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"Ab toh sabkuch thik hogaya na baldev!kya hum sabkuch bhulakar...ek nayi shuruwat nahi kar sakte!!?" veera asked.For the first time during their relationship,after such disturbing condition got over,veera was feeling pain in true sense,when baldev refused to forgive her."sabkuch bhula du veera!sabkuch...?!Fir toh mainu aye bhi bhulana padega ki maine kabhi tujhse pyaar kiya tha...!veera...kuch cheezen hum khokar bhi paa sakte hai,par khoya hua bharosa...shayad kabhi nahi...!"and he left veera all shattered.She was just unable to believe that baldev...her baldev is not forgiving her,when she had now realized her mistakes in true sense! Even she had apologized to him,by 'literally folding hands' infront of him,but he's still not changed a bit! 'kash main apne kahe hue shabdon ko wapas le pati...kash maine uss raat wo teer ki tarah chubhte shabd na bole hote...kash...aaj aise haalat na hote...kash,meri zindagi me aye 'kash' ki naubat he nahi aati' veera thought.Even after proving baldev innocent,for the first time ever nobody is giving credit to veera,who risked her life. But life was risked by baldev also,but still he didn't get credit,that too for 'two' big times! But our veera is veera,she realized this one too late! You know people call such persons as 'late current' 'tubelight' etc. Veera was sitting in her room,wait...calling 'her' room will be over statement.Its baldev's room,bcoz the 'type' of relationship the both share can't be considered as one. 'thak thak' a sudden knock broked veera's series of thoughts."papaji!aap...aiye na...!" balwant the lone soul who had really supported veera in her in laws house.Balwant sensed her pain,and blessed her for relationship.Ranvijay the rockstar and his dear wife got busy in their music project.He just asked a one line apology from baldev and got away from it,leaving his very dear 'veerakhari' all in thorny path,alone...which leads to a new ray of hope. So baldev didn't forgive veera easily atleast this time.Icing on the cake was - bansuri's continous thorny taunts.Veera has to remain silent on all this - obviously if you realized your mistakes,you've to grasp all the dirty things that comes in your way,there's no choice at all. Baldev's wierd behaviour that is sleeping on floor still continued.Veera tried to come close to him,bcoz thats the one thing she can do to lessen his pain.She tried to slept with him on floor,but he left her away,she tried to squeeze him in as warmest hug as possible from her,but...she got nothing except the jerk,the pushing,the hate and most hurting - ignorance. But we say na when person truely realizes his mistake,he tries to compensate with all dedication,with all courage they have!Veera finally decided that she'l get her 'original' baldev at any cost by 'hook' or by 'crook'. She started to work as complete housewife,as a true wife.But baldev didn't seemed to have to be moved by her 'antics'. It should be called as antic only,bcoz veera doing such things...!Bansuri was hell bent wanted to break this marriage,so once she suggested baldev that if he's not happy with this marriage,its of no use to continue it further.Also veera has lost her trust from baldev,which is now beyond possible to gain it back.Baldev thought on this deeply for some days.It was night time,dinner was over and everybody was ready to go for sleep.Veera adjusted the bedsheet,she took the blanket and was about to sleep on floor,but the two strong pairs of hands held her shoulders,from back.Veera got stunned,she felt the familier touch after such a long time.He turned her towards him,she was just looking at him mesmerized,surprised,shocked,'is that really baldev' she thought.Why she thought like this?The reason that she had witnessed the love in his eyes,for the first time after marriage fiasco.Veeba had a small eyelock after a long time,it looks like the night had stopped for a while."balde..."he put his forefinger on her lips,which again shocked veera and her big eyes again widened.Baldev's face slowly came closer to hers,veera forget to breathe!"veera...!"oh that magical voice,it sounded like a soothing music to her ears.She felt like her pain lessened for a moment,& she don't want to spoil this moment.She closed her eyes,baldev after some seconds moved his face towards veera's ears,"kya tu...apna kal ka din mere naam kar sakti hai..."he said huskily.His breathe shivered her all.Her heart started beating heavily,so her breathe.She lost herself in her beloved's world,that she forget to speak."bol na veera!"he again spoke,closing his eyes.Veera still her eyes closed,managed to give the answer,"ik din kya baldev...main to apni...puri zindagi...tere naam karne...vastey...taiyyar hu..."both remained in a same position for seconds.Baldev moved away from her and went outside.Tears started to flow from veera's eyes,but this was due to happiness."main janti thi baldev,main janti thi!"
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