Lost Love2[AR]!~Pt 16 p53 UPD 20/7 - Page 39

"Oh My Goodness!! ........" she gaped horrified. so that was the reason behind him coming back to my life?! ....... first to marry me and then after doing that he would take my son away, he will leave me again with no one to live for........Yes that was what he was planning now, i should have known it. Why didn't i observed it before. His eyes is on her Ryan now and she wont let him win now. She just cant. He cant take Ryan. A Sheer of anger flew through her making him flinch and she grunts moving toward Ryan and took him in her preventive motherly embrace to take him away from his ruthless view, to shield him from this monster.

Armaan looked at her immediately as she rocked Ryan away right from his view, noticing the change in her expression which were lot more hardened now then before it scared him,'Why was she behaving like this? Doesn't she love me?'

He gathered all the courage to look into those murderous eyes of her, he could think of reason why she would be so angry with his question? Did she not hear me?? gulping hard he decided repeat to her again ".....I want to marry you Riddhima......will y..."

Riddhima didn't let him finish this time, she didn't wanted to hear his 'shit' again, it was enough for her.....she blazes at him ".... Why??? ...... why do you want to marry me???..." cutting in on him she added with a stern looking face showing feeling of pure detest for him, 'Heck!! how did you even think that i would agree to marry a B******** like you?' She blazes ,she was real angry, how could he even try to take her ryan away from her. she tightened his hold on ryan.

"Ri......." He tried to speak but she was in no mood to let him speak this time, she cuts him again coming directly to point.

"What did you think? I am some mad girl and i would fall in your trap again and again huh??...Why are you doing this?' She asked mortified. "is that because of my son???" She asks him tightening her hold even more as if he would just take him away.

Armaan looks at her strangely, What is she talking about? Son?.....Yes he wants his family back but not only his son he wanted her tooo .

"Because i Love you riddhima!!" He spoke to her adding in,. 'and i know that you need me, my son needs me!' He added looking at her.

."What??" She laughs hard "i need you?" It was not a question rather a sarcastic comment. she throws angry look at him, 'are you dreaming Mr Mallik or have you gone out of your mind to think that i would need someone like you?' She laughs at him for his answer. is he dumb??

'I need no one except my son Ryan....and if ever would need someone then i have him in my life already, he will be there for me when ever i would need someone so there is no need of you here and as of Ryan is concerned then lemme tell you this ...... My son doesn't need a father's name to lead a life neither he needs a father figure like you. What would he learn from a man like you who is respect-less, arrogant, Cheap like you .....He has his mother for him who is his father too. He has done with it for one year and he would do it for rest of his life" She told him, her eyes still red with anger....she was shaking vigorously....

Armaan heard what she has said to him, It did shake him up and her statement ' she has someone whom she would ever need in her life' broke him up. She didn't loves him but he does. He looked at ryan. 'Does he not need me?' He asked himself.

"He would!! Every child needs his father!!" He concluded and softly pointed out to her,

"...but Riddhima he needs father's love..., i know he needs me" ....... He was observant and positive but she shakes his this belief too.

Riddhima narrowed her eyes "Oh really?!.....and exactly how did you know that?"

"I Know it...i can see it when i look at him, i know it when he smiles, i know it when he holds me, when i hold him. i just know it. I Feel that love!!!!" He answered her feeling his eyes getting moist.

That statement of his would have had great effect on any lady but it didn't had on her. She was devoid of that emotions, she had buried that emotions within her so deep that she doesn't let it to take over her. She looked at him ruthlessly and answered him.

"OHH, so you feel that love??, since when you started giving lecture on 'LOVE'?" she asked him crossing both her arms against her chest looking at him ever so sternly...... before he could say anything, she continued, "Stop that nonsense Shit of your so called 'Love' Armaan....The Love which you are talking about doesn't exists here and it would never will. You don't even know meaning of it , anyway .....so forget it ..... I know why you came back to my life ......i know why are you here suddenly.... you are here because,YOU want to take MY SON away from ME ....... " Armaan was shocked to hear that, even more then that he was gasped by her pitch,as he heard anguish in her tone ... shocked, hurt, clueless, all at once, he tried to justify.....

