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this is the 8th part...................
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PART = 8
RECAP:-
ridhi (sukku) == ........ no, i din tell ARMAAN abt my ailment.......... N U KNOW WHT.............. still he doesnt know tht i m suffering from blood cancer.........
ridhima (jenny) =====.......(ridhima was completely dumbhead tht moment whn ridhi told tht to her......she asked ridhi....confusingly............)..........does this mean tht armaan still doesnt know wht is the truth.....???????........tht u r suffering from blood cancer.......??????.......oh....no...............bt y.... .........?????? .ridhi.....y........????????????...............u dint u tell abt ur disease to armaan y.......?????............y.?????? dint u feel like telling him the truth ???............. hmmn....tell me..............(ridz asked her questioningly) .......dint u just feel like telling him once just once ................... ??????????
ridhi(sukku)
u know ridhima............whn i first came to know abt my disease.......i just straightway wanted to go into armans ........my loves...... arms n wanted to cry as much as i could, in his arms........i wanted to hug him n wanted to cry my heart out to him...... wanted to tell him abt my disease tht i m suffering from cancer...n very soon i will be away from him........very soon i will be away from my love foreever............at first .......i thought .i should tell armaan each n every thing.......abt my disease .......
bt
i dont know.........wht was tht.......bt there was something......which was abstaining n controlling me nt to tell armaan anything........nt to tell him abt my disease.........i still dont know....wht was tht.....my inner emotions....or my unconditional love fr armaan which refrained me from telliing anything to armaan...........
my brain was saying tht i should tell armaan everything...... i shouldnt hide abt this biggest truth of my life from armaan..................bt my heart....... i dont know.......bt my heart wasnt giving me the permission.......
n thn allas.............i finally decided i wouldnt tell armaan anything.........i wont tell him the truth...........it was because i loved him so much tht dint wanted to hurt him to the core by telling all the truth to armaan.............i made my mind i wont tell him anything .............thinking of him only...............
u know.....ridhima.........if i would have told arman abt the truth......thn armi wouldnt have been able to bear n undergo thiis............coz armaan loved me very much...............he loved me unconditionally,,, crazily,,, madly......................if anything would have happened to me............thn he would also have done something to him............
u know.....ridhima..........once also did something like tht ......played with his life fr me...... before our confession.............he once also tried to do something like tht.... ........before we both had confess our love to each other ............he had physically hurted himself alot coz of me.................before our confession......
after we confessed our love.....one day arman took me to a date ....n thn there ..............armaan had told me something........ tht still i cant forget those words of armaaan which he said to me.................he said.........
"""""''''''''''''''"""ridhi (sukku)............u r...my love............u r my life.............u r my heart............ur my heartbeat..............u r my body ...............u r my soul...............u r my happiness.............u r my breadth.............u r my god........u r everything.......
today i armaan malik.......confess...... tht i love u .....just u very much.......love u loads............i wont let happen anything to u ........ridhi......................if anything would happen to u thn i swear i will also kill myself ........................tum ho toh jaan hai.........................tum ho toh saara jahan hai...........tum ho toh saari khushiyaan hai.....tum nahi toh mai bhi nahi.........na he yeh zindagi kisi kaam ki.........................
so, nw u can understand tht........... if thn i would have told armaan tht i m suffering frm cancer n there r just sum more years of my life left...................thn he would have lived till the day i lived n thn after tht he would have also killed himself........................
i knew this thing very well.........tht he could hurt him bt he couldnt have let me happen anything.......anything
i dint wanted armaan to do something like tht coz of me....(commit suicide)...........i loved him so much.....thn hw could i have let him to something like tht...???????...................i wanted just happiness for armaan......nt a pinch of sorrow......... i wanted armaan to live........to live n enjoy his life maximum.................
ultimately ......i decided tht i wouldnt tell armaan anything......abt my disease..........never...never.........
instead
i would do something like tht.............tht would coz arman to hate me.....to hate me to the core.....to hate me like anything...........so tht if armaan ever remembers me thn remember me...........
1) as the biggest mistake of his life....................
