rantara ff-sajda tere pyar mein[note at page 150] - Page 97

Originally posted by: honeybees22

amazing ri I just loved it soo much

the pain anger uff mar dala

pls cont asap

Originally posted by: Roy.nikki143

Nice update ria
Or yeh raghu bhi nah tali to howa uper se kitna sunna diya antara ko 😕
Hope jaldi se raghu antara ko mana ley
N dm evil just hate her jaldi se uski asliyat sab ko pata chale utna acha 😉

Originally posted by: Nichuss

Again fight...*sigh*

antu shocked to hear all those disgusting words frm raghu...

Dayanaik link s yet to b cleared...
Nuclear device it is...now its time to get who th supplier...

Intresting

Originally posted by: riddzykhanmalik

How could he do this yaar...problem ho to samne baat karo na...antu ko bohot kuch keh dia raghu ne...ye to hona hi tha...drunk raghu, confused antara or ye misunderstanding...but precap was cool...Once again thanks to ayaan he clear all mess and raghu files guilty...kya antara manegi...????? I m waiting for this...Please Please continue soon yaar...fantastic update...

Originally posted by: harshita1996

Hey Ria.. amazing update..!!

Ayaan n Antara's convo was gud..

Raghu wat dis guy did now he has to do something..

Bcoz wat he said was really bad fr Antara..

U described the feelings of Raghu so well Ria..

Beautiful...n emotional too..

Precap interesting<3 bs Raghu jaldi manale Antara ko..

Thanks fr pm..

Keep writing update soon..:)

Originally posted by: pampz

ufff ...UFFF ...UFFF Raghu ka gussa 😳uspe daru ka dose 😳and uparse jealousy ka tadka 😳...and cherry on the top Raghu ka abh tak not yet realised love for Antara...oyehoye ...yeh sab milake sleeping Volcano ...nid se jag gaya ...n lava eruption shuru kar dya... n MY GOD Ria kya describe kiya Raghu ka mad ferocious state ...i was shaking lik a leaf in RAGHU FEAR 😳...my God Antara to gayi kam se dar ke mare ... fir bhi jaise taise sambhal liya and omg Raghu ne jealousy ke mare kya kya bol gaya ... OOOPppsss...but the way you wrote Raghu's mad passion ...ufff maza aa gaya ...😳 LOVED Raghu's madness with Antara ...cherished every bit of it ... 😳 waiting for the next level of madness ...😆

Chapter 35

Fixing the golden bangles on her wrist, antara looked towards the mirror. Her eyes were swollen. She seemed so gloomy and powerless. The pink quarter sleeves anarkali looked so beautiful on her but her gloomy face was taking away her freshness. She spent a sleepless night again. When she felt everything was going to be fine at that moment, again a storm approached and massacred her life always. She was hell angry at raghu but even she was not feeling good after telling him those harsh words. He was wrong, hell wrong. But still he couldn't consider him as bad. She couldn't feel the disgust she should feel like before. She took a deep sigh and picked her bag. After all she had to do her works, she couldn't forget that she was there for some purpose. Going towards outside, she came across the room where the mess happened last night. She didn't even wanted to look inside but she couldn't afford to take a glance. The broken piece of glasses were still scattered at the entrance floor. her gaze moved more inside and then she found him, lying on the bed or better to say collapsed. His left feet and left hand was hanging and his face was moved sidewise. He looked quite, calm and tired. It seemed like he had fallen on the bed due to alcohol effect and loose his consciousness at the spot. Suddenly she felt bad seeing him in that condition. She didn't know why her feet moved inside the room and came near him. Her eyes were sad. Antara silently looked at raghu's sleeping face. He looked really poor and helpless. After some moment she bent down and lifted his feet and placed it on the bed. Then she touched his hand. Even in the sleep a deep breath escaped from him. antara got alert that thinking that he was awake. She waited for a moment and then placed his hand slowly on his hand. For a moment she silently looked at his sleeping face. so innocent that it was hard to believe that he could actually turn the whole world upside down if he wanted. The rage inside him could burn the whole world at a time. Again the bizarre moment of last night, his rough shameless words flashed in her mind and she looked away squeezing her eyes tight. Tears had started to come out from her face. After all those things happened, still she was unable to feel disgusted towards him. she bit her lips and stood up to go away but she felt a huge pull on her hand. Startled and scared, she looked behind. He was still sleeping unconsciously but her hand was caged tightly in his grip. for another silent moment her bewildered confused hazels got fixed on his face. Whenever she tried to get away from him, he pulled her back by hook or by crock! Why?!! She sighed again and slowly took back her hand without disturbing his sleep. It took a huge moment for antara as raghu caught her really tightly. She couldn't even call him. She didn't have the power to face him after last night. At last when her hand was free, she gave a last glance to his peaceful face and rushed out of the room. Like, she was trying to get away so far from him. she didn't noticed that her diary fell down from hier bag while she rushed out of the room.

