part 6
Kalpi made peace with her life.. But its not the same with Ragav...
Sitting in the solitary of his room.. He is not in peace..
HE feels guilty for pushing her away..when he wants nothing more than to cuddle her..
For talking really rude to her..when he wants to talk sweet nothings to her...
For complaining everything she does.. when he wants to compliment everything...
He thought to keep a distance from her,but she went away giving him all the space in the world..
Still he is not happy.. How can he.. He thought she ll be in her home,so he can watch whenever he wish at least from the distance.. but she didn't give him that chance also...
previously he thought watching her from the distance without talking with her or touching her whenever he gets chance ll be difficult...
But now without watching her,without hearing her voice,without bickering her ,without breathing the same air as her is much more difficult than he have ever thought..
Living without her,not knowing her whereabouts, knowing nothing about her is like a punishment for him..
Punishment for Hurting her.. If this is how it feels to live without her he is ready to die.. Dying each living moment with just a hope that she ll come...
Even the hope is dying each moment... He know he can search her.. Because no one ll stop him.. But he took this as a punishment for hurting her.. She went away just because of him.. Because she can't take the hurt..
He don't want to cause her pain by again going in front of her.. Wherever she is he wants her to be happy. Even the thought of her being away from him is killing him..
So he did,what he did best.. lashing at everyone and anyone who comes in his way.. He knew what everyone talks about him.. He doesn't care not then , not now..
First he was Khadoos, he knew thats what she used to call him at his back.. But he now became the beast to everyone.. Even sammy and maya didnt get away from his sharp tongue..
He remember Miss.Kapoor, the one never leaves a chance to be with him now doesn't show her face at all.. She hides even before he comes... she finishes her work before the dead line and flew away ... At least some good happens in bad...
He knew he is being unreasonable but cant help it..
Because the pain is unbearable...
Sammy was looking at his Friend,punishing himself day and night.. Sammy has seen his friend drink,but not this much.. He has seen Ragav from childhood.. But he has never him this much Broken... And he knew the reason..Even Ragav didnt voiced out..He just knew because He saw the same pain in her eyes at last day at Alibagh..
It was the last day he has last seen his friend normal.. It was the last day he has seen normalcy in his friend's life.. Heck...It was the last day he has seen his friend Ragav..
Because sitting in front of him is not his friend Ragav.. A shadow of his friend.. A shadow,thats what he has become.. Work all day.. Drink all night.. Cry in his unconcious state.. Seeking apology from her in his sleep..
Now its time to take everything in his hands.. Becoz waiting for the time for everything to fall in place has long gone.. He knew what he has to do... He ll do that for his friend and for the girl who has become his sister in a short span of time...
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