Part_25
Baldev still on the table.
Baldev; kya? kuch keh rhi thi tu.
Veera; nhi nhi kuch nhi.
In that moment she had a feeling, what if he breaks her up again, she can't afford to loose him now, not him not at any cost. She wont talk about surjeet, she can't risk everything now, now when she's so happy, when she feels free and safe.
Baldev; tu surjeet ka kuch keh rhi thi
Veera; han wo me...pooch rhi thi k tu inna mun qn phula k aya he
Baldev; wo surjeet singh k nakhre...uff menu surpanch banne k liye na jane kya kya krna padega
Veera was quiet again, this dream of his was her sautan. Ofcourse baldev didn't like surjeet, but he needed him, and she had no idea how he got them out of the loan, she was too hesitant to ask, to bring up that topic again, that would bring pain and nothing else, everything was perfect now, or was it just the peaceful night before the storm.
Veera was in her room thinking what if Ranvi comes to know about everything, would he take her back, or would he forgive him, but did she forgave him, had she forgotten the pain she felt, the loss she suffered. Going against ranvi, ignoring him and above all she lost Karan. She did like him, she was not sure about love and now it was a sin to even think of him she belonged to baldev now, in every sense she belonged to him. He was the only true relation she had now. Ranvi though her brother, her mother but was her half brother after all, having no claim on her, and otherwise she was an orphan, which meant she belonged to him and only him.
baldev woke up in the middle of the night to find her sobbing.
Baldev; Veera..veera ki hoya...ki hoya meri sherni nu.
She didn't reply, she was unable to...she just stared at his name on her hands.
Baldev; veera..
he said concerned.
Veera; kya hai..(she shouted) getting out of the bed.
Baldev was surprised at her changed behavior..he got out too and went to hug her
Veera; mat chu menu..door hat...(she pushed him)
Baldev; ki hoya..akhir mene kya kardiya?
Veera; tujhe poochne ki zarurat he...tune...aur surjeet singh ne choda hi kya he mere pass...tune mujhse sb kuch cheen lia..meri azadi mera sapna...aur
Baldev; (he was in anger too, he asked in pain and anger) aur?
Veera; aur karan..
Baldev was out of his mind now...he took his hand up...and shouted her name in anger...he was about to slap her but something held him...an inner voice.
Veera; ruk qn gaya maar na...ab ye kami bhi poori kr le.
he was quiet unable to understand what went wrong...they were happy..discussing about their future and suddenly their past came up but why..
She was on the floor crying badly. He was unable to control his feeling so he kicked the sofa and left the room.
Veera kept crying on the floor.