Oki guys b4 starting with the story I have some important things to say
Firstly
This is my first ever os(one sot)till now I have wrote ffs and ss but I had not wrote a single os.
So I want to dedicate this os to my 2 beautyfull janu's
Dolly(dolly18),chramz(chramee_sammy)
Well guys I don't know how bad is this os but I wrote this os specially for my jaans so start reading guys lol im too nervous.and my jaan i love u guys alot by dedicating this os to u guys i just want to say to u guys that how much i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
samrat diary:(he is writting a diary expressing his feelings fot her ladylove and how his own self had betrated him).
"mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai woh lamha jab mai aur chashmish ek hua tha hamari SUHAAGRAAT"
meri pyaari si chashmish mera room mai hi mera hi besabri sa intezaar kar rahi thi.kyun ki sab sa zyada khushi uss waqt iss shaadi sa usse hi thi.
*flashback end*
a droplet of water fell from his eye on diary "mai room mai toh gaya par poora dil sa nahi mai chashmish sa pyaar nahi karta tha aur kabhi bhi usse shaadi bhi nahi karna chata tha kyun ki "RELATIONSHIP" naam sa mujhe ek ajeeb si nafrat thi *sign* pata nahi kyun par mujhe pyaar mai bhi vishwaas nahi tha".maima apna pyaar ko chashmish ka liya isiliye mana kyun ki mujhe chashmish ki adat ban chuki thi kitna galth tha mai tab.karta bhi kya mai mera aisa koi dost yeh saathi tha hi nahi joh pyaar aur adat ka beech ka matlab bata sake siwaye chashmish ka.bachpan sa leka jawani tak maina apni zindagi chashmish ka sath uska sahare hi guzari hai kyun ki mera iss duniya mai chashmish ka alava koi nahi tha.par jab chashmish na mujhsa kaha ki woh mujhsa pyaar karti hai toh ek pal ka liya mai toh dang reh gaya par chashmish ka ankhon mai ha ka liya umeed dekh kar maina shaadi ka liye ha kar di aur usse kaha ki mai usse pyaar toh nahi karta par bahut jaldh karna lagunga *cry*sab kuch adhe dil sa kaha aisa chijain boli joh shayad uss waqt mera nazron mai possible nahi tha par kab yehi pal mera zindagi ka roop badal dega mujhe pata hi nahi tha.
"samrat enter his room after giving neak toh gunji sister nupur and after their sweet little jija saali talk".
samrat entered his room really feeling embaressed as what to do next he doesnt know but he went in claming himself saying to b cool and relax as usal he use to be around gunji.
gunji was really nervous sitting on sammy bed ghunghat over her face.
sam came and sat on bed thinking what to do next he hisitadely lifyed gunji's ghunghat not wanting too but he need too do it for gunji sake for her happiness and he did it.
gunji just smiled shyly but sam got really mesmerized by her beauty he thought as an angel sitting right in front of him and within no time he leaned inn and started kissing her passionately withpout thinking twice about what he is doing and gunji responded with same passion.they kissed nearly like 5 to 10 mins.they stopped to take breath gunji was blushing madly and samrat was totally numb to think anything.gunji got up from the bed and was about to go when sam stopped her by holding her hand he turned her and started taking of her jewelery,than her ear rings, her necklace, her bangles and than he picked her up in his arms and made her lay on bed and unknowingly he kissed her again first on her lips than on her eyes and than on her nose and than on her cheecks and than on her neck and soon enough he started to kiss her all over the body.
he just got took away by gunji beauty and was not in a sense to think what the hell he is doing and than he turned around and closed the side lamp of the bed.
*flashback end*
AFTER A MONTH
ek mahina baad mujhe yeh ehsaas hone laga ki mai chashmish ko use kar raha hoon apna needs ka liya jab mai usse pyaar karta hi nahi toh woh sab kyun kar raha hoon jo ek pati apni patni ka saath karta hai(ok guys im indirectly here refering to ahem ahem thing asim feeling shy to say it openly).
aur uss raat maina bahut peeli thi(vine,sharaab) ki mai aapna aap ko sambhal na toh door ki baat hi thi.....