2)worst dream,,,,, bitter truth of his life................
so tht if he ever rembers me thn he just hate me.............hate me to the heights..........to the core........... so tht he do nt feel a pinch sad or bad coz of me n my death...........so tht he do nt ruin his life fr me ....instead live his life to the fullest
n allas....................
i came across with the idea of making armaan hate me to the core n deep chasm...............................
......and thn ridhi(sukku).......tells ridhima(jenny)......hw on her bday, whn armaan was coming to wish her n celebrate the day with her................she with the help of her best friend "x'........ did all tht acting...........in front of armaan ..........acting of making love with 'x' ........in front of armaan .......... so tht armaan himself saw her with x ......n hate her coz of this..........
she further told ridz...................tht as she thought..................it happened the same way..............armaan saw her with x making love to each other...........after seeing thm........armaan confronted her for tht.....n thn she said all such affronting words to him ............such bashful words to him..............like ....she never ever loved him....never..................she ws just having a crush on him............n nw her crush is also over fr him.........tht she hates him...............she hates him alot............his face n presence tortures her like anything..............she dont want to see him again...........she hates him to the core............................
......................first armaan couldnt believe wht all of a sudden happened to her.................n y she is sayin all this things................bt she kept on saying such affronting n hurtful n bashful words to him so tht he just.................just start hating her..................hating her to the core.....................she said tht all delibrately ......... so tht armaan just feel bad for this n starts hating her......................N AFTER THEIR CONFRONTATION ..................ARMAAN told her tht he commited the biggest mistake of his life by falling in love with such cheap girl like hers...........he atlast said to her tht he cant love a girl like her anymore.................n he hates her .....................PART -3............... THE FLASHBACK SCENe..........................)
ridhima(jenny) ===..........( asked her questioningly.......).......bt at tht time dint u never think .....tht......pretentious play of urs with x.......... would also have hurted armaan a lot.........???? ....hmmmn........ whn armaan had seen u with x.............wht would he had felt?????.....he still had gt the biggest shock of his life.............it also had hurted him to the core..............hmmmn tell me...?????.....dint u feeel so.....??????????
ridhi(sukku) ===== ........i knew tht..............seeing me with some random person in such position........... had hurted armaan a lot............infact alot...............
bt tht pain was nothing in comparison to the pain i would have given armaan by telling him the truth
.........the truth about my disease.......atleast with tht pretentious play armaan dint give or ruined his life fr me....... infact it made him hate me..........to the core n deaths...........bt imagine if i would have told armi...thn i know. ....he wouldnt have been able to bear this thing..........it would have crushed him...................which i didnt wanted to happen to him........... i just wanted happiness fr him..............i knew time would heal each n evry wound of his...........n he would forgot me with time.....
n see nw armaan is so happy with u....................has got a lovely girlfriend n soon to be wife in you.............. hmmn .................(ridhima(jenny) smiled a bit hearing this.............)
(.......ridhi(sukku)........further tells ridhima(jen) tht she saw armaan for the last time tht day only............on her bday ..............fr the last time armaan said to her tht he hates her.................he hates her.........to the core..................these words of armaan really satisfied her.......as wht she thought............n wht she wanted.............she had gt................armaan hated her..........................n nw atleast he wouldnt ruin his life fr her.............................................)
ridhi(suukku) == ...................so in this way i gifted armaan the biggest pain on my birhday...................n tht was the last moment i saw armaan.........coz next day only i left the college n i went from there....moved out from armans heart, his life........ forever.........(.......saying this she started crying..........she was crying ................crying...........................................crying.....................crying )
(..........she also showed the ring to ridhima which armaan had bought fr hr on her bday as her gift............on which ar ws carved on it........................one by one she showed all the things to ridhima ......... like their pics, the gifts which armaan bought fr her n given her...........................n thn she told ridhima tht it was all the memories of armaan which made her live till nw......................thn after taking a pause she says.......)
ridhi(sukku)===== ..............u know ridhima.................i wanted to meet armaan once just once before my death....................as i knw tht my death is coming nearer with each passing day................so i wanted to meet armaan once................just once..............
bt i never knew tht i would get the chance meet armaan once again.................i never thought tht my last wish of meeting him once again would come true...................i never ever thought.................
