RANTARA-THIS IS NOT THE END (FF)EPILOGUE PAGE 47 - Page 30

@amfi i know i saw this on geets forum and it only has 31 parts

Part 29:

He looked into her eyes nd den to her lips which were slightly parted listening to his confession provoking him to claim dem; to show his Love to her.

He closed his eyes nd moved ahead to feel her; to feel her Love nd finally d moment came wen he touched his lips wid hers. Antara was too tired emotionally to resist nd after his confession it was impossible for her to protest derefore she closed her eyes in anticipation of wat cuming next nd before she can understand he had started kissing her. D moment dere lips met dey both feel complete nd contended. Raghu was gently kissing her rose petals as if afraid to crush dem. he dnt want to be harsh on her so he keep on kissing her softly nd gently. He took her lower lip between his lips nd sucked it slowly. D Rage of Harmones in dere body increased due to dis, d rate of andrelin increased in dere bodies as he kissed her.

He dnt want to stop neither did she as both of dem knows it in d back of dere mind dat wat dey r doing is right nd nothing could be more perfect in dis moment. Today d ice dat had been between dem has been broken, d wall of pain nd agony between hearts seems to b diminishing away. It seems dat Love had broken every ice, every boundaries between dem nd all wat left between dem at dat moment was just dere pure unconditional nd undyieng Love for each other.

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The Kiss dat has started as d gentle one has become an Aggressive one as Raghu increases d fervour of d Kiss. As d hurtful memories came in his mind his Kiss become a demanding one. He clutched her back nd bring her more close to him if possible from his one hand nd wid other he clutched her hair keeping her face fixed to him. It seems like he wanted to compensate all his faults through his kiss. He sucked, nibbled her lower lip showing all his Love to her.

The passion running thru his veins has infuriated Antara's senses too as without her own knowledge she started responding to his kiss. Her hands have dere own will as dey encircled around his neck to deepen d kiss. D sense of right nd Wrong has gone long back from her mind. All she could think at dis moment is dat nothing could be more perfect den dis being in d arms of d person who loves her like no one had ever loved her nd who had just confessed his true feeling to her. Raghu bit her lower lip making her gasp.

"Raghu.." she moaned into his mouth as his toungue gained entry in her mouth exploring each nd every corner of her mouth. Antara clutched his back piercing her nails over dere while her other hand makes way to his hairs clutching dem over dere

"Antara..." he moaned pulling her closer to him. Their toungues have dere story of dere own as dey r twirling nd twisting in each other's mouth exploring every secret of dem. Both were lost, lost in d moment. Dey were kissing each other like dere is no tomorrow.

D kiss had expressed every emotion running in dere hearts right nw. Pain, Agony, loneliness, love each nd every emotion has been expressed through dat kiss. D passionate nd demanding kiss has seemed to break every wall dat has been drawn between dem due to fate. He repaired each nd ever damage dat he caused to their relationship nd unknown to herself she too expressed her Long lost Love to her. She too told him wat he's to her; how deeply she's in Love wid him no matter wat he done to her. Dey kissed each other like dey did never before; dey Loved, dey felt each other like dey did never before.

Raghu moves his hands underneath her kameez to her waist squeezing it nd den moving upwards. Antara felt his raw touch on her skin nd dis is wen realization hits her. She realized wat she was doing? She was letting him kiss her nd even worse she too was kissing him back As soon as d realization hits her she quickly pushed him back who was still kissing her intensely.

D sudden act of Antara surprises Raghu. He looked at Antara who was standing dere wid her hands on her lips nd fresh tears welled up in her eyes. He looked at her confusingly as if trying to figure out wat had suddenly gone wrong wid her but den it struck him nd he realizes wat did he just done.

"Antara.." he was about to say further wen he saw her running towards d Washroom closing d door behind her. He runs his fingers in his hairs in frustration nd bangs his fist in d wall.

"Damn! I yet again hurted her" he thought nd goes towards d Washroom closing d Door behind her.

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Antara was sitting against d Door crying wen she heard Raghu knocking d Door. She knows her action confuses Raghu nd more den Raghu it confuses to Antara herself.

Raghu: Antara, Antara pls open the Door.

He tried knocking d door. He could hear her sobs clearly nd it just teared his heart apart. Already he had given her so many tears nw he cant be d reason of her tears yet again.

Raghu: Antara, Pls open d door for once. Just listen to me once. Pls. open d Door Antara.

