Chapter 34
Raghu squeezed his eyes and opened with a whimpering sound. He rubbed his head as it was so heavy. As he lifted his head he was surprised to found himself sleeping on the bench inside machmach's garage. "S**a apun idhar kaise aa gaya vey?!!" raghu scratched his head in confusion and got up from the bench. He was still feeling dizzy due to alcoholic effect. At that moment MM came inside the garage and saw him. "good morning bhai!!.. ankh khool gaya tera?!" MM asked cheerfully. "abey macmach apun idhar kaise aya?!! Apun to wooo..." raghu said confusingly looking at machmach. "haan mere ko pata hain. tu bubbly aunty maar ke udhar library ke bahar latka huya tha.. apun hi tujhe idhar le ke ayyaaa..." machmach said. "haan vey... yaad ayyaa... Thank you!.." he said with a genuine smile. "bey thank you ke bachee, s**a dost ko thank you bolta hain..." MM said with a huge grin, "aur waisey bhi iss thank you ki hakdaar apun naii woo yeri antara hain." he finished. Raghu felt a huge shock and looked towards machmach. "kya??!!" he asked with wide eyes. "haan vey, apun too mast leta huya tha. Yeri ne hi aa ke mere se kaha kit u udhar hain. To apun ja ke tujhe yahan le ke ayyaa." MM informed. Raghu looked at antara's house with amused eyes. the blur memories of last night flashed in his mind. he couldn't remember properly but he knew that he said too much last night. He didn't remember what he said but it was something he didn't ever said and also he knew that he was in such a close proximity with antara. Did it offend her?! That question was really making him worried.
"god I have to finish everything soon." Antara blabbered worriedly as she put down the cooker from oven. Saroj had left for ahmedabad in early morning so antara was all alone in the house. When she said saroj that she changed her decision of leaving for Kashmir, she really felt happy. She just told her to be aware as she was living all alone. "done at last!!.." antara huffed as she finished her arrangements for breakfast. Her mobile rang suddenly. It was saroj. "yeah mummy. Are you ok?! Did you catch the train at time?" antara asked. "yes I am fine antara. the train just left the station. Listen, you didn't left for collage right?" saroj asked. "yes, What happened?!" she asked. "thank god! While I was going towards the station I saw a huge accident on the road which leads to your collage. There was a huge chaos for so many times. I somehow managed to get out but I heard that the road will be block for entire day and so you won't get any auto or buses for your collage today." Mummy said. "ohh shit!!... I can't even bunk the classes today. I have so many important works and also I have to submit my books in library." Antara said worriedly, "hey mummy is not there any other way to go to academy?!" she asked "don't worry antara. if it's so important for you to go to your academy then I will say don't take auto or busses cause it will take time as they had to go through other long roots. Rather than I will suggest that you should catch the train. It will take less time and academy is only five mins distance from station." Saroj said. "ohhh yeah!! I heard about that. I know some of the students also use the train root to reach there. they told me. Thanks mummy. I will do exactly that." Antara said. "okk antara, but be aware of your things ok. The trains are really crowded at this office times." mummy said. "okkk mummy! Don't worry I will manage." Antara assured and cut the phone and hurried. After some half an hour she got ready wearing a baby pink salwar kameez and rushed outside taking her side bag.
Raghu came out of the naik sadan after getting fresh and removing the tresses of alcohols from him. he was wearing his favorite blue check shirt with navy blue jeans. As he came out his eyes automatically shifted towards kaul house and unexpectedly he saw antara coming outside and hurrying towards the road. "eee misscall!!..." automatically it came out from his mouth s he rushed towards her.