"sorry antara I forgot to inform you about zara's school picnic today." Zoya said with a grieve voice. "it's okk zoya di!" Antara said with a smile, "let her enjoy the day. I will come tomorrow." Antara said. "thanks antara!! And btw, where is your raghu?! Still you didn't bring him?! Perhaps he will again try gatecrash in our house!!" zoya giggled. "zoya di!" antara said in irritated voice. "What happened? Again another conflict!!" zoya said. "no.. not like that di..." Antara's face became sad. "antara?! is that serious?!" zoya asked in worird voice. "forget that zoya di... I am going now." Antara said. "okk antara!! and sorry again ok?!" zoya said. Antara assured again. they both came out from the room. Was blabbering all the way but antara was silent.God!! Again she had to go back to home and face that idiot raghu!! antara was not feeling like to go back to home. Zoya and antara came at the living room at front. Antara saw siddiqui and aman sitting on the sofa. They seemed like having an important chat. When they saw antara and zoya entering in living room they suddenly stopped their chats. Aman gave a stupid huge toothy grin and siddiqui looked at them with narrowed eyes. "good morning abbujaan and aman bhaijaan!" zoya greeted with a smile. antara's eyes fell on the small glass table situated at the center near sofa. There was a file open at the front. Only a single paper was visible. But that paper was enough to spine her head! There was a simple triangle drawn. Each and every corner point of the triangle there was a circle around the corner point. Some letters were written at the side of those circles. And those words almost took her breath away. At the top most corner of the triangle, there was written i.g. At the the right hand corner it was written c.s and at the left corner, it was written n.s.b. i.g, c.s and n.s.b!!! same words from that complicated codes. She judt couldn't say an word and continued to look at the piece of paper. Those short words were the three corners of a triangle?! But how??!! And where was the triangle?!! "miss antara?!!" siddiqui's word broke her trance. Composing herself quickly, she looked towards siddiqui's face. He was gazing her expression thoroughly. May be, he was trying to read her expressions. "hello sir!" she greeted drily. "hello young lady! Sorry you must be drifted in some important thought. Sorry to disturb you!" he said genuinely. While aman was secretly throwing poisonous gaze to her. he couldn't understand, why father was able to talk to her so coolly. Why couldn't he believe that there was something very fishy about that girl. Perhaps he thought his words. But no one was able to read the mind of that old man seeing his calm expression. "no not at all mr siddiqui. You don't need to apologize." Antara said. The way they were looking to each other, it seemed like there was a cold war happening between them. both were trying to read each other but failed constantly. On the other hand, zoya was taking a glance at newspaper. "what just happened to our country now a days, each and every time I see the newspaper there is a news of bomb-blasts, murder or hoe to forget... kidnapping or accidents. I didn't remember when I read a decent newspaper without any news of disaster." Zoya huffed. "arey bhabijaan! The country having these kinds of loose defense system and weak ruling system is destined to have such disaster. Our Kashmir had become the most victim of that..." aman suddenly started to blabber. Antara looked at him with confusion. Why all of a sudden he had started to talk so much. But his next words clearly showed what his plan was. "abbujaan do you remember, three months ago, there was a blast in shrinaghar. Somewhere in a doctor's house right?!! I think his name was doctor kaul... or something else." Aman said suddenly. Blood drooped from antara's face. She stood there, frozen, grounded to the spot. Siddiqui indicated him to stop his foolishness but aman didn't seem to obey his father that time. "I still remember the news. How brutally he was killed. It was newspaper headline on that day. It also said that his family was planning for surprise party in his anniversary, but at last they had to do the funeral of him." he stated. Antara was gripping the sidebag tightly to hold on herself. She understood that aman was trying to open her mouth. He thought, she would broke out after listening about his father's death. She knew that aman doubted her to be a part of dr kaul's family as he had already sends his men to her house that night. Antara stood still, trying to control her tears. She couldn't make everything mess after so much effort. She couldn't reveal her real identity to them, at least at that state. "miss antara, I heard u have lost your father too. I am sorry! But what happened to him?! how did he died?!" aman asked without missing a bit. Siddiqui was angry at his son's foolness but even he was also observing antara, trying to sense that if his words affect her or not. Antara sighed, "yes, he died before some months. In a car accident!!..." her heart burned while saying those words. She didn't know how she was maintaining that calm expression in her face. aman was startled for a moment. "Car accident??!!!" he was looking at antara like she had forcefully dragged his lollypop from him. "Well, it must be a very hard to leave without him right. U must be missing him a lot." Siddiqui asked her at last. "yes, it is hard. But I really don't miss him." she said with a mild smile startling everyone. "yes, although I can't c him in front of my eyes.." antara continued, "but I could feel his presence always. He is still with me in my each and every step of life, giving me the hope to lead my life." A proud daughter's confession startled all of them. aman's mouth made a big O face. zoya was giving an amused smile to her. Only siddiqui was on his hold. "hmmm... I really loved your confident miss. Another quality of young generation which I like so much! They never give up at any situation. You know miss antara, day by day, ur character is getting more interesting for me!" he said with a calm voice and small smirk. "Same goes for me sir. Even you are also a very interesting character to all nodoubt." She answered back in same manner. "hmm..." he nodded his head with a satisfactory mild smile. "Pardon me sir, but now it's time to take my leave." Antara greeted. "have a nice day young lady." Siddiqui greeted back. Antara looked at aman who was looking at her with confused eyes. She gave a mild victorious smirk towards him and slowly got out of the room. Siddiqui's narrow eyes followed her till the exit. His eyes moved back to the file where the paper with that triangular diagram was kept. i.g, c.s and n.s.b. The most dangerous and important operation of his life, going to shook the country all over. He was not sure but he observed antara was watching that paper with some amused eyes. Like she had found some treasure all of a sudden. What did she knew about these?!! If she had any slightest idea about these things then... aman was right. He couldn't ignore the girl anymore." Siddiqui thought.