But Antara was in no mood to liten to him. She was too much frustrated on herself. She needs sometime wid her alone

Antara: Raghu just go from here Pls.

Raghu: Antara I.

Antara: RAGHU JUST LEAVE!!!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOD SAKE!!! JUST GO FROM HERE!!!!!

She said raising her voice leaving Raghu stunned. Antara had never behaved wid him like dat. ya she had yelled at him many tymes but dis was different. Dis side of her anger she had never shown to him. He understands dat she needs sometym for herself so he quietly leaves from dere taking his shirt.

Antara heard d Sound close indicating dat he has gone. As soon as she heard d sound of door close she burst out in d tears. hw can she do dis? hw can she lost control on herself? In d daze of his confession she has done sumthing dat she don't have to do. But it seems so perfect at dat moment den y it seems wrong nw. she was mad; she was frustrated not on him but on herself. Hw can she let him do dat? She didn't protest once; infact she herself was responding to his kiss. Wat d hell has gone wrong wid her? She touched her Lips which were nw swollen due to his kiss nd tears escaped from her eyes. She shouldn't had let dis happen. She was supposed to stop him but didn't realize wen she herself gets lost in d moment. She closed her eyes tight only to get flashes of dere Kiss. She cried out Loud to take out all her frustration

Antara: y? Y did I done dat? hw can I do dis? Dere's nothing between us den hw can I lost myself in d daze of his confession. Y I was not able to control myself? No whatever happened was wrong; utterly wrong. Kaise kar diya Maine ye? KYUN????

She cried out loud nd broke into tears. She sat over dere for sumtym nd den finally gathers herself nd came out from d washroom. She looked around d whole Room which were only witnessing dere close moments with each other. She shuts her eyes tight to get rid of all dis. Raghu was not dere but still she can feel his presence over dere.

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At US:

Arman was fishing something in his drawer wen his eyes Fall on d Photo frame keeping on d side table. It was his nd Antara's Pic. He picked it up nd looked at it smiling. He dnt know y but he was missing Antara like hell dis tym. His heart was urging him to talk to her as he felt dat his Kiddo needs him right nw. like she was in a big state of confusion sumwhere. Well dats wat we called a true Friendship. He was 1000 miles away from her yet he can feel her reslessness.

He was looking at d pic wen Shilpa entered to his room nd found him looking at his nd Antara's Photo. She smiled seeing him like dis. if any other girl would be dere in her place den may be she would be jealous or insecure due to Antara. But Shilpa was different. She knew d warmth of Relation of Arman nd his Kiddo. She knows no one can ever take place of Antara in his heart nd his life. Antara was his special friend for whom he can leave d whole world but he'll not leave her even if she's wrong. She goes to him nd keeps her hand on his shoulders. Dis is wen Arman feels her presence in his Room nd turned around to see Shilpa.

Arman: Shilpa! Tum kab aayi?

Shilpa: bas tabhi jab tum Antara ko yaad kar rahe the.

He said nothing but looked at d pic once again smiling.

Shilpa: U r missing Antara rite?

Arman: a Lot. U remember dis Pic?

Shilpa: ofcourse I remember. I had only taken dis pic on my B'day Party.

Arman: ya dat was d first tym Kiddo has gone out anywhere since she came to US nd dat too after so much pestering by u.

Shilpa: nd u remember hw much hesitant she was wen I dressed her up in western. It was her first tym to try such things

Arman: ya. U did complete make-over of her nd probably dat was d first tym I had seen her smiling so much since she came to US. All thanx to u.

Shilpa: C'mon Arman! Antara is my friend too. U dnt have to say thanx to me.

Arman: thanx Shilpa. U knw if dere was anyother girl in Ur place den may be she won't understand my relationship wid my Kiddo but u r different. M blessed to have u in my lyf.

Shilpa: Antara se baat Hui tumhari?

Arman: we talked for few mins yesterday but dnt knw hw d call went dead may be network problem. I dnt knw y but m remembering her so much today. It seems like she needs me.

Shilpa went thoughtful listening to Arman wen he mentioned yesterday. She has completely forgot to call Raghu or Antara after dat Last nite incidence due to her duties neither she told anything to Arman yet about her Conversation wid Raghu.

Shilpa (to herself): Should I tell to Arman about my Conversation wid Raghu nd d situation dat was over dere last note. No, I can't tell him anything rite nw. God knows hw he'll react. I need to talk to Raghu or Antara first to know wat happened after dat den only I can talk to Arman.

