'Desires' AR ff-Part 6(pg 19)July 5 - Page 14

aw
kanu is ok
no prob at all
em facing d same problem
toh i totally understand
my fic has been hanging up since the past 2 months n even now i cant update
u dont worry
concentrate on the bigger priorities
luv n tc
sonia

i loved ur ff...its awesome yaar...it touched my heart.....
wenever u get time plz update it n pm me plz plz plz.....wanna read it more....take ur own time...its ok...😊

Hello All my Readers ,

First of all , I apologize for not updating for such a long time , i guesss 4 months 😕. And not replying to all of your comments.

Please give me little more time, I will reply to all of you tonite and thats should get me off from half of the guilt of not replying to you all( one of the reasons for not updating) ..and then you all shall see an update tomorrow.. I hope so 😊.

I will send out PM's when i update.

Thanks a lot everyone for being patient and not throwing chappals at me already 😉.

Love
Kanu

Originally posted by: ** L.U.S.H **

=] lovely update thank you sweetheart😊

Originally posted by: teenorchid

itni dair se update kiya oopsi sorry farwa and double sorry for commenting even later and tripple sorry for even not update longer than first time

nice part thanks 😊

Originally posted by: cutie_mahima

OMG!! Kanu di!!
itne din baad, aur itna short update kiya... hehe short as my size 😉 and late as me 😃
lekin....it was AWESOME!! short, but amazing!! thanku thanku
loved it!!!
now u HAVEE to continue soon and post their milan!!!!! jalddiiii!!! this isnt called soon ..but i wil be updating shortly in a day i guesss ..and " har milan ke baad judai hoti hai aur har judaii ke baad .. the circle goes on " 😆
lolz....btw, u probably already figured this out...but this is Mahima aka dmgluver01...i changed my id! =D...haha.. yepp i noticed it
ok, cont soon and thanx fr the PM!!

<333
Mahima

thanks sweety for the comment ..and after reading the comments, my spirits are much move elated to do an update

Originally posted by: prernawaghray

hey kanu hi prerna
just read ur ff completely 😊 thanks first for thinking it to be worth a read
its beautiful the way ur handling a very matured subject of problems between a married couple
like paas rehke bhi paas nahi there are some infortunate couples who go through this ....
its simply superb
loved it dear thanku so much dear , 😊
please update soon
n yea if possible can u pm me plz surely i will send in a PM when i next update

Originally posted by: scorpio95

till now i've been a silent reader, but now i've got to say that i luv your fanfic.plz continue soon. thanku so much for giving it a try .... please accept the appologies for late reply and late update . I m trying to reply to everyone and once i m done with that will make a move to update the story as soon as i can .

Originally posted by: prety_cool93

hey...plzzz update d next part soon...n by d way...dis ws a v short n sweet...

thanks dear for the compliment ...im trying to update it asap .

Originally posted by: Robin_M

omg kanuyey bings is here
😊
this is so sweet and sad and touching! in short a mixed khichadi of all emotions 😆😆
they both love each other so much! they just need to end this silence now put some heat to melt the ice and talk things through! lovely part soniye, im so glad u updated! try to update quicker this time alright ;) sorry to disappoint you ... this wasnt quicker ..but im planning to make it a regular update .

Originally posted by: srihari214

thats superb....thanks srihari ....
wen r u updating the nxt part yaar..?im planning to do an update by tomorrow
cant wait for it....
thanks for waiting sofar 😊

Originally posted by: ksg_sonia

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
KANU!!!!!!!!!1
IT WS FANTABULOUS thanks sonia
I ACTUALLY HAD ETARS IN MY EYES WHILE READING D THIRD PART
"RIDHIMA PLSSSSSSSSS WAPAS AA JAO" i hope i can give u reasons to smile with next update
yaar luved it
luv n tc
sonia

Originally posted by: nidha1983

"May Everything Happy
And Everything Bright
Be Yours On Your Birthday
From Morning Till Night.
And Then Through The Year
May The Same Thing Hold True
So That Each Day Is Filled
With Life's Best Things For You!"

thanks nidha di for the lovely poem ..

Originally posted by: -simi-

hi kanu! i just caught up with the story... its quite interesting and ur a wonderful writer!!! please continue soon 😊

Thanks simi , i will try to write next part asap

Originally posted by: mar-

plsss update soooon

i will dear asap

Originally posted by: karans_angel

i loved ur ff...its awesome yaar...it touched my heart.....thanku so much dear
wenever u get time plz update it n pm me plz plz plz.....wanna read it more....take ur own time...its ok...😊

Thank you everyone for wonderful comments and making me come back to this ff. I hope i wont disappoint you all with the next part which im going to start writing now and shall be able to post asap .

Love
-Kanu

Hello friends ,

As I said i will do an update asap , here Im with the next part . As its over 3 months i did an update and almost 6 months since i started the ff , im writing a brief recap of the story to revive it .

