Back! With an insight through a relatable mind!

Hello and khushamadeeed to all you lovelies!!

Ahhh...its good to be back! On this forum i mean. Otherwise i didn't want to return from the resort where i went vacationing with my family! Oh how my heart still longs to walk amongst the tall trees and hear the birds chirping and the various sounds insects made at sundown, the fresh air scented with flowers and mountains and the cool winds that caressed my face as i walked. There was also a day when we went swimming and it turned out to be sunny and we all got toasted but it was worth it :P . I came back with my nose and cheeks distinctively pink ( lesson learnt: hill stations ki dhoop is disastrous for your skin).

But it is in places like these when you find yourself reflecting upon yourself and in sudden epiphanic moments, you realize what you've been avoiding or missing or just the sheer possibility that you could be happy the way you are. When you walk down a pathway in the midst of nature with your mind finally at peace, you realize that the thing you have been running from, could actually happen. That it was fine to hope, it was fine to dream and it was fine to accept that you might have a chance. And that the person you have been missing your whole life could be watching over you, and that you will meet them someday. That someone you long for, longs for you too.

Now that i am finally back to my normal life, and binge-watched the entire week's episodes of EDKV, i realized it was not only me who was on this self exploratory journey.

I dont want to write a long-ass detailed analysis of the week but there are somethings that i loved.

The shayari blew my mind. Beautifully written and flawlessy performed! I loved the way he looked at her as she laughed. With so much love in his eyes. The gift and his expression, the chase, again, flawless. And then the big bang! The realization.

I loved how this week was all about Shravan running away from what he was feeling. It is absolutely justified though. And his struggle with his past is so real.

Kabhi kabaar insaan aisi koi takleef se guzarta ki agli baar uski aahat bhi nazar aaye, toh dil aur dimaagh dono darr jaate hain. Kuch dard aise hote ki unke nishaan mitaye nahi mit te. Aur kuch ehsaas aise hote hain jinki khushboo se jee aur jaan dono mehek uthte hain, par ya toh woh gulshan karte hai ya gulkhaar.

Shravan's struggle with his memories of his mother and the way he is feeling caught in his past is so truthfully written in the show that i am sure there is someone in the writing team who knows what the loss of motherly affection feels like. I hope i am wrong. Nobody should ever feel that pain. It's excruciating.

Here's my 2 cents on what shravan must have felt all these years:

He had a loving family. And he loved his mother a lot. One day, he loses her. And by that time, he has gathered a horde of memories with her. He was around 16 when she left, right? That means he was a full grown thinking individual. It doesnt matter if he was angry with her or whatever. He was still a kid.

You what's worse about losing someone at a young age? It is the fact that you are not old enough to understand that loss that you have incurred and yet old enough to know what happened.

The more number of memories you have with a person, the more difficult it is to know that they are alive and well and yet far away from you.

Sumo has also lost her parents and the reason why she doesnt talk about them much is because she was 6 when her parents died. She was still a kid. She probably has a handful of memories as we have witnessed. And she knows that death is the culprit here. The loneliness that she talks about, is the loneliness that one feels all their life after a loss like that. She may have fallen in love with shravan and live with a loving family, but the loss of parents will never match upto whatever level of love she recieves.

The void of losing a parent is an abyss that can not be fulfilled. Whether you are 6 or 16. You will always and forever in your life long for that motherly or fatherly affection and love till the end of your life. And sumo knows this loss very well. She understands it on a personal level and that is why she wants to unite shravan with his mother. She cant have her mother back. But shravan can. And she knows the value and strength of that love. And she will turn the world upside down for him to have it.

And now lets talk about the love that shravan and sumo share. No matter how much they deny it, they have fallen hard and there is no going back. Shravan is obviously running away from it because he doesn't want to get hurt and i dont know why sumo is not accepting it although she kind of has.

PUSHKAR, YOU BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF GOD-CRAFTED MAGICAL SOUL AND THAT FINE AF BODY AND SINFULLY GORGEOUS SMILE,

MARRY ME! <3 I will love you more than peeta ever loved katniss <3

Shravan cares about her so much XD

Sumo saying i wont interfere in your life is the joke of the year XD

Their lives revolve around each other. They are each other's Sun.

I saw the new promo but im confused. Will shravan really accept the fact that he's in love so easily? After all he's been through? And W*F is the deal with Ramnath bro? Like mind your lawyer business. I know you hated your wife but you cant keep a grown ass man away from his own mother, you dipshit!

Let me know what you all think below! Lots of love and good vibes to all!

Peace Out!

~Flibbertigibet~

I loved reading it.

Welcome back after a rejuvenating(looks like from your initial part of the post) vacation... 👍🏼

Hahaha yeah...i used too much proper english in the post but when im annoyed, the hood sass just poors out of me like wine XD

Beautifully written...gulshan and gulkhaar! Outstanding :)

Whatever you wrote, I second that...pleasure reading such a perfect analysis about the last week and the characters. Well done!

Hahaha thanks, yeah it was pretty chilled out :)

Thanks yo! I was wondering if i should do a weekly analysis thing like this, on every friday or saturday...what do you say?