Seeing Shilpa lost in her thoughts Arman waved his hands in front of her to bring her back in present.

Arman: Hello Madam! Where r u lost?

Shilpa: nowhere Arman just thinking about Antara.

Arman: Hhmmm meri kiddo hai hi aisi. U knw wen she was born I was just 4 years old nd I dnt know y since den only I had been so much protective towards her. I won't even let any other boy or girl of my age to touch her as I feared dat she may get hurt. U knw Dad use to call me her Bodyguard nd since den I was always dere by her side to make sure dat nothing goes wrong wid her nd she also tells each nd every small nd big thing of her lyf; her every fear to me only first of all. She had always trusted me so much dat sumtym I feared wat if someday I m not able to keep up wid her trust.

Shilpa said nothing but just smiled listening to him

Arman: u knw Shilpa y I use to call her kiddo? Because she's like dat only. No matter hw much she grows up but she's still a kid from heart. Use har waqt koi Na koi chahiye baatein samjhane ke liye. Sumtymes she even ignore her own heart's desire if she is confused on any situation just like kids use to do. Datsy I always use to worry for her because she thinks dat she's big enough to take right decisions but sumtymes she takes wrong decision in hassle nd later regrets so I always make sure dat I m dere to show her right way. Nd I.

He couldn't say further as his cellphone started ringing. He looked at d caller ID nd smiled seeing "Antara's" name

Arman: Lo it's her call only

He said nd answers d call. Shilpa decides to go from over dere but he stops her nd keeps on talking to Antara.

Arman: hey Kiddo! Wats up? U wont believe, me nd Shilpa were talking about u only just nw. u knw I was missing u very much today.

Antara (while sobbing): Ar.raghu.

Arman heard her chocking voice nd could easily sense dat she's crying but wat he couldn't guess is dat y is she crying

Arman: Kiddo, wat happen? Y r u crying? Is everything ok? Pls Tell me wat happen Kiddo?

He asked her being anxious nd restless. The one thing dat he can't bear was Antara's tears. Shilpa looked at his worried face nd got tensed thinking of d situation over dere

Antara: Arman Arman I.. I.

She couldn't say anything nd cries bitterly which make Arman more anxious

Arman: Kiddo dnt cry, Pls Kiddo. Acha I am coming. M cuming from d very next flight. Pls Dnt cry ok. Hello Kiddo! Kiddo u dere.. Hello!

Antara was so choked in her tears dat she couldn't speak further nd cuts d call. Arman looked at d Phone while rubbing his temples

Shilpa: Wat Happen Arman? Kya kaha Antara ne?

Arman: God Knows Shilpa! Kiddo was crying bitterly on phone. Dere's Definitely Sumthing Wrong happened over dere. Nd if my Kiddo was crying due to Raghu again den I swear m not gonna Leave him dis tym.

Shilpa said nothing nd keeps on thinking about the Situation which could have lead to Antara crying like this.

Shilpa (To herself): is it because of Last nite's incidence. I was not able to Talk Raghu or Antara about it. May be Antara misunderstood Raghu nd all dis has happened. O God! I need to clear her everything before dere comes more Problems. Before Arman Do sumthing Stupid, I need to make everything crystal clear. But before dat I need to talk to Antara first.

She thought nd Looked at Arman who was packing his Stuff nd talking on call

Arman: Listen George, Book a ticket for d very next flight for India. I dnt care hw r u gonna do dis but I need to reach India as soon as Possible. Got it!!

He said nd cuts d call nd started leaving d Room wen Shilpa stops her

Shilpa: Arman Wait!!! I'll also cum wid u

Arman: dont be silly Shilpa. U stay here only. I'll go to India

Shilpa: Arman Pls Dnt Argue dis tym atleast. See we both dnt knw wat had happened over dere. May be Antara needs me too. Pls let me cum wid u.

Arman thought for sumtym nd realizes that Shilpa is right. May be dere's sumthing which Antara want to Share wid Shilpa only derefore he agreed.

Arman: I think u r rite. Let's Go den. George will meet us at airport only. Nd ya dnt tell anything to anyone at home.

Shilpa: hhmmm

She said nd dey both headed towards d Airport giving a brief explanation to Arman's Mom dat dere's a Business emergency came in India derefore dey r leaving all of a sudden.