........i met ARMAAN once again in sanjeevani..............whn on tht day i saw armaan at sanjeevani i couldnt believe i gt the chance to meet him again...................at first i thought tht i m just imagining him seeing him .........bt soon came to know tht i actually saw him .......i was a bit smiling at him seeing him.........i think he also couldnt believe he saw me ................bt i very well observed tht armaan hated me...............(.....thn she tells ridhima abt her first meeting with armaan at sanjeevani.......)
ridhima(jenny) =====...................bt hw u came to sanjeevani.............??????????/....(ridhima-JENNY asked her........)
ridhi(sukku) ====..................x family n our family are family friends......so whn after my father died sum 3,4 years ago in an accident thn it was x family only who looked after me..........x's mother..........treat me as their own daughter.............they care for me as their own daughter........so whn i was living in delhi with x family there i gt to meet abhimanyu.................abhimanyu is a good friend of x.....n through him he became my friend also.............n later he bacame my dctor...............n he treated me from the very beginning of my ailment after i went from armaans life...........................in delhi sanjeevani.........................
infact,,,,,,,,,,abhimanyu only called me here .......in mumbai sanjeevani................for my treatment..................bt see i never knew tht here i will get most precious gift of my life.................i would gt to see armaan once again........
u know ridhima..............whn i met armaan in sanjeevani once again...........thn after meeting him.........i told abhimanyu tht i cant get treated here at sanjeevani.............i need to go from here..............whn abhi asked me the reason fr it.................i told him the truth abt armaan................actually....................
abhimanyu knew each n everything abt me ,,,,,,,,, my love,......,,,,abt everything as he had also became one of my good friend.........all this years.............bt he never knew tht the boy whom i loved so much is none other thn armaan only...................
i told abhmanyu abt the truth of ................ A...R....M...A....A....N....
i took promise from abhimanyu tht he wont tell anything ..............nt even a single thing...........abt .my disease, to anyone...........nt even her girlfriend "NIKKI".................so thats y he dint tell u anything abt my disease coz of my promise...............WHN U GT TO KNOW ABT MU DISEASE AFTER READING THT FILE.................
u know ridhima.................it was coz of my request only abhi sent armaan frm here fr official work..........i thought i would go from sanjeevani before armaan comes back............ before armaan get to know everything ................i would go from sanjeevani.................as my last wish of meeting armaan just once is also fulfilled............so i decided before i go weak............i Would go from sanjeevani............
u know WHAT...........here in sanjeevani also....i used to say such things......... to armaan again n again .........which would make him angry.........n more angry...................so tht he could hate ME just hate ME.........
i gt the biggest gift of my life whn i met armaan once again.................
remember the day whn armaan introduced you to me saying u r his girlfriend n soon to be wife.................i felt really happy for both of u......really.......ridhima.....u r such a lovely, nice n beautiful girl.................. i felt very happy whn armaan told me tht he really loves u very much.....................very much tht he cant see u a pinch sad............n u also love him very much...........i was really satisfied tht armaan chose the best girl in form of u...............u both look very beautiful with each other..............truly a couple made fr each other...........n i really pray to god tht none shall come between both of u...........noone..................................
(.........ridhima-jenny smiled a bit hearing those words of ridhi -sukku.................................after taking a deep long breadth.................n pause............................)
ridhi(sukku) ====.............promise me ridhima..................u wont tell anything to armaan abt this truth....plz promise me...........u wont tell anything to him...............(takes out her hand....fr the promise.........)
ridhima(jenny) ==== .............bt dont u think ridhi ..................armaan should know abt this..........he is living in an illusuion ..................tht u deceived him.........u played with his emotions............u ....used him...............bt the truth is tht
u love him loads..................u love him.alot................this ws only ur immense love fr armaan coz of which u sacrificed everything..................infact ur love also.............
ridhi(sukku) =====.........(.....gets a bit concerned............).........no ridhima u promised me earlier..........even took swear of armaan tht u wont tell him anything.............u wont tell him anything.........u promised me.........(ridhima............ relunctantly agrees............gives her assuring look tht she wont tell anything to armaa....with moist eyes...to which ridhi smiled......afetr taking a long pause...............)
