Ragna ss : fates decided ( discontinued) - Page 34

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Chapter 8:

Raghav was standing in the kitchen preparing the dinner for both of us, leaving me alone on the couch with his boring tablet. Watching Raghav working in kitchen was more fun than playing any random games on nothing. He looks completely guileless, and he takes my breath away. I adore him more than anything and anyone. I do love this man unconditionally.

Raghav was indulged in cutting the capsicum; he didn't even looks at me for once. I saw his muscles tightened with every movement. He was standing in his boxers, the heat in the kitchen restrained any cloths to stay on him. He was working and I kept staring at him, I don't know which way my mood was going to go. It swings from north to south and back again in nano second.

I saw him blinking in darkness, struggling to wipe his eyes from his one hand while the other stays on the vegetable, and I can resist him no longer. I jumped from the couch and launch myself on him. I was not under my control; my legs ran towards him, my insides were burning with hot molten lava. I was breathing heavily. I was struggling with my every emotions. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I snuggle into his arms, resting my heat against his crock of his neck. He gently strokes my back.

"Kalpana..." Raghav whispered, his voice trails the hot sensation again all over my skin. I tighten my arms around his neck.

"I love you Raghav... I love you" I whispered into his ears. I felt his body relaxed, his hands crawled gently around my shoulders, covering my petite body.

"Kalpana..." he breathes as he buries his nose in my hair.

My body shivered with his touch, his hands swims down slowly from my shoulder towards my waist. His palm pressed my waist from either sides and I cannot control my heavy breathes..

"I want so much to show you now, how much I love you... Raghav" I whispered in my chocked voice, my eyes were closed, and I hiss. Raghav's hand reaches my hips and abruptly he pulls me up and made me sit on his kitchen slap.

"Open your eyes kalpana" I felt his breathe across my ears...

I opened my eyes and saw him staring at me, his expression anxious, he was standing between my legs while I sat on his slap. Grabbing my hands, he put them around his waist, his hands never leaving mines. Raghav glances down at me, his eyes unreadable. OHH !!!!!! He looks glorious- dirty, sweaty face, dark grey eyes. And suddenly it's there, from nowhere, that feeling. Oh my- the longing, the sensations, the vibrations. His lips parted as he gazes at me.

"Do you feel it?" he breathes.

I lost my voice, I said nothing. I wanted to cry for what he was doing to me. I wanted to find the solution for all those sensations, to calm myself down. I wanted to rub my body, if he does not do something fast.

"Yes"

"Oh Kalpana..." he groans and grabs me again, his arms snaking around me, one hand at the nape of my neck, tipping my head back.My lips parted, and I closed my eyes.

"Don't close your eyes... open it for me" Raghav said in his husky voice.

He gazes down at my mouth, in fact we gaze at each other, not touching. His eyes are dark, lips parted and he's breathing as hard as am I.

"Kalpana..."He whispered, His eyes wilder now, tilting his head a liltle right he swallow my throat, and suck it deep...

"OHHH..." I moaned...

His tongue was drawing circles while he was sucking it deep and deep...

"OHHH... I so much love your voice" He groaned. My hands pressed his waist tighter, I arched my back to make him taste my skin more. I was panting hard.

He gulped and gazed me, my lips were still parted, wanting his. He straightened himself and swallowed again, " Do you have any idea how alluring you look right now ?"

I bite my lips and shake my head. He closes his eyes briefly, and when he opens them again, they are blazing.

I tip my face up to meet his mouth and he leans down and runs his nose against mine, so it's the only contact between us. I am so hot in the confines of this kitchen slap with him. I want him- want him to do something with me.

Raghav stopped and gently hug me. He made my head rest against his chest, his hand gently stroking my head to and fro. Suddenly, Raghav pulls me into his warm embraces, kisses my hair and press my head against his chest tightly. I'm distracted by his chest hair as it tickles my cheeks. I heard Raghav saying nothing, his heart beat was thumping more than normal, and I felt him lost in some different world. He was in some his deep thoughts. I felt Raghav was with me, but still I was missing his attention, he made himself lost in some different world.

I can't look up at him. I can't bear to see him lost in someone else thoughts- It's too much. From nowhere my sub consciousness warmed me of his ex wife. Was it her? Was it she, who is not letting Raghav to be with me?

"Raghav ..." I murmur and the tension is loud and clear in my voice.

"Yes" Raghav Whispered, his voice husky, and laced with fear.

Gently I tip my face up and slowly remove my hand from his waist. He freezes seeing my face. His eyes widely opened, He swallows, with his jaw tenses as if his teeth are clenched. OH !!! my heart constricts and my throat tightens. Oh no, I'm going to cry...

I was right !!!! He was actually lost somewhere else... He was thinking of someone else... My brain push my thoughts only towards her wife, I may be over thinking, but my only thought wandered around his wife... HIS WIFE !!!!! Tears pool in my eyes and spill down my face, OH RAGHAV !!!! Was it she... U were thinking about all long? WAS his WIFE STILL RULING HIS HEART??

OH !!! I would- I"D do anything - and I want nothing more than you. But I know, I can't... and my tearss fall unbidden down my cheeks.

"NO PLEASE... Don't cry" he murmurs, his voice anguished as he wraps me tightly in his arms.

"Please don't cry Kalpana... you have already cried alot"

And I burst into full blown sobs, burying my face against his neck. I felt embarrased of my actions, I felt quilty FOR attracting a man who loved his wife alot and more over I think of me being so unlucky- with the only man whom I loved, for whom I can even die, is not mine. I failed in winning his soul. Failed in making me love in the way he might had once loved his wife or may still love her.