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Back to India:

Raghu was walking aimleely on a Road thinking about the incidence dat happened few moments ago. Everything happened so fast dat he himself couldn't understand. It was just a trail of incidents happened back to back. His expressing of Love, her outburst, his confession nd den dat Kiss. It seems like everything went automatically. But whatever it was he still shouldn't have done wat he did over dere.

He just closed his eyes in frustration only to see Antara's tear stricken face in front of him. The pain in her eyes, the accusation, the guilt all were dere in her eyes after d kiss. He snaped his eyes open nd bangs his fist in d nearby Tree.

Hw could he lose himself like dis. he had controlled himself last nite wen d situation was more vulnerable den Dis den y not today. Hw could he just flow in d moment. Hw can he do dis, dat too wid Antara. if she didnt pushed him back at dat tym den may be dey can go too far den kissing. She must be feeling so low of dere relationship. Dere Relationship was too much beyond den just Physical satisfaction. It was pure nd divine just like her heart nd he just spoiled it. He knows dat she must be blaming herself only for all dis as she too responded his Kiss; as she didn't protested for it once. D guilt in her eyes said it all to him.

Raghu (to himself): No, I shouldn't have done dis. wat she must be thinking? She must be thinking dat m trying to force myself on her. Nd anyone would have thought like dis only. But den y did she responded to my Kiss. May be she was emotionally Wrecked at dat tym but wats wrong wid me. Y I was not able to control myself. No it shouldn't have happened in dis way. I mean I just confessed my Love for her; I just told her wat she mean to me nd den all dis. We should have talked for sumtym first; dere are so many things to clear yet nd I just. I just spoiled everything. No, I can't let things go out of hands dis tym. I can't lose her again. I'll talk to her; bring her out from her insecurities; will make her believe dat dis tym she's not doing any mistake in believeing her heart. Yes, i'll talk to her nd den everything will be allright.

Determining dis he takes a deep breath nd headed back towards the Hotel.

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After 25 mins of walk he reached to his Room. He didn't have courage to go inside nd face Antara but he has to. Thinking dis he opened d Door nd slowly stepped inside. But as soon as he stepped inside he felt a strange emptiness in d Room. Like sumthing very important is missing from d room. He looked around d whole Room to find Antara but she was nowhere to be seen. He goes towards d washroom thinking dat may be she's still dere.

"Antara are u inside?" He asked while knocking d Door but was confused to see dat the Door was open. He stepped inside d Washroom to look for her but she was not dere too. He got worried now thinking dat if Antara is not dere in d Washroom den where she could be. He quickly came out nd again looked around d Whole Room

Raghu: Antara!!! Antara, where r u?

He said nd den rushed towards Balcony hoping dat he would find her over dere but to his Disappointment she was not dere too. He ran a hand in his hairs in helplessness.

"I shouldn't have left her alone. God knows where she had gone. She can do anything in dis state. She said me to go nd I had gone from here knowing her very well. Wat if she does anything wrong wid her. No I have to find her" he thought while panicking nd quickly started heading outside wen his eyes fell on d note at the Side Table. He quickly rushes towards it nd picked it up only to find a note written by Antara

"I m Going Back To Mumbai

Antara"

"Antara." he mumbled wid heavy heart nd clutched d note tight to control d pain dat his heart is bearing. Once again she had gone without listening to him. Once gain she didn't gave him chance to explain himself.

"No Antara dis tym I won't let u go like dis. Dis tym u have to face every fear of urs." He thought nd quickly packs his stuff nd headed outside.

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He searched her madly at d Bus Station but was disappointed to know that Last Bus For Mumbai has left just 1/2 an hour ago. He bangs his fist hard on d roof of d Car nd takes out his Cell to call Antara but it was cuming switched off. Without wasting anytym he gets into his Car nd drove towards Mumbai.

He was driving very fast almost crushing d car dat came in his way just to reach to Antara as soon as Possible. In between he tried calling her many tymes but Everytym her cell cumes switched off. He silently prayed to God dat she's Fine nd wont do anything stupid wid her. He immediately called Machmach to tell him d Whole Situation but as he was at Meeting so he leave d msg to his Secretary to reach to Antara's House wid Ruksana as soon as Possible.

