EHSAAS( A feeling of love )FF part pg#27 - Page 10

Hi sheela nice update magar ye kashish ko kya hua sujal se shaadi karne se mana kardiya.Kashish ka past kya hai.Plz cont soonThanks for PM.

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Hi sheela nice update magar ye kashish ko kya hua sujal se shaadi karne se mana kardiya.Kashish ka past kya hai.Plz cont soonThanks for PM.

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thnx dear and i left it that way b'coz suspense ka apna maza haina😉

EHSAAS (A feeling of love)

kashish:excuse me(she says loudly)
sujal:emm,yes maine aapko yahan.......actually aap jaanti hongi k hamari families hamari shaadi k baray mein soch rtahi hain lekin mere liye yeh shaadi koi arrange marriage nahi hai maine jabse aapko dekha hai pata nahi kyun per aisa lagta hai jaisa aap he han woh jisse main .........i dnt know aapko meri yeh baatein kaisi lag rahi hongi k main aapko pehli he mulaqat mein yeh sab..........per reallly there is some about you jo mujhe aapki taraf attract karta hai kashishh waqai he aap mein aik aisi kashish hai k main aapki taraf khicha chala ja raha hun
kashish is silently listening him
sujal:aap kuch kahengi nahi,kya aap is shaadi se khush hain?
kashish:main yeh shaadi nahi kar sakti(she says looking straight in his eyes)
sujal yeh sunte he shock ho jata hai that teh gril jisse woh apni life ka hissa banana chahta hai saying a straight NO to him
kashish:main aapko yeh kehna chahti thi k kyunki aapke baray bhai k liye meri sis ka rishta bhi aya hai tou agarmain is rishte se mana karungi tou yeh uske unke rishte ko effect karega isliye agar aap.......aap is rishte se mana kar denge to..i hope aap meri baat ko samjhenge (and she was about to go when he calls her for the first time)
sujal:KASHISH.......
she stops hearing her name and turns around
sujal:kya main jaan sakta hun is inkaar ki wajah kya hai?(when he was saying this he was controling his emotions like any thing b'coz woh uske saamne kamzor nahi parna chata hai jo usse pehli he mulaqat mein reject kar k ja rahi ha)
kashish looks at him for a while
kashish:woh.....main wajah nahi bata sakti its some thing......very personal
and she leaves
sujal is standing there heart broken
actually he is hurt but at teh same time uski ego hurt hui hai k some one rejected her like this
sujal:kya samajhti hai woh apne aapko?usne mujhe.......(his voice is breaking)aisi kya kami hai mujh mein?but y im upset she is teh one who should regret usne mujhe.....sujal garewal ko thukraya hai she don't deseres my love actually us jaisi ghamndi larki tou kisi ka bhi pyaar deserve nahi karti hai (he smriks)
he turns to go aur saamen dkehta hai tou its kripa standing there
sujal usse dekhta hai he is shock
sujal:aap?yahan pe.......
kripa:haan main yahan aur maine sab sunn lia hai kashish aur tumhare beech jo kuch abhi hau woh sab,tumne theek kaha sujal kashish jaisi larki kisi ka pyaar deserve nahi karti hai uski kismat mein he hai aisa tumne kuch ghalat nahi kaha shayad uske naseeb mein he sacha pyaar nahi hai
suajl is looking at her with surprize with his teary eyes
sujal:main kuch samjha nahi
kripa:kashish aisi bilkul nahi thi,woh tou bohat oyaar karne wali rishton mein sachay pyaar mein wishvaas karne wali actually woh tou bohat zyada yaqeen karti thi pyaar mein hamsha usse lagta tah k pariyon ki kahanion ki tarah koi shag=hzaa ayega aur usse apne saath le jayega uske har sapne ko pura karega woh per........(she stops)
sujal:per kya?aap kuch kehti kyun nahi?
