A Journey To Discover Love AR Pt13/Pg45 Note -pg48 - Page 18

Originally posted by: susha11

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Recap : Padma tells Armaan about Ridhima's parents and her childhood life.

Part 7

Now let's look at Ridhima's side of story and what happened after the accident.

After few days of the accident, Ridhima told Muskaan that she is upset over all the things that had happened in her life and she wants to be alone for some time. She told Muskaan that she wants to go away from sanjeevani and Mumbai for some days. Muskaan didn't want to allow Ridhima to go alone. Muskaan offered that she too would accompany Ridhima but Ridhima sweetly refused saying that she needs to be there in sanjeevani. She told Muskaan to help Dr.Keerti in the administration of sanjeevani. She also said that she needs to spend some time for herself. Ridhima assured Muskaan that she would be fine and she would be informing her about her whereabouts.

Ridhima met Dr.Keerti and told her that she will be leaving sanjeevani for few days. She asked Dr.Keerti to take important decisions in sanjeevani in her absence concerting Muskaan. Ridhima told Dr.Keerti that she has full faith in her and she believes that whatever decision she takes would be for the good of the patients and sanjeevani. Ridhima gave a letter to Muskaan and asked her to give it to Armaan if he comes for her. (And this is the letter that Armaan was given when he came in search of Ridhima.)

After Ridhima left Muskaan shifted to Dr.Keerti's house as she knew that Armaan would definitely come there in search of Ridhima and she didn't want to face him. She was almost living a secret life (working in sanjeevani and going home) so that Armaan and Rahul would think that she was also missing. (That's the reason she asked Dr.Keetri to give the letter to Armaan.) But unfortunately, luck was not on her side. One day Rahul saw her. She tried escaping but she was not successful.

From that day Rahul had been following Muskaan and asking her to tell him where Ridhima is. At first she tried hiding from him. Later she tried telling him that she doesn't know where Ridhima but he was not the one to believe. He didn't tell Armaan about Muskaan because if he would tell him about Muskaan and then if he comes to know that Muskaan doesn't know where Ridhima is, then Armaan would be hurt. So he decided that he should first find out where Ridhima is and then tell Armaan. (This is also one of the reasons why Rahul asked Armaan not to go to that address in search of Ridhima. He somehow felt that Ridhima would not be there. But Armaan didn't listen to him. So he decided to find out about Ridhima as soon as possible and then inform Armaan.)

Rahul couldn't understand where Ridhima went but he felt that Muskaan knew where she went. Rahul used to follow Muskaan everywhere (even in the OT) asking about Ridhima. But she had a deaf ear to his requests. Days were passing and his requests seemed to have no effect on Muskaan.

One day he decided to know about Ridhima at any cost from Muskaan. That day when Muskaan was going home Rahul caught her in the parking slot.

Rahul : Muskaan mai tumse baat karna chata hoon.

Muskaan : aap please mujhe jane digiye. Aap mera pecha chod kyu nahi dete? Please Mujhe jana hi.

Rahul : even I am not interested in following you. I just want to know about Ridhima. If you tell me about her and I won't ever bother you again.

Muskaan : me pehle hi bol chuki hoon ki mujhe Ridhima ke bare mai kuch nahi pata. Aap mera yakeen kyu nahi karte.

Rahul : ok. I will believe whatever you say, but for that you have to swear on Ridhima and say that you don't know about her. (Ridhima ki kasam khakar kaho ki tum Ridhima ke bare mai kuch nahi jaanti ho.)

Muskaan : nahi, bilkul nahi. Mai koi kasam nahi khavungi.

Rahul : (smiles😃) so, you know about Ridhima but you are not telling me.

Muskaan : ha, mai jaanti hoon. Par mai aapko kuch nahi bata sakti.

Rahul : par kyu?😕

Muskaan : please Rahul. Mai is bare me koi baat nahi karna chati hoon.

