'Tu Meri Zindagi Hai''- SS- Part 9 pg 35(13/08) - Page 10

Neha --- just read all 4 parts

My goodness - how did i even delay - in reading such a beautiful and emotional story👏⭐️
ufff the emotions are heart wrenching and throat choking

so ViriKa have a baby girl - who is apparently Mannu (Maanya ) so something drastically happened which created a difference between Jeevika and Maanvi and Hrishikesh family as well - i am sure Maanvi is equally hurt in telling those words to Jeevika


where is Virat ?? looks like because of Maanvi Virat left vadhera house-- so when the rishta came for Mannu...something might have happened when jeevika was coming from Chandigarh to Hrishikesh --- that Mannu and Beeji were so harsh and also be-little Virat ... but how will virat know what happened in Hrishikesh and why maanvi and beeji talked like that - will he come to know of it ...looks like he left for Maanvi

and why did Virika and the rest of them have come to Hrishikesh -- hope everything is fine or is there any other twist Neha...

sorry Neha --- i am in a speculating mood at night 1:30 😆 the story is so damn fantastic that i went ahead with speculating ...can't wait for the next update Neha ---

It is quite intriguing Neha - can't wait to read what reason u have for Maanvi and Jeevika to be separated inspite of their promise never to leave each other

thank you for the PM...

awesome update:)loved it..do update soon..loved to read it..

chote chote updates naa diya karo.. bade bade dooo naaa peaaashhh..*pouting*

Chapter 5


I went straight to the end of the hall finding no one there. As I opened the door of one room, I saw Beeji sitting on bed with her eyes closed. She looked like she was very tired. She heard the door open and saw me come in. She began to stand up when I ran towards her and hugged her tightly. It has been almost 1 year I have seen her. She took Manya from my hands and looked at her lovingly. My eyes fell on badi beeji who was sleeping on the same bed. She was looking pale.


I looked at beeji when she spoke up, " Tabiyat kharab hai, tujhe yaad kar rahi thi, tujhe dekhna chah rahi thi, isiliye tujhe yahan.."


She stopped between as I looked at her and then badi beeji. My eyes started flowing again. I sat behind Badi beeji with keeping my head softly on her chest.


"Aankhein bilkul tere jaisi hain, baaki sab viren jaisa hai" Beeji said with a smile looking at Manya.


I looked up frm Manya to beeji. "Aap thik ho beeji? Chachu chachi, dabbu aur' (Pause) aur Manvi "


"Chal bahar jaa ke baat karte hain na beta, abhi badi beeji so rahi hain, aur Viren kahan hai?" Beeji asked as we stepped out of the room.


"Pata nahi kahan reh gaye, mujhe keh rahe the car park karke aata hun" I answered sitting on my fav place, the swing my"bachpan wala jhoola"


"Arey bahar dukaan pe ruk gaya hoga, Le tu ise pakad, main chai banati hun".. she said putting mannu in my lap.


I looked at mannu who was fully awake by now. As I cuddled her, she felt the known touch and started pulling the cloth of my kameez with her tiny hands trying to put it her mouth. I understood that she's hungry. I made my way to a room, the same room which was mine once. I settled on bed by giving mannu her feed. I looked around the whole room. Nothing has changed. I closed my eyes remembering those beautiful days I have ever spent in this room and don't know when I dozed off..



"No baby. Rote nahin...Shhh...Mamma uth jaayegi'papa hain na aapke paas..Chalo rona band karo''..I opened my eyes as I heared Mannu's loud cries and Viren ji who was trying fully to make her stop so that my sleep couldn't get disturbed. She was wailing loudly and He was swinging her around in order to make her stop crying.


I sat up properly "Mujhe de dijiye...aapse nai chup hoyegi" I said forwarding my hands towards them and instantly took her in my lap'n kissed her.


As soon as I took her, she stopped crying. I smiled and careesed her cheeks kissing her forhead.


"wah beta.. meri godi mein thi toh ganga jamuna saraswati sab flow ho raha tha aankhon se..ab khikhikhi kar ri hai" He said tickiling in Manya's tummy.


"Nazar mat lagayiye meri beti ko.." I stopped between when we heared Beeji who entered with a tray having tea and snacks..


"Beta chai pee lo", we both looked towards the door . Beeji put the tray on the table and sat on chair beside me. She smiled at looking at Manya who was staring at her'.n wondering who was she.


"Kaa dekh ra hai mera babu? Yeh beeji hai, babu ke mamma ki beeji" I took manya and made her sit comfortably in my lap with the support of my chest.


"Aap log baatein karo, main ise bahar ghuma laata hun" He said taking manya from me. I smiled as he blinked his eyes and went.


"Bohat pyar karta hai tum dono se'haina?" Beeji said staring at Virenji and Manya who were crossing the main door.


"Hmmm" I sighed. "Par kya fayda' jab mann ke andar itna dard aur dar bhara ho beeji"


Beeji looked at me and tried to understand my words.