Story so far

Armaan and ridhima are a married couple with 3 years of marriage and 5 years of courtship. Initial stage of married life filled with all the excitement but currently on the rocks. They had completely differents perspectives of things and situations where armaan believes his touch can shove out of the door all the misunderstandings/fights whereas the same reason is brimming up insecurity and lack of trust on her relation. After resolving a fight , their relation went back to normal and their refreshed love , once such day ridhima finds a lipstick spot on armaan's shirt and all the insecurities come back with a doubt on his love and his behaviour these days. Unable to keep that to her , she finally questions him about the lipstick and he is disappointed by her lack of trust on him. This follows an icey wall between them made up of silence from both the ends . Finally armaan takes an initiative to resolve the issue and sings a song for her on the radio requesting her to come back.

Part 6

Please jaan, come back to me, I cant see you living in silence, I cant see that glow missing from your face, I m missing your smile.I will answer all your questions, whatever you ask me, par please jaan ,please come back to me. Please jaan"

Nupur: "We hope she comes back to you again, if you don't mind may we ask kya woh aapse dur chali gayi hai ?"

Caller : " Nahi , woh paas hokar bhi dur hai"

As he finished with his message he started sobbing over the phone and hung up .

How couldn't ridhima recognize the voice , the pain in the words, the yearning in the message?

"Armaan....." and the slender figure of ridhima gave up making her fall on the couch. "why do you love me so much armaan..why ....."

She didnt miss his sobs on the line and she knew what he was going through more than just the sobs and knew he was broken inside just like her.

Few hours went by keeping both of them busy with their respective work.

"There you go, looking as good as we do with love added to it. I know we make a perfect couple just like you do and with this added what its called cherry on the top , looks more than perfect. " ridhima laughed at herself garnishing armaan's favorite indian dish, aloo gobi, with coriander leaves.

Just like coriander leaves brings out the appearance of aloo gobi complimenting its taste , she felt their admittance of love and the ways they express it to each other compliments their picture perfect love. Cooking was one thing that would always help her to bring out the positive approach in her ,and while making a special effort for armaan , it surely does wonders. Even though being a doctor, she would relate the toughest of the situations to the process of cooking, true taste comes out only after it undergoes heat. At the same time acknoledging the fact the little more or little less would ruin the complete thing.

" Look at yourself ridhima , you really going nuts . You talking to yourself or rather the uncooked food ?. Well no worries , Love ke hum kuch bhi karega " and she once again giggled on her own thoughts.

Busy with cooking something special for him to make it once again a good start and hoping that he cud see the emotions put behind each morsel of food., she didnt realize it was almost time for armaan to be back home .

"Yes, I can finally call it once again a home . Really my love , this didnt feel like a home. I wish everything goes fine." with a smile she went to take shower before armaan arrives.

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" Please ek large pineapple juice with pomegranate (anaar) and no sugar " armaan ordered a glass of juice at the" Booster Julius " a famous juice shop.

A teenaged boy brought a large juice cup and handed it to Armaan. He thanked the boy , looked at the cup with the name of the shop imprinted on it , he complimented the name to be apt " truly a booster " he moved towards his car.

The drive to his home was pleasant with less traffic at the time , soft romantic song playing filling the air with love and his high spirits.

"kuch iss tarah

dil ko mila hai sakoon

yes they were at peace now as they were going to resolve all the issues and share the love again.

kuch is tarah khush hai yeh dil

kya kahun

Yes , there were not enough words to describe their happiness.

Asaan hai ab yeh safar ,

jo bani tu meri hamsafar .

Yes, its easier now to break that wall of silence

Koi vahem na hai sanam

Yes, all the doubts were to be put at rest tonite

tu meri saanson ke nazdeek hai

Yes, once again they will be with each other with all their hearts

ab na sanam ko hai gham

jo ishq hai tera sab theek hai

Yes, the trust on their love was back

nazuk hai bada ,

yeh pal yeh sama

yes, it was a crucial time for them

kuch iss tarah

Tu saath hai jaise koi dua

yes, inspite of all the differences, she was there with him as a blessing

kuch iss tarah

aaja meri chahon mein tu kho zara .

Yes, he couldnt wait any longer to take her in his arms.

kuch iss tarah dil ko mila hai sakoon "

Relating each and word of the song currently played on the radio , he thanked the technology to give him a chance to break the ice between them.

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It was already 10:00 pm and was beyond the usual time for their dinner. Ridhima was waiting patiently each and every second for the door bell to ring.

While armaan was getting up the stairs to their flat on second floor impatiently stepping on each of them. Somewhere he was worried with a little of guilt if he been too late , ridhima might have gone to sleep. But his heart was hoping her to be up for him.