Pulling away, he claps my head with his both hands, tilt it backward and leans down to kiss me.

"Don't cry Kalpana, Please !!" he murmurs against mouth. "I'm aching for you to touch me, for me to feel you, but I can't... I can't. It's too much... Please don't cry" Raghav whispered, wiping my tears away from my face. Gently pecking my lips, making me close my eyes to feel his hot breathe on my lips.

But... Again, he took me wrong, NO !!!! I'm not a pervent... I don't desire him to touch me. Why don't he understand, Why can't he see, how much I love him. The anger inside me for him to love his wife more than me, rules everything inside me.

"NO... YES !!!!!! I want to touch you, Yes !!!! More than you'll ever know. Raghav... But to feel, you love your wife over everything else, over me...it wounds me deeply. I die, seeing you still want your wife. To see you like this... so hurt and afraid. Raghav I love you so much, why don't you understand" I screamed with all my voice, jerking his hand and pushing him away from me...

Raghav tipped, balancing himself, an agonized expression on his face, "Kalpana... where does SHE... come from?"he asked, completely puzzled.

My heart wrenched, I had lost my mind, "What do you think, I don't understand !! I know... I know, you are trying . You are simply trying to divert your attention from her, thus you chose the best option in me. You from always knew, I have feeling for you. Hence on the first day of our meeting after these two years, you simply proposed me... You didn't call me once in those two years and suddenly you realized and came all the way running for me !!!!!! NO RAGHAV... You only love your wife... PAKHI... I'm no one. I'm nothing... I'm just a medium of your distraction. I will be left alone... !!! All alone" I slip from his kitchen slap and found him all breathless and compassionate. I straighten and stare at him, he is watching me as if I might bolt, eyes wide, bemused. I clash the tears angrily out of my eyes with back of my hands, glaring at him.

He gazes at me warily.

"Kalpana" He pleads, extending his hands to reach mine.

"No..." and with that I walked out of the kitchen, running towards the front door to run out of his appartment. I heard his footstep following me. I reached the door and open it in one go. I sob harder, I was going to lose him again. He don't want to be with me... The thought killed me thousand times.

I heard the door locked hardly from my back. I saw his hands resting on the door in front of my face, with him standing behind me. He locked my ways. He turned me, with his one hand tightly piercing my left shoulder, while his other rest on the door, his nails digs inside my skin.

"Where are you going?" he says warily, gauging my reaction.

I gaze up at him, trying to frame my answers. I froze seeing his dark, intense eyes. I , for the first time saw a storm in him. His eyes turned red,he was breathing heavily like a bull, he seemed to have me killed the next moment.

"Why the f**k do you have to run away always?????? It's your third time... THIRD !!!!"

I pale. Shit, he's angry- with me. I blinked at him. "Why are you angry?" I whispered.

"Because... you don't understand!!!" he shouts at me. He sighs in exasperation and shakes his head. "Dare you go out of this house?" He said jerking me away. I hit the door back.

I blanch. Shit. I look down at my hands. Knotted. I just to understand.

"You said you love me !!!! Tell me the meaning of love... How and what made you know that you LOVE ME!!!!! How?? SPEAK !!!! I glance at him and he is staring at me, his eyes eide. I opened my mouth to speak but

"SHUT UP" He shouted

He sighs again. He is really pissed. "You cannot imagine, what you have done with me long two years before, you meets me daily Kalpana... DAILY !!!! But one day, you decided to leave me there alone !!!! ALONE... And didn't even bother to discuss, just left me alone like others" He smirk with the look of disgust.

I was hell shocked with what with what he was confessing...But I wanted to know, what more he had suppressed deep inside his heart. I stood rooted at my place.

"You know Kalpana ... Pakhi was nothing for me. We were married for the sake of our family. THAT LADY MEANT NOTHING TO ME !!!!! Not that time... not now.! Still you put blames for that lady. I don't know, what made you feel I'm thinking of her... when from the last two years you have been with me everywhere !!! I missed my nights when I sat inside the car only to stare the girl whose all focus was in the sky searching her dad in every stars, I hate that feeling when you left in that parking lot, where I stood for complete three hours waiting for you to return back... But you didn't even care!!!!I don't know , how you got to know that you love me !!!! But I know, what it feels to see the tears and fear in those eyes which once showed you a hope" Raghav was breathless, he was hurt.

"Ragh.." I moved closer to him,

"Stay there" Raghav commanded. And I lost my rythm.

"My all hopes were shattered when you left. I only came to hospital to see what damages were made to that lady, but there I saw you. If I thank Pakhi for anything, then it would be her that accident. NO... Your said, my WIFE !!! Kalpana !!! I liked you from that day, I loved your beautiful smile. You hugged me for no reason, and I found my heaven in you... I didn't propose you on our first meeting, if you know !!!!! All I don't want to share you with anyone... not even with Pakhya !!!! KALPANA... why don't you understand I'm CRAZY for you.

Raghav stops and took a deep breathe...

There was silence inside the room... we both stood there at our place.

"I travelled 3 miles after 2 years because... Kalpana !!! Pakhi was the worst experience of my life. Please accept she is my past and you are my future. Please trust me !!!" He closes his eyes briefly as he struggles to contain his temper. I swallow and watch anxiously. This could go either way.

" I'm ordering the food... And Dare you leave again, call Pakhya and tell him , you are staying here tonight" he says quietly and with that he leaves the room.

I exhale. I hadn't realised I'd been holding my breathe.

End of the chapter... There is more Raghav will reveal about his reason of coming back and the truth of Kalpana's father death. I got tired. I know the chapter is not up to the mark... still I tried. Hope you all liked it.

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Half century 😃.

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