--Kabhi Joo Badal Barse(Rantara OS)(Chapter3 @pg11)-- - Page 8

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Kabhi Joo Badal Barse

Chapter Three

Milne ko tujhse, bahaane karun
Tu muskuraaye, wajah main banun
Roz bitaana saath mein tere, saara din mera

The horrible sound of the thunder strike left its impact much more than usual and I squeezed myself more into raghu's broad chest holding my ears tightly preventing them from the booming sound. My whole feature was shaking badly and I didn't know actually what I was doing then. Raghu seemed frozen for a while and just after some moment, I felt his strong arms around mine caging my trembling feature securely to his hold. I didn't know why, I felt safe within his hold, as if no one could touch me and it was the safest place for me in earth. His warmth could give such a secure feeling which I felt even in that jungle while he caught me from falling. For the first time, when I poured out the my remorse, my hidden pain unknowingly was being in his arms at that moment. I let out my long remorse to him that night and really felt lighter.

I felt raghu's hand got tighter around mine and suddenly I felt a strange feeling occurring inside me. for the moment I forgot what's going around me, where was I actually and even the moment I was. Only I could feel his thudding heartbeat as well as mine which was increasing in a frantic speed. I felt his one hand rubbing upward caressing my wet back. I felt sudden current through my nerves by that touch. The way his hand caressed over mine, as if like touching my soul through my physical form. I shuddered and my hands shifted from my ears to his wet shirt, clenching it to get support. While his hand reached to the wet revealed skin of my back I felt like burning over my skin even if I was standing in heavy shower. I shook heavily from top to bottom letting put a deep breath, clenching his wet shirt tighter. I started to feel weak due to the burning sensation in me. I couldn't even tell me that how much his actions were affecting me. A single word didn't come out my lips rather than those slow gasps which were brushing his chest. I was dumbed due to the overwhelming feeling washing over me along with the sensation. Although my heart was thudding loud against my cage, still deep inside, my soul seemed so much happy and content being in his arms. Neither could I tell about that precious feeling nor about the moment when that happened. I never felt something like that before, so light and yet so intense, so tempting and yet so soothing, something which could make u forget your own self. That's the same thing happened to me. I forgot everything rather than his warm sensation washing over me just like the over pouring rain. Caressing my nape delicately with a feather like touch he reached upward and his fingers ran through my wet hairs gently. It felt so overwhelming that made me smile silently and automatically my face snuggled more inside his broad chest followed by his hands tighter press on my head and waist. Through my closed eyes I felt his breath on my hairs nearing slowly. Soon I felt his lips touching my top and they were so much tempted!! When they pressed against my hairs giving me a deep kiss I almost felt the scorching heat generated from heat and boiled my blood. I couldn't help the gasp which came out from my lips shaking my whole feeble physical format. I was slowly losing everything and I couldn't help that. I felt his lips roaming down snuggling deep through my hairs. My deep breathes even got deeper. His hand which was placed on my lower back became slow tighter that if he tightened the grip more, then it would surely break my bones. But I didn't mind at all. Cause if he loosened his grip I would surely collapse in ground. My knees were gone totally weak, without any sense, without any response, just like materialized. His lips came near my earlobe and brushed against it. As usual I shivered badly in his hold like a feeble powerless being. His lips were getting hard on my skin and it was making my heart flutter more and more. The sensation is increasing and none of us was able to stop that but wanting more and more. As his lips were getting harder on me, my shiver was also increasing and my slow gasps were turning into deep frequent pants.

He felt my nervousness and instantly slowed down his kisses. I felt his heavy breath brushing through my skin and they left so much scorching heat that burned me. Even my chest were rising and drowning due to heavy breaths. What was happening due to our closeness was totally new to unknown for us. We never felt something like that before between us. Yes, we craved for each other company, loved to be near each other but that kind of physical proximity was totally new. Yet that didn't felt bad. I was even surprised like hell. The thought never came in my mind for the moment that he was the same man from whom I preferred to stay more than 100 meters away. I didn't even want to touch his shadow but at that moment, I was standing so near to him like even the air was not supposed to pass between us. I didn't know when he managed to trespass in my lone heart slowly silently and captured me all the way.