Antara rushed out of the mansion with stumbled feet. Her whole feature was shaking. Aman's words remind her about the very day. Everything flashed again in front of her eyes. Her father's burned figures, her mother's horrified face, that huge sound of blast, scream, fire and at last that funeral ground where he burned his father's mortal body with her own hand. She couldn't face those evils anymore. That aman, siddiqui, they were the cause of these miserable life. Everything happened for them. As soon as she stepped out of the premises for siddiiqui mansion, she couldn't control her tears anymore. It came out, overflowing her eyes, letting out her frustration, anger, sadness and scars. I am sorry poppa...' antara said inwardly, I have to tell lie about your death. But what can I do papa?! I couldn't tell them truth now. I know u understand but papa who are they to take your name?! telling bizarre things about your death?!! They don't deserve this papa... they don't have permission to discuss about my father's death they were your killer!!' antara's mind scream. Silent tears came out of her eyes. She looked at the road which leaded to her house. But suddenly she took an 180 degree turn and started to walk through the reverse way.

As his eyes open, raghu jumped on the bed. His head was still dazed due to the alcohol effect. He held his head and then the incident of last night flashed in his mind. his words towards antara, her reaction and her crying face. oh shit!!! He stroke his own head. "s**a raghunath ye kya kar dala tune?!!" his eyes widened in guilt and worry. "arey naiii hoti bubbly aunty hajam to fir kyun piya?!!... kya kya kahe diya uss yeri ko..." he jumped from his bed and stood up. His balance shook due to dizziness. He caught the wooden frame of the bed and balanced him. he jerked his head to let out the dizziness. "abey raghunath jaldise sidha ho ja... Abhi turant miscall ke pass jane ka aur usey mana ne ka... agar wo akele us siddiqui mansion mein chali gayi too..." At that moment he saw the clock and it was 10 pm. "margaye... kahin ye..." he rushed out of the room and hurried on the passage. When he reached at antara's room he didn't found her there. He impatiently strokes the wooden frame of the door and rushed at other corner of the room in vague hope that he could found her at other place of the house. He searched everywhere, every corner of the room. Soon he understood that antara was not at the room and she had left for siddiqui mansion all alone.