kripa:aaj main tumhein woh raaz batane ja rahi hun jo sirf mere aur kashish k beech tha aaj tak lekin aaj se tum bhi is raaz mein hamare raaz daar ho pata nahi kyun per tumhari aankhon meine kashish k liye wohi feelings dekhi hain jo kabhi usse pane saathi mein chaiye hua karti thi i dnt know y but main aaj kashish ki zindagi ka aik sach tumse batane ja rahi hun kyunki mujhe lag raha hai k tum usse sach mein bohat chahte ho aaj jab se tum aye ho man tumhein obderve kar rahi hun har pla tumhari nazren sirf ussi ko talsh kar rahi hain yeh dikhawa nahi ho sakta hai aur abhi bhi tumhari aankhon mein aansu hain tumhein bohat bura lag raha haina k usn etumhein bina jane saaff saad man akar dia is rishte k liye waqt ne uska yaqeen jo utah dia hai pyaar shabdh se(she has tears in her eyes she wipes them )
FLASHBACK
aaj se kareeb 2 saal pehle ki baat hai jab maine aur kashsih garduation k liye university mein admition lia tha
woh bohat he chulbulii hansti kkhikhilati si kashish hua karti thi per kon jaanta tha k is jaagh se uski zindagi mein aik tufaan ane wala hai jo sab baha k le jayega uski khushi uski hansi sab.....
unversity mein final year mein aik larka tah uska naam abhishek tha woh is shhar k baray bussiness man ka aklta beta tah aur bohat bigra hua tha
he was a play boy masoom larkion k jazbaat k saath khelna tou jaise uski hobby thi
us din usne kisi larki k saath bohat bata meezi ki aur usse puray collage k saamne yeh keh k chor dia k usne usse kabhi koi wada nahi kia tha per woh larki uske saath bohat involve ho chuki thi lekin us larke ne tou bass uske saath time pass kar k usse chr dia
woh larki ro rahi thi jab kashish uske paas jati hai aur woh larki usse sab kuch batati hai kashish sab kuch bardasht kar sakti thi per kisi larki k jazbaat k saath khela jaye yeh usse kabhi bardasht nahi hota tah woh ghusse mein wahn se chali gayi aur kaise karke use abhichek kahan hai kon hai yeh paat kia woh us waqt canteen mein betha apne awara doston k saath us larki ka mazak ura raha tha k kashish wahn puhanchti hai
kashish:WAHHH kya baat hai aik bhlo bhali masoom larki k jazbaat k saath khel k tumhein kya mila?upper se besharmi tou dekhi ratti bhar k afsos tak nahi hai tumhari in aankhon mein tum jais aghatiya insaan maine apni life mein nahi dekha sunna tumne(she is shouting atbhim puri canteen mein khamoshi cha gai hai sab heraan hai k yeh kon hai jo abhi se aise baat kar rahi hai)
abhi is also shock aur satah he he is feeling really insulted usse bohat ghussa arah hai but he is some how controlling his anger
uske dost bhi heraan haina k usne itna sab sun lia and he is not reacting
kashish:ainda ksi bhi larki k saath aisa karne se pehele aaj ka din yaad rakhna(showsing him finger she is damn angry and she rushes from there)
sab k sab wahin kahre hain shock aur abhishek bhi
2,3 din guzaret ain abhi apni beizzati ka badla len achhata hai per woh kashish ko aise he nahi chorna chahta hai qoh usse aisa sabak sikhane ka sochat hai k woh saari zndagi yaad rakhe
kashish aik din university k ground mein apn frineds k saath bethi thi sab larkian apne apne view de rahi hoti hain about love
tou kashish bhi deti hai
kashish:pyaar........kainaat k asabse haseen jazba hai yeh kehen ko aikshabdh hai per puri kayanat samai hai is aik shabdh mein,main maanti hun actuallymera sapna hai k jo bhi mujhse pyaar karega wohn mere naaz nakhre uthayega bilkul filmy hero ki taraha mujhe woh propose karega he'll make me feel special very special,
