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Story,everyone had a story about their life's,may be its different from others... some had good ones,some had very good ones, some had bad ones or some had worse but everyone had a story, just like me... My story, well it starts when I was very young,when I was only 6 years old,at that age when I wants to study,when I wants to enjoy my childhood and wants to live my life freely...my parents bond me up with raghav,who was only 8 years old in a life long bond that is marriage na child marriage,at that age we both don't even know the meaning of marriage,relations but still we both have to live up this relation...I want to study but due to my marriage my parents forced me to leave studies and with no other option left I had to follow up their orders but still I didn't loose my passion for studies,I usually studies at late night after everyone sleep but to my bad luck one day my parents finds out about this and as a result they burned up all my books after seeing all this I just broke down completely on the floor cryingly like my entire world crush down at that very moment...but to my destiny or say my good luck raghav's parents allowed me to study after marriage,slowly as time passes I too get adjusts well in raghav's house with everyone infact raghav's parents helped me a lot in adjusting at new place and soon I start managing both my studies and home very well infact with passing days I start loving raghav's parents more then my own parents but still I always wonders or thought that was it really necessary for my parents to get me married at that age and I always gets the answer that it was not necessary for them but its their belief on the tradition which they all are following since age infact they want their children's to follow it too...my parents never cares about my wishes,feelings because it never matters to them,they always wanted to me to live up my life like the way they wanted that's why they always forced all their decisions on me,I wanted to fly freely in air like bird,I want to achieve something by myself,I wanted to find my own ways of my life,I wanted to see this entire world,I wanted to try something no matter if I had failed but I had kept on trying and trying but my own parents,this society cuts my wings and tied me up at a bond of marriage...after marriage also nothing changes between me and raghav,we both hates each other a lot,we can't even stand with each other whenever we both tries to talks with each other we always ends up with fighting so we both start staying away from each other but raghav's parents help both of us in patching up with each other and slowly we both become friends infact best friends...we both start caring, loving and respecting for each other a lot and start living a happy life but after two years of my marriage when I becomes of 8... suddenly my life again takes a U turn,due to some issue,confusion and misunderstanding my parents and raghav's parents break up all their ties with each other as a result me and raghav too got separated from each other although we both never wanted that but we both can't able to do anything for our relation and at last we both got separated from each other...after that due to some problem or something else which I don't know my parents with me shifts to Mumbai,the city of dreams,the city of world but still I never forgets raghav and his parents and hopes that they too never forgets me,I want to go back to them but I can't...like that 10 years passed away,in this ten years my relation with my parents gets even more worse and strain, the kalpi who is very shy,reserved in her childhood had now become independent,self-confident, modern and stylish... though in Mumbai I had a lots of friends but still raghav's and his parents sweet memories are always alive in my heart and will always remains in my heart forever,my and pakhi's father were the trusty of the college in which we both study but we never use this as a advantage...pakhi,she was my best friend after raghav,she had helped me a lot in Mumbai,we both were very popular in our college or say in boys,any boy can do anything for both of us but we both never cared,for me my first and last is raghav and pakhi,she too loves someone but she never told me anything about her lover... One day again my entire world gets upside down when pakhi's boyfriend comes down to Mumbai to meet her,it was raghav,my raghav whom I get married in my childhood but sadly he don't even remember me or say he never wants to remember me and my bad luck nor I could tell him about myself because my best friend loves him a lot and she won't able to live without him infact raghav too loves her a lot so l decided to let be the same like it is and move on in my life but my destiny had some other plans for me... Destiny,some people believes in destiny and some don't but does it really matters,sometime destiny gives us bundle of reasons of get happy but that destiny sometime also gives us bunch of reasons to cry on but still we can't change our destiny or even fight with our destiny,we have to accept what our destiny gives to us no matter we want it or not we can't do anything because its impossible to change our destiny just like me. My destiny always plays weird weird games with me,my destiny had always snatched up my everything,first my destiny snatched my parents,my childhood,my raghav and his family,their love and support and now my destiny snatched my hope also,my biggest hope of getting my raghav back,today my raghav was my best friend's pakhi's boyfriend and I can't do anything, I can't get my raghav back in my life because I can't hurt pakhi,the one who had always supported my a lot when I had no one with me not even my parents also,so I decided to forget raghav and move on in my life with someone else but will my destiny let it happen,no my destiny again plays its card and due to some or other reason it always brings me and raghav closer though we both never wanted that,I don't know should I get happy or should I cry on my destiny but its finally that no matter what happens,what my destiny gives to me... I would never give so easily,I will live up my life the way I wanted...but one day again my life takes a 360 degree turn and against everything gets changed,it was day when raghav organised a party for the success of his company,that day unknowingly he dance with me thinking me as pakhi,I tried my best to stop her but he didn't give me a single chance to say anything... 
Moreover to that he even kiss me also first I was hell shocked by his sudden action but then I too lost myself in that kiss... 
But back of my mind I know I was wrong, totally wrong it was pakhi's right to be with raghav not mine and I am also feeling really very guilty for that but worse to that pakhi saw us kissing and she misunderstood us and at that very moment only raghav realised that it was me whom he had kissed just now not pakhi,we both tried a lot to stop pakhi,to talk to her,to clear her confusion but she just left from their without saying anything after she left raghav blamed me for everything that had happened,I too silently listen all bitter words because I know intentionally or not I did a mistake, I was wrong,very wrong and I had to rectify my mistake but how,next day not only me and raghav but others also gets the biggest shocked when pakhi request raghav to marry me and raghav too accepted it without thinking twice...Soon mine and raghav marriage preparations start in full swing but still I am not happy,their were many reasons for my unhappiness first and the most important one was pakhi though she says that she is happy but I know she is very hurt and pretending to be happy and second one was my parents,they were in India,I had informed them about my marriage but they denies to attend my marriage... but I don't care,I really don't care...