" ....for heaven's sake riddhima! I know i have hurt you deeply, i know you think of me as a worst man in the earth, i know if you would get a chance you would kill me right at this point but believe me i am not that bad. I am human too and why would i do that as he is my son too ....... why would I want that??!!!....".....He sounded desperate.

"No he is not!!! He is only mine. and you did it because you are alone Mr Mallik! All alone!! You are alone in these world and it is biting you now" She spoke to him laughing at his state, she knew he was all alone ............. 'You are Loveless, because you are devoid of love, and on top of that because he has got YOUR BLOOD......Your Heir...." she added opening her eyes.

Riddhima instantly closed her eyes as she said it, flashes came in front of her eyes. what had happened to her Priya just few days ago, Yes they all are same. That man Ajay did same with her too. Priya was married to him and then they separated but he came back in her life again after years claiming that he loves her still and he left her again taking her child away from her proving her to be incompetent to raise him. They all are same. ALL.

Riddhima looked at him justifying herself, "I Know you bloody rich people very well..... you consider us as some piece of trash ..... but when it concerns your so-called next generation, then you remember your blood?!?!.....Your heir....That is all what matters to you all and it is same with you too, and it is then you go and claim that you love the lady but when your mission is successful then you don't give a Shit about your so called 'Love'. " ..... feeling disgusting with him that he was still standing there mustering to even look at her she continued, "And what do you know about love? Where were you when he was born? Where were you when he used to cry. He doesn't wants your love!!!" She sighed why was she even asking this thing to him. He doesn't even deserves to be connected to him in any way. "So just get lost!! and don't even turn back here Armaan!!"

Armaan heard her, he was loosing his cool now, enough was enough she was going on accusing him again and again, What does she thinks of me? He has to shut her up. He looked towards her and charged up on her holding her from her shoulder he asked her.

"Riddhima?? Riddhima hear me!!" He asked her but she didn't budge, she was determined to let it out of her today. She had kept this inside her for ages but today she will take it all out on him.

"I Know you love me!!" He told her looking into her eyes constantly, intently. Riddhima started back controlling herself to not let her inner feeling weaken her.

"Love??" She laughed again. "What makes you think that?"

He looked at her deeply, "You make me think it riddhima!" Riddhima looked at him strange. what he said left her aghast for some time then recollecting herself she continued.

Riddhima looked at him this time little baffled , 'I???' She recollected herself as his cold hands touched her, she moved back a little and he continued further tightening his hold on her keeping safe distance not to hurt ryan.

"I Know you do!! I can feel it!" Armaan holds her clean.

Riddhima turned back with vigor in her eyes, What does he thinks? He was calling it as Love? It was only lust from him. He could even stoop so low to get what he wants? disgusted she looks back at him again keeping after ryan in crib.

"How could you call it as love?" She asked offended, "It was only Lust and don't try to defend yourself and let me make this clear to you there wouldn't be any sensitive girl who would bother to give birth to a child of such player like you after what you did to me that day..... BUT I DID!!" She said to her with grim look. She didn't wanted to get herself submerged into those days again, it hurts her but he was not helping at all.

"I did it!!.......Not for you but for me, For my child who was there in me. I didn't wanted to punish him for what you did to me. it wasn't his fault at all. I did not give birth to Ryan because of YOU MR MALLIK. Keep that in your mind ...... He was a part of me and will always remain as a part of me ...... there is no place for you in our lives ....... we hate you.... and we will for the rest of our life."......

"That's it!!!! That irked him up." He was controlling his temper for so long but she crossed that line, not getting any head or tail of her words, he completely lost his patience ...... slipping left hand into his pocket to hide the clenched fist, he gradually started to walk towards her while loosening his tie as he was feeling suffocated by her words......

Taking a step back she retreated to his advances,little scared by him "... what the hell do you think you are doing Mr mallik??? .. " She blazed noticing his move. He was advancing towards her with sheer pace, his muscles tightened, he could see her pulse raising as there was sudden rush of adrenaline into her veins, looking at her serious expression she gulped.

she alerted him seeing his advances towards her then hitting her back on the wall she groaned, ".....stay right there Armaan!!! ...... don't you even dare to cross your limit....." ......before she could think of even escaping from the situation, armaan charged up on her and captured her slender figure against his firm manly one crashing her ever so delicate figure in his rock hard one, He has tried to keep his cool for so long but she crossed her limits this time. How could she tell that he was only here for his kid?? How could she devoid him from his Kid.??" . ......he firmly held her face in between his palms taking care even in such a sheer anger to not hurt him, he had done it once but not now!! Not again!!! he made her look into his eyes.....