aise he apni feeling woh apni friends k satah share kar rahi hai k abhi kahin dur khara yeh sa baatein sun raha hai aur uske dimaagh mein kashish se badla lenay ki aik trick ati hai
aglle din woh kashish ko akela dekh k uske paas jata hai
kashish usse dekh k ghussa mein laal hojati ahi aur wahn se jane lagti hai when he comes in her way
kashish gives him a hard stare
kashish:raasta choero mera(anger is in her voice)
abhi:nahi......kashish main tumse kuch keha chahta hun main jaanta hun man jo khene ja raha hun tum shayd uspe kabhi believe na karo per mere liye yeh kehna bohat zaruri hai us din jo kuch hua agar tumharai jagah koi aur hota tou main usse wahin jaan se maar dalta per pata nahi kyun tumhein dekh k aur tumhari woh baatein sunke mujhe pehli baar yeh ehsaas hua k main kitna ghalat hun tum ne meri aankhein khol den kashish plz mujeh maf kardo warna main apne aap ko kabhi maaf nahi kar paunga,
kashish thinks for w while and the speaks:
kashish:tum jaise insaan pe main bharosa kabhi kar he nahi sakti hun aur gaar maafi he mangni hai tou jake us larki se mango jiska tumne dil tora hai mujhse nahi suna tumne
abhi:plz kashish acha theek hai agar ausa karne se tumhen mujhpe yaqeen ata hai tou main yeh bhi karne ko tayar hun chalo mere saath aur uska hath pkaar k usse us larki k paas le jata hai
abhi:sonia im really very sorry jo maine tumahare saath kai uske liey main bohat sharminda hun plz ho sakay tou mujhe maaf kar dena
sonia:yeh tumkyakeh rahe ho?
abhi:main janat hun mera whsihvas karna asaan nahihao per main sach mein sharminda hun maine tumahgre sath j kia uske liye
sonia:its ok aur waise bhi tumne mujeh dhoka dia usse mujhe yeh ehsaas hau k main tumse kabhi pyaa karti he nahi thi woh sirf infatuation thi
abhi:im sorry once again
kashsi yeh sab dekh k bohat surprize hai aur woh abhi ko maaf kar deti hai
abhi usse dosti karta hai aur usse kehta hai k woh apne aur uske rishte k baray mein ksi se ahi kuch na kahe kynki koi yaqeen nahi karega is baat pe
aise he woh dono milne lagte hain yahan tak k kashish ne yeh baat mujshe bhi chupai jab bhimain sse kcuh puchti woh mujhe taal dia karti thi aise he din guzarte gaye aur aaj abhi ka last day tha university mein aur off k time pe woh kashish ko apne saath chalne ko khta hai kashish bohat hesitate ho rahi thi tou usse emotinal balck karta ahi k u dnt trusnt me and al taht bakwas tou kashish uske satah jane k liye taya ho jatai hai waise bhi kashish k dil mein abhi liye kafi strong feeligns develop ho chuki thi usse laga k shayd aaj abhi usse finally apne pyaar k izhaar arne ja raha hai as its his last day in university per us dn jab maine usse abhi k satah akele jatay dekh tou mujhse rah nahigaya maine soch lia k maine aaj paat laag k rahungi akahir baat kya ahi aur waise bhi mujeh us ahi pe blkul bhorosa nahi tha isliye main bina uhen pata chlne diye unhen follow karne lagi abhi kashish ko aik sunsan jagah pe leke jata hai itsa farm house shahar se dur
kashsih:emm abhi yeh kya hum yahan kyun aye hain?(hesitating)
abhi:aao na kashish andar tou chalo aik surprize hai tumhare liye
aur usse naadr leka chala jata hai
its a bed room
kashish:kya baat hai?hum yaahn kyun aye han?bolo
abhi:batata hu kashis itni jaldi kya hai(his voice is being evilish)
he is cmoing closer to her she is steping back uske chhere se tension chalak rahi hai