We stood there silently in each other's arm. Silence was surrounding us and even the small sound of rain and our heartbeats seemed so loud. They were slowing down still they were thudding heavily against each other. I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw, was his unbuttoned wet shirt revealing the parts his perfectly masculine torso just next to me on which his sword locket was hanging. I immediately dropped my gaze out of shyness but the warmth emerging from that continued to touch me. Again another thunder strike hit the ground and my hands automatically feasted more on his shirt. My head automatically rested on his revealed skin of chest out of sudden fear. The booming sounds followed by another thunder strike caused me to squeeze my eyes shut and my trembling hand caught the nearest thing tightly which was nothing but his sword locket. I felt his hands hold me tightly and his breath neared my ears. "Dar lag raha hain?!!" Raghu's deep husky voice hit my ear. The tone was so soothing that it immediately toned down my all fear. it was drenched with so much concern and tenderness. I couldn't say a word as I still didn't find my long lost voice. I just nodded my head in no. his hands caressed through my hairs gently and asked again, "To kanp kyun rahi hain?!!". I didn't know what to answer. Was that really the fear of thunders or the cold weather of heavy rain which made me shiver? Not really!! But I was shy to admit the reason that it was none other than but his intense feeling which was making me shudder all of a sudden. Truly I was not prepared for that. He placed another gentle kiss on my head and said in his deep concerned voice. "Dar mat... apun hain naa yahan.. tere pass... kuch nahin hoga tujhe!!" his assurance gave me the most secured feeling after long. Really I never felt that after my father's death. I was left alone to face the harshness of the world and I was facing that all that time. But suddenly, he came in my life out of the blue and became my protective shield shaving me from each and every problem of my life and making me feel the most precious thing in the world.

I was not alone anymore!! He was with me.

I smiled listening to his assuring words. I couldn't stop myself to admit and my dried throat came to life after long. "Jab bhi main tumhare sath raheti hoon naa, too mujhe kabhi dar nahin lagta!" I just said simply and felt raghu's smile against my skin. I felt his heartbeat slightly turned uneven and that also made me smile. "Sach?!! Too kaisa lagta hain?!!" I almost felt his frown through the mischievous words. I tried to answer honestly. "Acha lagta hain..." as I said those words, a deep breath escaped from both of our chest making our heart thud against each other. "Bahut sukkon milta hain tumhare sath hone se... sabkuch acha lagne lagta hain..." I said honestly. "Antara!!!.." he just uttered my name in his deep husky love filled magnetic voice making me melt again. "Kyun chahte hoo mujhe itna... kyun itna pyar karte ho..." I asked through my trembling lips. his gentle lips again touched my skin. "Pata nahin..." he said cluelessly yet so intensely, "Kyun huya... kaise huyaa... ye sab mere see mat pooch misscall... apun kee pass jawab nahin hain... yee bhi mat poochna kii kitna karta hoon... s**a mere koo khood apni dil ka samajh nahin ataa..." his voice was becoming so intense with every word and making me numb again. "Bas itna jaanta hoon... jab tujhe paheli baar dekha tha... Ajib laga tha... pahele kabhi nahin laga aisa... Unn shetty kee gundo ke pitne kee baad apun kaa dimag aag babula hoo raha tha... tujhe pata hain... jab mer dimag khisakta hain too apun kaa gussa jaldi nahin utar taa..." He paused for a while and sighed. I waited with pounding heart for him to continue. Again that day was flashing in front of my eyes when I met him in falguni's house just after seeing his encounter with those goons in street. "Par uss din kuch ajib saa hoo gaya... Ajji ke kamre mein jab apun kii nazar tujhpe pari thi too pata hain maine kya dekha?!!" he asked. After a long time I lifted my face ti meet his eyes. I found him gazing straightly towards mine. his wet clumsy hairs falling over his forehead making him look so attracktive. His deep black eyes, so much powerfully hypnotizing and intense conveyed so many unspoken emotions and words to me. that gaze pierced through my eyes and captured my soul. I stood there paralyzed couldn't be able to shift my gaze from him. Looking towards my dumb eyes for a short silent pause, he leaned closer to my eyes, so closer that I could clearly see my reflection in his orbs.

