~|Royal Love-Numbed wid Pain|*VeEraFF*|~Note_49~ - Page 27

" Dekho mujhe iss bare m koi baat nahi karni hai.."

" Iss tarah toh app joh chahte hai ho gaya, khoya hua samman pana itna hi asan hota toh log yeh nahi kehte ki naam gavane mein chand lamhat lagte hai, aur naam kamane mein tammam zindagi.."

" Mujhe nahi chahiye maan, nahi chahiye koi samman..Akela chod do mujhe.."

" Kyun!! Taki phir se kaal app darbar na jae aur logon ko ek aur mauka mile apke bare m kuch bolne ka..Nahi! Hum than chuke hai, abb apka vahi yash, kirti apko wapas milna hi chahiye..Chaliye.." When he didn't budge..

" Chaliye.."

" Mein Kahin nahi jaa raha.."

" Chaliye..Hum puch nahi keh rahe hai.." Feeling too hurt to respond to her nicely..tinking of everyones faces..especially his mothers..He felt the hot wave of bitterness, resentment and hurt grow continuously..and when she kept insisting upon him to go back n confront everyone..He jus cudn't stop himself..She hadn't been here all the while to see how people who once loved him loathed him now..They cudn't just stand him..She hadn't gone thru that..neither did she see things the way he did..He knew why his mother left the table..It wasn't a meager headache it was cause she was too ashamed of her son now..and didn't want to see him at any cost..

" Veerr..Chaliyee.." and she tried to tug his hand..The last thing he wanted now, was to go down..He cudn't do all that again..n her being so persistent, it was getting on his nerves..He knew she was trying to be good..wether she had forgiven him or not..he din't know..mite be it was just her nature that was making her feel pitiful of him and thus she was doing this..Brooding that none truly understood him, they cud never..His broken pride, his crestfallen self, all his bruised male ego..made him vent out on the one person his heart believed did understand him a lil..

" Maine kaha na mujhe kahi nahi jana..Mera mazak banane ki thani hai tumne..Tum joh chahti ho voh abb nahi ho sakta..Shayad tumne nahi dekha ki sab kaise chaunk gaye the, aur phir ek Rajkumar ki shaan mein jhooti khushi dikha rahe the..Koi nahi chahta tha ki mein wahan rahun..Mere jane na jane se kisi ko koi farak nahi padta..balki abb toh sab mujhe dekh kar wahan se bhag jane ko hote hai..banawati chehre lagate hai..Nahi mujhe nahi karna yeh sab..Iss wajah se baki kisi ka bhi dill dukhe, aisa kaam abb m nahi karunga..Chali jao yahan se..aur ainda ana bhi matt..Mein nahi chahta ki meri wajah se phir se tumpar koi anch aye aur na hi abb yeh sunna chahta hoon ki kiss tarah mein tumhare layak nahi hoon, kaisa haiwan hoon joh.."

" Shh!! Aisa kuch nahi hai..sab bohot khush the apko dekhke..app yeh.." buh she was silenced wiv the luk he gave her..For the first time in her life she saw a grown up man, at that her husband..so weak as to let it be seen thru his eyes..Those tearfilled eyes were sumfin she had neva thot of seeing even at the worst of their relationship..She knew what he did was low, not justified to be done by a reputeted, civilized man..buh he was only too human..and tis proved it..He was bound to make his share of mistakes..Yes it was hard to forget and forgive what he had done..Buh when she cud why cudn't the oders..It made no sense to her..Yes it was digusting and distasteful buh none oder that him and herself had been directly affected by that act n he was only too drunk to think coherent..She felt way too bad for him at that very moment..Being a sweetheart she cudn't tolerate him to be in such a state and that too because he made a mistake..big yes buh not for him to be paying so much for it..

" Kab tak jhoot bologi..kab tak yeh nahi manogi ki mein tumhare bilkul kabil nahi..na hi kisi ki maafi ke..Kya mein itna bura hoon.." tears brimmed his eyes..

" Dekhiye app iss tarah ki baatein karenge toh hum ro denge.."

He laughed mirthlessly..luking away.. " abb tak kya tumhe kaam rulaya hai.."

As she sniffed he luked up at her..She was such a baby..he hugged her on an impulse..and her hands only too willingly came up and circled around his head..

" Dekha phir rula diya na tumhe..Maine tumhe dard ke alawa aur kuch nahi diya.." and the tears he had contained for so long ran down her alabaster smooth midrift..