Antara's feet resisted as she heard his voice behind her. The memories of last night flashed in her mind and her eyes widened a bit. raghu rushed towards her and stood just some steps away from her. she was still standing at the middle of road showing her back to him. ye idhar dekh kyun naii rahi hain?! fir se naraz ho gayi kya?!' he thought worriedly. He didn't dare to go at her front or call her. he was unable to understand what was going in her mind. antara sighed and moved behind. Her questioning gaze met his. As she saw his face, the memories of last night flashed in her mind and she suddenly felt her heart became faster. She could still feel the touch of his rough lips on her soft, tender chick. She flushed all of a sudden and lowered her gaze from him. for the first time she was feeling shy and content to meet raghu's gaze. She silently rubbed the hem of her side bag waiting for him to start the further conversation. Raghu's eyes observed her thoroughly. She didn't seem angry or mad. But why wasn't she looking at him? also he could see the slight faint pink on her chicks. don't tell him that she was feeling shy in front of him?! it really amazed him and didn't know why gave him a positive signal. He suddenly felt warm inside and he felt his heartbeat rising. "woo.." he scratched his head in confusion and trying to find out what he would say, "tere ko kuch puchna tha.." he finished at last. Antara lifted her face and looked at him at last. His confused, innocent face looked really cute to her. She suppressed her smile to keep her face formal. "haan main sun rahi hoon.." she said normally. "tu woo... Sach mein Kashmir ja rahi hain?..." he asked with eager eyes fixed on her face. "tum kya chahte ho?!!" she asked with a frown. He was a bit startled by her questioning back. "woo kya?!!" he asked again. "maine poocha ki tum kya chahte ho?!! Main yahan rahoon ki Kashmir chali jaaon?!!" antara asked again folding her arms. "arey teri memory card secomd hand hain kya?!! Sab bhool jati hain... apun to pahele din se kahe raha hain ki mat ja... par tere ko sunayi hi naii deta..." he blabbered in irritation. "OKKK to main nahi jaungi!!" she said indifferently jerking her shoulder. his eyes widened and his breath stopped as her thoroughly observed the mischief in her gleaming eyes. "tu sach mein naii jayegi?!!" he asked holding his breath. "kaha to nahin jaa rahi hoon..." she smiled, "tumhari memory card to mujhse bhi weak hain..." she teased a bit. "to ye sab kyat ha..." He asked scratching his head. "kyun tumhar basti hain... tumhare permission ke wagar to main yahan nahi rahe sakti naa?!!" she said with another mischievous frown. Raghu looked at her face confusingly for a while and saw how a pleasant mild smile spread in her tender warm lips indicating him that she was not angry at all. the warm smile which he saw after so long. A huge innocent grin spread in his face as he caressed his hairs shifting his slightly embarrassed gaze a bit. Antara also arranged her hair locks behind her ear lobe smiling back to him. "Kya huya?!! itna has kyun rahe ho?!" she asked looking at the huge innocent grin in his face. "woo... Tu naraz nahi hain?!!" he asked with a sslight confusion looking at her. Still that grin was intact to his face. "naraz nahi too... Main kyun naraz hoongi?!" she asked. "woo kaal raat ko apun wooo.. bubbly aunty maar ke..." He said sheepishly looking at her face. "ohh yeah!... kaal raat ko.." antara sighed hiding her laughter. "arey dekh woo... Mere ko char gayi thi... issi liye pata naii kya sab bak diya... mere ko too yaad hi naii apun ne kya kaha tha.." he said in confusion and looked at her face with a slight worry. "really?! Tumhe kuch yaad naii tumne kaal raat ko kya kiya?!" she frowned a bit. "kya kiya tha apun ne?!!" he asked with slightly worried voice. "hmmm..." her lipd twitched in a mysterious smile and she looked towards his confusing, worried face with blinking naughty eyes. "kaal raat ko tumne nashe ke halat mein wahan mere pass aa kar baith gaye the..." she looked towards the public library, "fir tumne as usual bhasan start kar diya... Tumne bahut sari complain bhi ki mujhse..." her tone was slightly mischievous while she was shortly narrating the story of previous night. Raghu was totally blown off and shocked by her casuality and normal behavior on the fact that she was coolly discussing about the fact last night. He never expected that from her at least. He tried to detect if there was some hidden despair or anger in her voice but no, her tone seemed totally formal and also a bit mischievous. "aur fir apne long speech khatam hone ke baad tum mere god mein apna sar rakh ke araam se so gaye aur apna bakbak continue karte rahe... itne mein hi baat khatam ho jata to thik hain... fir sone se pahele tumne mere chick par free mein ek kiss bhi de diya...yaad aya?!" she asked with the naughtiest mild smile ever. He looked at he with wide eyes scratching his head. He remembered everything as she said those words. He gazed her mischievous expression