"Yahich dekha tha apun nee... Teri doo bari bari bhoori akhein..." he said almost hitching my breath. my throat had already became dry due to his closeness. "Ajji humesha kaheti thi kii insaan ki akhein bole too unke dil kaa ayna hota hain... Par apun koo yee sab faltu kii batein lagta tha...Par tune sari batein ulat di..." he chuckled lightly as he said those words, "S**a shatty ke gunde itne salon see pit tee aa rahein hain... fir bhi apun koo hara nahin payaa.. par teri akhon nee s**a iss raghunath naik kii watt laga di... Kya izzat rahe gayi apun kii.. Par karta bhi kya... Itni khoobsurat akhein too apun nee pahele kabhi dekha hii nahin!!" he said the last sentence in a manner that it skipped my several heartbeat. The intensity shook me so bad that I instantly dropped my lids to hide my embarrassed face from him. my frantic heartbeat was getting hard time to catch it's normal pace. he sighed as his scorching breath hit me. "Apun se nazre mat chura antara...dard hota hain!!.." how deeply and innocently he said that!! my eyes again looked up and met his intense eyes again to lose myself more. He cupped my face with his one hand, "Jab teri akhein mere se milli naa antara... Ajib saa asar hoone laga..." he continued, "Bheje ka sara gussa pata nahin kidhar hawa mein urr gaya... Bari maasumiyat hain teri nazron mein... bina kahein bahut kuch kahe jati hain... ekdum nazuk si... saaf pani kii tara... Jis mein zara saa bhi mayal yaa khot nahin hain..." I was literally not breathing while he said those words. In my whole life I never heard something more beautiful than that. never felt such kind of out of the world feeling. I just melted by those words and got dumb. "Apun doob gaya tha antara... sach kahe raha hoon... buri tarah see doob raha tha... aur mere koo wapas anna bhi nahin tha... par fir tune nazrein hata lii... jaise mere koo khinch kee kissi nee bahar nikal diya... apun nee kahan tha naa tujhe...dhakka lag gaya tha... aisa hi huya tha apun kee sath... Bas tujhe dekh raha tha... kash tu fir se ek baar dekh lee meri taraf... par tune nahin dekha..." he uttered sadly, "Tab mere koo kuch samajh nahin aa raha tha kii kya hoo raha hain... gussa aa raha tha apun kii bechaini sii... Falguni see tere barein mein bahut kuch pata chala tha... jitna bhi sunta tha, teri taraf utna jyada khincta chala jata tha... aur fir tu apun kee ghar pee ati thi too tujhe pata hain apun kii kya halat hooo jati thi... tujhe too sab bataya maine... haan samajhne mein thora waqt lag gaya... par ekdin pata chal gaya kii apun chahne laga hain ussey... sayad apne aap se bhi jyada...aur pata nahin kab tuu meri zindagi ban gayi.. sach mein.. kuch paata naii chala yee sab kaise hoo gaya..."

Tears rolled down my eyes as I heard his each and every word of confession. How much he had inside him?!! why didn't I understand that?!!... why?!!! why did I was so rude to him all those years. Each and every moment which revealed me about his true feeling towards me, I felt happier as well as guiltier. I couldn't forget the one year duration in which I behaved so rudely and pathetically with him without knowing anything. I felt every time that how deeply I hurt him with my each and every ignorant gesture and rude words just because he appeared to be a goon in front of mine. I never even tried to understand that what that so called ruffian was holding inside for me. I just wanted to cry out loud holding him and say that I didn't mean to hurt you. it was all my stupid mind which didn't understand. It was all my fault and how bad I was feeling for those times when I gave him such pain. It was good that the rain covered my tears; otherwise he would surely detect that. he told me not to look away from him ever but I just couldn't help it. I felt like I didn't deserve that. I really didn't! I looked down and uttered just a single sentence, "Sorry!!..."

