Thread 1 Rantara SS JAAN (UPDATE part 23 pg148) - Page 19

Part 7

Raghu felt her fingers in his hair n looked up at her. Antara removed her fingers hastily …n was hell confused n nervous where to place her shaky fingers . Raghu realized she was still scared of him. He held her knees… squeezed them gently n said : main bahar jaraha hun...thodi der me ajaunga.. n left her in the room .

Raghu was out of the bunglow … he took the narrow way adjacent to the garden which goes straight towards the mountain n forests. It was his favorite place in girivan since his childhood …whenever he came here , he used to spend some time there alone . Raghu reached a place surrounded with different trees n plants naturally. The small river krishna was flowing down just few feets away n the sun was about to set. He sat on the river bank resting his elbows on his knees n waited for the sunset. He loved watching sunset from there ….it had always made him tranquil inside.

Antara was sitting on the bed motionless after Raghu had left her in the room. She was in pain seeing Raghu in pain she didn't know why n she was feeling restless. The moment Raghu left her in the room alone she felt an emptiness in her heart….that feeling was scratching her inside ….her heart n made her restless. She felt she needs to see Raghu right then in front of her. She realized she couldn't leave him in pain anymore. The urge to see him …the urge to free him from his pain made her leave the room n she came downstairs ….but she couldn't find him anywhere. Antara ran out from the bunglow… she tried to find him out in the garden but he was not there. Suddenly the narrow way next to the garden caught her eye n she ran down the way towards the forest. Every minute every moment seemed to be lengthy to antara…she still couldn't find Raghu anywhere…the sun was already set n the forest was absorbing the darkness fast. The mounting darkness in the forest reminded her the goons attack on her… every little noise in the forest made her terrified.

But it couldn't stop her , she went down the way further and finally saw him …..sitting on the river bank …watching the water flow calmly… with his elbows on his knees.

Antara whispered his name…… Raghu…… n just then Raghu felt something n turned his head n saw a restless n terrified Antara . Raghu was shocked seeing her there…he stood up n said : Tu yehaaan ???

Antara was exhausted up to her end limit ….she was hell terrified….she saw Raghu n didn't think twice….she ran down the river bank n thrust herself to Raghu . Tears sprang out to her eyes as she hid her face between his neck n shoulder and confessed what she had known for a while now ….Tum mujhe room me chod ke kyun chale aye ? ….she sobbed…nahi dekh sakti tumhe aise… dard me…tumhe bura laga mere wajese na…am sorry Raghu...mujhe..plz mujhe maaf kardo…

Raghu was enthralled for a few moments n then embraced her trembling body in his arms. Her hands were on his shoulders tightly clutching him n she was crying her heart out. He could feel her hot tears soaking his shirt. Raghu softly jerked her and said : Antaraaa rona bandh kar. abh ro ro ke ye mountain baha degi kya?

It was profound dark then in the forest and Antara was slowly getting calm down in his arms...suddenly she became conscious about the surroundings and said : kitna andhera hai yehan Raghu…wo gunde yehan agaye to ?

Raghu felt her nervousness n lifted her up in his arms n started towards the banglow…n said : dar gayi ?

Antara didn't resist Raghu this time ….but said : main dari nahin hun aur main chal bhi sakti hun….

Raghu gave a stern look to her and teased her : wapas jake hi tera wo bandage change karna hai ….firse bhagegi to nahi ..?

Antara didn't answer Raghu ..she kept quiet. To make her talk Raghu further said in a teasing tone : waise jabse hosh me ayi hai tu mujhse se baat tak nahi karrahi ..aur aaj jab tujhe pata chala ki maine tera chot pe bandage kiya to tu merese dur bhag rahithi?? Tune Mujhe …Raghu ko lock kiya aur merahi jeep lekar bhagneki koshish ki haan ??? par manna parega teri koshish kafi acchi thi …he smirked at her.