"...what limit are you talking about?? ..... huh!!! ...." ...then making her look at their son, who was too busy giving a shower to the TV remote with his dribble, he continued again keeping his eyes rested on her red ones which even concentrated on his, "Is there any limits?? Riddhima?? Is there any?' he asked her, it was not a question. She knew it! and she didnt bother to answer it too.

'We have already crossed all.....i know i had committed a crime and i am repenting for it but why don't you understand, just look at him, ...He is our son!!! ..... yess!! our son ...... do you still think there is any limit or boundary that exist between us???......" He said to her making her to look into his eyes for brief time.

Riddhima looked deep into his eyes, "were they telling the truth??" She was lost in them for brief time but before it would hypnotize her and make her believe what he was saying she recollected herself again putting that mask on her...... .

Armaan groaned as she didn't budge and struggled to get out of his hold, "Leave me armaan??"

"What do you think of yourself armaan? How can you think that there isn't any limit? There wasn't any from your side but it is there for me!!" she blazed back, she knew her heart didnt agree. "What happened between us was not love, it was crime which you did don't even think to give it a name of love" She concluded still in her hold struggling hard.

Armaan had finally lost his cool now, she cant name it as LUST. She cant make fun of him by calling his love as lust, his arrogance took over him, That arrogance that once destroyed everything for him, What would it do to him today?

He pushed her hard against the wall, pressurizing her more piercing his mails into her delicate skin, "So you think what happened that day between us was not love?? Huh?? So you lusted me too?? when ....you hate me, eh?!?! ..... " He asked her and looked at her face lost of all the color. He knew he was hurting her now but his arrogance was not letting him to see it. He tightened his hold more making her cry in pain.

'you expect me to believe that riddhima??? ...huh!!!' .....What do you think?!.... am i that insane that you would throw any crap at me and I will buy that from you??!! ....... is that what you think sweetie??? then let me tell you you are mistaken sweetie....armaan mallik never does that.

'If it was not a tingle of love from your side then answer me, why did you give birth to him??.....Why the hell did you? " .... trying hard to get out of his grasp, she insisted, ".... stop it Armaan .... just leave me ...... " ..... not giving a damn to her words, he continued with his task, "...you hate the sight of me ... huh!! ... then why did you even bother to bring a person into this world who resembles only me ..... who reminds you of ME!!!.....tell me about it, God-damn-it, Why did you bring him to life knowing very well that he would never let you forget what had happened to you. Why did you raise him up?? Why?? Does he not recognize you of me? So don't you hate him too?"

She heard him and his word rocked her up. Why would she hate her child? Why?? Even if it resembles him. even if i hate him? Why?? I would never she answers herself struggling in his hold.

He looked at her face which resembled the pool of emotions changing ever so rapidly. Still locking her in his cage, pushing himself more closer towards her when he felt her hands on his chest, as she was trying her best to get rid of his grip, he continued in his harsh tone "What are you talking about heir??.... ...Do you think i need you for my heir?? Do you think so??" He laughed.

"I Am the most eligible bachelor Riddhima and If I want, there will be a line of infinite number of girls, who would love to give me a heir ..... but I will never do that ..... " ...... looking into her eyes with love, his heart confessed, "....you know why?!....... because ...... I love you .......I love you Riddhima....." he almost cried out desperate......He was so close to her, so close. His lips trembling with passion of the moment, with the love that was building inside him. unable to control his feelings, he sealed his confession by planting his lips on her trembling one leaving her in total shock, it was ages after which she had felt someones lips on her. Someones?? His lips on her! he was the only man who has ever touched her, He kissed her ever so passionately providing her proof of his confession, of his sincerity, of his honesty, of his true love for him ......