His hand immediately approached my checks and brushed those tears. I was wrong, he noticed them. he cupped my face and made me look to his ardent eyes. "Yedi... tu sorry kyun bol rahi hain?!... teri galti nahin hain... apun nee bhi kam nahin sunaya tujhe... tu kaise samajhti yee sari batein?!.." he said genuinely. "Baat koo mat taaloo..." I said in chocking voice, "Yee too sach hain ki maine tumhe bahut takleef di hain... tumne bataya nahin too kya huya... mujhe too samajh jana chahiye tha... Par main bas apni zid pakarke baithi huyi thi... Kabhi samjh ne kii kohis bhi nahin kii... Sayad main tumhare layak nahin hoon..." My voice again chocked by the silent sobs. Raghu titled up my chin and made me look into his eyes. "Chup!!..." his utterly possessive voice chocked my breath and I sucked my tears. "Abhi kahe diya... Fir dubara mat kaahena misscall... Samjhi.. Koi apun kee antara kee barein mein anab sanab bole mere koo ek dum pasand nahin. Chahein woo tu khud kyun naa hoo..." he almost scolded me and that made me laugh silently. "Ar haan... Teri akhein jitna khubsurat hain... Unemin yee asoon ekdum suit nahin karta... Bilkul jaise woo safed kapre pee kala dhabba hoo..." his word gave me another doze of laughter. The cover of his jacket was long gone from out head and we both were totally drenched in rain. Still we didn't bother about that. I didn't know why it happened always. Whenever raghu and me were alone together, it rained always. The rain which was silent witness of my all beautiful moment of life! Those drops were just like the blessing from god, my pappa who were always watching over me, the answer of my silence prayer to them.

We stood there silently looking deeply inside each other's eyes. That time I promised myself again that I would always try to make him happy and would try my best not to hurt him again. And no matter what I would love him... always, till the end of time, till the last ounce of my breath!! That's what I could do with my small strength.

Raghu's face moved near mine. i couldn't help my anticipated gasp. His eyes said it all... that deep emotions, that intensity. How could I deny that?!! I didn't have power to deny and I didn't even want to. He had already owned over my heart, my soul. while he was just inches apart from mine, I closed my eyes clenching his shirt in feast. Just after a nanosecond, his rough sturdy lips pressed softly over mine. My heart thudded again. I could feel the heat, the sensation along with the deep emotions flowing inside us. His utter possessive claim over mine and mostly, his love!!

The rain got heavier all of a sudden just like the moment before when he kissed me first time. But it was not like that before, it was different and some kind of more intense. I felt how his soft strokes were turning hard and I couldn't help that. his hands which were placed upon my chicks, roamed down my back giving several shock wave in my nerves. Those arms pressed tightly around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I gasped against his lips by his action and I felt the heat increasing. His moves were more fasted and quicker than before. He was nibbling gently over my lips and soon his nibbles turned harder. He literally bit on my bottom lips and sucked. I literally hissed in the current which ran down my body. He didn't stop and continued his sweet torture biting my upper and bottom lips. I started to feel dizy as my knees again got weak. My hands moved up caressing his wet muscular abs and placed around his neck. At a moment, I felt his tongue stroking against my lips. I understood his indication and it fluttered my heart even more. I was also needed air. So with thudding heart against my ribcage I opened my lips to get some air. But at that instant, he entered in my mouth. I literally collapsed at the moment in his strong hand losing my all strength. The burning sensation irrupted inside me with a huge burst of emotions. I literally felt numb, lost, petrified for a while. my little heart was not able to tale that. I was surrounded by the bitterness and sadness of life after my father's death, till raghu came and changed my world. The overwhelming feeling hit me like a storm. I felt like I was not in ground anymore. I was floating in some unknown heavenly sky of pleasure. I couldn't find the solid ground beneath my feet and I was afraid and shivered top to bottom as the unknown pleasure started to drench me, took away the last ounce of sense from mine. I felt lost in the sensation. I forgot everything, my being, my presence, my mere identification everything. I just became like a feather swinging around in the storm of his intense feeling. but as soon as I was about to collapse, raghu's hand grabbed around mine. I felt his strong hold around mine which took away my every fear. why should I get afraid when he was with me. he wouldn't let anything happen with me. I know that and I believe on that. My pounding heart gently slowed down. The nervousness slowly replaced by the pleasant content feeling which washed over me and awakening my every emotions, each and every fiber of my body. I felt my loud heartbeat, the mad rush of blood in my veins like never before. I became calm and my wiggling feature became still in his hold. silently I felt hiss overwhelming love for me. How gently and yet passionately, he evoked each and every corner of my mouth, like he was enjoying his own special sweet nectar dose. My chest rose and fell colliding against his with his every intensified stroke. My fingers caressed through his hairs as his hands squeezed over my lower back all the time. Slowly and unwillingly he let go my lips feeling me suffocating for air. I stood there closing my eyes taking heavy breaths. I couldn't open my eyes. I felt his forehead on mine even he was also breathing heavily with mine. Our breath collided and his rusty breath was truly sensational. Still our hands were in same position. He started to place gentle kissed on my face. it felt so tender at first. But soon he deepened his kiss and he rained his kisses all over my face tasting the water drops from my face and increasing the heat between us again. I stood there helplessly, imprisoned forever by his possessive hold, his love. My breaths were again becoming slow and uneven. I felt his grip tightened against my waist as he moved down kissing my throat and neck and nibbling my skin. My deep breaths were increasing due to the sensation as he moved down nibbling and sucking droplets from my skin and in that process he sometimes bit my skin crazily. I gasped by his action every moment. I felt him going down towards my cleavage area and my pants were increasing in burning intensity by his touch. In a yank he suddenly lifted me a bit from the ground and I gasped hard. I felt my legs leaving ground and hanging in thin air, while he was supporting my whole body weight just by those two powerful arms around my waist. I hugged tightly around his neck for support. I felt his face near the valley between my bosoms. He snuggled deeper and kissed there. My bosoms moved up and down violently in anticipation, in sensation by his acts, just like a stormy wave and I felt his lips caressing through those stormy waves making them more violent, more maddening. My dupatta fell down from my neck and he got more access to my revealed neck , cleavage. He nibbled, snuggled and careesed his lips playing on my softness and I clung to him for life, driving far away from the mortal world, swinging in the sea of heavenly pleasure and eternal love along with Raghu. I just gasped and moaned feeling his intense kisses on mine, without able to utter a single word.

