Part 5 Magic of hope and Love
Existence of man in this world is strange well actually quite strange.From his beginning till death ,he has no control over his life.IT.IS.ALWAYS.OUT.OF.HIS.CONTROL.
Every one has many problems in their life.
Surprisingly every want magic in their life to solve problem.
But they don't believe in magic.
Magic.Of.Believe&Hope.
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He sat on the chair ,eyes forged,face hard ,fist closed tightly as he stare at the grey clouds.Its seems like the dark clouds of sadness engulf his happiness.He had never given importance to any one like he has given to her .But why he is not getting any importance in turn .
She is still a mystery for him.Some where deep down he is becoming tired.Today morning she was showing change but now suddenly what happened to her.
He craved for her affection ,for her love,for that magical hope...!!!!But he is loosing that hope.
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She slightly pushed the door.As she enter inside the house.A ghost smile appear on her lips as she saw how bright and colorful appears her surrounding.
Suddenly she was about to fell as some push her.She turn back and saw a girl of around 10 running in the house laughing and her mother chasing her.
The girl clapped her hands and run around.
Riddhima/Shilpa smiled heatedly seeing the liveliness of the girl.
Suddenly her surrounding changed.Darkness ,shear darkness surrounds her .She saw that girl running towards darkness.
Riddhima/Shilpa ran behind her.That girl go out of her sight.
Riddhima/Shilpa tried hard looking for her in that darkness.
Finally she saw some light.Riddhima/Shilpa move towards that source but the scene in front of her ,forced the air out of her lungs.
She saw the limp form of the same lying on the bed.She stared deeply into her eyes.Trying to found out the aliveness of her.
That same man enter into the room this time with a woman.She come to her naked form.
She could heard distant voices"You must have fun with her.Dont be hard on her she will be useful to us"
She saw the women dragging the man closer to her "And dare you forget me"
Infront of her innocent eyes she saw t the horrible act.
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Arman turn back as he felt some moment in her pose.As expected her eyes were lifeless.Controlling the rage he move towards her.He offered her water.
Riddhima/Shilpa saw him moving out of the room with out sparing a glance to her.
Is he angry?Or dont he need her any more?
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Few days passed in strange silence between them.
Riddhima/Shilpa can feel the change in his behavior.
It was irking her some where.
Arman know he is doing some where wrong.But he thought may be his ignorance will do what his love can't.
May be his ignorance will change her.
He was setting and working on he laptop when he felt her presence beside her.He didn't respond.
Riddhima/Shilpa hesitantly held his hand in her.She kissed it lightly making him take a sigh.He put the laptop aside and stare at her face.She was looking nervous.
He know she want to something but she was unable to.
She know she has to ask him the reason behind his ignorance but she was unable to!
So she just what she can do easily.She hug him and whisper slightly "I am missing you ji"
In response he just hummed and held her close.
After the moment of silence she speaks "I want a baby".
She can feel him stiff but this is ought to happen some day.The arising question of family and their distance made her do that.
He moved away from her and glare at her.She looked down knowing the reason of his anger.
"Not in this life i am letting you to get pregnant again"
Tears cloud her eyes as she remember an other in ability of her.
"You know I sometimes wonder how you r still with me.Knowing my flaws.I look back at our married life and saw till now i have given you nothing.Not even your own blood"
Arman spat"YOU DONT NEEDED TO SEE WHAT YOU HAD GIVEN ME OR NOT.THATS MY PROBLEM"
Moving his hands in his hairs he asked tiredly "Why you do the things which I hate the most.Today when you for the first time initiate something in our relationship just to hurt me again"
He was tired ,tired of this thing.Can't he have a normal life?.He sat on the chair dejectedly.
Riddhima/Shilpa look at her with affection.Knowing well how much this man has faced because of her.
She know he will never leave her!Even knowing she can never give him a baby.
She sat on the space in front of him.He stare at her with helplessness.Riddhima/Shilpa held his face in her palms.
She was about to speak but he cut her in"Riddhima/Shilpa what ever you do but will not be able to make me agree for this baby idea.We are happy together.Thats final!"
Riddhima/Shilpa calmly let him complete and then she starts"Please listen to me please.I know I cant be a mother.If I become mother it will be very harmful to me and knowing that you will not agree for baby*He try to speak but she didnt let him*Wait please.Okay we cant have baby but at least we can adopt a child"
She left his face and stare at him with hopeful eyes"Arman Ji I want to live again and want to have faith in magic of hope"
Note
Hidding under covers,waiting for your chapals..How r you all??Angry,disapointed with me!well i am so sorry for that but guys i didnt have net connection i had my exams last month which ended on 27..sorry for late updates:(..
Well todays's update was in discrete form sorry for that but it is a filler update this baby thing will actually bring the story to you all ...!
Sorry again:(
The lines in purple are the dialogues take from once upon a time!
Kundali Bhagya
Geet - Hui Sabse Parayee
Anupamaa