thoroughly. He couldn't believe his eyes and ears that she was not at all angry or miffed about last night incident. "misscall... Woo..." he said slowly in a poor eyes. "don't worry, main zara sa bhi naraz nahi hoon tumse. Promise!" she said innocently and swore touching her throat. His eyes got warm and the smile which faded in his face came back with all its shine. "kyun?!!" he couldn't afford the uestion which came out from his mouth all of a sudden. "arey isme bura kyun maan na?!! waisey bhi tum nashe mein theee... fuse ura huya tha tumhara..." she giggled while saying those words making his innocent grin wider. He missed her fun loving side so much which was lost somewhere and gradually it seemed like she was coming back to her normal state. but suddenly her face saddened a bit, "par tumne jo baatein mujhse kahan... " she looked at him with guilty eyes. "seriously mujhe nahi pata tha ki mere baton ka tumoe aisa asar parta hain... main nahin jaanti thi ki jane anjaane mein main tumhe itna dard de rahi hoon... Main nahin chahti thi ye sab... par pata nahi kaise ho gaya..." she said grievely looking at him. her sad eyes again did something in him. "arey... Tu... Firse purani khichri kyun paka rahi hain yaar...arey apun ne kuch mind naii kiya... chor yaar ab khatam kar de ye sab..." He said quickly. "par galti to mujhse huyi hain na?!..." she asked in sad tone. "arey koi galti naii huyi tujhse... Idhar dekh..." he caught her hand and made her look to him. he looked deeply towards her sad eyes. He badly wished if she could rip apart each and every cause of her sadness so that she could always stay happy. "arey woo ba thora locha ho gaya tha... tu tension mat le... apun ko pata hain woo... woo hi gaya tha... wooo English mein kya kahete hain..." he scratched his head in confusion. "kya?!!" antara asked with a frown. "arey wohich... Wooo... Larki niche khari hain..." he said in confusion. "larki niche khari hain???!!" her face became more confused. "arey usi ko English mein jo kaheta hain wohi..." he tried to make her understand. "ohhh... Samajhgayi... MISUNDERSTANDING!!" she said with a small giggle. "arey haan wohich... pet mein aa jata hain par mooh mein nahin aa taa..." he said innocently. Both of them smiled each other pleasantly. It's been a while they talked to each other like that, without any conflict or anger, just a heart to heart conversation. Suddenly the sun rays seemed brighter and both of them felt a heavy weight dropped from their chest. "abtoo tujhe idhar rahe ne se koi problem naii hain na?!" raghu asked with a wide smile. She nodded her head in no and said, "kya tum mera hath chor sakte ho? Mujhe late ho rahi hain..." she asked. raghu looked at their joined hand. Reluctantly he took back his hand and looked at her with slightly sad eyes. "bye!!" she said with a genuine smile and turn away to move towards the exit of basti. His eyes continued to follow her. Suddenly he remembered something and followed her. antara became startled when all of a sudden raghu came and stood in front of her again. "eee sun tu wooo teri music collage ja rahi hain na?!!" he asked. "haan.." she nodded in confusion. "chal tujhe chor deta hoon." He said and moved forward. "arey nahi main chali jaungi.." she said quickly. "arey chal na... mere ko rasta pata hain.." he said. "haan har roj mera picha jo karte ho..." she said wih a slight frown. "arey tuu... dekh apun bina wajah nahi kahe raha hain... udhar tere collage ke raste mein bahut bara ker few laga huya hain... aaj subah accident ho gaya udhar... koi bhi gari ya bus udhar naii ja raha hain... aura b kyat u paidal jayegi utni door haan?!" he asked in slight irritation. "excuse me... bus aur auto nahi chal rahe hain... par train to chal rahi hain na?! to main train pakar loongi... simple." She said indifferently. "kyaa?!! Train?!! Ye tera dimag kidhar hain?! tu train se jayegi udhar?!! Pata hain train mein kitna bheer raheta hain iss time?! Arey baithna to door khare hone ki jagah bhi naii miltaa... aur tu kahe rahi hain ki... dekh bekar time waste mat kar aur chal..." he said almost ordering. But antara as usual stood there without moving as single step, "dekhoo raghu..." she uttered slowly. Raghu suddenly felt a huge wave of happiness hit her. For the first time she called him taking his name. He never thought his name could sound so sweet. A huge grin again spread on his face as she continued her talk, "bas teen char hi too station hain... aur woo main araam se chali jaungi... seriously, mujhe koi problem nahi hogi.." she said trying to convince him. "eee... tere ko kya problem hota hain apun se help lene mein?!" he asked in slight irritation. "mujhe tumse help lene mein koi problem nahi hoti... par jo kaam main khud kar sakti hoon usme mujhe help lene mein problem hoti hain..." she said with a sigh. "dekho mujhe sach mein der ho rahi hain...!!" she said genuinely looking at him. "haan to jaa naa kisne mana kiya..." raghu said looking at other side. He seemed miffed. Antara nodded her head in disappointment and moved forward.