" Haan bohot bure hai app.." and choked on the lump that rose..Not bein able to speak as her throat was choked wiv tears..she continued in her mind..Itne bure ki bina dekhe hum apke deewane ho gaye aur dekhkar pyaar ho gaya..aur phir jab uske badle humein kuch nahi mila tab bhi hum apko paglon ki tarah chahte rahe..Itna kuch ho jane ke bawajud hum apne dill se apko nikal nahi paye..aur ajj phir jab app humein iss tarah rula rahe hai..tab bhi hum nahi jana chahte.. Yeh joh iss pagal ladki ko bhagwan ne apke pass bheja taki app kitne bhi bure hai toh bhi voh apko chahti rahe..apko uski koi keemat nahi hai.." she said voicelessly to herself so wanting her voice n strength to return bak and not abandon her at time of need..Finally as the lump subsided she spoke..

"Apko bass yeh dikhta hai ki kaun apko dekhkar khush nahi hai..yeh nahi dikhta ki apko iss tarah dekhkar humein kitna bura lagta hai.." n she pushed his shoulders to get free from his grip on her waist..Buh he just tightened his hold on her making any of her efforts to leave him, vain..

" Tum bhi mujhe chodkar nahi jaogi.." he mananged to speak thru the clogged throat..

" Haan Hum vahi kar rahe hai.." she struggled buh cudn't break his grip as he tightened it even mre wiv each passing second.. " Chodiye humein.."

" Chodiye.." n fought to breath as he moved his head buried in her stomach side to side..His wet nose leaving trail, and tears sogging her..She knew he needed her and she was der to tend him, to stand by him..Buh why din't he believe himself now..It was so unlike him to be so at lack of confidence so pessimistic..

" Jab humein vishwas hai ki app yeh sab kar sakte hai toh app kyun nahi mante.."

" Kyunki..kyunki..uska koi matlab nahi hai..Koi mujhe asal maine mein maaf nahi karega..Kyunki mein bohot bura hoon aur issi layak hoon.."

" Yeh apko kya ho gaya hai..app bilkul bure nahi ho..aur dheere-dheere sab thik ho jaega..waqt har ghav bhar deta hai.."

" Yeh ghav itni asani se nahi bharenge shera..Tumne..tumne dekha ajj maa.." n tears swimmed again..She was speechless for a moment cause she too didn't understand the reason of Nivriti's cut off n curt behaviour wiv Veer nor her sudden exit as he seated himself in his place beside her..

" Mein janta hoon ki maine galtiyan ki hai humesha unhone joh chaha voh nahi kiya...aur voh sab galtiyon tamam khamiyon ko sehen karti gayi..aur phir unhe laga ki tum shayad mujhe badal do..Zimmedariyon ki wajah se mein sahi raste par aajaun..Lekin aisa nahi hua..Maine har mod par unhe nirash kiya..aur meri wajah se tumhe bhi bohot pareshani hui par tum bhi chupchap sab sehti gayi aur phir joh maine kiya..uss sey toh maa puri tarah hatash ho gayi..aur abb agar voh mujhe dekhna tak nahi chahti toh sahi hai..kyunki maine unka vishwaas toda, aur unka kitna dill dukhaya..Aur agar voh keh bhi de toh mein janta hoon ki kuch pehle ki tarah nahi hoga..Na tum na maa..Koi mujhe asal maino mein maaf nahi karega.." he wiped the tears from his eyes buh cudn't help buh feel too low..

" Yeh apse kisne keh diya..Veer galtiyan insano se hi hoti hai..aur jab app itna prayaschit kar hi rahe hai toh..toh humein aur maa ko kya puri kaynat ko jhukna padega..Joh galti kar ke pachtaye aur uska sudhar kare usey hum insan kehte hai.."

" Veer" She placed a hand on his cheek n made him look at her..

" Toh iska matlab yeh hai ki tumne mujhe maaf kar diya..??" he luked at her smirking

" Haan!! Apko pata nahi tha.." she teased, happy that he was atleast a lil like himself..n tried to distract him from brooding again..

" Agar hum apse gussa hote, ya apko maaf nahi kiya hota toh hum wapas nahi atey.." she stated as a matter of fact taking her hands back.

" Acha mein aya yeh sochkar bhi nahi.."

" Nahi.."

" Hmm..Iss baar bhi kitna jaldi mann gayi na" he said sarcastically.. "

" Hum itne hi bure lagte hai toh wapas lene kyun aye.." she said hotly..(faking so that he was distracted)

" Kyunki ganga jamuna mein bad (flood) a jati..tumhari ansuon ki wajah se.." he replied not justifying himself..She actually felt bad when he din't..

" Hmmphh!! Bohot chinta hai bad aney ki thik hai hum nahi pareshan karenge abb apko.."n she turned to go..