ridhi(sukku) ==== .............promise me .............promise...me......just promise me ridhima(jenny)...............u will never leave armaan...................never.........no matter what happens.......u will never leave him...........u will always be with him in each n every phase of his life..............u will keep loving him........only him............u will always love him.................always......as u do now..............promise me....promise me ridhima...
u r very lucky ridhima................. u have found love in form of arman ..............as there r only few people who get this beautiful feeling to cherish fr the life time..............promise me u will nevr hurt armaan.......................u will keep loving him...............promise me........................(saying this tears fell down frm ridhis eyes...........)
ridhima(jenny) ===..................i promise u ridhi(sukku)...............i promise u............i will keep loving him.....i will be with him forever.........i promise u ridhi(sukku).......................i promise u....................(----ridhimas eyes also became moist.........)
.........u know wht........ridhi(sukku)...........i thought only i m the one who loves armaan so madly n crazily...............only i love him.....................bt see i never knew tht there is someone other also who loves armaan so much....................so much............infact might be more thn me....................ur love is great............ridhi(sukku)........realy
ridhi(sukku) ==== ..............nw i have met armaan ....... tomorrow i m going back to delhi .......... coz if i will be here thn i would go weak seeing armaan again n again...........
ridhima(jenny) ===== ..............no ridhi...no u rnt going anywhere.....u will be treated here only.....i dont know....i wont let u go.......................
(as they both were talknig to each other........both girls hear some voice........like breaking of a vass.................
P...............................L............................................A......................................M...............................................M...................
ridz jenny, quickly gets up to see who was there at the door............as she reaches the door..............she finds someones shadow there......... going in left direction..............she starts following the shadow............while followin ridz(jenny) finds herself going to the terrace ......there........ she saw someone standing there........................ having back towards her................
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it was none other thn.....................ya ........................u.......................all................r..............right........................... u r....................absolutely Right.............it was none other thn
😲😲 .......A.........R...............M..............A.............A..........N.....................😲😲
HE HAD LISTEN whatever ridhi(sukku) said to ridhima (jenny)..................he had listen what all she told ridhima.......each n everything.............
seeing armaan ...............ridhima(jenny)........gets another biggest shock ............very scared RIDHIMA FROM stairs only called him....... very softly.......)
ridhima(jenny) ===== ......A......................R...................M...............A.................A...............N...................
(ARMAAN was standing there as a statue.....no movement.....no answer.......nothing.......he was
standing there dejectedly.............in an amort position........as if there is no life, strength in his body.....he
was standing there as like he is agglutinated with the floor........he wasnt moving....bt was just standing n was looking at sky........................
.............slowly n slowly ridhima comes towards him n...............)
ridhima (jenny) ===== ......armaan................(still no movement from armaan..................n finally ridhima keeps her hand on his shoulder........n thn turns him towards herself............ARMAAN was standing there as as statue.............totally numb..........still no movement..............)
ridhima(jenny) ===== .....
..A.....R....M....A...A...N......(
fumbling wih words...) .........
a...r...m...a...a...n. ................did ..........u................. ???
ARMAAN ===== ............(after a break of 2 minutes....)........ya ridhima ya...............i heard everything..................everything.................. whatever ridhi(sukku) told u..................i heard everything.........
(ARMAAN was deeply looking into ridhimas-jennys eyes.............they both were looking at each other.........they kept on looking at each other fr some seconds........
whn
all of a suddn......ridhima(jenny).......gets shocked seeing armaan.....like this........)
(............A.....R...M..A..A..N....... STARTED LAUGHING..................YA HE WAS LAUGHING..................HE WAS LAUGHING CRAZILY...............................HE WAS LAUGHINGLY MADLY .......he was laughing like hell.........he was just laughing .............
HA.....HA....HA....HE....HE...HE....ha....ha...ha....ha....he...he....he...he.....he...he...ha...he/...ha...he
........he kept on laughing..........he ws laughing crazily......ridhima(jenny).........totally dumbhead looking at armaan with curious eyes............bt ..........ARMAAN............ kept laughing.........................he kept laughing fr some minutes................
WHN ALL OF A SUDDEN RIDHIMA(jenny) IS TAKEN A BACKSEEING ARMAAN DOING THT...............)
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Edited by sweet_nyonica - 16 years ago
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