On the Other hand Antara reached to Mumbai nd absent mindely she took d cab for her Home nd headed towards her flat. She closed her eyes thinking about the events dat happened today. His closeness, her outburst, his confession nd den dat Kiss. Everything was so sudden that she herself didn't realize y nd wen she lost herself in his arms nd eneded up in kissing. She never wanted to happen it like dis way. She never wanted Raghu to know about d emotions dat has been bottyled up inside her from so many years but it seems dat her fate wants sumthing else.

She can't even able to stay even a minute in dat Room as it was just witnessing dere closeness so unable to stay over dere she packs her stuff nd came back to Mumbai. She knows Raghu must be worried for her wen he'll find out that she has left to Mumbai without telling him anything. But she needs to get out from dere because longer she would stay over dere d more she feel Guilty for losing herself like dis. so it's better if she stay alone for sumtym.

The Taxi break gave halt to her thoughts nd she realizes dat she reached to her apartment. She quietly paid to d Driver nd headed towards her flat.

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Antara opens d Door of her flat nd takes a Deep breath before entering to it. she was about to close d Door wen she felt a jerk causing her to stumble backwards nd before she could understand anything she felt a grip of strong hands around her forming an embrace. She dnt have to see who it was. She can feel him by his Breath; by his Scent. It was none other den Raghu.

Wen Raghu reached to her apartment he saw her going inside nd he felt an extreme relief nd happiness to see her safe nd sound nd without wasting a minute he goes behind her nd seeing her in front of her all safe he cant resist himself from hugging her tight.

"Y had u came like Dis? Do u have slightest Idea hw much worried I was? Ek baar bhi mere bare me nahi socha; Bas chali aayi? Huh Antara." he said while Hugging her tight to himself almost suffocating her. Antara left her hands on her either side. She's not in d state to hug him back neither she had courage to push him away from her especially den wen he was so much worried for her.

She was standing over dere comfused wen Raghu frees her from his embrace nd cups her face between his hands nd look into her eyes.

Antara: y r u here Raghu?

She said while trying her best to show the coldness in her voice but she can't deny dat its impossible to behave cold anymore

Raghu: Wat kind of Question is Dis Antara? U came back without even informing me, without even giving me any chance to say anything. U knw how much worruied I was nd nw u r asking me y am I here?

Antara: I left the note over dere Raghu nd moreover u don't have to concern for me whether I m okay or not.

She said nd turns to move other side wen Raghu holds her Arm nd jerks her towards himself. Antara can say it by looking into his eyes dat he was both angry nd hurt by her words but dis tym she dnt want to think of any of these.

Raghu: I dnt have to be concern for u, den who d hell have to be concern for u Damn it! Wats Wrong wid u?

Antara: Leave my hand Raghu.

Raghu: not today Antara. Everytym u take Ur own decision without listening to me. U can't take any Decision alone in our relationship, Antara We both have equal right to take the Decisions in our Relationship.

Antara: Our Relationship? If u had forgetten den let me Remind u Mr. Raghu Naik dat dis relationship has been broken 5 yrs back by u only. So nw I can take any decision according to my will.

She said nd jerks his hand away nd moves to other side but Raghu blocks her way nd stands right in front of her. Today he dnt want to leave things abruptly between dem. Today either everything will be fine between dem or everything will be over.

Raghu: y d hell r u trying to make everything difficult between us Antara?

Antara: dere's nothing to make difficult between us Raghu.

Raghu was feeling helpless at Antara's stubbornness. He dnt knw hw to make her understand that her fears nd insecurities are useless nw.

Raghu: y r u doing this Antara? Dnt u trust on wat I said to u at hotel. I Love you Antara. I won't hurt u again. Trust me Antara.

Antara: it doesn't matter to me anymore Raghu. I said u before also d Antara dat had immense Love nd Trust for u had died dat day only wen u said u dnt love her. Nd dis Antara doesn't love u anymore, doesn't trust u anymore.

She said while looking away. Because sumwhere in her heart she knows dat d last sentence was nothing but a mere lie. But at dat tym she was too much blinded by self-frustration. Raghu jerked her towards himself to make her look at him.

Raghu: Wat did u just said? U dnt love me anymore, u dnt trust me anymore. If dis is true Antara den look into my eyes nd den say Antara.

She looked into his eyes nd was about to say sumthing but couldn't able to utter a word wen she looked into those deep honeyed eyes, which shows so many emotions in it. Raghu smiled slyly knowing dat she still cant lie looking into his eyes.

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Raghu: Wat happen y did u stopped? Say dat u dnt love me anymore, say dat u cant trust me anymore. (He paused for a while nd den continue) u cant say, u knw y because u still Love me; because u still trust me.