He caught her wrist as she turned about n was about to go..n when she turned saying " Kya hai.." irritated muttering like a child..he pulled her again.tis tym enuf to make her go unsteady n land in his lap..She felt blood rush to her cheeks n before her face rilli gave out her internal state she returned to the faking..n tried to get up..buh his hold on her din't let her go..so she made a face at him

" Bilkul bacho jaisi lagti ho jab gussa karti ho.."

" Haan hum toh bache hi lagenge..paglo ki tarah apki baat mankar aa gaye.."

" Kuch galat nahi kiya tumne mera kaha sunke..usey kabhi galat hone nahi dunga.." n he spoke softly n seriously..n then looked deep in her eyes n said..

" Agli baar mein aisa kuch karunga hi nahi ki phir gussa hokar chali jao.." he quietened her wiv his index finger..not letting her say anything..

" Kya tumne mujhe sach mein maaf kar diya.." she nodded..

"Abb mujhse bilkul gussa nahi ho.." she nodded again..wanting to speak buh he pressed his finger a lil more to her lips..

" Aur phir mujhe aise chod kar nahi jaogi.." n the tears made way back to both their eyes..she nodded sideways her nose getting red..n he hugged her tight..burying his face in her hair letting the last of the tears fall as they were only for her..He had missed her so much n true as it is her absence made him value her so much more..actually it wasn't that he din't value her before just that he realized it now..that he valued way her too much to loose her like that..n she too gave herself willingly to that embrace coz she knew this one was just for her, for he had actually missed her the way she had..n she promised herself to make him a happy man again..He had repented enough n now was the time that he got back all that he deserved and a lot more..She returned the hug gently n cried happy tears cause her dream of being in his arms had finally cum true..How she wished she cud stay der forever..n what all happened now seemed sumtin of a past..though not completely forgotten buh any oder emotion oder than love was washed away by those tears he had cried today n it was now nourishing the seed of love that had been sowed in her heart ever since she heard of him,wiv those very tears..because finally he had told not thru words buh thru his tears that she valued n meant a lot to him..n she was happy wiv just that..It was enuf for now to know that the man she loved n the very person who had hurt her more than anyone else ever could, had repented n had realized what she meant to him..

The tears were long gone buh he still held her..He felt so complete wiv her being near him..It made him feel strangely calm, n emotions unknown till then rose within. He was filled him wiv joy to know that afta so many months of repenting..of having made mistakes she had accepted him back..never again wud he let her go..neva..He placed soft, feathery kisses on her hair buh then pulled back reluctantly..He didn't want anything..least the physical intimacy harm their new found relationship..

She sighed ever so lightly..not wanting to let go..buh knew this was not the time..She'd have to wait a lil more before it actually bloomed..

He tucked bak those few stands of hair that had come on her face as he moved back..pulled her chin up to make her look at him n rubbed away the dry tears wiv his thumb..He caressed her cheek for quiet a while loving the light shade of pinks turning darker n darker making her look like a blooming rose..He sighed contendedly as her head nearly touched his chest when she kept bowing further n further down due to her coyness..His hand still round her frame they stayed like that not wanting to break the spell that din't let them pull away until the firm knocks on the door broke the reverie..She stood up slowly buh he hadn't still let go of her..Buh as they heard the sweetened voice harshly demand him to open the door he left her wivout the moments delay..None of them had thought that Nivriti wud be paying em a visit and that too at that time of the night..She was already so angry n upset wiv veer n Shera feared wud say things like she shud stay away from her lest she wanted to get hurt again n that wud hurt Veer a lot..

Buh as the door was knocked for the third time the voice now booming..Shera walked to the door and opened it..

Nivriti looked at her wiv an hurt expression she cudn't name for a moment n then it hardened into a stern look as soon as she saw Veer walking towards them..

" Itni raat ko tumhe apne kamre mein hona chahiye..Chalo.." Try as she mite Nivriti cudn't muster enough to make her say anymore hurtful things..

" Maa yeh kamra bhi toh mera hi hai.." Shera said politely knowing that this time she wudn't let Nivriti go wivout forgiving him..

" Zidd mat karo..Hum tumhe yahan akela chod kar nahi jaenge.."

" Hum kahin nahi jaa rahe hai Maa..Balki kaal hi hum wapas idhar aney ka nischay kar chuke hai.." She added in a politely firm voice..Both Veer n Nivriti looked at her n then

Nivriti turned saying " Jaisi tumhari marzi.."

Shera gestured to Veer to stop Nivi..n afta sum seconds refusal he walked n held Nivi's wridt to stop her from going.. " Maa"

" Mujhe apse koi baat nahi karni Veer.."

