heyy guys.. before giving u the update i wanted to mention a few things..which some of u asked me after last two three updates..those are important so please read..
1) Raghu is not in love with Antara.. not even one percent.. he loves her.. but he is not in love with her.. n i think it's fine if raghu takes time for that..
because sheetal has hurt him so much that he doesn't want to feel in that way..he was in relationship with her for 8 years and she cheated him..
and antara was always a good friend of him..she is not a new person in his life that he will have new feelings for her..
he always respected her.. and so he does now..but he genuinely is not in love with her..so whatever he does.. or whatever he feels for her.. he will always justify his acts from a friend's POV..
2) Antara still writes her diary.. it's just that i don't want to repeat same paragraphs.. so i din't mention that part..
but yes whatever happened between her n raghu till now... their fight or happy moments.. she writes everything in that...
3) I think in DDEJ we din't had any information about Raghu n Antara's b'days..
so in my FF.. Antara's b'day is on 2nd Feburary, Raghu's B'day: 14th May, Their Anniversary: 20th December.
4) don't miss this update you will find lots of twists and turns today.. which might collide with my first point..😉
all right.. so here is next part of the story..hope u all will enjoy this..
and yes Monsoon has started in this FF.. :)
happy reading.. :)
Part 15: celebrations, twists and turns..
Raghu's dialogues: Blue color
Antara's dialogues: Pink color
thoughts: italics
Few months passed.. Everything was fine between rantara.. and raghu started taking care whatever he speaks to her... because he din't want to hurt knowingly or unknowingly..
everything was going smooth.. these days both raghu and antara were busy in their office work..
Anatra was busy in her college stuffs.. as it was exams time..and raghu was working on some very important project as a lead..
It was 11 PM.. raghu came in the room.. ANtara was sitting on her side of bed working on her laptop..
u din't sleep??? raghu asked her...
i have an exam day after tomorrow..so i am just making question paper.. i have to send it for review..
okay.. but u can write it tomorrow..now sleep.. its very late..
yeah!! it will take just few minutes..
okay.. and she continued her work..
you need something?
umm.. no.. i am gonna make coffee for me.. u want one?
u sit.. i'll make it for u..
okay.. he smirked.. and shrugged his shoulders..
they both laughed.. i know u very well...
haha.. that's good if u do that... n he laid down on the bed...
she turned off her laptop and made coffee or both..and came in room and her heart skipped a beat seeing him lying on the bed so relaxed..
he got up when he saw her.. and she gave him his mug...
how is your project going on?
good..actually m enjoying it a lot..
hmm.. i can see that..
what?
how u talk to ur manager on phone till late night..
i am surprised how come she din't call u today..and she made an angry face..
he smirked seeing her expressions.. and smiled..
what??nothing..
and her phone rang..
look who was taunting me about late night calls..
i was not taunting you..
oh!! unknown number.. who is it calling u so late..
why?? r u jealous??
shut up!!
she laughed and picked her phone and came out... and he kept looking her... he din't know why but he din't feel good...
she came back in room after a few minutes... and before he asked anything..
i told u about the paper work.. n see because of u i was late.. i'll hv to write the paper now..
huh! do what u want.. he made a face.. and was about to leave..
u r not sleeping..?? she asked
i won't sleep with u in that room.. i am going in living room..
okay.. as u wish...he gritted his teeth and she laughed...
raghu lay down on the couch and switched on the tv...but what will he watch at this hour..
he played some songs and increased the volume.. only to irritate her..
it was 11:58 when their door bell rang.. rantara heard it.. and raghu shouted.. "this time??"
and antara ran towards door..making raghu all shocked...
what's wrong with u today??
ssshh!!!
she opened the door..and raghu came after her...but antara pushed him in..and he sat back on his couch..
she came in after 2 minutes..
singing.. "Happy Birthday to You..Happy Birthday to You..Happy Birthday my dear Husband...Happy Birthday to You.."
