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Today I could feel more for Shravan as I have been in his place and I guess somewhere I am right now in that place too just the difference is that instead of a girl its a guy.So lets see how good/bad I express Suman's feelings.
So here is my take on today's episode:
Shravan
He said he has learnt to not run away from himself but rather than a statement he to others he was trying to make himself come in terms with it when he himself knew that it won't be possible until he finds his broken piece and that was her. He had told all the staff members not to let her in as he knew her too well and he knew that she would come be it to apologise or to prove her point right. She was probably standing at the door he thought when he heard the word SUMO from her voice and it suddenly sent electric shocks down his spine,feelings of love and hatred together,where one tries to act like a stone from inside but is an actual candle inside burning in love and pain. Sometimes the candle burns and heats up the cold stone,resulting in admitting love openly whereas sometimes the candle is as stubborn as the person and thus it takes time but it eventually melts and this was the case with him.He was aware that she would wait for him even if it would take up her whole day but he stayed inside partially punishing her for the deeds she did the other day and partially hurting himself for shouting at her-as he new that the largest wound he could give himself was not allowing himself to see her. When he was called for meeting he knew he had to face her,though he knew the thing about running away from himself he said in the morning was not applicable to him but again his big fat ego won't let him loose and thus he said to himself 'Its time you face her and not run from yourself'.And so he moved out of his cabin with a stone on his heart ignoring her,not really though but acting like.He heard her calling out his name,it pierced his heart hearing his name in the ever painful and forlorn from the same voice which wanted her to say his name with a happy and loving tone. In the meeting his brain was with him but his heart waited outside the meeting room on the black sofa sitting with her. It was difficult for him to pass his time even when he was in his cabin and even when he was in the meeting room,now when his heart was with her he realised what importance his heart held in his life. When he watched her go he felt as if he was letting his Life and Soul go too.
Sometimes when the other person gives you pain in place of love all you can do is ignore them to make them realise what their life is without you.
Suman
She was hurt and the taunts of her family did not lessen the pain.She knew this would happen,she knew what she had done but she even knew that what she did was right after all all she wanted was the mother-son duo to be reunited which would result in the emotion love which she was deprived of from the age of 6(maybe).She only wanted to feel that but alas all she got was he opposite,the same emotion she got all day all these long years. It was when she heard Daboo and Preeti talk she realised she had done something wrong,she had done something he had not asked for and she had to apologise for that to him. She went to his office and she was restricted to go inside and she knew this was coming and she knew the only way to get the apology was to put her self respect aside for sometime and come to the real terms. She waited and waited for hours long together not eating anything as if punishing herself for hurting him. It was when Pushkar was cut by Rakesh Ji she realised he was doing that all on purpose and she sighed cause she knew she could not do anything about it.A little hope sparked up in her when she saw him coming out of his cabin,she tried calling him but it all went in vain and the little sparkle died but she was Sumo and she knew how to try and try till she succeeded and she was now ready for the bigger fire that awaited her.She first denied to go with Pushkar but later on agreed as her big fat ego came running back just like a child running back to his mom hugging her after an encounter with a stranger.She left only so she could be back.
She once told him that if he ever leaves her in anger she would wait for him to be back and that's what she did.
P.S.-I hope I did justice to Suman today!Do let me know
*Kamini as usual in her bitchy mode and Vandy got the little humor today which I loved
* Mami as usual started with her rant accompanied by Mausi with her first class expressions
*Nanu is Bae
*Pushkar is Love.Poor Preeti ne fir see ulta gira diya usse
Precap-OMG OMG! I can't even*feels* I am so excited to analysi tomorrow's episode already!
Hats of to Namik and Nikita for portraying the broken Sharvan and Suman so beautifully.Could feel for them litrelly.
And Kudos to the whole EDKV team for making it look so real. I could totally see myself in Shravan.
Let me know what you feel about it.
Thank You
-Mitali❤️
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