FF: Love, Revenge & Regrets Part 51only RagNa updt on Pg 152 - Page 5

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Kalpi reaches home and is in a very bad mood when she finds a stranger woman sitting in her house and for the first time in her life she saw Vitthal and Kamla arguing over something or rather someone. She enters her house and calls out to them Aai-Baba what's wrong? Why are you both arguing especially on such an auspicious day.

In her mind she is thinking, any which ways my mood is all rotten thanks to Mr Akdoo and now I can see his effect reaching my home too and I see my parents quarrelling.

Kamla comes to her saying kuch nahi Kalpi andar aa tujhe sab bataati hun.

She narrates to her a 20 year old story about the woman who was sitting on their sofa as if she belonged there for ages! Looking into something far she seemed lost! Poor Lady thought Kalpi. And she felt bad when she heard that the woman had lost her memory years ago due to a head injury. Some goons were chasing her and we found her injured. They had then held kalpi under knife to get the truth from Kamla to know where the lady went. However Kamla had managed to trick them and they left Kalpi. The woman had nowhere to go and she was badly injured so we took her, treated her and then admitted her to an ashram. However after all these years her room caught fire and the people there no longer wanted to have her there.

Vitthal argued that she was attacked once and she could mean danger to their lives too! But Kalpi protested to her father's surprise. She just couldn't let that woman go all by herself. She suddenly felt connected to her and went and sat next to her. The woman looked at her and smiled at her and asked her name. Mera naam Kalpana hai par aap mujhe Kalpi bula sakti ho. Aapka naam? Oh Don't you my name? Well my name is...my name...now the lady starts panicking what is my name? what is my name?Why can't I remember my name? Soon Kalpi distracted her saying, do you know aaj hamaare chawl mein holi pujan hai. Aai makes yummy puranpolis. Do you like them?

The woman smiled and said yes I like Puranpolis! Kamla I also want them. Kamla is relieved to see the woman behave normally. However she felt a tiny bit of jealousy creeping in looking at Kalpi and Taai. Yes that's what she called her. But then she dismissed her jealous thoughts and smiled, meri Kalpi hai hi aisi sabka dil jeetne waali! My Kalpi is a ruler of hearts, there is no one who will not love my child!

Soon the preparations for the evening puja had started and the chawl was buzzing with activities, talks, laughter and songs etc. Kalpi and her family too offered theor prayers and came home. All this while there was something that kept disturbing Kalpana. I think Raghav Sir must be hurt and I am sure he will not come tomorrow. After I gave him an earful! And he being the famous Raghav Akdoo Singhania will not look back at me or my chawl. But then why am I feeling bad? This is what I wanted right? I wanted to be free to achieve my goals, my fistful of sky!

She was feeling restless and went and stood outside. The moon was full and magnificent. She looked upto it and a chill ran down her spine. She suddenly remembered all her intimate moments with Raghav. She regretted getting so close to him. She chided herself for being so vulnerable and weak! Kya Kalpi? Tu bhi na ek number ki buddhu hai. Why did you behave like a normal girl! You are different, unique and have other goals in life.

Suddenly she saw herself in skirt and a sleeveless kurti. She looked much more confident like she used to be before her results. This kalpi had attitude and she asked Kalpana, Look at you! What have you done to yourself? Ye sab kya hai? Where is the fire in you that was ready to face any challenge any problem in life? Don't fall into this love and all this nonsense. Look Love does not exist! Arre your very own mother chose Paakhi over you when you were drowning, Kalpi then why should this man who has nothing in common with you except for the workplace, fall in love with you. Unbelievable it is! So get you brains back to work and prove yourself to your Aai, and the whole world and even that Akdoo. He has never left any opportunity to mock you!

Suddenly she saw a figure approaching from far. She felt she had seen him! Is he? But why should he be here at this hour? No no I must be imagining things. She went back to her house and the man who was hiding behind the wall and secretly watching Kalpi came out. It was Prem!!! Yes he was drunk and he kept getting flashes of Kalpi when he had argument with her on chawl issues and when she had said No to his proposal to work with him, her presentation and last when she walked away with that Raghav.