Raghu switched off the tv and turned to see her.. seeing her singing Happy Birthday..and balloons in her hands.. his eyes got widened in surprise..
he totally forgot his birthday..but she did remembered it..
he jumped on couch.. and laughed.. "omggg.. yes it's today.. how the hell i forgot it..."
because you are dumb..
shut up!!
u'll remember if u'll forget about your manager...and she made an face making him laugh...
he got up and held bags from her hands.. and kept them on table..
what hv u got.. is it the paper u were working on..
yep!! how's my surprise..
it's osm... he opened the box.. it was a small cake inside.. she tied the balloons on window..
she lit the candle and gave knife to him.. he cut the cake.. they both clapped and sang "happy birthday"..
they both fed cake to each other.. they hugged and she wished him birthday once again..
thank u so much antara...i really forgot it..
u're welcome..now sit..
she opened another bag... n got two burgers for them..
yaaayy!! give it to me..and he snatched one from her...
they both ate burgers..and antara got up..
where r u going??
umm.. mm.. coming in a minute..
and she went in the bedroom and came back..
she forwarded a box towards Raghu.. happy birthday..and she smiled..
he opened it.. it was a black tie..
it's nice.. thank you..
kal pahan na..
okay.. and he continued eating his burger...
thanks antara..
you're welcome.. now i need a treat..
yep!! sure.. where do u wanna go?? n i ruined ur birthday..
so i owe u two birthday treat..
not a problem..i will be happy with one only..
u tell me.. u know much about this place..
okay.. so u be ready in evening.. we will got to restaurant and will have dinner outside..
okay.. supercool...
yeah!!
they both watched tv for sometime..and dozed off.. obviously in the bedroom only.. why would he sleep in living room.. :P :P
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it was 6:30 PM.. Raghu reached home.. he rang the door bell and antara opened the door..
Happy Birthday..
Thank you.. they smiled and he came inside...
how many times you will wish me..
why? u don't like that...
no.. i love that..
then..??
nothing...
u're ready??
umm.. not yet...
u'll take something..
no.. i'll just get fresh n up..
okay..
he took shower and antara kept his stuffs on bed..
he came out and got ready...
Antara wore a royal blue saree and Raghu wore a black suit and the same tie she gifted him..
u looking good..n this tie too..
yeah!!.. thanks..
u looking lovely...
thanks.. but if i wouldn't have complimented u.. u wouldn't have said it to me..
he shook his head.. "u're impossible..."
she laughed.. and they both got ready by 7:30 and came out..
they reached to a restaurant by 8:30..
they had their dinner and spent a beautiful evening together.. they danced together and then went for a long drive...
Raghu parked his car on a lonely road.. far from the city... they both came out of the car and started walking for some time..
Raghu saw antara shivering in cold.. he din't ask her but just covered her with his blazer..she looked at him.. and he smiled..
they kept walking and talked about their college life.. their office, family, friends...they talked for hours.. and enjoyed each other's company a lot..
today for the first time they spent so much time together..
they came back to their car.. antara removed his coat and raghu drove back to their home..
Antara..?
hmm...
thank u so much...
you're welcome...
i will never forget this birthday... i enjoyed this evening a lot..
so thank you...
u don't need to thank me.. i also enjoyed myself a lot...
It was 12:30 AM.. Raghu was driving..their house was at one hour of distance as they came very far from the city..
he looked at his left side.. antara had dozed off... he drove little faster and reached home in half an hour..
once he reached home.. he tried to wake her up.. but she was deep in sleep..
so he parked his car near lawn .. grabbed all their stuffs and opened the door of house..
he came back to his wife..he bended a bit and put one of her arm on his neck..and slid his arm on her waist and lifted antara in his arms..
she clutched the collar of his shirt...
he closed the main door..and carried her in his arms towards their bedroom..
he made her lie softly on the bed.. he was about to get up when he forcefully got pulled because of her grip on his collar..he balanced and stopped himself from falling on top of her..
his face was just few centimetres away from her face.. he din't move his face away..
he was feeling some kind of sensation in his body.. he stared at her face..
he gulped her saliva when his eyes stopped at her rosy lips...he was stunned seeing her angelic beauty..
his hands roamed on her arm and loosened her grip from his collar...
he bended a bit to capture her lips into his...and when antara turned and hid her face in his chest..
raghu came out of his trance and felt guilty.. he cursed himself for what he was going to do...
he got up with a jerk and brushed his hairs with his fingers..
he immediately switched off the lights and slipped on his side of the bed..
he tried to sleep but he couldn't.. he couldn't understand.. why i did that.. was i really about kiss her..??
he kept turning on either sides.. he was feeling restless.. he was having urge to have her in his arms right now.. but he was not admitting it..
he turned to her side..and saw her sleeping peacefully... a smile appeared on his lips..
he touched her face very gently without disturbing her and moved her hair strands behind her ear..
his finger touched her lips softly in process.. and he felt shiver through his spine.. he again looked at her lips.. and his smile faded away..
he removed his hand..and turned his back.. "what the hell were u trying.." he cursed himself...
and tried to sleep again...