"ye lijiye aap ka ticket.." the elderly man gave antara ticket through the small window. "thx.." antara smiled and was about to move forward. "arey uncle mere ko bhi ek de na..." as soon as antara heard the known deep voice from her side, she froze. she looked at her side with unbelievable eyes and found him standing at the counter. "arey raghubhai?!! Aap yahan station me??!!" the man on the ticket counter seemed confused. "woo kya hain na chacha, apun ka hath pair soojh gaya tha, to socha train ke bhir mein thora kasrat kar loon to fir se thik ho jayega.." he said and looked towards antara's shocked face with a slight smirk. "tum yahan kya kar rahe ho?!" antara asked in confusion. "log station kis liye attey hain?! train pakarne na?!! apun bhi ussi liye ayya hain.." he said in slight irritation. "tum fir mere piche piche aa gaye..." antara sighed heavily. "arey apun ko kya koi kaam naii kya... Mere ko bhi kidhar jane ka hain, iss liye train pakar ne aa gaya..." he said in irritation. Antara nooded her head in disappointment and moved forward in platform. Raghu followed her matching her steps easily. She didn't give any attention to him and got inside the train. He also came inside the bogy following her. antara moved her gaze alloever the boggy there was not a single seat available as he said. she moved forward with poor face searching for a place. When she moved back she saw raghu standing near the door trying to hide his laugh. Antara looked at the seat beside, "excuse me bhaiya, aap zara apne bag ko side karengey too main yahan baith sakti hoon." Antara said requesting him. "aur mera bag kidhar rakhoon?! Mere sar pein?" the man said rudely. Antara moved back with poor face. "eee mote..." antara got startled as she heard raghu's voice. she didn't noticed when he came there. "arey ye too raghubhai hain na..." suddenly a buzz created on the boggy. "ye yahan kya kar rahein hain?!" someone said from side. That man who behaved rudely with antara had lost all his air and he had started to sweat. "sharam nahi atta tere ko?! Saam ne teri beti ke umar ki larki khari hain aur tu pair falayein baitha hain aur woo bhi apne bag ke sath?!... chal uth naaiii too tere bag ke sath tujhe bhi platform mein fenk doonga.." he said in his deadly commanding voice. "haan... haan uth raha hoon naa... gussa kyun hote hoo?!!... aao madam aap aram se baitho idhar..." the man said and stood up from her seat. "nahi bhaiya... Aap baithiye idhar... main kuch der baad hi utar jaungi..." Antara said. "arey madam baitho naa.. koi dikkat nahi hain..." the man said quickly as he looked at raghu's cold gaze shivering. "nahi bhaiya... aap baitho... mujhe kisi bhi tarah ki luxury treatment nahi chahiye... main adjust kar loongi..." She said the words firmly. She looked towards raghu with a slightly hard gaze and without wasting a moment rushed near the door and stood there supporting the metallic wall. Raghu nodded his head in disappointment and moved to her. she was standing there supporting the wall and looking towards the platform. She felt him coming and standing beside her but she didn't look at him. Raghu shoved his shoulders and stood there holding the hanging levers on the head. Antara looked at him silently. His irritated face was looking at front. She felt bad. Just when everything had started to go right she was again starting another fight. She took a deep sigh and said, "sorry!..". raghu's face parted into a smirk as she said those words. He looked back to her with a pleasant expression in his eyes. "kya kaha tune?!" he asked. "woo... I am sorry. Main kuch jyada hi rude behave kar rahi thi... sorry!" she said with an apologetic sweet smile that he couldn't afford to smile back. "par ab sorry bolke kya fayda... Seat to chali gayi... wahan mast tang failake baith ti aur aisa khara nahi rahena parta." He said. "raghu! main kitni baar kahoon... mujhe koi problem nahi hain... waisey bhi ye sab mujhe pasand nahin... zor zabardasti kissi dusre ki jagah chin na...mujhse ye sab nahi hota!" she said. "arey tu... Sun humesha itni achi mat bana kar... yahan naa teri Kashmir ki tarah naii hain... yahan na log achai ka juban nahi samajhte... bas fayda uthana jaante hain..." he blabbered again. "haan sayad tum thik kahe rahe ho... par pata hain mere pappa kya kahete theee... insaan ko apni jagah khud bana ni parti hain... kissi dusre ki jagah chin ke tum kabhi apni jagah nahi bana sakte.." she said. "eee teri ye uchi batein naa... mere sar se upar chala jatta hain..." he said in irritation. She smiled and looked outside. The train started and slowly got out of the platform. It was good that there was no one rather than two of them standing near the door. Both of them were