Bas ab aap mera picha chood digiye. Ab to aap jaangaye ho na ki ma Ridhima ke bare me jaanti hoon. Aur aap ye bhi samajhligiye ki aap jo bhi kare mai aap ko Ridhima ke bare me nahi batane wali hoon.

Rahul : mujhe to pehle se pata ta ki tum Ridhima ke bare me jaante ho.😡 Par mai ye dekh raha tha ki tum kitna selfish aur heartless ho. Mai ye bhi dekh raha hoon ki tum kite achi tarah se natak kar rahi ho!!😡

Muskaan : kya?? Mai selfish aur heartless hoon?😕? Aur maine kya natak kiya?😲

Rahul : itna hi nahi, you are soo mean. 😡You are such a sadist. You are very happy to see all of us sad na, you might be laughing seeing Armaan becoming mad for Ridhima.😡

Tum puch rahe ho ki tumne kya natak kiya?😡😡? – All this act of innocence, all the act of being friends, this act of being good doctor, what not? Every thing is acting. Was that all not acting? You wear this mask of being innocent but you are not what you look. You play with people's feelings.😡

Muskaan is unable to bear all those acquisitions of Rahul and she almost has tears in her eyes, but she doesn't want to cry in front of Rahul😭😭. She just feels like running away from there.

Muskaan : Mai to jarahi hoon. Aap ko jo sochna hi sochlijiye. (Ok. Think whatever you want.) (She started to leave.😭😭)

Rahul (thinks) : ye kya ho raha hi? 😕Ye to ja rahi hi. Ise gussa nahi aata kya? Maine socha ki mai ise gussa dilavunga aur ye gusse me aake mujhe sabkuch bata degi. Lagta hi ki mujhe ise aur bhi kadvi bate kehke ise gussa dilana chahiye taki ye gusse me sabkuch boldegi. I know that this is risky and this plan may backfire on myself, but I don't have any other option. So I guess I will have to try this only.

Rahul : wait a minute. I have not yet finished what I have to say.

Muskaan doesn't turn back stops at her place as if asking Rahul to tell her why he stopped her.

Rahul had many questions to be answered and he decided that today he is going to know what happened. He knew about AR fight that night, but he didn't know why Ridhima left.

Rahul : I know that you are leaving because you are not able to face the truth. The truth is that you are just as heartless as your friend. What else can I expect from you? After all you are Ridhima's friend.

At first I thought may be it was Armaan's mistake to fight with Ridhima. But now I understood that it is Ridhima who is at fault. That is why she is hiding. She hurt my friend and she left. I think now she is teaching you how to hurt him more right? What does your friend want?? Money??

Muskaan can tolerate all the bad things told about her but she cannat hear anything bad about Ridhima. Right now she is full of tears 😭😭 and che feels like slapping Rahul😡😡. God knows how hard she is trying to be calm and not burst on Rahul.

Muskaan : aap isme Ridhima ko kyu larahe hi. aap ko jo bhi kehna hi mujhse kehdijiye😡😡. Aap please Ridhima ko kuch mat kahiye😡😡. Wo bahut achi hi.

Rahul : (thinks) I also know that Ridhima is very nice person.😉 That's why I want to know how Ridhima could leave Armaan in such a serious condition after the accident.😕 I can't believe that Ridhima of all could leave Armaan for his fate and go away at the time when he needed her most😕.

Rahul : I will speak about Ridhima. 😡First of all she made Armaan fall in her trap and made him run after her all the time. And now, she just left him heartbroken.😡😡

She is just so heartless.😡😡 That day after the accident she just left Armaan for his fate and went away. By luck some people nearby called for ambulance and thus Armaan got saved. Otherwise god knows what would have happened to him. At least she could have admitted him in hospital and left. She is so insensitive. She was never worth of my friend. I don't know why he loved her.

