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Hello e1🤗...Thanks for giving huge support to my first story..which i didn't updates yet..lol..but i'll soon update it...i am here with an OS...i hope u all will like it.😊
Its a bit long..u may fall asleep.😆
To the dearest one in my life..Antara,
You might be surprised when you hear me say this, but I must say it. You might become angry, give no reaction, or laugh at me, but I must be true to myself. I must say this to you. I am going to tell my true feelings about u.
I must tell these feelings to you. It were u, listening the word, at the most distressed situation in my life, I was able to forget my pains. It was u, seeing which in my difficult times, made me conclude; one day there will be U turn towards happiness in my life. It was u which helped me express different words in the most distressed situation in my life. And it is u, which helps expressing many words of happiness today. There was u in the journey of life from the most painful situation to this situation.
Its a bit long..u may fall asleep.😆
"Antara...,antara wait..arey meri baat to sun" chanting Naina behind Antara who was walking fastily..and was hell annoyed on Raghu.
Antara-samjhta kya hai apne aap ko?..pata nhi kya hogaya hai use?..theek se baat bhi nahi krta...till now I was tolerating him..but today it's a height!..now I won't talk with him,anymore!!!
Naine-Arey antara..ruku to sahi..why r u not listening to me? hua kya hai?
Antara-mujhe kuch nhi sunna Naine..i am hell annoyed today..i don't want to talk with anyone..i am going home.
Naina-okay..i am coming with u ..let's go home together...but please tell me..why r u behaving like this?..few minutes before u were alright..now what happened u so sudden?
Antara n Naina moved out of college campus n started walking towards home.
Naina-ab bataeygi ki hua kya hai?..kisi ne kuch kaha hai kya?
Antara(while sniffing)-kisi ne kuch kaha nhi..yehi to problem hai.
Naina-hey..now u please don't cry...aur theek theek bata hua kya?
Antara-Wo badal gaya hai..ab wo mera BFF nhi raha.
Naina-Kaun raghu?ab usne kya kiya?
Antara-haan wahi...u know since last few days..he is behaving so weird with me...neither he talks so much..nor listen to me..aur jab main uske paas jati hun..pata nhi use kya hojata hai..he was my best friend when we were in high school...he was always there to help me in any problem..whether in studies or in any other matter...but now everything has changed...he doesn't care me anymore.
Naina was listening everything silently..
Naina-aisa kaise ho sakta hai antara...raghu aisa nhi kr sakta?
Antara-tujhe kasie pata..tumhe nhi malum aaj usne kya kiya..mere saath!
Naina-kya kiya..antara madam ke saath?
Antara-u know in morning... I told him that will he help me to make my assignment? ..he refused me by saying that he is busy in his major project!..n next in cafeteria.. .. he was writing something while sipping his coffee...as soon as he saw me he stopped writing n put it inside his pocket..i sat beside him n asked him to help me out to understand numerical analysis as I am not getting it...he became blank n immediately got up from his chair n ignored me again while facing his back...and when I asked him that why is he behaving like this?
******FLASHBACK******
Antara- hi raghu, what r u doing?
Raghu was sitting in cafeteria...engrossed in his own thoughts..he didn't know when she came n sat beside her
Raghu--oh hi ...antara
Antara-I need ur help to understand numerical analysis...if u r free then let's tart!
Raghu(was looking at her blankily)
Antara-raghu..i am talking to u...kahan kho gayae?
Raghu(came out from trance n shifts his gaze on other side)-wo..kuch nhi...
Antara-theek hai.to chalo shuru Karen?
Raghu-actually antara I am busy in my major project ..so I can't help u
Antara-what happened raghu..is everything alright?
Raghu-yeahh..its just that I need to go,,u take this book it will help u...bye
While saying this he get up from his chair leaving antara alone.
Antara-raghu wait!..kya baat hai tum mujhes kuch chupa rahe ho?..aur tumne theek se baat bhi nhi ki.what happened to u?
Raghu-nothing has happened antara..u just take this book u will get all answers of ur questions.
*****FLASHBACK ENDS*****
Antara-by saying this n handling me a book he left..n I got hell angry with him..now I won't talk with him anymore..I lost my BFF...ab mera raghu..raghu nhi raha..
Till then they reached there society..
Naina-don't worry antara..u just calm down..everything will be fine soon...raghu will be the same one as he is.
Antara(sniffing)-...