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(this next section i was supposed to update as a new chapter but then the previous chapter would have become very short.. so updating it now itself...u see m not that much of devil types..😳)
it was July.. monsoon has been started.. rantara used to leave early for their office and college and used to come back on time because of weather..
and after raghu's birthday they enjoyed spending some time together.,. they used to have some walk or long drive before or after dinner...
and sometimes raghu found himself attracted towards her.. but he always brushed off his thoughts.. thinking.."it's nothing like that..".. but he was never able to remove that scene from his mind when he was about to kiss her..
Antara why r u taking so long??? we will get late...
it's not me but u.. who is taking so long..
shut up!! u never get ready on time...if we missed the movie then i'll show u my real avatar...
i know i know.. just 2 minutes..i am ready...
today i don't have my car..we have to go on bike..bt u're late again..
arey!! why din't u tell me that before..? now i wore suit otherwise i would have wear the jeans top...aarrgghh!!
arey this is also good..
now don't waste time..n hurry up..!!
they finally reached in hall.. and watched movie..
antara insisted him to go back to home as it was quite late and weather was not good..
but he asked her to stay for a while and they had their dinner together..
antara was worried because it was raining heavily..
and they din't had any umbrella or rain coat or any jacket.. they came only to watch movie and was supposed to go back in evening itself..
they waited for some time but rain din't stop..
so they decided to go back to home..
raghu was riding as fast as he could... she clutched his shirt from corner..but she was feeling very cold due to heavy run and wind..
she hid her face in his back..as rain drops were hitting at her face hard.. raghu asked her to hold him.. but she couldn't hear him..
when he din't get any response from her.. he held her hand and made her hold him.. she clutched his shirt.. and came near his shoulder..
i told u we should go back earlier...
i know.. n i am sorry..
yes u better be...
suddenly two trees fell down on their side they were coming from.. and in process to save themselves raghu turned his bike to other side..and his bike got slipped...
they both fell down and were dragged with the bike... antara rolled over the road..
"ANTARA!!!!!" raghu saw her and screamed her name...
he was hurt but he was saved because of the helmet.. he pushed bike away and tried to get up..
he was very scared right now.. she din't had helmet.. and he had thousands of scary thoughts in a flash...
he ran towards antara...and saw her..
"antara...?? antara... m so sorry..are u ok...? open ur eyes antara..." he patted on her cheeks..
she was breathing.. but she was hurt very badly...
blood was flowing on the road.. he got scared..
he ran towards his bike and started it...
he then lifted antara in his arms.. and made her sit in his lap on bike..
he turned his bike to ride to the hospital.. but his path was blocked by the trees...
their home was at the distance of 5 minutes.. he din't think twice and did ride back to his home...
he reached home... and parked his bike.. he carried antara in his arms and came inside the home.. she was fainted..
he came in their bedroom..and made her lie on her side of the bed ..
he checked that there was no power because of rain.. and other no other option was available for emergency lights.. whole house was full of dark..
he grabbed some candles and lit them on.. he started the bonfire..
he called doctor.. but due to bad weather she couldn't come.. and she told him to clean and bandage her wounds..
as it's not good to leave them like this in rainy season..
and she will try to come tomorrow.. if weather turns ok..
raghu wanted to take her to hospital.. but he din't had his car today..
he grabbed first aid box and sat near her.. tears escaped from his eyes...
i am so sorry antara.. i should have listened to u.. what has happened to u...
he rubbed her feet and hands trying to wake her up.. but there was no response...
he cleaned her forehead with cotton.. her wounds were not clearly visible due to dust..
he checked her arms n legs.. they were bleeding because of scratches n rashes..
he got up immediately.. and grabbed two towels.. one wet and another dried..
he cleaned her face.. and applied some ointment...
he lifted the sleeves of her kurti above but could't reach till her wounds...
"i'll have to change her clothes.. or she will catch cold.."