standing without any further problem. The cold wind brushed and ruffled antara's hair. She closed her eyes and smiled. Raghu's deep black orbs fixed on her face. he remembered about the ffirst day he saw her in gulmarg. Just like that moment, her hairs were dancing around her face, enhancing her pure beauty. Her long eyelashes looked marvelous. Without any kohl or liners it looked naturally thick and dense. Her naturally rose petal like lips were parted into a cute smile which were adding so much innocence to her divine beauty. Sun rays were playing on her tender chicks and sometimes the shadow was interrupting as the train was moving under shades. The play of dark and sunlight on her lips were doing something in him again. he could sense the arousal in his nerves. his intense eyes were fixed on that. he was badly resisting his hands which was badly wishing to pull her close to him and hold her tightly near him so he could see the play of light and darkness on her face more closely. He wanted to crush his lips on her chicks, on her close eye petals and mostly on her tender lips. His eyes were moving from her head to toe savoring her everything. He got back her again. His mesmerized eyes were catching the intensity more and more.
Antara was enjoying the cool morning breeze when she felt a very intense gaze on her. even her eyes were closed she could clearly detect who was looking at her like that. There was only one single person in the earth whose gaze could literally touch her like that and make her heartbeat run like mad. She slowly opened her eyes and looked hesitantly towards raghu's eyes. his intense mad eyes shook her from her fingernails to hairs. His eyes seemed literally piercing through her hazels and touching her soul. She felt like she couldn't hide anything in front of those deep intense orbs. She sighed heavily and her lips parted. His eyes moved down and fixed on her lips which were trembling a bit. She saw an extreme hunger in his eyes. a hunger to get close to her, to touch her and that thing was effecting her too. It was pulling her like a magnet towards him. antara felt so much shy in dront of his intense gaze moving hungrily at her whole feature. She didn't know how to resist that. Specially, it became hard to resist that person whom you had already dedicated your heart and soul. She looked away as she couldn't bear the intensity anymore. Her chicks were all red like tomatoes. Raghu felt her hesitation. He knew that she had just recovered from her inner turmoil and mental trauma. He had to be patient and gentle with her. He didn't want to hurt her anyhow or make her sad. Reluctantly he moved his gaze from her and looked at front. Antara was trying hard to control herself. Her heart was racing in such a speed that she afraid that raghu could hear that. she twitched her head slightly towards him and saw him looking at the front as usual. He seemed like trying hard to look away from her. She looked at him thoroughly. The moment of last night flashed in her mind. his innocent blabbers were still hovering in her ears. She was dumb, spell bounded by the intensity of his feeling towards her. She came to know one thing that no one could ever feel for him just the way he did, giving away his everything to her or may be no one could have. She just felt that he was doing wrong to him. She was running away from him each and every moment. Cause she was only thinking about herself. She didn't try to understand what he was going through. Still after knowing everything she was hesitant to accept her fully. Was not she doing wrong?! why are you still afraid of him antara?! do you think he could ever affect you anyhow?! he is always comsidered about your happiness rather than himself. Still you are distancing yourself from him?' her inner voice again questioned her. raghu felt her gaze on him. he looked back and his black orbs met her hazels, warm, innocent, reflecting her pure soul in them. he started to get drown in those hazels. He didn't know when his grip on the lever loosened a bit. As the train came to a cross joint and changed the line. At that moment a huge jerk spread through the train. As raghu's grip was loosened he couldn't control the jerk and his feature jerked frontward. Accidentally he directly bumped on antara. his hard feature collided with her soft frame heavily. His hands rested on the wall for support, around her feature automatically caging her inside his arms. His face landed on her revealed skin of neck. Antara stood there wide eyes imprisoned under raghu's hard corpse by chance. They both were frozen sensing each other so close to each other. They couldn't even move a single cell of their body as it seemed