He unlocked the door to their dreamland after thinking for a little bit to ring the door bell or not , in case she was asleep he didnt want to disturb her in any way any longer.

Hearing the door knob turn, her heart ran a race of miles before she walked to the door and found her standing infront of him.

With an expression of surprise and happiness, he was about to give a smile to her when his face was graced by a shock too.

" What took you so long to get home , didnt u know .... ? " unknowingly she bursted out her authority with a sense of ownership over the other.

" Here , this is for you sweetheart." and he brought his other hand to the front with the juice in his hand. " And my dear Ridhi, this is all out of pure love for you " and a giggle escaped his lips.

Taking the juice away from him , she didnt take another second to savor the taste " my favorite " and with excitement she hugged him right at the door.

"Sweetheart we can resume the session, once we close the door " and armaan closed the door behind him with his foot.

Getting back to their usual naughty remarks and chirpy self was so much relieving for both of them.

" Armaan it feels so good to be in ur hold once again" she rested her head on his shoulder.

" I know , but i dont want to suffocate you with the smell of medicines which accompanied me for most part of the day." and once again there was a giggle floating in the air.

" If u realize my dear doctor love , I am a doctor myself and accustomed to the smell of both you and ur medicines" came back a quick remark from ridhima with a naughty smile encircling her lips.

" Acha u take shower and I get the food ready " she pushed him to the bathroom giving him the towel.

" And we have to get lots of talking done " with a little seriousness in his tone he stepped in.

" I dont want any talking Armaan, it was foolish of me to doubt you and your love" she talked to herself yet once again while moving towards the kitchen.

After another 15 minutes , he came out and was surprised to see his favorite dish laid out on the table.

" for me ? " knowing its a redundant question he still asked her.

Sometimes we ask the most redundant of the questions just to hear out our favorite answers. Its always pleasing to know the answer beforehand and still bother the other person with the question.
He knew it was for him, he knew his ridhi , he knew after today's incident he wil get her ridhima back to him. But still he wanted to hear from her . Those words felt heaven to him , the acknowlegement of her love for him in one way or other.

"yes its for you " she knew he wanted to hear that and she didnt mind to oblige him with the honor.

And after long time they had their dinner together with their minds present with each other as well .

Now it was the time for some serious talks.

"Armaan isse pehle ki tum kaho mujhe kuch kehna hai , I dont to insult our love , more ur love for me by asking any explanations. I should have trusted you and your love. Please forgive me armaan." as she finished saying, armaan felt her sobbing.

"Bache please nahi , dont cry . I do want to give explanation. It wont insult our love , it wil strengthen our love. And im sorry too for leaving quietly that day without giving you answer. I know i myself told you to ask me anything if that bothers you. But that day i was disappointed to see the lack of trust on my love and much more for the fact that it took you so many days to come up with the questions. I felt guilty of all those sleepless nights you would have gone through with that question on your mind. And i dont ever want that question to come back to our lives ever again, so i need to tell u what happened and where it came from. " Armaan started with a brief explanation of his behaviour while he helf her face in his palms.

" That day I had an accident case of a newly wed couple. The man was badly injured and his wife was sitting near the reception when her husband was wheeled to the operation theatre. I was returning from my lunch when i got the pager and was going towards the reception area to ask for details when the lady came like a jolt and hugged me requesting me to save her husband. I looked around for any of her family members to come and console the lady but found no one. And suddenly she started calling me bhaiya and pleading to save her husband. I felt she had no one to lend a shoulder to cry on, so i patted her head like a brother and assured her that her husband would be fine. I think may be thats when those lipstick got on to my shirt. Thats all sweetheart. " and he kissed her on the forehead after finishing.

They sat on the couch for hours holding each other waiting for the new dawn.

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That was part 6 .

and after reading this part if you think i dream about food all day , then certainly you are right .😆. Im sure some evidences will follow as they read the update.

Why I chose food , an usual idea to make it romantic ? and why not flowers and candles and stuff.

Well i believe when u are stomach full , you are most happy 😉 jk .

Expressing love is not bound to flowers and chocolates , its the emotion behind the action , not the course taken.

I hope you all like the update.

I will be updating more regularly now onwards starting may be one update a week 'atleast' .

Please leave your feedback for this part and i will try to write the replies as early as possible .

I will be sending PM's shortly

Love

Kanu

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.......
i am the frst to comment....am soo luckkyy......lolz....😊
yaayyyyyyy.........finally AR r backkk.....👏
though u owe us soo many parts for super late update, u made us wid AR's reunion......lolz...jus kidding...😛
awesome part....😊
and yeah...its romantic that u chose food...lolz....😃
thnxx....😊

great comeback Kanu!...loved it!....glad to have you and this awesome fanfic back!...looking forward to reading more! :D

woooow grt part plsss continue sooon

Ahaan.. glad to c you back!!!