"but how can i"
"shut up raghu.. don't behave like an idiot.."
he din't want to open her closet.. but then he had to.. he got her inners and took one of his night suit from his closet and came back to her..
he lifted her above and removed her kurti...
he felt her soft skin under his rough fingers.. and he gulped his saliva...
he immediately covered her with sheet..and removed her b**..
he then wiped her upper part of the body and applied loads of ointment to stop bleeding...
he then removed her salwar and checked her wounds on her knees.. and cleaned them..
he opened her hairs and dried them with the towel...
he lifted her in his arms as this side of bed was wet now.. he made her lie on his side.. he saw that the sheet got wet because of his wet shirt..
so he removed his shirt and sat near her.. he bandaged her wounds near her eye..
her left part of the body was hurt much because she was dragged on that side...
her left knee was bleeding more so he bandaged it..and applied ointment on other led and feet and made her wear his track pants..
he then lifted her left arm and was doing bandage.. when two droplets from his hair fell on her nape..
he stared at them.. those droplets on her milky skin were shining in that dimmed light.. he traced their path with his eyes..
and his desired took lead over his brain.. he bended a bit and drank one droplet...
his rough lips touched her soft skin.. and he lost himself..
he cursed himself in his brain for his actions.. but he din't stop..
he din't realise that she was fainted... whatever he was doing was wrong.. he was hurting her in a way.. but he was not listening to any of his own thoughts,..
and he kissed another droplet and drank it.. he smiled on her skin..and felt relieved.. he moved his face back..and looked at her.. something was attracting him towards her..
he looked at her closed eyes and then trailed back to her soft rosy lips.. he wanted to taste them.. he wanted to feel her.. wanted to explore her...
he shook his head and lots of droplets fell on her face and neck...
he wiped some drops from her face with his thumb.. and bended a bit.. he kissed, drank and sometimes licked those drops from her neck and collarbone...
he was feeling hot inside.. and something was turning him on.. which he was realising very well... he was fighting with his own thoughts
and was about to remove her sheet from her b*****..
but when he felt her softness in his hands he stopped...he got up with a jerk...
he brushed his hairs with his fingers.. "what the hell is wrong with me.. how can i do that...she is not well.. and she is fainted.. and i am thinking to...raghu u hv lost it.."
he immediately dried his hairs with towel in anger...
he finished her bandage in hurry and made her wear her inners and his shirt...
his clothes were loose fitted to her so her wounds won't get scratched with the clothes..he thought..
he then ran towards bathroom..it was very late and he was also drenched in rain..
but still he needed a cold shower.. he was feeling aroused..
"was i really feeling attracted towards her... that day i was about to kiss her...and today whatever i did...she will kill me if she will ever come to know about this..."
"but how can i feel like that about her... oh god!! what the hell has happened to me.. how can i behave like a jerk..."
he felt ashamed of his actions and came out of the bathroom after taking shower.. he checked the bonfire..
fire was almost extinguished.. and it was very cold in the room now...
he was hurt too.. so he first bandaged his wounds...and wore his track pants and vest...
he checked antara.. her body temperature was high..probably she was catching fever by now.. he thought...
he looked for some blankets. and covered her..it was still raining heavily outside..
and there was no sign for electricity...
he gave her a pain killer and took one himself..
he sat near her and rubbed her feet again though he was also hurt pretty bad..
but he was worried because she was not responding him.. which was making him restless...
she was shivering in the blanket.. he can't give her something to drink as she is not in her senses.. and he has nothing to make their room warm...
he tried to start bonfire again.. but it din't help...
"i won't care anymore.." he got up, took off his vest and slipped in the same blanket on her right side...
taking care of her wounds and bandages..he place her head gently on his biceps and hugged her tight...
he was hurt on his left side too.. so this position was aching pain in his wounds .. "but i can't sleep on other side as well.." he thought..
he held her hand and made her to hug him.. he felt his soft fingers on his back which sent shivers through his spine.. but he was more confident this time..
and he controlled himself...
he slid his hand in her shirt and rubbed her back making her feel warmer...
he hid his face in her nape and gave her some wet kisses to make both feeling warm.. but this time his kisses were pure and free from any willingness to claim her..
he pulled her more in him but taking care of her eyes.. as she was hurt there... he felt her hand on his chest.. he held her right hand in his left hand and kissed her knuckles..
a lone tear escaped from his eyes...
plz forgive me for whatever i did today.. i should have take care of you.. and should have take you back to home at time..
i can't see u like this.. he kissed on her forehead.. and hugged her...soon he dozed off...
ok so that's it.. hope u guys liked that part.. was it quite early for such scene.. do tell me.. because i m feeling so.. :P :P
but i din't want to drag the story..
so guys please leave ur comments/suggestions/questions..
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Edited by DeadDevil - 11 years ago