Antara: it's not true.

Raghu: o really? Den y u always gets melt in my Arms if u dnt love me? Y u always shiver wid my touch, if u dnt love me. Because acc to u if u dnt love me den it shouldn't have made any difference to u. y u always cry wen u see me in pain? Y u care for me more den urself if u dnt Love me? Y u always look up to me only if u r in any sort of problem?

Antara looks away nd goes to other side wen Raghu holds her nd pinned her against a wall. his eyes were spitting fire nw but more den anger dere was hurt in dem. Antara tries to wriggle under his grip but he was way too strong for her.

Raghu: I m not finished yet Antara. Tell me y u share one room wid me if u dnt trust me anymore? Y u asked me to sleep on d same bed if u dnt trust me? Y did u believed me wen I said dat last nite nothing of dat sort happened between us, dat I haven't crossed my limits wid u? Answer me Damn it!

Antara: I dnt find necessary to give any answers of urs. Leave me!

She said while Wriggling but Raghu has increased his Grip more hard on her arms

Raghu: u dnt find necessary or u dnt have any answers. Antara sach to ye hai dat u still Love me, dat u still trust me aur kahin na kahin ye tumne bhi raghu lia hai. Den y r u stopping urself?

Antara: it's not true!! Got it, it's not true!!!

She said while Raising her voice thinking dat may be it affects Raghu but least she knows dat Raghu had no affect of her words on her as he knows dat wat is she saying was a mere Lie

Raghu: U cannot change d Truth by raising Ur Voice Antara. Aur Sach to ye hai dat u too love me in d same way I love you.

Antara frees herself from him nd turns to other side wen Raghu again holds her nd jerk her towards himself crushing her into his hard chest

Raghu: U can't run away from d Reality anymore Antara. Raghu kyun nahi leti dat u too Love me. Jaise ki main raghu raha hoon ki main tumse pyaar karta hoon. I LOVE YOU Antara.

Antara: I Don't Love you. Did u listen I don't Love you.

Raghu: if u dnt love me den wat was dat dat has happened between us few hrs back. I agree I kissed u without ur consent but didn't u too responded to it. didn't u kissed me back? y didn't u protested once? Y didn't u resist it? u knw y, because u Love me Antara. datsy u kissed me back; because dat tym all wat was dere between us was only Love and nothing else.

Antara: NO ITS NOT!!!

She finally frees herself from him nd screamed a loud

Antara: it was not Love. it was just a weak moment. I was emotionally wrecked at dat tym nd derefore I got carried away, dats it!! it was not Love Raghu. It was not.

She said it loud more den Raghu to convince her own heart who was crying out its Love for Raghu.

"Antara." he muttered slowly listening to her outburst. He walks a step towards her but stopped instantly listening to her next set of words

Antara: now u got all Ur answers. Yes I responded back to Ur kiss but it was just because I got carried away. Nothing else matter to me anymore. Tum jeeyo ya maro, I least care. Mera bas chale to main tumhari shakal bhi Dobara Na Dekhoon.

Dat did it! Raghu's every hope; every Dream has been shattered by listening to Antara's statement. He slowly takes a step back not believeing wat he was hearing. His Antara doenst care if he dies or stay alive; she doesn't wanted to see his face again. Antara looks at Raghu nd she felt like her heart has been squeezed out seeing his pained face. Dis was d last thing dat she wanted. She never wanted to hurt him. But she was too blinded by her guilt, insecurities, fears nd self-frustration nd in vain she said whatever came into her mind nd by d tym she realizes it was too late.

She saw tears in his eyes, may be for d first tym but she can't do anything to wipe dem off nw. it was too late to do anything nw. Raghu looked at her wid Painful expression. An awkward silence prevailed in d Room as both of dem doesn't have anything to say to each other nw. His heart still not able to believe wat Antara has just said. The Girl who never wanted to see him in pain; who never wanted anything happen bad to him even den also wen she's not dere wid him is nw doesn't care if he dies or stay alive. But he had promised himself dat he'll do everything for her happiness nw nd if she wants him to go away from her lyf den he'll go away from her nd will never show his face to her. He slowly wipes away d tear dat has been formed at d corner of his eyes nd goes near her

Raghu: Theek hai Antara, if u wanted dis only den I'll never cum back in Ur lyf again. U'll never see my face again Antara. I'll go far away from u nd Ur lyf. But just wanted to say one last thing to you; agar Kisi se koi galti ho to usse roothna theek hai par manane wale se itna bhi nahi roothna chahiye ki manane wala khud rooth jaye. Bye Antara nd I'll always Love You.