*flasback*(a year ago)(my pov)
samrat entered his house in a really horrible condition fully out of control because of drinks.gunjan got so worried to see him in such a state and rshed towards him to give support as he was about to fallbut amrat pushed her harshly which hurted gunji badly as she got fallen down on ground and get hurt in both the hands and on forehead badly because of sofa center table.
s:tum....tum chali kyun nahi jati meri zindagi sa samrat shouted in an really anger tone.
g:yeh tum kya bol rahe ho samrat
s:kyun tumhain sunayi nahi deta kya jab sa meri zindagi mai ayi ho meri zindagi ko nark(hell)bana diya hai he almost said in a shouted and anger tone by now gunjan eyes wee teary
g:sam..sam ye..yeh tum,...tum kya bol..rahe ho same came near gunjan and said to her showing her finger of his right hand.
s:arry tujhe samjh nahi ata kya ki mai kya bol raha hoon bachpan sa mera peecha haath dho kar pai hai kyun tujhe but before he could complete his sentense gunji interupt
g:samrat yeh tum kya bol rahe ho kya....kya tum...mujhsa py..py..pyaar nahi karte
s:nahi karta mai tujhsa pyaar samjhi nahi karta arry mera peecha toh tu aisa padi hai jaisekoi ek dhandha karna wali yeh rakheel padti hai
g:SAMRATTTTTTTTTT gunji shouted in a dam anger tone but did not do or said anything futher to him she was about to go in their(sajan) room but samrat stopped her by going in.
s:kaha jaa rahi hai tu andar nikal jaa mera ghar a meri ZINDAGI sa hamesha-hamesha ka liya chali jaa yahan sa abhi by asying this he started to drag gunji out of the house and throwed her out of the house which cause gunji to fall down on knee which again hurted alot he closed the door on her face as she was about to come in getting up and sam went to sleep happily feeling delighted by his own act which will hurt him in future.
*flashback end*
chashmish ko ghar sa nikalna ka baad ghar ghar nahi narak(hell) ho gaya tha ek sec bhi mai uss ghar mai thik nahi paa raha tha har pal mera ankhon ka samna sirf uska cehra hi phirta rehta tha wahi ankhain jin mai maina itna anson diya din raat mera nazron ka samna ghonti rehti thi.phir ek din
samrat was driving his car when his cell phone started ringing unaware of whose call it is he picked the phone as the no which was flashing he doesnt knows whoes it was
s:hello
n:hello samrat city hospital mai mujhe "5 min" mai milo before sam could ask anything thing she kept the phone.
nupur na phone kyun kiya aur kyun bulaya mujhe hospital he said really frustuated and turned his car towards city hospital root.when he reached their he saw nupur standing near a room like a dead body eyes were red like pure blood.he started walking towards nupur with fear in his eyes and haveing a crazy feeling in heart as he is going to hear a badest news of his life which will live nothing in his life except aloness aloness and only ALONESS.
He was takeing every steps towards his biggest badest dream of his life which is TRUE.A.HE PUT HIS RIGHT HAND ON NUPUR SHOULDER HESITATEDLY.
S:NU....NUPUR. nupur turned around in anger as she turned he saw gunji on a hospital bed looking pale as ever her face jet white.
n:dekho samrat guji ska pass waqt bahut kam hai isse pehla ki mai tumsa kuch bhi kahon tum AKHIRI baar gunjan sa baat kar lo she said in a stern voice giving him way to go inn.
s:matlab mai ...kuch sam..samjha na..nahi
n:tumhare har sawal ka jawab dungi mai but plz gunji tum sa joh bhi kehna chati hai woh sunlo kyunki uska pass waqt bahut kam hai JAO.
s:par
n:maina kahana jao samrat she shouted in anger due to wich gunji got up from her sleep and said in low voice
g:sam....samrat
s:chashmish he rushed towards her dam confuse and a fear in heart of loseing HIS chashmish.
g:samrat tum ,samrat interupt her showering with question
s:chashmish...chashmish yeh sab kya hai ? kya hua hai tumhain ? bolo na chashmish bolo ?
g:samrat mera pass waqt bahut kam hai she was braething heavily
s:chashmish
g:samrat di tumhain baad mai sab samjha daingi tum pehla mujhe EK PROMISE karo
s:par chashmish.gunjan started to breath really heavily
s:chashmish mai abhi doctor ko bulata hoon gunjan stoped him from going from there
g:samrat koi fayada nahi(breathing heavily) mai MARNA wali hoon thats it aur marna sa pehla tumsa ek wada chati hoon
s:haan haan bolo chashmish kaisa waada
g:samrat tumhara sapna thana ek SUCCESSFULL BUSINESS man bana ka
s:haan par
g:toh tum wada karo ki tum mera marna ka baad ek bahut bade business man banoge (breathing dam heavily now) tumna bacpan mai mujhsa kaha tha na ki tum apna koi naam banana chate ho tumhain logh tumhare mom dad ka wajah sa nahi balki tumhare apna naam sa jane (samrat was a son of a bggest business man sameer shergill and every one know him by his dad name which he hated the most as they (parent)died in an car accident when he was a year old so he hated them most as they left him at so small age ).
