...
raj-naina agar ye icecream melt ho gayi to hamara itni door aane ka faiyda hi kya hua...
naina[slowly]-aap mujhe yahan kyun laaye hain??????
raj-pehle tum icecream to khaao fir samjh mein aa jaayega...
naina didn't question further and had a bite of her icecream...automatically a smile came to her face...a single bite of icecream made her feel soo calm that she was forced to think that from where do he gets such ideas...
raj saw her smiling and he knew that his job was done..
raj-abhi aur to kuch nahin poochna na?????
naina looked at him and smiled which he gladly returned...
when they reached the hotel raj stopped her from going towards the room and took her towards the small pool...
[i hope u guys remember the small pool where naina was sitting once when she was angry with raj]
they both sat beside the pool and raj removed his shoes and immersed his feet into the water ...he gestured naina to do the same and she did it without any protest...
she was once again surprised that how relaxed she felt by doing this...
both sat quiet for sometime waiting for the other to say something and atlast naina started...
naina-i m sorry..
raj[smiling]-for what????
naina[with tears in her eyes]-you know what i am talking about????? i really didn't mean to...
raj-yes you should be sorry...
naina- i am...believe me i really am...
raj-no i don't think sooo...coz you are still crying...
naina looked at him with a confused face...
raj[wiping her tears]-you should be sorry for crying naina and not for anything else...
naina-iska matlab aap...
raj[took her hands in his]-nahin naina mujhe bilkul bhi bura nahin laga..i understand that it's not easy for a girl to be in such a relation for the first time and with you...trust me i expected this...
naina was shocked to see probably the most understanding person on earth who was fortunately her husband..
naina-aap mujhe itni acchi tarah se kaise samjh lete ho????
raj[smiled]-zyada mehnat nahin karni padti...
naina-matlab??????
raj-matab tumse acchi tumhaari aankhen hain jo mujhe sab bol deti hai...varna tum kya sochti ho kya chahti ho mujhe kabhi pata hi nahin chalta...
naina[sadly]-aisa nahin hai...main aapse kabhi kuch chupaana nahin chahti...par pata nahin kyun main...main itni asaani se bol nahin paati...
raj[taking her in a hug]-vo iss liye naina kyunki itne waqt se tumne kisi ko apne kareeb nahin aane diya...har baat apne andar rakhne ki aadat ho gayi hai tumhein...par ab aur nahin...tumhein mujhse waada karna hoga ki kuch bhi ho tum mujhse apne dil ki har baat kahogi...vo har baat jo tumhein khushi deti aur vo har baat jo tumhein dard deti hai...promise me naina...
naina[hiding herself in his chest]-i promise...
raj-to mujhe sach sach bataao kya tum sirf nervous thi ya kuch aur baat bhi hai...
naina[once again in tears]-i was very nervous par uske saath vo sab bhi vaapis aa gaya jisse main bhool jaana chahti thi... uski kahi vo baatein...college mein jo hua sab kuch...sab kuch vaapis meri aankhon ke saamne aa gaya aur main khud ko rok nahin paayi...
raj ko poochne ki zaroorat nahin thi naina kiske baare mein baat kar rahi hai...he was right...those memories still haunt her somewhere...
raj-naina...main jaanta hun ki vo sab bhulaana kitna mushkil hai tumhaare liye...main bas yahi kahunga ki main hamesha tumhaare saath hun...tumhaara saath dene ke liye aur tumhaara sahaara banne ke liye...par vo sab bhoolne ke liye pehli koshish tumhein hi karni padegi...
naina[wiping her tears]-i promise main poori koshish karungi...
raj[smiled]-gud...abhi chalo bhut raat ho gayi hai...
raj got up and helped naina...after that they both left for their cottage..
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inside the cottage
raj-naina go and change...u need rest...
but naina didn't move an inch...
raj-kya hua naina??????kuch kehna chahti ho???
naina[looking itno his eyes]-i don't need rest...
raj-then??????
in reply naina went closer to him and before he could ask another question naina placed her lips on his...she kissed him lightly and then stepped back looking at him with expectation in her eyes that he'll get the silent message...
raj[understanding her move]-naina?????are you sure????we don't need to...
naina[cutting him]-but i need you...
and this was enough for raj to give in...
naina went and sat on the bed and raj silently followed...
he sat besides her and waited for a second or two before making her lay flat on the bed...he then removed his shirt with his eyes still intact on her...she was looking more relaxed and confident than the last time and this surely made raj happy ..
raj slightly bent over her and then removed her dupatta reverently...he slowly kissed her neck before moving down and kissing her at still unexplored places...naina immediately gasped but this time because of the beautiful sensation which his kisses were delivering her..
raj couldn't control further and hastily tried to remove her kurti...he wouldn't have been able to remove that soo easily if naina wouldn't have helped him...for the first few moments he couldn't react...seeing his wife like this surely made him numb for few seconds...but after that it was all easy for him from kissing her beautiful curves to suck her lips with hunger to remove the last piece of cloth on her upper body...
naina closed her eyes tightly when he removed that...raj slowly kissed and licked her bare parts before kissing her forehead...
naina opened her eyes and saw unconditional love for her in those dark eyes...
raj-i love you...
naina[whispered]-i love you too...
and rest was all love that made them one in this beautiful night...
end of part...
ok guys here was the update...i m sorry if i was not upto the mark...to be very honest i was not very comfortable writing this...i know a writer can't make excuses...but still i couldn't help it...
sooo u all are free to criticize if you dnt like the update or feel that i should have explained more...
waiting for your comments...
till next time...bye and take care...
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