Muskaan could bear anything but she couldn't hear anyone speaking ill of Ridhima😭😭. She loved Ridhima too much to hear anything of that sort.😭😭

Muskaan : Rahul please. I am warning you. Don't speak anything about Ridhima without knowing.😡😡

Rahul : what else should I know😡😡. If I have to know something, then why don't you tell me? Tell me your reasons why Ridhima left. C'mon tell me why did she leave.

Muskaan : she was again silent as she promised Ridhima that she would not tell anyone about it.

Rahul : (thinks) speak Muskaan, speak😊. Spill it at least now. This is hard even for me to accuse Ridhima when I know how good person she is. I do respect her. But I have to do this to know the truth from you. I am sorry Ridhima. Please forgive me.

Rahul : why are you silent. Why don't you speak now? What will you speak when you know that the entire fault is Ridhima's? Armaan is soo rich that he could buy any girl. I wish Armaan would have never loved Ridhima. It's his mistake that he loved her and it's my mistake that I thought she was my friend. I pray to god that no one should get a friend like Ridhima. You people are disgusting. Ridhima is not even fit to be a doctor.

Now Muskaan was fuming with anger and she doesn't know what she is going to do if Rahul is not going to stop.

We must have made a big sin that's why we had met with Ridhima. I think Ridhima found a new person. That's why she left. You should be ashamed of your friend.

SLAP!! SLAP!!😡😡😡

Rahul was cut off in between by Muskaan's slap.

Muskaan : 😡😡(crying😭😭) ENOUOGH IS ENOUGH RAHUL. DON'T YOU DARE SPEAK ANOTHER WORD. NOW IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO STOP I WIL FORGET THAT I AM A DOCTOR AND I WOULD KILL YOU RIGHT HERE.😡😡(she was fuming with anger.)

Muskaan : Ridhima thought that you are her friend, she treated you like a brother and you?? How could you even think soo low about Ridhima? It's not Ridhima who is unworthy. Its you people who don't deserve Ridhima. 😡😡

Tum log to Ridhima ke as paas rehne ke layak bhi nahi ho. Aur tumhe kya lagta hi? tumhare us friend ne Ridhima se pyaar karke uspe koi ehsaan kiya? Agar tumhare paas pisa hi to Ridhima ke paas wo sare ache gun hi jo tum log kabhi nahi samaj payenge. Tum Ridhima ke bare me jante hi kitna ho? (What do you know about Ridhima?) Ridhima jise dost bahut kismet se milte hi.

I AM AND I WILL ALWAYS BE PROUD OF MY FRIEND. I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE RIDHIMA AS MY FRIEND.

Kya tuhe pata bhi hi us din accident ke baad kya hua??

Rahul (thinks) sorry for hurting you Muskaan. Thank god you are finally telling me what actually happened.

You said someone called the ambulance. Do you know who is that someone? It's Ridhima. It's Ridhima who called up Dr.Mittal and arranged for ambulance. And she was right there in the hospital Armaan was admitted until she knew that Armaan was out of danger. Do you remember Dr.Mittal asked to bring you a blood bottle but when you brought it he said that he already go the blood?

Rahul : ya, I do remember. So?😕

Muskaan : so, it was Ridhima who donated blood. She felt that she was responsible for the accident though she was not the one responsible in any way. She was praying to god until Armaan gained consciousness. She left only after Dr.Mittal assured her that Armaan is safe. Even after that she would always ask Dr.Mittal about Armaan's health. She was soo worried about him and you accuse her of leaving Armaan for his fate??

And what did you say? – Ridhima trapped Armaan?? Its was Armaan who followed Ridhima and made her fall in love with him. I wish I never encouraged Ridhima to love and I wish she never loved Armaan. Armaan already hurt her soo much. Do you know how much hurt she was after the accident. What does Armaan think of himself? He thinks he owns Ridhima of what?? Anyways leave why I am telling you all this.

Ridhima is already soo much hurt and I don't want her to be more hurt. That's why I don't want Armaan to meet her.😭😭

Rahul : but Armaan is sorry for all that he has said and he really wants to meet Ridhima.