"Dard jo apno ne diya ho, woh bhi pyar ke badle..aur dar jo ek baar jis cheej se mila ho, usi cheej ko kisi aur roop apne kareeb aate dekh kar is baat ka k kahin yeh bhi door na ho jaaye." I felt emotions filled in me suddenly don't know from where.


"Main samajhti hoon Jeevika..par us.." She tried to say something in low volume. Her throat felt like choked when she started to speak.


"Nahin samajhti aap kuch bhi beeji.. koi nahin samajhta..Is pichle ek saal mein mujh pe kya kya beeti yeh koi nahin jaanta... Ek insaan ki jab normal maut aati hai toh woh araam se mar jaata bina kisi takleef ke.. par mujhe normal toh kya koi bhi maut nahin aayi..Main zinda hote huye pichle ek saal se roj marti aa rahi hoon beeji... Pata hai Beeji main aaj tak samajh hi nahin paayi hun ki mujhe kis baat ki saja mil rahi hai'Aapko toh pata hoga na beeji' boliye na beeji kyun door kar diya tha aapne mujhe... Kyun mujhe itne kadve shabad bol ke yahan se nikaal diya tha' Thak chuki hun khud se yeh sab sawaal kar kar ke main'boliye beeji aisa kya kar diya tha maine ki aapne khud se mujhe door kar diya' Aur Manvi jismein meri saansein basti hain, jisse door hoke bhi main aaj tak door nahin ho paayi'jise maine chalna sikhaya usne mujhe apni zindagi se bahar ka rasta dikha diya aur aap chup rahi' Aapne us maanvi ki galti pe uska saath diya jiska sahi kaam pe bhi aapko apne asoolon ke khilaaf lagta tha'Woh maanvi jiski zubaan di di karte huye nahin thakti thi uski zubaan itni door tak pohanch gayi ki usne mujhe iss ghar se jaane ko keh diya aur aap dekhti rahi' Chup kyun hai aap beeji' Aapke paas toh hoga na mere inn sawaalon ka jawaab toh boliye'"I bursted out.


"Jeevika sambhaal apne aap ko beta" She stood up and took me into a hug.


I freed myself from her embrace and continued "KITNA SAMBHAALUN BEEJI'aur kitnaaa?? Main thak gayi hun khud ko sambhaalte sambhaalte' Jab iss ghar se nikaala gaya tab sambhala'.Mannu se , aap sab se door hui tab sambhala'Jab bua ji ki naraazgi ne mujhe aap logon ka ya unn logon mein se kisi ek ko chunn ne ko kaha tab sambhaala' Iss sab ke chalte jab musibat meri kokh mein pal rahi meri beti pe aayi maine tab sambhala' Woh insaan jo meri takleef dekh ke raat raat bhar nahin sota tha tab uske liye maine khud ko sambhala'Meri beti jise paida hone se 15 din baad tak maa ka pyar tak na mil saka, use maa ki god na mil saki, tab maine khud ko sambhala' aura b tak sambhaalti hi aa rahi thi'Par ab nahin hota beeji' yahan aake thodi der ke liye bhool gayi thi main'laga tha ki kuch nahin hua tha kabhi bhi' par baat choti si hoti toh shayaad main bohat pehle bhool chuki hoti' Nahin bhool sakti main'kabhi nahin.. Thodi der ke liye yeh zaroor bhool gayi thi ki Mujhse aap log apna rishta bohat pehle tod sakte hain..toh kis haq se main yahan baithi hun' bas ab aur rukungi toh mera dam ghut jayega yahan pe'"I cried out. As I stood up I felt my legs were trembling. Suddenly I lost control of my breaths but I continued moving towards the door.


"Jeevika'jeevika..bete meri baat toh sun"'.she pleaded stopping my way.


"Jeevika.. Kya hua.." He put sleeping manya on sofa and wrapped me in his arms. He looked at Beeji who was just crying looking at me.


"Mujhe nahin rukna yahan viren ji... Mujhe le chaliye yahan se Please.. Main mar jaungi werna..yahan mera dam ghut raha hai..'' I said hiding myself in him.


"Nahin Jeevika'bas...kya ho gaya..bas chup ho jao..shhh bas...idhar dekho.. Jeevika dekho meri taraf aur dhyan se suno.. iss baar hum aise hi nahin jayenge yahan se' Ab tumse kuch nahin chupa rahega.." I looked at him. He cupped my face and continued " hum jis kaam se yahan aaye the woh poora kiya bina hum nahin jayenge "


"Jis kaam se matlab? hum toh badi beeji ke liye aaye the na, aur kaunsa kaam viren ji? " I glanced at him.


"dekho jeevika..main yeh nahi kahunga ki koi badi baat ni hai..bas itna kahunga ki tumhe thoda strong hona padega aur yeh bilkul bhi mat bhoolna ki main tumhare sath hoon hamesha" He said getting concerned.


"Aa..aap..aise..k"yun..keh..rahe..hain.." Words were not ready to come out of my mouth.


"Iska jawaab tumhe Beeji dengi" He looked from me to beeji signaling her to answering my questions.