Why does Raghav always want what I wanted. Even in childhood he never wanted to frame Kalpi and had regretted it later. But his Mom wanted him to do something for Pooki! He never liked Pooki as he thought she was too much of drama whereas Kalpi was very quiet and he hardly used to know Kalpi is there in his house or no.

Even now I brought up the chawl issue just to find out who this RS was and Kalpi brought him to me. But then she could have asked me to leave the chawl alone, instead she mocked me in front of everyone in the chawl. What did she find great in Raghav? What the hell am I thinking spat Prem the last sip of whiskey he had!

Anything wrong with the taste? Asked Aakash. Prem looked at him and whispered I want to see her now. Will you drive me to a place I ask you to? Aakash agreed hesitantly. He had stopped the car few distance away and Prem had walked up to the chawl to catch a glimpse of that woman who had left him restless. It was her he despised her and yet wanted to see her? She was the reason for his failure, well really? If only she was with him today Raghav would be the loser. He saw her going back to her room and he went back into his car.

Aakash really wanted to know what was happening. So he asked Prem, you were thinking of her in the morning? Prem looked at him with half closed eyes and said do you know I have known her all my life but still I don't know anything about her. Her likes dislikes...wait wait I know, she dislikes me!!! Before he could explain anything he passed out. Aakash took him home.

Kalpi could hardly sleep and there in his mansion Raghav was suffering the growing restlessness caused by Kalpi's words! Hmmpphhh she doesn't love me! That's it! But then why does she avoid looking at me? Is she scare that I might read her eyes and find love for me in them?

He too went to sleep thinking I must do something tomorrow to make Kalpi confess that she too loves me!

------To be continued

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Ok people! Ready for a great reading time?? Stop sitting on the edge of your seats as this chapter is a bit hot and spicy one!! Don't say I did not warn you!

Next morning at Singhania Chawl:

Pakya wakes up early and gets ready and meets his mitra mandal and they are organising the holi program. They are busy getting the speakers and stuffs. Kamla is busy making sweets for holi and Vitthal is tasting them!

Wah kamla they are yum but I think I find you yummier and tries to sneak a peck on her cheek. Kamla is all surprised, embarrassed as both Kalpi and the lady are in the same room. Kalpi is in the bathroom and the lady is asleep.

She scolds Vitthal and tells him to behave as they have young children and what will they think? Vitthal gets jhoot moot ka angry and tells tujhe toh poori duniya ki chinta hai bas ek mujhe chodke!

Kamli feels bad to see Vitthal with a sad puppy dog face and she looks around and kisses him on his cheek! Kalpi sees this while getting out of the bathroom. For a moment she laughs and then her eyes widen at the sight. She visualises herself and Raghav in kamla's n vitthal's place. She is making laddoos and Raghav tasting them from her hands and is playing with her earrings. Kalpi gets ticked and she shrugs her shoulder to realise it was a dream!!!!

Kalpi was dreaming in broad daylight with her eyes open! Hey Bappa please stop me from turning crazy! She prays with her eyes closed and hands folded. What will happen to me? I am already behaving weird without having bhaang! Kalpi sambhal jaa warna theek nahi hoga!

Vitthal and Kamla go down with colours to play holi. Kamla asks Vitthal to apply colour now itself as she feels that only he has the right to colour her first. He obliges and she applies colour on his forehead and they both leave asking Kalpi to come and join them asap.

Kalpi thinks she should sit near the lady for sometime. What is happening to her? Every year she used to be the first one so excited to get coloured and apply colour on her friends and today she wanted someone else to apply colour first.

Won't you come Sir? KAise aayenge? Kahdoos jo hai! Hmmm sirf bolna aata hai I love you, jataana nahin aata. After all chawl waalon ke liye toh aa sakte hai naa!

Tum kisse baat kar rahi ho! The voice startled Kalpi. Arre Taai aap uth gayi, main aapke liye kuch laaun? Tea, coffee etc. The lady smiles at her and says yes I would love to have a coffee! Thanks beta!

Kalpi gets busy in making coffee and breakfast for the lady.