Muskaan : its better if we don't talk about it.😡😡 its Ridhima's decision to not to meet him and I cant do anything in this matter. I don't want to do anything also😡😡.

Rahul : I am sorry for all that I have said, but I dint mean it. I just wanted to know what actually happened and where Ridhima is. I promise that Armaan is not going to hurt Ridhima. Please tell me where Ridhima is.

Muskaan : oh, so now you changed your words😡? Do you think I am going to tell you where she is after all this?😡😡 And I am warning don't you dare follow me again.

Rahul : I am sorry Muskaan. Please listen to me.

But Muskaan already left.

After that day Rahul tried to convince Muskaan that he said all those just to know the truth about Ridhima but Muskaan never believed him.

One day Dr.Keerti told Muskaan that she should go to one medical camp in a village. She asked her to inform Ridhima and take her also to the camp as the people in that village like Ridhima very much and they believe that only Ridhima could treat them correctly. The people in the village wouldn't come to the medical camp if they come to know that Ridhima is not there. So Dr.Keerti adviced Muskaan to take Ridhima also to the camp like every year. Muskaan told that Dr.Keerti to arrange for the camp and she would come to the camp directly with Ridhima. Muskaan was missing Ridhima so she immediatelty left to surprise her with her sudden visit😃😃.

That day Rahul went to sanjeevani and got to know that Muskaan was on leave and she will not be coming to sanjeevani for few days. And thus he lost his last hope to find about Ridhima.

He never said this to Armaan afraid that he might kill him.😆😆

It's almost 2 days since Armaan went in search of Ridhima and he didn't even call Rahul once. Rahul was very much worried for Armaan. He couldn't call him as he didn't take his cell. He couldn't do anything but wait for Armaan. He was worried and irritated by Armaan's behabiour.

Rahul (thinks) : is Armaan ko mera koi fikr hi nahi hi. 2 din hogaye aur kam se kum ek baar phone bhi nahi kiya.😡 Aur upar se ye Muskaan bhi gayab ho gaye. Pata nahi kaha chali gaye.😕 Kahi ye Ridhima ke paas to nahi gaye hogi. Shit. Mujhe iske picha karke Ridhima tak pahunch na chahiye tha. Then he puts his 2 hands on his cheeks(he remembers Muskaan's slaps😆😆) and shouts – OMG nooooo!! agar mai uska picha karta pata nahi mera kya haal hua hoga!!

Agar Muskaan jake Ridhima ko mere bare mai sabkuch batadegi to?? Agar Armaan Ridhima ko mile aur agar Ridhima Armaan ko ye sab batadegi to??😕? He starts imagining – Ridhima and Muskaan scolding Armaan. And Armaan coming back and killing him.😆😆

Nahiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! Ye nahi hosakta. Bhagvan ji please I hopr Muskaan dosent tell anything to Ridhima.

Ye sab chod Rahul pehle tu Armaan ke bare me soch. Wo kaha hoga? Kya kar raha hoga? Mujhe use akela nahi janedena chahiye tha. Ab mai kya kuru????

He walks front and back biting his nails.😕😕

Now the scene shifts to Padma and Armaan talking.

Padma : ab tum mujhe kaho ki us din tum dono ke beach me eisa hua kya hi jiski vajah se Ridhima tumhe choodkar chaligaye?? (What happened in between both of you that day?)

Armaan : aap to jante hi na ki mai Ridhima se pyaar karta hoon. Pehle to Ridhima mujhe sirf ek ache dost maanti thi. Phir baad me use bhi ye ehsaas hua ki hum sirf dost nahi the aur phir finally ek din wo mujhe batayi ki wo bhi mujhse pyaar karti hi. ma, aap ko pata nahi ki mai us din kitna khush tha. I was on the 7^th cloud. I was feeling on top of the world. Us din ke baad kuch din nahi kuch mehne (few months) hum bahut khush the.

