Part 7 Arrival of storm
Anger,a momentary passion;Control it or it will control you...
-Me
I am his wife
My Hankar
He will fed up of you then again you will be just a mere a slave"
Words are cruel and so does the effect of them.All Riddhima/Shilpa thought was only these words of lavanya hukam and the humiliation she just face. She has been sitting here since long trying to know,what next.She is his wife and she,only a mere slave.
Hearing the knock she quickly gets up,removing the tears she says"Come in"
An agha bowed down and say"Hukam our Hnakr has said a gift for you and letter.Here it is"
Riddhima/Shilpa politely take the letter and gift.As the agha left she open the gift and saw a beautiful necklace.Giving it a look she opens the letter which states
"Hope seeing the gift your anger will wear off"
-Your Love
Arman"
As soon as she read the letter lavanya words came to her mind
I am his wife
My Hankar
No,You are not mine you are her hankar.A sudden gush of anger hits Kushi.Holding the letter and the git she strode off towards him.
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Looking at calmness of the surrounding Arman felt his inner self clench and restless .Looking at the sky he whispers"Something is gona happen"
Hi thought broken hearing an agha informing him about Riddhima/shilpa's arrival.All the restlessness went away.Smiling he ordered to let her in.
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Entering into the room She bows down.Arman saw the letter and gift in her hand.When she didnt speaks ,he move closer to her .Making her face him he saw her eyes red and felther breathing heavenly.
"What happen Riddhima/shilpa?You are angry?you don't like my gift?" Arman asked confused
No reply.
Riddhima/shilpa ?? Okay if you dont like the gift I''ll give you more expensive gift"
This was it.It throws Kushi to edge.Throwing the necklace away she glared at arman with her red eyes and speaks huskily"Never.Ever.Try.To.Buy.My.Love"
Arman looked at her shocked and replied "What happen Riddhima/shilpa why are you behaving like this.If it is about lavanya then get one thing Riddhima/shilpa she is my wife and my love or respect for her is obvious for her.Dont compare yourself for her.She has her own space and you had your own"
"Then what I am?"She asked calmly.
"What are you ? You are asking me what are you.You are my love ,my everything.."
Cutting him in she says"And your mistress.In other way your full time wh..."
Not letting her complete arman slapped her hard.Not given her the chance to even touch her throbbing cheek he bunched her hairs at the back of her head and says dangerously"What did you just say?...Now complete it"
Riddhima/shilpa looking looked at him courageously"I am your wh**e.With whom once you will be done ,you'll leave her and not even spare a glance"
Silence engulfed the room.Arman just stare into her eyes with such a wrath that if Riddhima/shilpa has seen above her anger,would have died of fear.
Tightening the hold on her hairs he says"I made a mistake giving a slave like you so much attention.You are right you were just my wh**e and still given much importance"
A lone tear escape her eyes as his words suck in making her heart walls clench.Her body go rigid but face still intact not an ounce of expression on her face.
Leaving her and throwing her on the floor Arman shouted "Agha,Call Nigar Kalpha right now"
As Nigar entered into his cabin ,She saw Riddhima/Shilpa on the floor,blood flowing her lips ,cheeks red and Hukam standing with the back towards them.
"Hu..Hukam" Nigar stammered.
Without glancing back he says:Nigar took this girl out of my sight.Tomorrow she is going to my sister's palace as her servant.Now take her and leave"
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Part 8 Deep red.
Can we pretend that the Airplanes in the night sky like shooting star
I could make a wish right now,Wish right now...
"Your father promised me ,that he will marry you with me.But he deceived me.Now I'll kill you all"
"Babaaa.Baba Dont kill him please.Don't kill my mother ,my siblings please.PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!" Riddhima/shilpa fell her breath chocking.
She saw her parents struggling.Her elder sister and younger brother shouting as the men be headed them.Then Her mother dieing and at last her father.
She try saving them.But!
The last thing she heard "Dont worry Sashanak you will not get peace even after you die.Because I am gona sell your this daughter to Slave Market.You believed that good for nothing Arman mallik.No one gona come and save her"
Pulling the sword up he beheaded her father.A deep red fluid on the floor of her house.
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Baba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sitting with a jerk Riddhima/shilpa took deep breathes.Tear flows down her eyes.Whole body wet with sweat.
As she took in her surrounding.She realized it was dream.She was as helpless in her dream as she was when that person was kill her family.
Crying loud she remembered her family,her siblings ,her meeting with arnav.His family murder,meeting with arnav,getting his love and then Lavanya's words
I am his wife
My Hankar
He will fed up of you then again you will be just a mere a slave"
And the last blow was aranv's words
"I made a mistake giving a slave like you so much attention.You are right you were just my wh**e and still given much importance"
This all felt like a dream.Her life a dream.Her miseries a dream.Her happiness a dream.
Everything seems like yesterday
It was just a dream
But those days are gone
Now its just left is memories
And now sitting on the bed looking at the mirror she saw her reflection.But felt herself void of anything ,any thing even life...
Moving off the bed she stand in front of the mirror.She stare at her reflection.
Picking up a vase she throw the vase on mirror.
Seeing the mirror broken into pieces she saw her being ,been broken into pieces.
Bowing down picking the piece of mirror ,She stare it.
Putting the piece over her wrist.She let the mirror slowly prick her skin.She increase the pressure on the mirror.As the mirror deeply cut through her skin layer with a trail of deep red blood.
She didnt felt pain but an excitement ,a different kind of joy.
And then in one go she deeply slit her wrist.Tears flows down her eyes with a smile on her lips as she saw blood flowing down her wrist.
Picking an other piece of mirror with the bleeding wrist.She slits her other wrist with the same pace.
Standing with queer she looked at her both wrist.Blood flowing down ,Deep Red..
She walk out of the room.Walking with trembling step she reach to the room.She enters into his rrom with force not caring of the protests of agha.
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Sleep was faraway from his eyes as his own words rings in his word.He had done a grave mistake.Suddenly he felt wave hitting him.A wave which let his inner self relentless.Standing quickly move towards the window to inhale fresh as he felt his breath chocking..
Taking few deep breathes he heard shouting,outside his room.
He had just turn his head when he saw Riddhima/shilpa standing.Hair disheveled,eyes red tears flowing down his eyes but a strange calm smile on her lips.
He saw her swinging in air.Before he could move to her she show him her blood wrists and fell down.
Only a voice ring in his ear "She has slits her wrists" As he saw trail of Deep Red Fluid flowing from her wrists.
*I seriously condemn sucide as it is prhibted in islam.A person who comment sucide can never enter Janah.This is just fictional.A deed which was needed in my fiction.If found offended please forgive me"