Riddhima gasped as she felt his manly lips on her, making her go week on her knees. It was ages but still he could develop that feeling in her which was deeply embedded in her. Yes she hates to admits it that he could evoke her feeling, She loathes the feeling that he could effect her. It effects her that he does!! she was still held up by his strong arms or she would have collapsed right there, controlling herself she struggled to get out of that kiss ...... she wanted to believe him ...... she wanted to believe him so badly ....... but her mind kept on warning her for the consequence of falling for it ...... He is lying ..... He is LYING ....... HE IS LYING ....... HE WILL LEAVE HER AGAIN ...... not responding to his action, she pushed him away with all her strength that she could muster up at the moment and looked at him with her eyes ever so red with the anger ......'How did he dare to do that?' It proved again? He lusts me!!

"How.....How....Did....How did you?? Armaan?? .... sick ..... you are sick .....Absolutely sick!!! " disgusted by him her eyes welled up instantly, she wipes off her tears, the tears of hurt. He proved again. ....."Get out!! I Hate you!!!"

Armaan looked at her as soon as she broke from the kiss, He didnt regret what he did. He wanted to do it, but he observed the hurt in her eyes and it hurts him to see that. hurt by her behavior, he demanded, " why are you doing this to yourself riddhima?? ..... I know, you love me ..... then why Riddhima...why are you doing this to me....to you......to us...??!!!"

"... Love and YOU??!!...... nice try!! ...... but lemme make it straight for you Mr. Armaan, I DON'T love you ...... and nothing on this earth can make me get married to you ..... do you hear that??!! Nothing will!!" .......

Armaan heard it and he knew, It was all over for now. He knew that she would not agree but he was determined. He was even more determined now. He knows that she loves him and she would need some time and he will exactly do that. He would win her. He would!!

He advances toward her again, all he wanted to do was to grab her and again seal those sizzling lips with his ...... but this time forever ..... give her a piece of his mind without any words .... so that next time she would think thousand times before initiating such challenges ...... somehow controlling his passion-mixed-anger, he accepted with a smirk, ".... ahhh!! .... you love to challenge me Huh??...... don't you hon?!?! ...... and I-ACCEPT ..... there, I accept with a time interval..." ...pretending to be thinking, he declared, ".... lets say seven days!! ....... seven days Riddhima!! ...... you will be married to me by seven days!... and that's a promise to you....." as he slipped his both hands into the pockets while sharing a wink with his little buddy, who giggled at the gesture, he moved toward him to share his love with the little kid.

....... she retorted back "Dream Armaan dream!!!..... Everyone can dream but dreams not always comes true......think whatever you want, I simply don't care, i dont give a Damn about it as I will never marry you ....... Never Ever!!! ..... Go!! ... do whatever you want to do ..... but this time I....." she answered back but was interrupted by him.

"YES Riddhima!! What you said is true but i will make this dream come true.....as Armaan mallik has achieved what ever he has ever dreamed of and this time, I will make sure you give up on your stubbornness..." saying that he leaned down to place a kiss on Ryan's forehead ........ then getting up to head towards the door, he stopped to turn back, "....by the way, if you want you can TRY to stop our wedding and for that, your time starts NOW!!.." finishing his words with a smirk, he closed the door behind him before pecking her too and left with a wink.

"URGGGGHHHH" Riddhima grunted at his act. "You Don't know Armaan, You would Loose this time. and you do just now!!" She went up to her dresser and took out her cell phone. I would stop this wedding even before you would think of anything.

"Hello??" Riddhima called up with her phone.

"You asked me one question yesterday Naa??" She replied on the phone. "and i have asked for some time to think?? Haan?? I am ready for it!!!"

"What?? You are ready??"

"Yes i am!!!"

"OHHH.....i am so happy Riddhima!! I am so happy that you agreed to me riddhima!!!" The guy sounded jubilant.

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Okkk guys that was it. Part 16 after a week, its little early this time. Do comment how it is as it means a lot to me. It charges me up.

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rohit bhaiyaaaa...........

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Originally posted by: k_anjali12

hai Rohit😊

awesome part dear😊just loved every bit of it😊Ryan's is toooooooooo cuteeeeeee yaaar😊Armaan's feelings as a father is simply amazing😊 finally he confesses his love to her😊oh god!! u left it at that point of story . waiting to read the next part😊continue sooooooon plz😊