After a huge moment, drinking my softness, I felt his lips calming down on mine. I felt his head placed against my bosoms and he was breathing heavily. Even I was breathing like a hyperventilated still clinging to his arms. Slowly we both opened our eyes together and looked towards each other. I looked down while he looked up. He was holding me like I was nothing but a rag doll to him. His black orbs were full with emotions as well as twinkling with some mischief. He smirked irresistibly looking towards my blushing chicks. I looked away hiding them from him. my heart was steal fluttering as the excite,ent didn't left my body. what just happened I didn't know but it was true and pure and somehow overwhelming in a manner which couldn't be described. Raghu snuggled gently and placed a gentle kiss on my skin and lastly left him. I didn't know how I would be able to get parted from him after that even if for a second. It would become harder. I slowly looked back to him and that gentle and yet irresistible smirk was in his face. I looked down and saw my dupatta fallen on the wet ground along with his jacket. I quickly bend down to lift that with the same time he bend down to take his jacket. Our fingers touched and we looked towards each other. The silent raindrops just witnessed the moment and smiled with us. We tried to lift our respective clotes but as soon as we stood up we were hell shocked to understand the fact that my dupatta's thread was badly mingled with raghu's shirt's all buttons as if like they were inseparable together forever. We dumbly looked towards each other for a while and then burst out in pleasant heartwarming laugh. The rain toned down enough for us to resume our short journey. The empty road had started to feel to cabs and vehicles. The silent streets were getting crowded slowly. Before the tea stall owner came and see us trespassing in his small shade we quickly drove out from the place starting our jeep.