I turned towards Beeji who was looking at him.."Beeji...batayiye..yeh virenji kis baare mein baat kar rahe hain.. "


"Beta ek saal pehle jo bhi hua woh sab galat tha...woh sab nahin hona chahiye tha par main majboor thi beta..main majboor thi.. '' she tried to hold her sobbing


"kaisi majboori beeji...aisi kya majboori thi jiski mujhe itni badi saja di aapne..kyun kiya mere sath itna bura.." I complained.


"na jeevika, aise mat bol beta...main toh sapne mein bhi tum logon ke sath bura nahi kar sakti..tum dono mein hi toh jaan basti hai meri, shayad tabhi ek k liye doorsi ke sath na-insaafi kar gayi... main kabhi tujhe door na karti agar Manvi.." she continued to sob.


''Manvi????? Manvi kya beeji..." My heart skipped a beat at the name of Manvi.


''beeji boliye na...aapki chuppi mujhe dara rahi hai...boliye beeeji please boliye, mera dil baitha jaa raha hai..Manvi thik toh hai na..aur kahan..hai kahan woh..'' I yelled.


Fear started to grow stronger in my heart for each moment I stood there staring at Beeji. Now the Pain mixed in with the Fear. The mention of Manvi's name all made me eager to see her. I had already existed without her for too long. I needed her back and I wanted to see her.


"Ab woh yahan nahin rehti"...She replied faintly


"Yahan nahin rehti matlab... toh kahan hai woh"...I asked shockingly.


''Ganga ghaat ke paas''...She answered


''Matlab?'' My eyes got wide..


"Matlab wahin rehti hai woh ab..Pandit Sharma ji ka ghar jo band pada tha wahan..." She said without looking at me.


"kya bol rahi hain beeji aap...maanvi wahan kyun rehti hai.. aur kaun hai wahan uske saath..."...I was not getting anything


"Uska Pati" She mumbled.


"han?? kyaaa? p'ati..a'i"sa ho' hi n'a"hi n sakta...mazaak kar rahi hain na beeji aap...dekhie na viren ji..beeji kya bole jaa rahi hain..; pati..maanvi.. shadi..manvi ki shadi.. ho hi nahin sakta...itna bada kadam woh nahin utha sakti..yeh sach nahin hai...nahin sach hai na beeji...bolti kyun nahin hai aap..viren ji kahiye na beeji ko ki aise mat bolen..Manvi shadi kaise kar sakti hai..woh toh abhi bachi hai...aur mujhse pooche bina..mujhe bataye bina woh apni zindagi ka itna bada faisla kabhi nahin le sakti..yeh main poore vishwas se keh sakti hun... Sach kuch aur hai main jaanti hun...batayiye beeji... sachayi kya hai??".. I yelled out getting out of breaths.


''Mere batane na batane se kuch nahin hoga Jeevika..behtar hoga k tum dono behnen khud apni beech aayi dooriyan kam karo.. Shaadi kar li usne toh yahan thodi reh sakti hai..ab wohi uska ghar hai...jaa ke mil le use...use teri zaroorat hai jeevika.. woh tera hi intezar kar rahi hogi...'' her voice sounded defeated.


''Mera intezar..Par use kaise "I stopped as i saw beeji looking at Viren ji with pleaded eyes.


"Viren ji" I looked at him who just nodded like he was saying yes hez involved in all this.


"Jeevika...abhi koi sawaal nahin..tumhe tumhare sab sawalon ka jawaab tumhe manvi se milega...Jao..tumhari raah dekh rahi hogi woh" He said with a fact.


"Aapko kaise pata?? aap mile the usse? ''I got shocked when he answered in a simple nod..


"Mujhe kyun nahin bataya.. aapko kaise pata tha k woh wahan pe hai...'' I looked into his eyes when i didnt get any response from him.


"Kahin aisa toh nahin aap shuru se jaante the Viren ji..mujhe kyun aisa lag raha hai ki aaapko sab pata hai pehle se hi.. kyun aapki aankhein woh sab bol rahi hain jo main sunna nahin chahti.." he held my hands and gave me an apologized look which made me sure that he is at fault...


"Jeevika dekho baat ka galat matlab" he tried to explain but i cut him in between.


I was in too much shock to move and then the anger started to flare within me.


''Basss...ab main kuch nahin sunna chahti..kisi se bhi..'' I said pulling out my hand from his grip and stepped out of the house making my way towards ganga ghaat. Questions were burning through my mind but every thought took a break when I found myself standing in front of Sharma house.



1st of all once again thanku so much for your priceless comments..i feel honoured..thanks again and See you soon with next update..Again, If any confusion, feel free to ask..

Love,
Neha

Awesome👍🏼 Waiting eagerly for the next part to see Manvi and her pathi😍 thanks for the pm😊

amazing update neha...awww now i think the suspense will reveal in the next part...eagerly waiting for that ...thanx for pm...

Uff again a cliffhanger...
U potrayd jeevs emotions so well dat i can feel it
update soon as d wait will kill me
thanx 4 d pm

nice story yaar 😃.loved it 👍🏼
cont soon 😊
thanks 4 d pm 🤗

I am getting the feeling that Manvi's pati is none other than dr manan.