abhi:tum yehi soch rahi hona k tum yaha kyun?main batata hu yaad hai woh din jab sa k samne tumne meri beizati thi mujhpe haath uthaya tha yaad hai(shouting at her his eyes are red
kashish is shivering with fear
abhi:ussi din maine soch lia tah k maien tumse badla tou zarur lunga per kaise yeh decide nahi kar pa raha tha per us din jab tum apni frinds k satah bethi baat kar rahi thi aout love and all that bajwas tabh mujeh laga k u are an emtional fool aur yum jaisi larki ko sabak sikhane k isse acha tareeq kya ho skata hai tumhare dil ko chot puhanchai jaye isilye maine tumhara dil jaatne k liey yeh sab natak kia tumhein khud se pyaar karne pe majbur kia tum tou mere bin aik pal nahi reh sakti thi tabhi mujhe laga k yeh sahi waqt hai tumse badla lenay k phir maine soch k tum jaisi larki k saath itni time waste karne k baad mujeh kuch tou faida hona chiye hai islye aa hum yahan hain kya kaha tha tumne mujhe aaj ka din hasmha yaad rahega aur aaj ka yeh din tum chahogi tou bhi kabhi bhl nahi pagi sunna tumne (screaming)
he is coming closer to her she is shivering with fear uski aankhon se aansu be rahe hain woh mnetally aur heartly buri tarah tut chuki hai roye ja rahi ahi
abhi usko bed pe puch karta hai she is crying ,pleading
kashish:nahi plz chor do mujhe ......tum tou mujhse.........pyaar.......pyaar karte the na aise mazak mutt karo abhi plz(her tears are rolling ather cheeks)
when abhi was about to touch her peeche se aik vase uske sar pe lagta hai aur uske sir se khun behne lagta hai
he trns around aur dkehta ahi tou main wahn kahari thi kashish mujhe dekhte he meri taraf bhagti hai mujeh hug kar k roye ja rahi hai kaanp rahi hai durr k maray bas tarap rahi hai aaj bhi jab main woh pla yaad karti hun tou meri ruh kaanp jati hai
kripa:kahbardara jo aikkadam aur gaya bharaya to im warning you
abhi gives an evil smile
abhi:kyun kya kar logi tum?haan?>
kripa whan se aik kaanch ka vase uthati hai and says
kripa:chale jao yahan se warna ain tumhein jaan se maar dungi(uski aankhon mein sach mein khun hai jisse dekh k abhi dirr jata hai aur whan se bhaag hata hai
kripa:kashish(softly calls her name she is sobbing still shivering woh mentally aur phiysically bohat tortue hui hai and is clealry visible
kripa usse console kar rahi ha per woh jitna console karne ki koshis karti ha kashish utna he zyada rone lagti hai
maine usse bohat mushkl se ghar lekay jati hun sab se hu mjhoot keh deta han k kashish ne aik hadsa dekha jiski wajh se woh itni duri hui hai
per us din k baad kashish jaise murjha he gai ho uspe koi emtions asar he nahi kia jaret the woh kashish jo love stories,romantic books aur movies ki dewani hua karti thi a busse in sab se nafrat hone lagi thi aise he waqt k saath sath yeh hadsa uske dimagh pe geher sar chor jata hai aur woh dil jismeinkabhi jazbaat ka samndat baha karta tah woh ab pataher ho gaya hai ,shaadi aur pyar jaise bohat bara amzak hon uske liye bass isi liy aaj tumhare saath aise(kripa ki aankhein num hain aur suak tou ajise kahinkho gaya ho kashish k dard mein mano woh har pla uski aankhonk samen araha ho uski aankhon se aansu beh rahe hain
sujal:itna........itna dard itni taqleef ........koi kaise itna dard lekaya aise je sakta hai k dekhen wla akabhi mehsus he na kar paye k usne kitna kuch sa hoga(still his tears are flowing)aur main..........maine kya kya nahi keh dia usse kitna ghalat tha main damn it(he kick at floor in anger he is angry with his self)
