part 9
They are sitting in the car in complete silence.. Ragav is driving the car in minimum speed. He wants to spend some more time with her. But how to start the conversation with her.. he is confused he didnt want to mess up anymore,, He is thankful to god that she didn't create a scene in coming with him.. He made up his mind and cleared his throat.. Kaisi ho Kalpi..?? asked Ragav..
Kalpi was shocked would be an understantement.. She looked at Ragav and blinked her eyes for the dream to end. But no its not an dream.. Ragav did called her Kalpi rather Miss.Jadav or Kalpana..She is happy..
She said Yeah main teek hoon.. Aap kaise hain..Kalpi asked doubtfully,, she doesn't know where this conversation is heading...
Ragav stopped his car at a lonely road ... He gave up his Facade for once in his life... He turned himself to face Kalpi and said i am not fine Kalpi.. jab tum mujhe chodukar chali gaye tabse mein teek nahi hoon.. he said emotionally... Kalpi's eyes teared up..but said nothing..Today she wants him to speak...She doesn't want to get any ideas by herself. She wants to hear everything from him... Its not that she doesn't know how desperaltely he wants to talk with her.. or his eyes followed her every move in the office.. She always gets the tingling sensation in her.. Thats why she stayed at her cabin most of the time... But today she wants to give him a chance to speak then come to any conclusion.. She also know that she ll be the one ll get hurt if the conversation doesn't go as she wanted.. But she is now ready that at least the weight ll be lifted off her chest..
She looked at him,silently asking him to continue... Kalpi I am Sorry.. Mujhe pata hei ki tum meri waje se yahaan chali aayi.. Maine tumhe bahot hurt kiya hei.. I am really sorry.. Tumhari parivaar se dur kiya hei...maine apne aapko control karne ki chakkar mein tumse kya kya bola thaa.. Lekin kalpi yeh sab maine jaan booch kar nahi kiya..tab maine tumhe dard deti hoon na jab mujhe bhi bahot hoti hei...Mujhe laga jab bhi mujhse kareeb koi aagai tho woh log aadhi mein mujhe chodukar chali jaayegi.. Tum meri bahot kareeb agai thi ... isiliye maine tumhe dur rakhneh ki koshish ki.. Kyun ki jab woh log chali jaayenge na tab mujhe bahot dard hoti hei.. Mujhe dard sehna nahi jaathi.. Isiliye maine sab ko mere pass aane hi nahi deti... tum aagai.. bahot kareeb aagai.. mujhe dar tha ki agar tum bhi chali jaathi tho.. main toot jaavungi.. Lekin meri kitni koshish ki bawajooth bhi tum meri dil mein pas ghai.. tum meri saas ban gai.. meri har din tumse shru hoti hei aur tumse khatam hoti hei..tumhe toh meri aankhon se sab pad sakthi hei na..phir tum meri dhikawa ko kyun nahi padsakthi thi... mujhe laga tum mujhe samajaathi ho.. Lekin tummbhi mujhe chodukar chali gai..
He was apologizing ,complaining for leaving him...He was looking like a lost kid...Kalpi heard everything.. She is crying.. not for herself but for him.. She hugged him to herself silently promising him that she ll be there for him.. She ll never let any pain touch him...
Ragav hugged her like his life depended on it... It is true .. she is his life.. Ragav bend his head more into her...They both cried on each other shoulders..
For the outsiders it look like a two lovers making out in a car.. But in reality,two broken souls were healing in others embrace... Two broken half has now turned whole...
The Broken soul has found its mate...
Edited by bubblydoll - 11 years ago
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