Antara couldn't stand it anymore ….she hit his chest in anguish n sobbed: mujhe chodke chale gayethe tum road pe akele…gunde mujhe uthakar le gaye….wapas laye kyun mujhe ? abh agar main tumse dur jayun to tumhe itna gussa kyun ata hai?

main tumhara jeep lekar jarahithi yehi tumhara problem hai na…nahi chahiye tumhara jeep…main khud paidal chali jaungi …she was breathless and squirmed in his arms n shouted ..: Raghu chodooo…mujhe

The shoot of rage again resided in Raghu , he tightened his grip on her n in a dangerous tone he said : Nahi ChoDta …. Aur haan…Mujhse dur janeka to tu soch bhi mat….karna to dur tune agar ekbar bhi socha na merese dur janeka …mera khopri kharab ho gaya to main ….Raghu stopped and gave an intense look to her n said: Tu to janti hai mereko ...hai na Antara…

Antara immediately stopped squirming ...but her body got stiffened in his arms as she became too much nervous. Raghu understood this but remained quite.

Raghu reached the bunglow within few mins n carried her to his room n put her down softly. He locked the door n held her hand . Raghu felt her hand was cold as ice. Antara was breathing heavily n was not looking at him…she kept her eyes down. Raghu encircled her waist and pulled her towards him. The sudden pull made her gasp n place her hands on his shoulders. Raghu gently removed her long hair off her back and put it on her front.Antara didn't resist Raghu but her body became stiff as she was extreamly nervous. Raghu was holding her waist by his one arm ….he placed his other hand flat on her back n pulled her more near to his body n said : Darne ki zarurat nahi hai …

Saying this he touched her zipper ….Antara clutched his shirt in fear n put her face on his shoulder n said in a shaky voice : mujhe dar lagraha hai Raghu ….

Raghu embraced her tightly this time n said: kuch nahi hoga …dar mat .

Raghu Again touched her zipper n started sliding it down but Antara squirmed within his strong grip n said: Raghu Stoppp….

Raghu immediately stopped n asked in a concerned tone : kyun? kya hua ? Antara sobbed n said in a feeble voice : mujhe sharm arahi hai…..

Raghu didn't know how to handle her shyness. She was already too much nervous and scared and now this ….Raghu was bowled over by the situation. He thought for a while n said : Hmmm…ek kam kar ..apni aankhen bandh kar le ..bas kuch der ke liye sharam ko bol abhi nahi aneka…..kya hai na abhi tera ye bandage change karna bohot zaruri hai…

And saying this without wasting a second he slid her zipper upto her waist.

Antara cringed in nervousness n felt her knees had no strength ….it was Raghu holding her strongly by her waist ..otherwise she would have fallen on the floor by then.

She was hell scared n she was feeling shy too. She didn't know how to handle herself…n her body trembled when Raghu touched her skin n put her kamiz down a bit from her shoulder. The touch of Raghu's fingers on her skin felt like she was melting away by his every touch…her heart was beating fast as she was breathing heavily. Antara was going through jumbled emotions…she was frightened no doubt but she felt secured in his grip. Raghu touched her bra n unhooked it by applying a little pressure n started to remove her old bandage. It was over 24 hrs and the bandage got stuck with her wound badly. Raghu tried to pull it out softly...but failed. He feared blood would again ooze out from it. Raghu sensed that Antara was no longer standing by her own…he had just kept pressed her body with his otherwise she would have fallen. Raghu could feel her each shiver and each flinch on his every touch n every pull on her skin n wound. He used some medicines n after a hell lot of trial Raghu was able to remove the old dressing from her wound without any damage. It bleeded a little but not too much. He wiped n cleaned the blood and old medicines completely from her wound n applied fresh medicines on it. Raghu was satisfied after he did the dressing perfectly on her wound n sighed. He zipped up her kamiz carefully n kept her holding tightly for a while n then said : Ho gaya hai …abh tu annkhen khol sakti hai ….

To Be Continued…..