hardly impossible. They could hear each other's heart rising with passing time. Their heavy warm breath touched each other. Several moments passed like that while cherishing their closeness. After a huge moment antara opened her eyes and looked at surrounding. Raghu was still on same posture. He was sensing her tender warm skin under her lips. Her sweet scent was making him weak and he was losing himself in her. Antara's eyes moved everywhere. She was extremely ashamed about her position. It was good that no one was standing there near the door and the metallic walls and some huge card board boxes kept on the both sides of passage by some random person were covering them from the view of others. She sighed heavily to control the rush in her blood pools. With so much effort, she tried to move apart from him. raghu felt her movement under her feature. At that moment his hand encircled her waist tightly and pulled him near her. she gasped as her soft feature crushed agaist his hard frame more closely. Her eyes widened by his sudden move. At next moment she felt his lips pressing deeply on her revealed skin of neck which almost hitched her breath. his hand squeezed her waist making her pant. What was he doing with her?! she couldn't resist a single bit. it didn't felt wrong at all. rather than she was actually pleased being in his arms. His kiss deepened more and his rough stubbles pinched her skin. She clutched the hem of her suit tightly to control the sensation his touch was causing her. she felt her heart was throbbing loudly against her cage and she was sure he could hear that clearly. His hands got tightened around her and soon it became like a tight unbreakable shackle which was impossible for her to break. He intensified his kisses and brushed his necks and reached to her earlobes. She was drowning in his kissing bliss. Slowly, gradually she felt the first increasing inside her. She never felt something like that before. Some mad overwhelming intoxication was spreading throughout her nerves, her whole feature and taking away each and every ounce of her normal sense. He snuggled deeply through her hairs causing her pant heavily. He could feel her tender soft feature under her on which his hardness was sinking. It was becoming hard to control as he was drowning into his ardent desire more and more. He slightly nibbled her earlobe giving her a slightly pinching sensation. Her lips trembled as heavy gasps escaped from it. Antara was blown away by his each and every single touch of him as raghu was helplessly drowning in her. forgetting the world, the time, place they continued to cherish each other's closeness. Raghu's another hand touched antara's soft skin over her throat and brushed tenderly with his fingertips which gave her tingling sensation. His hand brushed down slowly feeling her skin on her throat and he trailed down her neck, her collar bone. Antara understood where his hand was moving towards. Her breath stopped in anticipation. as his hand reached near her cleavage she caught his hand tightly with her both hand stopping him to move further. His lips froze on her shoulder. antara opened her eyes. she was panting heavily. Raghu lifted his face from her neck and meet her worried eyes. his dangerously intense gaze again burned her. she couldn't say a single word and shook heavily by his gaze. His hands were still tightly encircled around her waist possessively, like he was never going to leave that. she stood there dumbly like a hypnotized deer in front of a hungry lion. Gathering all her courage antara moved her eyes from his face and looked around with worried eyes. Then she looked back to raghu almost begging through her eyes. like she was urging her to stop whatever he was doing to her. raghu slowly moved back keeping her intense gaze intact to her and stood at his previous position holding the lever. Antara looked at the other side. Her face was hell red and still her nerve was not impulse.
Precap: "nahi ayungi,... dekh lena.." she moved forward with angry face and suddenly something furry touched her feet. She looked down and saw two big poor rat standing on her way lifting her face to her. "AAAHHH..." She screamed like hell almost making raghu deaf and antara rushed back and come near him. before raghu could understand what actually happened antara threw her arms around his neck burring her face completely on his hard half naked chest.
Ps: sorry for the late guys. I was busy yesterday and my didi also came. Spending time with her and also holi celebration didn't give me enough time to complete this. completed it just now and I don't know what I have written so far. As I wrote it in break. Hope it's bearable to all.