Antara was seating on the bench and looking towards the snow covered ground. it was a very lonely corner of Srinagar city. Very few people visited at that place. She used to come there when he needed to be alone. And today she badly wanted silence to recover her scars. She looked at a distance. Some girls wearing school dresses were playing on the snow. Antara really felt that her life had become a roller coaster ride. But not the pleasant journey it was. At a time she was in cloud nine with joy and her beautiful dream and then suddenly the dream broke and she collapsed on the ground badly. Broken, helpless like a wingless bird, she again gathered her courage and tried to fly but again when she reached at the top someone pushed her again to the ground. she smiled sadly. What a twisted tell her life had become. Each and every time, at every turns a single man was always there in front of him. raghu!! antara closed her eyes. A silent teardrop escaped from her eyes and fell on the snow beneath. Suddenly she felt someone's hand on her eyes. Antara became startled as she heard sweet giggles behind. Antara removed the little hand from her eyes and looked back. She was surprised to find the two little faces grinned to her naughtily. "zara!!!!" antara said in shock. One of those little girl was zara and she was wearing that same school uniform. "Surprise appa!!" zara said. "What are you doing here?!" antara asked. "I am here with my friends and school teacher to attend the school picnic. Appa meet my friend Hamida!" zara said indicating towards the little girl. "hello!!" antara said with a smile. zara's teacher came there to search for her and surprised to find them talking with a strange girl. Zara introduced antara to her teacher. Her teacher was delighted to meet her and to her request antara also joined their picnic.

He just drag out the first white shirt and blue jeans he got from his bag. Removing the all tresses of alcohol from his feature raghu rushed downstairs. He was all set to go to siddiqui mansion. Antara must be there. hope she didn't get too much angry seeing him there and at least he had the opportunity to talk to her. And if she didn't listen, he had his own way to convince her. He was about to leave when the land phone at the living room ring to life. "abb kaun hain yaar?!" raghu said in irritated voice and picked the receiver. "hello.." he said. "hello it's ayan!!can I talk to antara please?!" the voice came from the other side. god, not this stupid pappu anymore! He was the cause of the whole mess. "naiii hain...!!" raghu said in most irritating tone making a face. "I see! Aap zarror raghu bhaijaan bol rahein hain. adab!! Kal to aap se thik se baat hi nahi ho payi..." ayan said. haan haan jaise apun uchal raha hainn tere se batein kar ne ke liye...' Raghu thought inwardly, "dekh mere pass abhi taime (time) naii hain... mere ko kidhar jane ka hain... to heelo hi bye bye..." Raghu was about to drop the receiver but ayan's voice float from other side. "arey bhaijaaan phone mat kaat na... nahi to meri biwi mujhe nahi choregi..." Ayan said. "kya kahhaann!!... teri biwi!!!" raghu stood thee shocked. "haan bhaijaan meri wife rachna!! Actually wo antara ki best friend hain..." ayan was almost laughing imagining raghu's face, "kyun antara ne aap ko bataya nahin.. arey aaj antara ki wajah se hi humari shadi ho payi hain... warna hum dono to apne feelings ko kabhi samajh hi nahi patein.. antara ne hi hum dono ko samjhaya ki hum ek dusre ke liye kitni important hain... wo actually hum ne ahmedabad mein shadi ki hain na... to yahan friends ko treat nahi de payein... to hum logon ne ek reception arrange ki hain... bhaijaan aap sun to rahe hain na?!!" ayan asked from other side. "haan bol..." raghu said in almost chocked voice. "arey bhaijaan antara ayein to please bata dena ki kaal saam ko meri aur rachna ki shadi ka reception hain. please hum bahut khus hongey agar aap dono ayein toh..." ayan's voice roamed from the other side of phone. The chord fell down from raghu's hand and he looked at the wall with frozen eyes! "hello hello. Bhaijaan?! Aap wahan hain naa?" the voice came from the other side of receiver. Ragu kicked his leg in frustration and without wasting a moment he rushed outside. He had to find antara anyhow!! Otherwise it would be disaster.

Precap: "bhaijaan!! Antara to aaj jaldi nikal gayi yahan se... wo zara ka school picnic tha... kyun wo abhi ghar nahi pauchi?!" zoya asked. raghu couldn't give a single answer. He felt his worry rising.

ps: now a reallly big sorrryyy for another crap 🤢.. each and everytime i tried to short out the things it becomes excess huge. sab writer bhoot ki galti hain... yaar mujhe koi bhoot bhagao comitee ka phone no de do...😭

waiting for ur jutass and chappals🤢

loved the update