Naina-chalo then..i have to go on right..n u have to left...take care antu..and don't think too much..i told u na...sab theek ho jayega..bye...c u tomorrow.
Antara-bye..
Antara(she started blabbering)-kya theek hoga?..kuch theek nhi hoga!!..raghu ko to main chhodungi nhi..kahin us Sweety ne to kuch nhi kiya..aajkal raghu ke age peecha bhut ghumti hai?..kal milti hun use...dekhti hun kya bolti hai?..zaroor use ne kuch kiya hoga?..but wait..main kyun milun kise se..mujhe kya fark padta hai..baat wo mujhse nhi kr rha so y should I take care of him?
With this antara..entered her home n without saying a word she move towards upstairs in her room
Geeta-arey antu..tu aagyi beta..u just wait..i'll make tea for u.
Antara-hmm..
She put her bag on table n sat down on bed remembering whatever happened today...she was feeling so weak..she never expected this from raghu n tears welled up in her eyes..they used to laugh,dance n tease eachother a lot..they use to spend their weekend together...by thinking all this she felt being cheated..but y?..she don't know?..she said.."why u did this to me raghu?..what happened to u..so sudden?..we were BFF..ab kya hua tumhe?..jhoote ho tum..jhoot bola hai tumne mujhse...I'll never forgive u.".but why I am thinking so much about him..kya ho rha hai mujhe?...she started crying..and after an hour she again get back to her sherni avtar..she wiped her teras n got freshen up .."nahi krna baat to na kare..mujhe kya fark padta hai...koi nhi hai wo mera..main kyun ro rhi hun uske peecha..aur ..main bhi usse bilkul baat nhi karungi..ghar aayega manane to bhi baat nhi karungi"she was pretending to be miffed but within her heart she was hurt by his behavior.
Antara-let's close this topic antara..raghu is no one to u..concentrate on ur study..oh on!!..I just forget about my numerical analysis...should I read that book..which he gave me?...after a minute..yes y not?..wo book uski thodi hai..library ki hai...bhale hi usne di hoi..i'll read that..i want to score more than him..tab use pata chalega..bhut intelligent samjhta haina khud ko!!
She was so confused by her emotions that why she is behaving like an insane...till now she didn't feel anything before for raghu..she was never being so desperate n restless that if he won't talk with her just one day though they used to fight everything now n then but this time..she felt broken..is it feeling for her only BFF or something more?
Antara shifts towards her study table n opened first page of that book...she find an envelope and at the top it was written.."For My Love" and at the bottom left corner it was written "Raghu"...she frowned her brows n pick out that envelope with shaking hands..
Antara- raghu ne ye envelope rakha hai?..pr kyun?..with this...she opened it an got a letter inside it...she opened it n started reading...the very first line of that letter..
To the dearest one in my life..Antara,
You might be surprised when you hear me say this, but I must say it. You might become angry, give no reaction, or laugh at me, but I must be true to myself. I must say this to you. I am going to tell my true feelings about u.
After reading this..she suddenly got up from her chair n closed the letter n opened her eyes widely..her heart started racing she was about to say something but words die in her mouth...after few seconds she started reading it again...
It is not necessary that you must think the way I think. You are free to think whatever pleases you. It is not that I will become happy if you think the way I think and I will be depressed if you don't think like that. I would be happier if you are true to yourself. Your true feelings towards that will not affect our relationship a bit. In fact, it will strengthen our relation after knowing the feeling of each other. You can choose anything you heart decides. Please don't care about other things such as society, family or other person while you think. Become true to yourself and answer to yourself.
It is not necessary that you must think the way I think. You are free to think whatever pleases you. It is not that I will become happy if you think the way I think and I will be depressed if you don't think like that. I would be happier if you are true to yourself. Your true feelings towards that will not affect our relationship a bit. In fact, it will strengthen our relation after knowing the feeling of each other. You can choose anything you heart decides. Please don't care about other things such as society, family or other person while you think. Become true to yourself and answer to yourself.
Now..antara's heart beat was racing like anything..she was happy,surprised yet shocked..she didn't expected this..
Emotion is very amazing. It keeps on wandering. Sometimes it gets attached to one thing, and ceases wandering. We are unaware of anything but the heart is after something. We don't know where the heart is wandering but at last find that it desperately wants something.
Emotion is very amazing. It keeps on wandering. Sometimes it gets attached to one thing, and ceases wandering. We are unaware of anything but the heart is after something. We don't know where the heart is wandering but at last find that it desperately wants something.