Uske baad hamare beach me kuch problems shuru hogaye. Ridhima puri din hospital ke kaam se bussy rehti thi to mai raat ko parties jata tha. Kuch friends ke parties to kuch dad ke business parties. Pehle jub mmai aur Ridhima sirf dost the tub mai kabhi parties nahi jata tha. Ridhima ke saath bahut sara time spen karta tha. Par jus se hum ne confess kiya , I think I took Ridhima for granted. Pehle Ridhima mereliye apni hospital ki schedule se time nikalti thi taki hum dono kuch time saath bita sake (she would take out some time from her hospital schedule so that she could spend some time with me). Use mera parties jana pasand nahi thi. Isiliye jub se use pata chala ki mai raat ko parties attend karta tha tub se wo mere liye morning time pe koi time nikalti thi. Wo kehti thi ki wo morning hospital ma bussy hi isiliye agar mujhe use milna hi to mai use shaam ko milu. Par mai to sham ko parties jata tha na? aap hi batadijiye maa, mai sham ko use kise milsakta hoon?

Padma laughs at how stupid their fights have started.😆😆😆

Mujhe bhi gussa aaya. Agar wo mere liye apna hospital nahi chodsakti to mai uske liye apni parties aur apne dosto ko kyu chodu? Istarah kuch din tak hum dono ek doosere se gussa hogaye aur ek doosere se bahut kam milte the. Aur jubhi milte the wo pehle wala pyaar nahi rahi. Uske jagah hamari egos aagaye.

Aur phir hume ye ehsaas hua ki humdono ek doosere se door jarahe hi. mujhe pata tha ki mera galti jyada hi. isiliye maine Ridhima ko sorry bolne ke liye phone kiya. Par keh nahi paya.

Padma : acha, to akhir tumhe ehsaas hua ki galti tumhari hi. to tumne sorry kyu nahi bola?
Armaan : ego problem ma. After all I am a man. How can I say sorry to a girl? So I asked Ridhima to come to a party that night so that we can talk and discuss some things and take a decision about our relationship and our lives. At first Ridhima said that she doesn't like to come to parties and hence she will not come. I told her that that if loves me she should come to party. So she agreed to come. I wish I wouldn't have forced her to come to party that night.

Padma : tum ne Ridhima ko force kyu kiye? Tumhe isa nahi karna chiye.

Armaan : mujhe pata hi ki mujhe use forse nahi karna chahiye. Par mai use ek surprise denewala tha. Aur mai to Ridhima keliye hi party rakha hi. maine socha ki mai us party me mere sare dosto ko Ridhima se introduce karavunga aur (he started blushing😳)

Padma : aur kya? She poked Armaan.😆
Armaan : maa. Mai us din party me Ridhima ko propose karne wala tha. Mujhe laga ki mai jab sab ke saamne use propose karunga to wok hush hojayegi aur wo ha kehdegi.

Par ise nahi ho paya.

Thanks for reading. Do comment.

I am sorry guys to leave it at this point. But this was getting long and I had to leave it here. I hope you are not ready to hit me with chappals.

Guys, if I don't get good amount of comments this time this might stop writing this FF. so do tell me whether I should continue writing or not.

reserved~

ohhhhhhh so armaan was abt to propose ridz...hmmmmmmmm
gr8 going
it was a very nice part

hey nice update....interesting....thankc 4 the pm....

Lovely Update.. Muski is a true frnd.. she is so caring n protective abt Ridzi.. i liked the way Rahul tried to pull out the info abt ridzi... god u left us in a cliff hanger... wht did Ridzi say?? plzz continue soon.........

it was great!!!!!!!!!!!!!i like the way rahul tried to find out abt ridhima that was soo sweet.i am very eager to know what happened at the party.
cant wait to read the next part continue soon...............

great part! now rahul knows the truth! i hope AR come together soon! thanks for the PM :)