kripa:maine hamsha khuda se ba syehi manga k kashish ki zindagi mein uske hisse ki khushi bhej de aur mujhe yaqeen tah k aik n aik din aisa hoga aur aaj kashish k liye tumahare aankhon mein yeh aansu aur uske liye yeh dard dekh k main keh skati hunnk tumhi woh ho jo usse har khushi de sakte ho wada karo k tum meri bahn ko masha khush rakhoge
suajl lokat her with surprize
sujal:per aap tou jaanti haina usne mujhe mana kar dia woh yeh shaadi nahi karna chahti hai aur chahti hai k maine is rishte se ma inkaar r dun
kripa:jaanti hun per tum aisa kuch nahi karoge
sujal:lekin kyun?main aisa nahi ksa sakta
kripa:sujal aajagar tumne kashish ko chor dia tou woh saari zindagi kabhi khud se mil nahi payegi aaj aik bar tumhein uska zakhm bahrne k liey usse yeh dard dena hoga tum usse keh do k tum is rishte se mana nahi kar sakt kynki tum apni family ko already haan keh chuke ho kashish khud kabhi is rishte se maa nahi karegi main jaanti hun kyunki woh mere liye apni jaan bhi de sakti hai ,main jaanti hun k jo main karne ja rahi hun woh kahin na kahin ghalat ha per aajapni behan ki kshushi k liye mujeh yeh chota sa ghalat kadam uthana he hoga,kahi tum dogay mera saath?kya tum sab kuch janne k baad ban paoge kashish ka sahara?uski is suni zindagi mein tum khushi la sakte ho kaho karoge aisa?
sujal ko kuch samjh nahi araha hai k woh kya kare woh kashish ko hurt nahikarna chahta hai per woh usse pana bhi c hahta hai aur usse woh har kushi bhi dena chahta hai jo woh deserve karti hai per woh bohat confuse hai
suddenly he speaks
sujal:theekhai main tayar hun ,kashish bohat achi hai usse apne hissay ki har khushi ka haq hai aur main usse bohat pyaar karta hun aur aaj k baad mee dil mein uske liey pyar uar bahr gaya hai woh sach mein bohat achi hai uski himmat haik usne itan sab sha life mein agar uski jaga koi aur hota tou shayd kab ka .......,mujhe kyakarnahoga?
kripa:kuch nahi bas aik wada tum usse har kushi doge,kashsih aik bohat sensitive larki hai woh dikhati hai k woh bohat strong hai per andar se woh bohat kamzor hai bohat zyada itni k aik thoker lagn epe tut jaye bilkul kaanch ki tarah|
sujal:main wada karta hun usse woh har khsuhi dunga khud se zyada usse chahunga uska har dard ab se mera hai
kripa:tum aik bohat ache insaan ho sujal mujhe khushi hai k mom dad ne tumheinkashsi liye chunna hai
sujal:per lucky to main hun k kashish jaisi larki meri life partner banne ja rahi hai,waise aik baat khun aa bhi kum lucky nhai hain woh dekhiye bro is looking for you lagta hai kuch baat karan chate hain(he says to lighten her modd)
kripa yeh sunk sharma jati hai
sujal:i must say bhabbh.........oops sorry i hope i can say you bhabhi
kripa:yes u can(smiles)waise maine tumhein tumhari kashish k baraymein itna sab bataya ahi tum mujhe kcuh nahi bataoge about your bro kafi ajeev character hain btw
sujal laughs at this
sujal;:hmm yeh tou aap jaan he jayengi dheere dheer babhiiiiii(kafi stress deke he calls )ok ab main chlta hun mom mujhe dhund rahi hongi
kripa:haan tum jao
and he leaves

oh so this is kashish's past...................that guy is really disgusting and sujal is very understanding and wants kashish to be happy....................nice part..................glad that he would say no to their shaadi..................cont soon dear.................

nice part. kash past is so sad. good kripa told sujal everything. waiting for more soon