" Maa tum kab tak gussa rahogi..Mein janta hoon ki maine tumhe bohot thes pohchayi hai aur har waqt nirash kiya hai par iska matlab yeh toh nahi ki tum mujhse itna kata hua vyavahar karo.." he stopped, to let her say anything that would hinder his courage..buh when she din't say nytin..he added.. "Maine galtiyan ki hai par abb mein unhe sudharana chahta hoon..Kya tum har baar ki tarah mujhe rasta nahi dikhogi.." He questioned..It was more so a plea a mothers heart cudn't turn deaf ears to..She turned and looked at Shera her eyes questioning the reason of it all..wether she had actually overcome it n forgiven him for the deed she was so ashamed of..When Shera smiled that true smile ensuring Nivi that he truly was a changed man n din't need to be treated so acidly anymore..

Nivi wordlessly hugged him n cried..For the first time letting herself breakdown for him..For all the pain n suffering he had beared..He hugged her just as tightly..Happy that his first lady love..His beautiful sweetheart­- His Mother had forgiven him..He pulled back n held his ears (so cute) n she took back his hands n asked him " Agli baar toh aisa kuch nahi karega.."

" Nahi maa pakka nahi.." he added n before she cud start crying again..he added as to lighten the atmosphere.. " Mein sachi nahi chahta ki ganga jamuna ke tat par log dub dub kar mare.." n he smiled that charming smile again..n Nivriti called out to Shera..

" Abb isey tang nahi karega.." wiv that gentle caressing tone..placing her hand on shera's head..

" Nahi..Balki mein toh abhi se soch raha hoon naye tariko ke bare mein..jis se yeh pareshan ho jae.." Nivi hit him lightly..

"Kya..Meri Pyaari si maa ko mujhse chin liya.." n he looked at her despisingly

" Ji nahi..abb hum apse itne jyada pyare hai toh maa kya kare.."

" Acha..tum pyari ho.." he smirked.."sapno mein.."

" Huh!!..Maa se hi puch lo.."

" Maa hum inse zyada ache hai na.." Shera faced her and asked..

And Nivriti smiled seeing things going back to normal n placed n arm around her..

" Haan meri bachi.." Shera showed him her tongue..

" Bhul gayi tum apne khoon ko..Bohot pyaar aa raha hai na ispe..Thik hai..Tum khush raho iske saath mein jaa raha hoon.." He threatened..

Shera giggled n Nivi smiled..n then pulled them both in an embrace..n as he glanced at her smiling..he thanked her lipsing..n as she responded showing him a widened smile..saying the pleasure was all hers..he patted her cheek n kissed Nivi..Today definitely was a very good day..Finally afta all this while he had both the woman he so loved in his arms..

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Precap :

" Bhabhi..Bhabhi..Bhabhiiiii..Kahan ho tummmm.."

" Yahi par hai dewarji..Kya baat hai ajj yaad a gayi bhabhi.."

" Hmm..Bhabhii tumne jo kuch mere liye kiya..uske liye mein zindagi bhar tumhara ehsaan nahi chukka paunga.."

" Arey bass bass..bohot bol liya..Bhabhi aur ehsaan..apko haste hue dekhna humare liye zaruri hai dewarji..aur yeh toh humein karna hi tha.."

Hope u like these parts..

Love ya all loadz…t.ccccc

-Ur's Ever Madhu😳

OMG madhu sweetheart*hugs tightly*🤗

hey jana....thanks alot for the ud...............

amazing ud.............soooo finally they cried out their true feelings for each other.....but veer sooo stubborn.....dont want to listen her......but i simply loved the way she made him understand..........n nivi......im sooooo happy she forgave him.....................i loved the lines when he said.....mein ne chata log ganga jamna mein doob ke marein...........oh god............soooo sweet..........n when he hold his ears to say sorry to nivi.....sooooo cute............n finally he got both his lady love's in his arms.......n happy n contended...............precap is wonderful................

amazing ud sweetheart..........now waiting for wats next.................

luv u loads..................thanks alot for the pm...........

Originally posted by: divinity005

1st of all madhu millions & billions of thanks for updating royal love.😃😃 Mah pleasure missy..😃its a fantastic story & i just loved it & was eternally waiting for u 2 update it😊.lollzz shall i say me too..Like u knw I too was so eager to pen it down buh alas ke mare hum bichare..now coming to the update i must say u havnt disappointed any1 of ur readers.😛its still a magnificant story.it was just heart warming & endearing to see them both hugging & crying with each other.😛it was so well written and u explained the plight of both of them so beautifully.really it touched my heart.aww thnxiee😛😛finally ppl started forgiving veer.good 2 see that.what more can i say re.its really a lovely story & looking forward to read more of it. Hmm tht' surely makes me smile to the extent..thnx for likin it..Hpe u like n keep readin it till the end..love u & thanks again for updating.take care

Love ya loadzzzz baby.....t.ccccc

-Ur's Ever Madhu😳