I looked at the darkness outside. The rain was again getting heavier and the flashes were sometime gleaming bright through the dark canvass. Looking through the glass window outside I was remembering the moment from the morning. My one of the precious moments of life which I spent with raghu which almost felt like a dream! But I knew it was true. The inseparable jacket and my dupatta which was still in my hand was giving indication that how true it was. I tried to separate the threads from the buttons but it was really impossible! If I even try to separate them, the dupatta would surely tear apart so I left them the way they were, always together forever. I caressed over the jacket which was still full with his warmth which I felt so closely today and still they were intact to my every fiber, my every breath. I closed my eyes remembering those moments again. We reached in Naik's residence almost in evening as the road was blocked several places due to the rain and other problems. So it became quite late. There was no one in the house and it was silent all over. I decided to stay in falguni's empty room in her absence. I hope she wouldn't mind. raghu left for some urgent work and he promised me that he would come back soon. Only one hour was passed. Still I was missing him badly. I tried to contact him but the network problem due to rain didn't allow me to contact. I just once could be able to contact momma telling me that I was stuck due to heavy rain and would be late in reaching shrinagar. I left the bed and moved near the glass window and stood there keeping my hand over the glass. It was already power cut and the dark room was only enlighted by a candle. I enjoyed the rain silently. Those droplets had so many unspoken word, people just had to listen to them once calmly and they could find their heart beating with the same tune. Lost and mesmerized on my thoughts I didn't noticed when someone came and stood behind me. I felt a hand pressing on mine over the glass. My pulse rose in his known tempting touch. I knew it was him. With a heavy breath and broad smile I turned back to face him. the candle light was a bit far so his face was darkened. But I know it was him. I could never forget his warm presence and breathe after that morning. I heard a little sound and at the next moment a match stick was lit up and moved near our face. In the little light we saw each other. The light flickered on his black orbs just like some mischief glint. We looked silently towards each other for a moment and Raghu lit up the candle which was kept at the wooden desk beside me. I didn't noticed that candle before. We could clearly see each other at last. His eyes never left mine, neither mine left him. as he lit up the candle, his hands rested on my either side over the glass window caging me within them. as he neared me a deep breath escaped my chest which made him let out that deadly smirk. "Kya soch rahi thi?!!" he asked frowning towards me. I showed him those joined jacket and dupatta to him. even he ket out a smile looking ti their condition. "sayad yee ab kabhi alag nahin payega..." I said breathing deeply looking towards him. he looked towards mine with that same intense eyes. "Aur alag hone bhi nahin chahiye.." he said in his husky possessive voice looking straightly towards my eyes making me let out another deep breath. "Ek baat poochon tere see... Mere koo abhi jawab dena parega!!" he asked with a very serious tone. "Haan bollo..." I was surprissed with his sudden serious voice. "Antara..." he seemed like holding his breath which increased my anticipation, "Dekh... tu achi atarah se jaanti hain kii apun kya hain... kyun hain... mera matlab kii apun kaisa hain... tujhe pata hain apun thore woo..." he cleared his throat and he seemed a bit nervous, "tere bhasa mein boloon too...woo gunda, mawali jaisa... tu samajh rahi hain naa..." he asked y scratching his head and I just nodded with same clueless mind. "Achi baat hain... haan woo.. dekh, apun pahele see kahe deta hain kii apna dimag bahut jald satak jata haain... gussa ata hain too hath payar chal jata hain..." I gasped in slight fear when he said those words and he imeadiately controlled himself, "arey yaar.. dar mat.. apun tujhe nahin marega... apun tere pee kabhi hath utha sakta hain kya?!! Kabhi nahin!!... tu ghabra mat..." I looked even more confusingly to him, "tum kahena kya chahte hoo... mujhe kuch samajh mein nahin aa raha hain.." I asked. he looked deeply in my eyes. "Dekh mere koo sach mein nahin atta yee sab karna... mere koo paata nahin yee sab kaise karte hain... bas kuch kahena hain tere se... bahut kuch... bas kahe nahin pata hoon... tujhe pata hain naa juban ka locha hain apun kaa.. kahena kuch aur chahta hoon kuch aur nikal jata hain..." he again took a deep breath. "Apun tere jaisa bilkul bhi nahin hain misscall.. kahan jayein too tere se ekdum ulta... nahin tere jaise bare bare degree hain apun kee pass aur nahin apun sata sat woo English kii barish kar sakta hain... joo hain jaisa hain tere samne hain... par haan tera khayal rakh sakta hain aur tujhe khus bhi rakh sakta hain...akhaa life ke liye... kya tuu rakhne degi..." His voice became so deep as he uttered those words and I immediately understood what he was trying to ask