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Raghav Pov

I saw kalpi struggling to start her scooter. She can use any of my car's or mom buy one for her if she ask, still she why use that khatara it's confuse me. I think i never understand her nature. She is most wired person i saw in my life.I mean who talk's to there vehicle. I'm getting late for meeting but I don't know why I felt need to help her. I ask her for ride and thank god without much fight she accept it.
The ride to my office was quite, and if i think properly we really don't have much topics to talk. We barely talk with each other so silence between us is comfortable one. I only ask her way in between to her office but where she work? She only telling me direction of her office. Left turn/ right turn, only word she saying to me and I'm starting to feel like her driver. i decide to break silence between us. there is also one problem in start conversation, if i start to talk hope she will not take different meaning of that. Like I'm been interested in her life or may be in her. I shook my head on that thought. But I not liking the feeling of driver so i asked more safe question in to my mind and it will not look like I'm taking interested in her.
"Where you work kalpi? " She look at with Confusion or that's doubt? can't say bcoz i can't read her thoughts but i really wish i can. I wanted to know what's going on that small little head of her's, specially when she is angry. She always stay quite when she is angry on someone but her face tell her different story. She had always focus on something, imaging non-leaving things as that person and lash out anger on that thing but in mind. What she is thinking about me? I'm sure she kill me in her mind many time's for hurting her and spoil her life.
Her Mind is sure one interesting think to get to know. I smile at my own thoughts. Kalpi is only one that bring smile on face. Without her knowledge I always observer her. I know little things about her. She always hit something when she is hurry and said sorry no matter that thing is alive person or materialistic things. When she is in deep thought's she chew her nails. In nervousness she bite her lips and anger is also one of the observing discovery.
"Ahhmm...Ahhmmm " Her throat clearing sound broke my thoughts. I look at her and she holding card I took it from her hand and read.
"Atlas International's pvt. ltd. Project head " I not read further details. She work for Atlas it's surprise for me. She is really a talented and intelligent i think bcoz it's not easy to get job in India's best Architecture forum. You have to spend years to do practice then u get selected in Atlas. She said she is working there for 2 and half years now. I remember, she was last year student on Architecture when we get married and 3 month's before 5 year's complete of our marriage. Means she start working there after our marriage. Is she get job there bcoz she is my wife? I means is she use my name to get her job there?
"Are you get job bcoz of Singhania?" I asked without thinking.
"What?" Can't she hear me in first time.
"I ask.." she stop me from saying further showing her name on her card
"Kalpana Jadhav. Read carefully. I not take and will never take advantage of being Mrs. Raghav Singhania. You can ask Maa I get job on my merit not bcoz of your name. " Saying she turn her face towards window. Well i think i again mess up things. After that i shut my mouth.
"Stop near that red car." As she said i done. i don't wanted to see anger in her eye's so i not look at her.
"Thanks for dropping me" I hear her soft voice realizing she is not angry. I look at her side seeing she open car door getting out but i hold her hand and pull her back in car. Can't see saw tempo passing from there. If I not pull her in again that tempo will hit her. I saw scared and shocked on her face.
"How careless kalpi you are? Can't you see both side of rode before opening the door?" I shout at her and she come out of her shock. She look at me with confusion and I really don't know what confuse her now.
"Are u really worried for me?" she blurted out without thinking I'm sure. For minute i get surprised by her question. I know i give her impression of I don't care for her but she think i not care if she alive or not, that's hurt. I really make myself low in her eye's that much? I leave her hand.
" I'm getting late for office" only reply come out of my mouth with realization . I saw hurt in her eye's i wanted to talk to her but...
"Then why don't you talk you idiot." Sanjana shout at me make me come back to reality from the morning scene I live again now. I was explaining the story why i was postponed our meeting to afternoon from morning in my office but now i feeling i did wrong to telling this all. She will not get me easily out of it.
"You think i don't want to? I really wanted to confront her sanju about it but i really don't know how? " I'm feeling defeated. I start accepting kalpi slowly in my life but with her divorce decision made everything hard for me again.
"Raghav you.."
"Not now Sanjana. You tell why u wanted to meet me so urgently" I know she is angry i stop her talking but i don't wanted to talk about it any more.
"For this" She say in one words, giving me file. I open it and my anger rich it's peek.
"What's this?" she smile at me. I'm sure she is up to something.
"Divorce paper's" Is she dumb? I can read. her smile get bigger looking at my irritating face.
"I know that but who said to make them? I not tell you to prepare them."
"Gauri aunty call me and tell me do it for you. You wanted freedom from kalpi. So i thought it will help you little" she reply in same irritaing tone.