After that mine and raghav engagement took place though it was not a grand event but still its enough for me... 
After our engagement its time for our haldi,I was very happy but he, he only pretends to be happy... 
But before our sangeet something happens which makes raghav hates me even more,pakhi died in a accident and I was blamed for her death,raghav filed a complaint against me,my case went to court and due to lack of proof,court free me from the murder allegation but raghav he didn't after that court room drama raghav come to me and again proposed me for marriage,first I denies to his proposal but later on when he lets that he want to rectify his mistake by marrying me then I agree after that within a two days our marriage took place in the presence of pakhi's and raghav's parents... 
After our marriage with raghav and his parents when I went to my new home they all left me at gate only without performing any rituals like strangers and went to their rooms after that at our golden night raghav reveals to me his actual reason of marrying me that is revenge,revenge for separating him and pakhi,revenge for killing pakhi but I too doesn't loose my hopes and vows to him that one or other I will made him falls in love with me,I will make him mine but raghav doesn't pay any attention to my words and left from their then my eyes falls on the photo frame which I had gifted raghav after our child marriage,after that when I open the cupboard I finds all the gifts and toys which me and raghav gifted each other,I must say raghav had kept them all very safely and protectively but when I was about to touch them sam and gauri aunty stops me by saying that it was all kalpana's gift and raghav doesn't like if anyone touch's them,though now raghav and Kalpana were not together but still she is alive in raghav's heart and will always be,Kalpana was raghav's first love and no one can take her place in raghav's life which makes a bright smile appears on my face,I was on cloud9 after listening all this but I wonders if raghav loves me so much then why he had not recognized me,may be because in village people use to call me Kalpana but in Mumbai everyone calls me by kalpi,after knowing about raghav's unconditional love for me,it gives me a new ray of hope that still I can get my raghav back in my life,I still can get his love back with this thought I stepped into new phase of my life, I tried a lot to tell raghav about myself but I never get a chance and as time passes I tried to lot to adjust in my new house but it becomes very difficult for me as now no one was with me to help me,guide me and moreover raghav and his family doesn't leave a single chance to insult me, taunt me but I bear everything silently then raghav forced me to join his office because he wants to around me all the time so that he can trouble me whenever he wants and because of some office work when we both went to alibaug, in our way its the first time when raghav even touch me,he saved me from getting drown,its the first time I had feel him so close to me or you can say its the first time I feels his breathe on me... 
At that very moment I start thinking that may be mine and raghav relation start mending slowly,but my all hopes gets shattered at the very next moment when raghav told me that he saved me because of humanity,nothing else...after this incident we both move ahead, after finishing our work we both returned back the very next day, though I want to stay their,I want to spend sometime with raghav but he don't want that so with no other choice I had to return back with him...post this trip many times my destiny brings me and closer to each other like because of rain or because of holi and many more... 
For me,I lived up my entire life in that small small moments with raghav...but for raghav it is only a game which he is playing with me to destroy me but was it necessary no,its not...if he had told me for even once na that kalpi just kill yourself then for him I had lovingly killed himself,their is never a need for him to do such cheap things...but when everything wents out of control and I couldn't able to control myself anymore,at last finally I too took a stand for myself,I too answer back to everyone whoever tries to insult me,taunt me and moreover tries to defame me,its a high time for me,I decided to part away from raghav whether he wants or not I don't care but before parting away I told him that I had forgiven him and his family for whatever they all did to me,I know they never cared that whether I forgive them or not but for me its necessary,very necessary to move on in my life, to had a best present and better future its necessary for me to forgive them and I did the same...I know whenever they gets to know the entire truth they will regret, surely regret but that time I won't be with them or may be I don't want to be with them,I want them to die every second for their life like I had died but still whatever my life gives to me,it always taught me lots of lessons that never trust or love anyone blindly because if you do then you will only get pain,always took a stand for yourself no matter in which condition you are,always tries to mend your relation but still if that relation hurts you,gives you pain then its better to walk out of it and move on and most importantly never depends on anyone that much that without them you can't even take a step ahead...not like always this time my destiny gives me a reason to get happy,soon raghav and his family gets to know about the entire truth,they all regret a lot and want me back in their life's but this time I don't want that,I want to live my life alone this time...raghav tries hard to win back my love and trust again but will I ever able to love and trust him again,no never after all his lies never,the equations which we both had earlier had lost somewhere...for raghav I had always been a toy with whom he can play whenever he wants or can throw away whenever he doesn't have mood but now I want to show that I am not a toy,I'm also a human who had feelings, emotions,who too feels the pain and gets hurt,now I had taken my decision that I won't go back in their life's,I know my decision will give raghav a life long pain but its fine for me,its my way of giving them the punishment of love,now I had give up my rest of my life of the betterment of girls,so that whatever happens with me doesn't happen with other girl,I know alone I can't change the society but atleast I can try and I will try but still somewhere I feels sad for raghav but its said na that some stories are meant to be left incomplete,may be mine and raghav story was one of them in which mill kar bhi hum na miley...
Veer Hanuman
Anupamaa