me. the confusion and darkness left my mind. I was literally shocked. Did he really wanted to ask me that and also in that unique manner?!! "bol naa antara... kya tu apni woo parayi khatam hone ke baad jab tu woo doctor ban jayegi... kya tuu apun kee sath apni puri life rahegi... kya tuu mere see..." I clasped my hand on his lips which made him shocked a bit. I frowned a bit to him with a light smile, "Kya karoon main tumhara... aise koi puchta hain..." I literally giggled and he made an annoyed face. "yaar tu bhi naa...adat nahin hain mere koo yee sab karne kii...tujhe pata hain.. samajh le yahich apun kaa style hain.." he said making an annoyed face. "acha?!! too rukoo main bhii mere style see tumhare iss sawal kaa jawab deti hoon..." I said giggling. "Tere style see matalb?!! Dekh aisa kuch mat karna ki mere koo samajh hii naa ayein..." he said frowning annoyed. I slowly moved closer to him and cupped his face. his eyes froze on my observing my casual approach. "Pagal!!..." I said slowly looking deep inside his eyes, "Dil ki baat samajh nee kee liye koi language ki zarurat nahin hoti... bas tum meri taraf dekho... khud sab samajh jaogee joo main kahena wali hoon..." I said slowly and he stood steal patiently waiting for me to continue. I took a deep breath composing my words and progressed gathering my all courage looking to his eyes. "You know... sometimes you are like an open book which everyone can read easily..." I said slowly looking straightly towards him, "but sometimes I couldn't feel the surface of those feelings which you had for me. Each and every day I just drowned in another level of depth and found myself falling for you more and more. You are not like me... but we are like the opposite poles of magnets which attract each other with full force no matter how far they were kept apart..." I stood for a while to take a breath and continued, "you may not be the perfect for the world, but you are perfect for me... u know why?... cause I feel myself secure in your arms... I feel like happiest woman in the earth whenever I am with you... you may not be any prince charming but you made me feel like princess... You are like ray of sun in my dark life!! When the whole world abandoned me, mocked me you make me feel blessed... you were there for me always... what a woman need more in her life..." my eyes got moist while said those words. My voice was chocking due to my emotional burst. I hold onto myself with a deep breath and looked towards his intense eyes. I knew he understood his each and every word. He might not know the meaning, but he could feel that in his heart. I tiptoed and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead still holding his face. I felt his deep breath brushing over my face. I closed my eyes attaching my forehead to him and said, "And you know what... I love you!!... I love you the way you are...and it will be my honor, my greatest boon to spend my entire life with you... hence I am ready to accompany you till my last breath, share my lifetime with you as your life partner... I am ready to join my name with your name as your wife...Antara Raghunath Naik!!" I finished with pounding heart and looked towards him expectantly. His dark eyeballs were darker and intense with unknown emotions. "Aur yee mera style hain... samjhe tum.." I said smiling through my tears. He let out his huge innocent grin which I adored so much indicating me that he understood my each and every word. At the next moment he embraced me in his tight hug and I hugged him back smiling. "Sab samajh gaya apun..." He said chuckling through my ear, "paheli baar bina subtitle kee poori English picture dekh li..." his teasing voice hit my ear. "Chup raho..." I hit his shoulder. the sound of rain turned heavier. We both stood there near the glass window silently while raghu's hand surrounded my waist. And his shoulder rested on mine. The rain witnessed another beautiful moment of life. It would again remind me about those precious memories in future. "Just don't ever leave my side... and that's what I want from you... a togetherness forever!!" I said in my heart and at the next moment raghu placed a warm kiss on my neck like concealing my wish. I smiled and snuggled more in him taking his warmth to save myself from rain. "And that's exactly I always want from you too... to be the silent witness of our each and every precious moment or life...please be with us!! Always..!" I said looking towards the rain and I felt like I heard the clear answer in its falling drops sound nodding in agreement with a huge smile.

---The end---

Hss... guys here comes the end of this OS too... sorry guys for this utterly long boring halwa and I guess my all readers are going to get mad on me for this high doze of long chaps😆... kya karoon yaar... mere see short update diya hii nahin jata...

Jokes apart... thx for the appreciation for this OS too...😳 and lastly wanna say that if you guys are not mad on me after reading this long crap... I will again come up with another OS which is continuation of the story😆... I mean another sequel of this OS series... still have no idea for that but lets see what happen in future.. but everythings depend on ur agreement...😊

Will soon come back with Tera Sukkon and Paroshan...🤗