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Chapter 5 – Love only equal in pain

Ridz's point of view

It had been two weeks since the Rockets game. I had gotten really close to Armaan – and to his friends too. angie was so jealous because I 'knew' the Knicks-stars. I don't know why she was so jealous, she knew them just as well!

I walked up the stairs to get to my apartment with Amy on my hip. It was my birthday today.. My twentysecond birthday.. I missed my parents – I wished they could be here celabrating it with me. They hadn't been celabrating my birthday in five years! I had barely met them in two years.. They didn't know Amy the way I wanted them too.. I hated my birthdays because of this. They reminded me so much of them.. I took out my keys from my pocket and locked up the door before walking in to the dark apartment. I sighed and threw my purse at the floor. Suddenly the light was turned on and I saw about twenty people smile at me.

"Surprise!" They all yelled in chorus and I screamed of shock. What was this?

"Happy Birthday, ridz!" angie came running towards me with the biggest grin on her face. "You didn't think I forgot about your birthday, now did you? Even though you never mention it" She added and laughed.

"Oh my God!" Was the only thing I got out. I saw armaan, rahul, atul, muskaan and Sandra coming my way aswell. Some of my friends from the club was here too.

"Happy Birthday" Sandra said and hugged me. Amy was still sitting on my hip and giggled when angie began to tickle her.

"It's mommys birthday today, honey!" She told Amy and laughed. I was almost near to tears! I had never been so happy in my life! I couldn't understand that they did this!

"You guys!" I laughed out and hugged atul, muskaan and rahul. "Thank you!"

"I'm gonna go and grab you a drink" angie said friendly and dissappeard in to the kitchen.

"And I'm gonna grab you some cake! Made by atul actually" Sanadra said and smiled. I looked up at atul and laughed before he aswell disappeard. In only a few seconds it was only armaan left – who actually hadn't said a word to me yet. He walked over to me with a mysterious smile on his face.

"Hello beautiful" He smirked and looked me me in my eyes intensive.

"Beautiful?" I repeated shocked. I sure wasn't ready for that one..

"I meant Amy of course!" He exclaimed and laughed before stroking Amy's head.

"Of course" I mumbled and giggled.

"Here, I got you something" He said and gave me a wrapped little box. He got me a present!

"Aw, you didn't have to" I replied happily with tears in my eyes. I still couldn't believe this. I took the little box and opened it slowly. Inside was a amazingly beautiful diamond necklace – shaped as a heart. I gasped and just stared at it. I couldn't control the tears by now – they were streaming down my cheeks.

"You like it?" He mumbled insecure and I could feel how he looked at me.

"I love it" I whispered almost unhearable and smiled big. I looked up at him and hugged him tightly. This was the best day of my life!

"And before I forget! I got Amy a present too!" He exclaimed and laughed. He walked over to his bag and picked out a badly wrapped but soft present. I giggled a little and opened it for Amy. I picked out a mini Knicks-shirt with the name malik on the back. It was just Amy's size. I laughed a little and showed it to her.

"Look what armaan got you, pumpkin" I saw how she smiled and she took the shirt away from me.

"Thank you, armaan" I said and he smiled at me.

"No problem" He answered friendly.

"But you know, her name is gupta. Not malik" I told him wisley and laughed a little.

"Yeah, I know. But no one in my team is named gupta. I thought malik would fit the best" He laughed out sarcastic and rolled my eyes to myself. I was so stupid sometimes…

"Right" I mumbled and laughed aswell. I looked him in the eyes and it was like I forgot about anything else. His eyes were so beautiful, it was like I got under a spell. Hell! I wanted to live inside those eyes. I felt how he came closer to me and how our bodys almost touched each other. It was so close…

"Vola!" My face turned with a jerk and I saw angie hold a glass infront of me with a big smile. "Your drink, madame!" She added laughing and I took it carefully. "Let me take this little angel" She finished and took Amy away from my hip.

"Thank you" I mumbled and smiled a little. I couldn't believe how close it had been.. I almost kissed armaan! I sighed and walked in to my livingroom and said hi to everyone else. I couldn't even look at armaan right now, it was too embarrassing.. I had promised myself to never let any guy get too close to me! I just couldn't…

"I'm sorry for before" I turned around and looked armaan in the eye. Everyone else had left hours ago and Amy were asleep in her bed. It was only me and armaan left and we were laying side by side on my floor in my livingroom. Under the sofa table.. With our legs on the sofa..

"It's OK" I mumbled quick and looked up at the underside of the table. It was a really weird position we had gotten ourself in to.

"So what is the story about Amy's dad actually?" He asked me after a while of silence and I sighed.

"If I tell you about him I have to tell you about everything" I answered and turned to him again.

"I have time" He smiled at me and I swallowed.

"Do you really?" I asked hesitant. I wasn't sure what I meant really..

"For you, I promise" He told me serious.

"Well, it all started with my parents divorce. I was seventeen years old and we lived in North Carolina. When they told me I had to deside who I wanted to live with I just took off. Moved here, got this apartment. At first everything started out very well – I got plenty modeling jobs and stuff like that. That's actually how I met angie. We were both modeling for Ford Agency. That's where I met Amy's dad too, or if you can call him her dad. His name was abhi and he was my agent and we got in to this relationship and after a while I got pregnant. I remember when I told him he started to scream at me and kept saying that everything was my fault and that he didn't want any kid hanging on his neck and ever since that night I haven't seen him once. He disappeard and with that my career disappeard. He doesn't even know her name or that she actually exist." I explained quietly and just stared at the table - I had opened my heart! I hadn't even told angie this much..

"What a jerk" Was all he said and I swallowed hard. I closed my eyes and tried to push back the tears. I didn't want to be vulnerable any more. I didn't want to be hurt any more. I turned my face to him and opened my eyes. He looked at me and it was like you could hear the tension between us. His face moved closer and I closed my eyes. I felt his nose slowly touch mine and I could hear his breathing grow a little faster. I wanted him to kiss me so bad and on the same time it wasn't something in the world I wanted less. I knew I would get hurt in some way and I didn't want Amy to get attached to someone who would only leave. I didn't want to get my hopes up..

"Mommmmmyy!" I pracitcally flew up from the screaming. My head banked in to the table and I felt the sudden pain on my forehead.

"Aouch" I whined and rubbed it hardly. The screaming scared the living shit out of me!

"Mommy!" Amy screamed again and I crawled out from the table and got up on my feet before running in to the bedroom. I picked up my crying daughter and hugged her closely.

"Mommy!" She sobbed and I hushed her sweetly.

"It's OK, pumpkin" I mumbled and stroke her back carefully. I walked back out to the livingroom while I carried her close to me. armaan was standing on his feet and looked at me embarrassed.

"I should go home" He mumbled and scratched the back of his head. Two times! Two times I had almost kissed him! What was the matter with me!?

"Uhm" Was all I got out before he walked up to me, kissed me on my cheek and walked out from the apartment. I slowly raise my right hand to my cheek and closed my eyes. Why did the touch of his lips feel so perfect to my skin? Why did my heart raise a little everytime I thought about him? Why did it feel like I was in love – when I had forbidden myself to never, ever be again? Not now, not never. Love only equaled in pain – and I had had enough pain in my life. I couldn't let him deeper in to my heart!

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i read ur ff yesterday

wow loved very part

arman is so cute

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hey thanks it feel nice tio have a comment from a silent reader lol. i posted 2 part today cos i wont be updating next week.

loads of love sonia

hey thanks alot for the comment glad u liked the ff. i wont be able to update next week so that y i wrote 2 parts 2day to make up for it