samrat felt a lump in a throat she remember till now what he said when he was 8 years old he himself had forgotton the words what he said but HIS chashmish still remember "toh wada karo mujhe sa duniya ek bestest business man banoge na"she said breathing heavily.
s:chashmish
g:bolo samrat taki mai chain sa mar sakun
s:chashmish he aid crying very badly
g:bolo samrat she said almost in a shouting tone.she started to breath really heavily.
s:"HAAN CHASHMISH MAI WAADA KARTA HOON KI MAI EK WORLD KA BIGGEST BUSINESS MAN BAN KAR DIKHUNGA PROMISE"he said holding her hand in his hmm well jab hi hum kisi ko promise karte hai kaise hath pakad ta hai waise he lol.
and as soon as gunji heard his last sentense she closed her eyesing smiling from her heart with a sweet smile on her face and went into deep sleep.
*flashback end*
samrat smiled yes he smiled thinking gunji smiled and he declared himself as the biggest duffer to give a promise to HIS chashmish a tear drop from his eyes.he was cursing himself because the promise which he made to chashmish due to which he is still ALIVE.
SAMRAT WAS AT HIS HOME TILL NOW HE HAD REALISED HIS LOVE FOR HIS CHASHMISH BUT HE WAS NEVER EVER ABLE TO REALISE IT IT WAS HIS BAD LUCH AND NOW HE WILL BE NEVER ABLE TO SAY HER HOW MUCH HE LOVED HER IT IS GUNJI GOOD LUCK BECAUSE HE THOUGHT GUNJI NEVER DESERVE A bas***d LIKE HIM.
he went to open the door of his house as someone knocked the door nupur was standing right in front of him really looking weak from her health but really anger from her eyes which were showing him.she was wearing white suit.
s:nupur aao na andar aao he said inviting her inn.
n:mai yaha baitna bithana nahi ayi hoon
s:par nupur.
n:maina kahana main yaha baithna bithana nahi ayi hon ,ayi hoon toh sirf gunji ko diya hua akhri promise pura karna.
s:akhiri promise woh kya tha aur chashmish hamain chodh kar kyun chali gayi he said crying akhir usse hua kya tha na doctor na mujhe kuch bataya na tumna ki chashmish ki ma....he was not able to continue as he was crying badly
and nupur too started to cry badly seeing that samrat was about to start console her by holding her shoulder but
n:wahi rukh jao samrat she said showing sam her left handd to stop him on the spot she said really in a anger and loud voice her voice was echoing in the whole hall.
n:tum apna inn gandh haathon sa mujhe chuo bhi math samjhi she said making disgust face which shocked samrat to the core and tears started escaping from his eyes non stop.
s:par nupur
n:chup ho jao samrat mera naam bhi apni gandi zubaan sa math lena samjhe she shouted again
n:tumhain pata hai gunji ko kya hua tha
s:KYA he asked hopeing to get know the questions answer now
n:BLOOD CANCER
S:what SAMRAT WAS SO SHOCKED TO REACT NOW.
N:AUR YEH RAHA GUNJI NA JOH TUMHARE LIYA LETTER LIKHA THA BY SAYING THIS AND HANDING HIM THE LETTER SHE WAS ABOUT TO GO.
s:nupur nashta tayar hai kha ka jo.nupur just smiled.
n:tum jaise rakshas ka haath ka khana khane a toh accha hai mai bhooki mar jaun samjhe
s:NNUPUR
N:CHLAO math chilana mujhe bhi ata hai samjhe she took hold of his collar sirf tumhari wajah sa sirf tumhari wajah a meri behan aaj zinda nahi hai sirf tumhari wajah sa arry jab uski bemari ka ilaaj tha tab bhi usna apni bemari ka ilaj nahi kawaya kyun kyun ki tum usse pyaar nahi karte tha tumhain pata hai gunji ko sahi waqt par pata chal gaya tha ki usse blood cancer hai jab uss ka ilaj bhi ho sakta tha but sirf tum usse pyaar nahi karte bol kar uss na apni zindagi kurbaan kardi sirf tumhare liya she start beating him on cheast with her hand and than slide down on her knees and started crying samrat was standing like a dead body after some time nupur recovred and said "gunji na kaha tha ki mai uss ka marna ka baad roungi nahi mai kabhi nahi roungi"and she said walking she stopped near door and said"aur haan agar tum mai thodi si bhi besharmi baki haina toh chulu bhar pani mai doob kar mar jao samjhe" by saying this she went of from their
samrat fall downs on knees and started crying badly after sometime he openend the letter which was left by gunji for him.