Antara thought that she was dreaming in day time...or it's the reality...
Antara- ye sab...raghu ne likha hai?..wo kehna kya chahata hai?
I must tell these feelings to you. It were u, listening the word, at the most distressed situation in my life, I was able to forget my pains. It was u, seeing which in my difficult times, made me conclude; one day there will be U turn towards happiness in my life. It was u which helped me express different words in the most distressed situation in my life. And it is u, which helps expressing many words of happiness today. There was u in the journey of life from the most painful situation to this situation.
Raghu n antara were besties..both of their families were very good friends...due to plane crash Raghu losts his family when he was to appear in boards...n he lives with his naanimaa in same city bit far from her house...he was very depressed at that time...when he came to know about this..antara n her family supported him a lot...she was always there he took time to recover from his pain..time flied n they were in same Institute ,same batch n slowly he realized his love for her..he tried number of times to tell her..but all in vain..first he thought that his friendship is more than anything ..but its fact that..u can't hide love when the person is around u..so he couldn't control her feelings anymore...he want to say her what he feels for her...so he decided to confess her feelings whatever be the consequence he won't stop now..n he wrote a letter...
Please pardon me if you don't like the thing I am going to tell. But I must express these feelings. I must be true to myself.
I love u.
I love u so much.
I love u from the bottom of my heart.
I love u so much with all of my heart, soul and body.
I love u so so... so... soo... very much antara.
I love u my sweetheart, I love u so very much.❤️
Please pardon me if you don't like the thing I am going to tell. But I must express these feelings. I must be true to myself.
I love u.
I love u so much.
I love u from the bottom of my heart.
I love u so much with all of my heart, soul and body.
I love u so so... so... soo... very much antara.
I love u my sweetheart, I love u so very much.❤️
Antara was on cloud nine..her jaw dropped down..she became statue for a while...don't know how to react...whatever she read is true...raghu really loves her?
Antara(smiling widely)-..he..he...he loves me..he loves.me...
her eyes got moistened n started blushing that her best friend loves her..
These are my true feelings towards u n yeahh..i know what u must be thinking that ur Best friend is in love with u..its the truth my jaan..but If you don't feel the same, there is no problem. If every person thought the same, the world would be too boring..isn't it?. If you are angry with me or surprised, please don't be. There is no necessity that you should think the same way. But if you think the same way, it would be my pleasure, please let me know. If you don't think the same way, then also, please let me know. I am perfectly comfortable if you do or don't feel the same way...it won't affect our friendship anymore...i don't want to hurt u.
These are my true feelings towards u n yeahh..i know what u must be thinking that ur Best friend is in love with u..its the truth my jaan..but If you don't feel the same, there is no problem. If every person thought the same, the world would be too boring..isn't it?. If you are angry with me or surprised, please don't be. There is no necessity that you should think the same way. But if you think the same way, it would be my pleasure, please let me know. If you don't think the same way, then also, please let me know. I am perfectly comfortable if you do or don't feel the same way...it won't affect our friendship anymore...i don't want to hurt u.
She was very happy now..she didn't know how it happened..but her heart was jumping like anything..she was also in love with raghu but never realized...this desperation was her love...as it had happened numerous times that they fight with eachother...but she never took it seriously but today..an unknown feeling was took place for raghu...she was crying as if she has lost some very precious thing..she kissed that letter n hold her tightly in her embrace.
Antara-I love u too..I love u so much raghu..
With wet eyes...She read that letter further...while laying down on bed.
Hey don't get excited..n don't be so emotional.
Along with u, I love v, w, x , y, and all the alphabets, including 0,1,2,3 ...
Anyway, you are too cute and I love cute things.
Along with u, I love v, w, x , y, and all the alphabets, including 0,1,2,3 ...
Anyway, you are too cute and I love cute things.
She started laughing...
N yes..sorry for what I did today..but its ur fault ..tumne he pagal bana ke rakha hai mujhe..meet u tomorrow..n don't bother i'll teach u numerical analysis..along with..along with...u know what I mean?*winked*
Bye jaan..sweet dreams..
With love...❤️
Raghu...the genius yeda
Antara-yes ..I know..what u mean..my genius yeda?
She kissed that letter again having wide smile on her lips..she n rolled on her bed...with a flushed face.
~~~~~~~The End~~~~~~~
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