Sorry that she couldnt even stop Armaan even as a token of caring for him
Sorry that she had to plead for Sid not to attempt to save the trapped patients and Doctors
Yet when Armaan actually went in she could not say even a Please dont.... to him
And All i feel is pity
For a woman who apologizes for every waking moment of her life
She gives in to her heart for a moment and she has to apologize to her husband
She reins her words in and kills Armaan with her blatant show of not giving a care
And she has to apologize to Armaan in silence and to herself
She looks as he falls unconscious and i dont know but she looked like a corpse to me- for even Sid cried out Armaan in shock yet SHE couldnt even muster enough courage to exercise her vocal chords
One does not hate someone as lifeless as her
Pity is all i feel
Riddhima felt she was Ridddhima Gupta when she was away from the question that she faces
But when faces with the real question this time in a more do-or-die way- She had nothing- neither brain nor heart to even say a Take care to Armaan
You think she didnt say it cos she didnt love him?
Heck even if it was JP who was going in she'd have warned him once
But her dumb silence in front of Armaan ( who thankfully did the right thing- Someone's gotta use brains and try to save the patients , right? Instead of debating for eternity? ) said it all
She couldnt stop him- cos she was SUPPOSED to stop Sid right?
What a convoluted and depressingto life to live when you die a thousand deaths seeing someone go in to die and yet cant say a word
Whatever happens to Armaan- Riddhima sure will suffer more than him. For mental agony is the worst of all.
And THAT is justice enough.
With the cylinder blast- I hope it blasts open the one part of her brain that's clogged with the weight of doing what seems expected of her- The corner of her brain that thinks like Basket