Siddhima: Tears and Rain

Disclaimer: Siddhima post!

Ok I so should be a sleep instead I am here writing this post because well I can't get over today's episode.

Firstly if a Siddhant Modi exists I want him, no one can be a Siddhant Modi, he gives off simplicity and that I can't stop loving about him, he does everything from the heart and that is that whether it is defending someone he barely knows or if it is revealing his feelings. He simply proposed, he had no idea what he was doing all he knew was he wanted her to know how he feels and he done exactly that he went down on his knees and laid his soul bare, he said I have loved you the most, you made me realise what love is, it was beautiful so heartfelt. She was left speechless as would many, he wanted her but she was scared he had so simply put his heart out and she couldn't react she couldn't show him how she feels because she has been let down before and it scares her.

The next scene in the FE, everyone has had an issue with the FE, but for me it was the perfect spot because it left no way out for Riddhima, she has to face her feelings in there because anywhere else she has room to move away from Sid but in the FE she can only go down to a certain point before he corners her questions her. This is not the first time we have seen Sid like this but him being in there and what he said was so raw, something that needed to be done.

Everything Sid said you knew he meant it and when he said main aaj tumse tumko maang raha hoon. I don't know how Riddhima was standing, she had heard everything she knew he had the happiness she had been looking for but reality has always hurt and she is scared, and watching Riddhima this is what I thought today I watched the episode and the only thing that came to my mind was a one of my favourite songs Tears and Rain by James Blunt but it just explained Riddhima in a nut shell, here feelings were totally explained in this song. (Direct Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BoF9GQPopxM)

In the FE when Sid said I can't explain I cannot explain how much I love you, it is so true because what they have is more than love, yes he loves her and wants to be with her, but Siddhima's connection is so strong, destiny brought them together and has left such a huge imprint on them and without each other they will always be incomplete because they are so deeply connected.

Today Siddhima, surprised me so much, made me fall in love with them even more, from their simplicity to their confusion, to their confession they have been brilliant as much as Riddhima was holding up her defences Sid was just as strongly breaking them, he wants her and the only way he would have backed away was if he knew she didn't feel anything but he knows she loves him and the only way he is leaving that FE is by making her his, for this lifetime because it is the only one that matters.

JeRan are just fabulous and I know they will give the rest of this scene justice.