Kapoor mansion:

Saahil and Neetu get ready for some high profile holi party! They expect Paakhi, Prem and Aakash to join them. Paakhi says she is going to Kamla's place to play holi as promised and she looks at Aakash. Saahil asks Aakash to accompany them as it will be a good opportunity for him to make new business contacts! Aakash glances at Paakhi who is waiting for his answer anxiously. He replies Uncle I'd love to but I suddenly remembered that I need to meet this friend of mine. He then looks at Paakhi and nods as if asking ok? Paakhi realises that he lied just for her. And he asks her if he could accompany her to the chawl after all he too wanted to meet this Kamla maa.

Prem got up with a hangover and saw someone handing him a glass of lemon water! He said thanks and looked up to find none other than Kalpi! He almost spit all the water he drank and he let out a cry of disbelief! Tum yahan kya kar rahi ho?

Kalpi was dressed in a sleeveless white kurta and a blue salwaar. She was smiling at him and said you thought I won't see you hiding around my chawl last night? Why were you there? You were watching me?

Prem got out of the bed and ran upto her to hold her and throw her out of his house but found no one there! What the f***??? S***! This is now too much!

By the way she looked nice in that outfit! What the hell am I thinking! Class Prem what happened to your class. She is not classy at all! But then why is Raghav always around her? There is some X factor in her but what?

Aakash walk into his room and tells him teri monoacting play finish ho gayi ho toh chale hum log chawl mein jaa rahey hain holi manaane! Prem asked him why should I go there?

Aakash smirked at him and said for the same reason why you went last night!

Prem couldn't believe he nodded a yes to go with them. Then just to make it sound better he said I am coming just so that Paakhi is safe you can never trust the chawl boys!

Raghav's house:

Sammy comes and rubs his hands on Raghav's cheeks and yells happy holi!

Ragahv is all pissed and says you know I hate colours why did you? He touched his cheeks to fins nothing. Sammy tells him Don't be a khadoos yaar! chal na lets go to the chawl na they have called you with so much love!

Raghav says what's the use? when nobody is waiting for you.

He gets a call. He answers it and looks as if deciding something! He tell Sammy chal jaate hain.

At the chawl:

Everyone is having fun and Pakya's friends mix bhaang in the thandaai and serve it to all! Vithal and Kamla have it and Pakya and everyone in the chawl and they are having a great time. Paakhi and Aakash join the celebrations and they to get the bhaang as their welcome drink!

Kalpi is still upstairs waiting for Raghav to make an entry. She is confused why was she waiting for someone with whom she sees no future! But her heart did not listen to her. She just wanted to see him and get herself coloured by him.

And just when she descends from the stairs Raaghav reaches the chawl and her blue dupatta flies in the wind and lands on Raghav's face. Prem sees this. He looks at Kalpi and keeps staring at her. Amongst all the colors she stood like an angel in white sleeveless top just as he imagined her this morning! She had her hair open and her bangs flying in the wind. He so wanted to hold her dupatta but it went to Raghav! Why him? He thought disappointingly! He is unable to see or think further and gulps down 2-3 glasses of bhaang. He colours himself such that no one recognises him.

Raaghav tskes her duppatta and goes upstairs and returns it to Kalpi. Kalpi asks him why did he come> He did not like holi right? He said I came here for Kamla maa and the others. But how come you have not played yet even though its your favourite festival? Are you waiting for somebody? Well yes actually I am said Kalpi lloking into Raghav's eyes. The people see Raghav and pull him down and felicitate him etc.

He is offered thandaai which he declines initially. Sammy is watching Raghav and thinking to himself what have I got into? Pakya comes and colours Sammy and they all have fun. Kalpi comes down and watches Raghav seeing the celebrations and thinks how will like this festival. US mein thodi holi khelte honge? Main bhi na bekaar mein jhagdaa kar baithi. She then runs upstairs to check Taai. Raaghav saw her watching him. Now he gets restless and grabs a glass of bhaang spiked thandaai and runs after her upstairs.

Kalpi comes out of her room and is surprised to see Raghav there. They have a cold stare session after which Raghav asks her why is she ignoring him?