He said it nd one last tym looked at her to savour her angelic face in hia mind for forever nd goes out from dere, far from her nd from her lyf just like d way she wanted. Hw can he not do anything which gives her happiness. If her happiness lies in it den he'll never cum back to her lyf again.

Antara saw his retreating figure nd her heart cried seeing him going like dat. she wanted to stop him but cant able to do anything. Nd as she saw him getting disappeared she thumped on d Floor nd cried her heart out. She never wanted dis, she never wanted to hurt him like dis. she just said those words in anger nd dat anger was she had for herself, she didn't mean dat words but by the tym she realizes it was too late. His well-being matters to her d most, his happiness matters to her d most but now everything has been in a great mess nd she don't know any way to sort dat mess. She was still crying wen she heard someone's voice behind her

"Y are u crying now? U should be happy; Afterall Raghu will no longer be here to disturb you"

She turned around to look at d person nd found Ruksana standing behind her. Anger was much evident form her eyes nd Machmach was calming her down but today she was nowhere to stop. Ruksana nd Machmach had witnessed d last part of dere conversation nd as she saw Raghu's painful face nd retreating form of his lifeless body she cant help herself anymore nw.

Ruksana: Answer me Antara. Y r u crying nw? U should celebrate Na. C'mon Machmach lets bring d champaigne nw. Afterall Antara gets wat she wanted from so long; A rid from Raghu

Antara: Ruksana, Pls.

Ruksana: Kyun Antara? Maine kuch galat kaha kya? Yahi to tum chahti thi, hai na? nd See nw Raghu has gone so we should celebrate right? nd dnt worry Antara Raghu will never come back to ur lyf nw as he's man of his words. if he said dat he'll go far away from ur lyf den he'll Antara

She said sarcastically but Antara could sense pain nd anger from her voice very well.

Machmach: Babu Pls... Calm down

Ruksana: Not today Machmach. I was quiet till now becoz u asked me to but not today. Because Aaj Antara se uski Best friend nahi infact Raghu ki behen baat kar rahi hai who wanted to know d reason dat y is she not believeing on my Brother's Love for her? y is she not giving their relationship one more chance? Y it doesn't matter to her if my Brother dies or stay alive

Antara: Ruksana Pls... It's not like dat.

Ruksana: o really Antara? den tell me wat it is like? U want to punish Raghu rite den u have to punish to me also as I was d one who convienced u in d past dat Raghu has truly fallen for u. so if he deserved a punishment den I too deserve a Punishment nd dat too worse den Raghu. U should not have to worry for my living or dead too.

Antara: Ruksana Pls Dnt say like dat. u dnt know anything?

Ruksana: I know everything Antara. I even know dat also which u dnt know?

Machmach knows where dis conversation heading to nd he needs to stop Ruksana before she says anything further to Antara.

Machmach: Ruksana Stop. Dnt say anything. Remember we promised him.

Ruksana: I don't care anymore nw Machmach. Because today I wanted to show d reality to Antara nd if or dat I had to break my promise also den I wont hesitate.

Antara knotted her brows in confusion thinking about which reality she is talking.

Ruksana: So Ms. Antara Kaul u think u know everything rite? If u think so den let me tell u dat u r utterly wrong. Do u know wat happened behind u in dese 5 years? Do u knw wat changes have came to d lives of Ur Loved ones in dese 5 years? No, rite? Den get ready Antara becoz today I m going to tell u dat for which u dnt have even slightest idea. Come with me

She said nd literally dragged Antara out of her flat towards her car followed by Machmach who was praying silently for d avoidance of Storm which is yet to come now.

Precap:

A Big Twist

wow.. but i am really sad .. i thought raghu and antara will patch up after the kiss in this part.. but i guess fate and destiny is still testing them.. i am just eager to know what rukhsana wants to tell antara.. really anxious...

oh god what rukku will show. Cant wait pls updates soon

wow loved it soo much precap omg cant wait

loved it
completely loved it
each and every part of it
update soon
eagerly waiting for the next update

what a wonderful emotional update ...wow...loved it ..n sad for Rantara ...i hope Antara now be able to forgive Raghu ...