I never wanted to discuss my this issue with anyone else but this thread forced me to share this with you...MOD..
can you see my forum joining date...yes...
you know why i joined this forum coz i want to get peace nd a mean of reliving again..after the happening of biggest tragedy of my life...that is after my mother demise in the month of march 2014...yes i lost my mother in that month...and i was a silent visitor to this ema forum at that time...but after the greatest mishap in my life when i lost my mother.,i was in huge traumatic situation where my family thought after seen my critical condition that its going me to be next who will leave this world...nd it might be come as a truth if i didn't joined this forum as an active member...i could to see only one way at that time and that is this ema forum which gave me life again...
i decided that i should join this forum if i wanna live again coz my family needs me...and i joined this forum in june 2014. And trust me.,this forum gave me new life to live again...i found peace in this place...my family found me again reliving my life and smiling once again just after few days of joining this forum...and slowly slowly i was able to distract myself from the effect of that tragedy... Even i remain online always 24 hours to distract my mind from stopping myself to look back in past...i know you won't believe me but seriously i m crying right now remembering what this forum has done for me.
i can understand your decision but please think once again...this forum is yet active...please give us time to re establish this forum again...please
this forum means a lot for us...please don't snatch this home from us...please..