Part 14
Kalpi snuggled more into Raagav.. She was thinking about her life for the past 6 months.. It was moving like a film reel in her mind's eye..
-Her leaving house..
-meeting PRiya
-meeting Aarav
-Then talking with dada...
-Meeting Raagav
-Confrontation
-Dating period..
Everything..
But in these six months did she miss her mother,she questioned herself .. she doesnt know that answer for that.. If anyone asked her did she missed her father,she would ve said an immediateyes... But mother,she is not sure... She was always there as a mother but not for her,for Paaki..
Talking only about the dreams that she saw for me doesnt count as a motherly duty... Then what is caring,scoding,loving,taking about everything called...
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n these six months ,she felt free rather sad at being away from family.. Not even once she thought
she is away from her family,may be she has used to it all her life..
Atleast her dad gave some piece of advice when she needed the most... She somewhat can remember her life with her dad and dada... But with her mom,she couldnt find even a single happy incident even if search her whole brain...
After these months being alone she came to a conclusion that she doesnt need her mom as much as she need her dad or dada.. And with this new realisation she decided to meet them after months...
Talking with just her brother for these months she made a special bond with him,this bond grew really strong than before...
And Raagav,she herself doesn't know how much she loves him,she want him to be around always.. They both talk daily or whenever Raagav is free.
He hurt her to the core,sometimes she felt she ll never be able to come out from the pain,But he healed her,in the past month he healed her ,he made her the most happiest girl on the planet..
She ordered him not to come daily,but he make sure to come atleast twice during weekdays claiming he had some meeting near her area...She ll always get to know from Sammy dada about his plans...She ll always make sure to cook something for him before his arrival...She always love to see him eating her hand made food...
She love him... May be she ll never be able to love anyone this much in her life...
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Raagav was staring at her for the past few minutes , but she is in her own world... Kalpi felt his gaze and raised her head from his cheast and looked at him...
What happened Kalpi ? asked Raagav..
Kuch nahi ... answered Kalpi..
suddenly Raagav got down and kneeled in front of her and took her hands and kept it in his...
Kalpi,I love you Kalpi... I was really a fool ,mad to let you go in the past,i ve behaved like a monster to you .. But Kalpi i ve changed,you know that i ve changed ,,hai na... Kalpi nodded..
i can't live without you Kalpi.. in this one month i ve really tried to be calm and composed.. But whenever i go away from you na.. i can;t breath properly... i need you soo much in my life...I call you in every half an hour to talk with you ,it may also irritate you.. But it makes me calm,your voice sooth me... My heart calms down hearing you voice, that you are there you didnt go away from me... Haan Kalpi... Even though i pushed you away,i can't take that easily..Deep in my heart I always thought you ll be there for me... When you went away leaving me just like everyone... I couldn't take it..Even now i got you back i still gets scared that what if you go away from me... Kalpi i really Love you.. I need you in my life.. I couldn't stay away from you anymore...MARRY ME KALPI... Raagav asked taking a ring from his pocket...
Kalpis tears was flowing with no bounds..
She hugged him to herself with such a force making him fall on the ground with her on the top...
I WILL... whispered Kalpi in his ears... Raagav tightened his hold on her hearing her reply...
I WILL.. Mujhe bhi aapke bine aur reh nahi saktha...I Love You Raagav... whispered Kalpi...