She tries to leave without a reply but he pulls her back by holding her hand and she almost loses her balance. He holds her by her waist and comes closer to her face and says what do you want? What did I do wrong the other day? She feels bad and she tells him that he was not wrong. In fact he was very sweet to her that night but she thought that their relation would go nowhere. HE wont be able to adjust in her world. And gave him the example of holi. Raghav is taken aback! That's it? Here then he picks up a fistful of colur and goes to apply onto her cheek. Kalpi is now almost losing her control turns around and is about to leave when he holds her by her shoulder and runs his hand full of colour on her arms. Kalpi gets butterflies in her stomach. She realised she is enjoying his touch! No kalpi go away run her brain was screaming but her heart wanted her to stay and enjoy the moment. Raghav came in front again and this time he applies colour onto her palms and held her hand and made her apply colour to his cheeks. He then grabbed her by her waist and rubbed his cheek onto hers. Now she was almost melting in his arms, how could she do that! She used to be cold as ice and now she is melting in the heat of his passion! This has to stop!

But It didn't! He went on and rubbed his cheek on her other cheek and then applied colour on her neck and also some on her back. It was deep cut back with dori. Kalpi stood there unable to move. She wanted to run but her senses weren't working. She wanted Raghav to continue as she liked it. Raghav again came close to her face. I love you kalpi and I admit it! Now what do I do? Now the ball is in your court you better reject me or accept my love. But please don't leave me hanging there without an answer. He leaves and she is all shy and smiling. She runs downstairs happy and starts playing with Paakhi, kamla and all. She dint realise that she even coloured Raghav in her happiness and then she was taken aback. Someone came and gave her thandaai and she had the bhaang. They all played for a while. While dancing Kalpi was about to fall when two hands grabbed her! She turned around to see Prem! She asked him ehat on earth are you doing here? She was already under the effect of Bhaang and she was smiling! She said Prem you are playing holi in the chawl. She touched his forehead and asked him if he was ok? He took off her hand and replied aisa kuch nahi hai I came her to accompany Paakhi.

Oh achha theek hai, Happy holi and she applied colour on his cheeks and ran away gleefully! A shiver ran through his entire body when Kalpana had coloured him.. What was that? Why did he feel do nice when she touched him and she smiled at him too?

He could no longer stand there he ran after Kalpi and held her hand and she asked pouting ab kya hai. Prem touched her cheeks and said tumko bhi holi mubaarak. He left the chawl as he did not want to feel weaker.

All this while a pair of eyes that had followed Kalpi was making his fist into a ball and he punched hard on the pillar next to him.

How dare he touch my Kalpi? He dint realise he was bleeding. He ran after Kalpi but she kept running here and there! He got hold of her and dragged her into an empty house! He closed the door behind and held her shoulders and shook her hard! Wake up Kalpi! How dare he touch you or colour you. Kalpi in her half senses giggled and asked kaun? Pakya is my bro na! ab aapko usse bhi prblm hai?

Raghav says I am talking about Prem! Who yahan kyon aaya tha? Kalpi says mujhe nahi maaloom! And then she sees blood dripping from his hand. She takes off her dupatta and ties around his fingers and says wait here I will check for some medicines. Raghav pulls her back and says medicine I know what is my medicine and pulls her very very close to him, his hands entwined around her waist like a creeper and he tightened the grip. There was no space between the two. Kalpi was still smiling and nodding her head! He bent his head to reach out to her lips, She was blabbering somethings that he found irrelevant at the moment. As soon as he found the chance he placed his mouth on hers! And he kissed her! In the beginning she struggled but then he deepened the kiss. And she instead of pushing him away started patting his back and then stroking it. His hands were tracing along her bare back slowly and kept kissing her, biting her softly on her lips and slowly sucked her lips and he was surprised at the sudden ease or openness of her body which responded to his kiss. She was kissing him back?!! Wow that aroused him further! She bit him too but bit him harder and almost cut his lips. Ouch he said breaking the hug and the kiss.

Kalpi laughed and went close to his ears. Still want me? you see how dangerous I am? She opens the door and runs long the corridor enjoying the breeze and the first passionate kiss she shared with none other than her khadoos! She was in love no doubt! But this time she dint feel guilty! In fact she felt bold and nice!

Raghav was still in the state of shock! That girl bites Raghav singhania! How dare she? Unknown to him a smiles flashes on his lips and he licks the blood that is coming out from the cut lip. This is one kiss he is never gonna forget in his entire life.

Dangerous? Is that what she said? Well then Raghav loves danger!

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