sabsa pehla tum apna ansoon poch lo kyun ki mujhe pata hai di na tumhain bahut sunaya hoga par tum unki baton ka bura math maana kyun ki woh mujhsa bahut pyaar karti haina isiliye tumhain itna sab kuch keh diya unka maqsad tumhara dil dukana ka nahi tha aur haan insab mai mujhsa kiya hua PROMISE math bhool jaana mai bhi kitni pagal hoon tumsa zabardast shaadi karli yeh soch kar ki tum kabhi mujhsa pyaar karge par mai kitni galth thi tumhain pata hai jis din tumna mujhe ghar sa nikal diya tha uss din maina kuch nahi kyun kaha kyun ki mujhe ussi din pata chala tha ki mujhe blood cancer hai(sam and we all know she is lieing to sam to let he do not feel guilty for her death)so in short di na tumsa jhoot bola ki i know from starting that their is a cure for my fever(blood cancer).
anyways yeh sab chodo yeh sab batain ab imp nahi hai as im not ALIVE now right.(after reading this lines samrat felt as a knife is precied through his heart as it was causing dam much pain to him in his heart because he had fallen in LOVE with gunji pehla hi usse pyaar karta tha but ehsaas ab ho raha hai jab woh pass nahi hai ).
samrat now u r a free bird.jiyo apni zindagi jaise tum jina chate hobut plz mera promise yaad rakhna but if tum sa nahi ho raha toh chodh do waise bhi tum mujhsa pyaar toh kabhi karte hi nahi tha sirf apni dosti ka liya itna sab kuch math karna joh tuma possible nahi ok.(her each and every word was causing him dam pain in his heart).
chalo kafi lamba letter likh diyana maina kafi time waste ho gaya hoga tumhara mera yeh bakwaas letter padna mai.aur hai if yeh letter sa tumhain koi dukh mila hai toh isse phaad do yeh jala do kyun ki samrat ko koi bhi dukh ho meri wajah sa yeh mai bardash nahi kar sakti. BYEEEEEEEEEEE samrat forever.thank u so much for waste ur precious time on my letter.and THANX FOR COMMING IN MY LIFE AND MAKING IT BEAUTFULL FOR ME "THANK U SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHH".
"I LOVE U SAMRAT"
UR CHASHMISH
FOREVER AFTER DEATH TOO.
NAHI CHASJMISH NAHI TUM AISA NAHI KART SAKTI MERA SAATH MERI EK GALTI KI ITNI BADI SAJA NAHI CHASHMISH NAHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.by saying this he started crying badly.
*flashback end*
sam's pov
mai aaj chashmish ka marna ka 1 saal baad tak isiliye zinda hoon taki chashmish ko dioya hua wada pura kar sakun mai maina pura kar diya hai im the bigget business man of this world world.
chashmish mai tumsa kabhi yeh toh nahi keh paya ki mai tumsa kitna pyaar karta hoon par aaj mai apni mauth ko galle laga kar yeh zarur prove kar dunga ki pyaar ma bhi logh mrte hain "FAANA" ho jate hain.he closed his diary and took a boottle in hand,
pata nahi marna ka baad hum mil payainga yeh nahi na mila toh hi accha hai kyun ki u dont deserve me chashmish u dont desrve meby saying so he drank the poison and started to breath heavily in no time tears of happiness is flowing from his eyes and his last words before closing his eyes joh maina kabhi aj tak kubool nahi kiya apna aap sa na tumsa kabhi keh oaya aaj marta waqt mai woh chij kehn chata hoon chashmish kehta haina marta hua admi kabhi bhi jhoot nahi bol ta mai samrat shergill apni chashmish sa bahut bahut pyaar karta hoon "I LOVE U CHASHMISHHHHHHHHHH".AND AS SOON AS HE SAID THIS HE WAS NO MORE HIS BREATH HAD STOP AT TIME VERY TIME ONLY.
PYYAR HUMEIN ASANI SA NAHI MILTA JAB MILTA HAI TOH USSE SAMRAT KI TARAH HAMEIN KHO NAHI DENA CHAIYE HUMEIN KABHI BHI USSE PYAAR KARNA CHAIYE JOH HUMSA PYAAR KARTA HAI NA KI USSE JOH HUMSA PYAAR NAHI KARTA SOMETHING LIKE ONLY *SIGN* with this my os(one shot) is over.
Muhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Lots of love,🤗
Sana.😊
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