"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king."
- J.R.R Tolkien
Suman Tiwari is not perfect. She cannot be, not tomorrow, not in another ten years from now. You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.
Inside this strong headed, guarded woman there's a lil girl who's hurting, longing, scared and deprived of love. Ignored and made to feel indebted, unwanted by her own family. We all think we know her, but we don't.
She lost her parents at a very tender age. One cannot expect her to be all sunshine with hearts and flowers. She's meant to be bitter, she has her own reasons. Even with all the odds, one can see this girl does not go spiral over self pity. She gathers herself and leads on. She's regardless and dismisses his feeling cause that's more like her defense mechanism. This is how she lives, concealed. Don't let anyone see, don't give anyone the leash. Don't get attached. There's no 'my own', for her.
She had never expressed or experienced that unconditional love, she's not aware, she doesn't know how that works. She will stumble and fall, still learning to love, just starting to crawl. She will learn to love and to be loved, by him. Wait for our girl to love, she will do it like no other.
I see a lot of people going berserk over her, asking her to be fair, why should she? The world was never fair to her. Give her some time. Don't judge, not yet.
P.S
"From the moment I met you, not a day has gone by when I haven't thought of you. And now that I'm with you again...I'm in agony. The closer I get to you, the worse it gets. The thought of not being with you - I can't breathe. I'm haunted by the kiss that you should never have given me. My heart is beating... hoping that kiss will not become a scar. You are in my very soul, tormenting me..."
- Star Wars. *BIG FAN* 😳
And this is my Shravan, of course I cannot let of a topic without gushing about my man. 😳
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